by LuAnn McLane
Hallie was shocked to realize she had slept eight hours straight through.When she crawled into bed the night before, bundled in a warm flannel nightgown and thick wool socks, she’d been sure she would lie awake for hours thinking about her new responsibilities ... and Daniel’s amazing kiss.
Instead, she’d been comatose in seconds.And she had awakened feeling rested, refreshed, and optimistic. Getting up in the dark was not unique to Alaska. Hallie often worked odd shifts at the hotel, and she had taught herself to use a warm shower and lots of caffeine to get going in the morning.Today would be no different.
She threw on jeans and a pink angora sweater and headed for the kitchen. She felt a little guilty that it was already past eight, because Daniel was a paying guest and she owed him breakfast.
But he beat her to the punch. He had the coffeepot cranked up and had apparently dashed out to the local grocery store for fresh doughnuts.
She sat down across from him at the table and bit into a delicious circle of cinnamon and sugar. “Oh. My. God,” she moaned. “This is incredible. Why can’t I just serve these for breakfast?”
Daniel had a funny look on his face, and he seemed to be preoccupied with watching her chew.
She finished the last bite and took a quick sip of coffee. “Don’t worry,” she said hastily. “I’m just kidding. I’ll follow Hazel’s recipes to the letter. But you gotta admit, these are fantastic.” So much so that she ate a second one. After all, it was winter in Alaska. Who was going to notice if she put on a pound or two?
She carried her empty coffee cup to the sink and then turned on the XM radio that sat on the counter, tuning it to her favorite news channel.War, death, and mayhem as usual.
Daniel put both of their cups in the dishwasher. “Do you mind if I change it to Christmas music?”
What could she say to such a simple request? “Not at all.” Wow. She was getting good at this lying business. Dean Martin started singing about his favorite things, and Hallie’s eyes filled with tears. Shit. She turned quickly, but Daniel had already noticed her distress.
“Hallie,” he said urgently. “What’s wrong?”
She tried to think up a plausible story. Ripping open old wounds wasn’t going to accomplish anything. But when he rubbed a hand down her arm and gazed at her with clear concern, she lost it.
He folded her close as she blubbered all over his clean shirt. She hadn’t cried once in the last few weeks . . . stiff upper lip and all that. But now her misery reached critical mass.
Daniel let her weep. Even a less perceptive person would have realized that this wasn’t all about losing a job.
After a few minutes, he grabbed a tissue and wiped her face. “Feel like talking?” he asked softly.
She looked at the clock. “Don’t you have to go to work?’
He brushed a strand of damp hair from her cheek.“I’m the boss. Coming in late is one of the perks.”
He took her hand and tugged her toward the living room. It was still dark outside, but the tree beamed its multicolored cheer. And oddly, for the first time, Hallie found herself comforted by the sight.
Daniel rested his arm behind her on the sofa.“Do you hate Dean Martin?” he deadpanned. “Is that it?”
She blew her nose in the napkin, embarrassed as hell.“That was my mom’s favorite song. She died of a heart attack last January.” The words came out calmly, the sadness a little less acute than it had been moments before. “My dad passed away when I was six, and I’m an only child.”
Daniel was quick on the uptake. She could see in his face that he grasped at least a portion of what she was feeling. He touched her cheek in a brief caress. “I’m so sorry, Hallie. This first Christmas without her was going to be tough no matter what ... right?”
She shredded the napkin between trembling fingers. “I thought I was handling things pretty well. But I guess I was pouring even more time than usual into my job.”
“So when you were let go, it must have felt like having the rug pulled out from under you.”
She nodded slowly. “Yeah ... it did. I know it sounds crazy, because it was a huge hotel with a really large staff, but we were kind of like a family.The manager had been there for twenty-five years. He was nearing retirement. Everyone thought I was going to step into his shoes....”
“And instead, it all went to hell.”
She sucked in a big breath and exhaled slowly.“Not one of my better years, that’s for sure.”
“Have you thought about what you’ll do next?”
It was a valid question ... and very logical. She fought back the panic that crept in at odd moments. “Well, I guess I’ll start sending out résumés. But the economic climate is still tough.”
“Surely your credentials are impressive.”
“Maybe so, but a major hotel can hire someone straight out of college, and even train them, for a much lower salary than what I was getting paid. It’s a very competitive market.” And she had busted her ass to make it to the top. Now she wondered why. Her job hadn’t filled the holes in her life. But sheer “busyness” had allowed her to pretend.
Daniel stood up and squeezed her shoulder.“I promise not to rub Christmas in your face anymore, Hallie.And I also promise you that there’s a great job out there somewhere just waiting for a woman with your talents. The New Year is right around the corner.Time for new beginnings, new adventures.”
He shrugged into his coat as he spoke. Hallie took his words at face value, but were his eyes telegraphing an even more personal message? She stood up and wiped her hands on her jeans, feeling awkward and painfully self-conscious. “I guess I’d better make a grocery-store run. Hazel even has lists for that, thank goodness.”
He smiled at her. “You’ll be fine. And remember, it’s only breakfast. You don’t have to entertain them twenty-four/ seven.”
She nodded, fighting the urge to beg him to stay. She was a competent professional. Fifteen guests.That was nothing. She could do this with one hand tied behind her back....
Two hours later, she huffed and puffed as she carried the last of twelve grocery bags into the house. Putting everything away in an unfamiliar kitchen took another half hour. She ate lunch standing up, a banana and a cup of yogurt, as she pored over the recipe book that was to be her lifeline for the next two weeks.
According to Hazel’s notes, blueberry apricot muffin batter could be prepared today, kept in the fridge, and simply ladled into muffin cups and baked in the morning.That didn’t sound too bad. But the scary thing about such a plan was . . . what if they didn’t turn out?
Hallie decided to make a small batch right then and there to be sure she was on the right track. By the time her slightly burnt muffins were out of the oven and cooling on the counter, the kitchen looked like a war zone. She hadn’t intentionally made a huge mess, but how could one bake from scratch and be neat?
The oven must be a bit hot, so she made a mental note to adjust the temps on the recipes. Or maybe she had set the temperature wrong to start with and not realized it. Because surely Hazel’s recipes were calibrated for her own equipment. Oh, heck ...
She tried one of the freshly baked muffins. After she pinched off the dark parts, they weren’t half bad. She flipped the remaining muffins out of the pan, put them in a plastic container with a lid, and tucked them far back into the refrigerator. You never knew when an emergency stash of muffins might come in handy.
Hallie glanced at the clock and squeaked in alarm. It was already one thirty. Quickly, she filled the sink with soapy water and cleaned the bowls and utensils she had dirtied. In another twenty minutes, the countertops were gleaming once again.
She dashed to her room and put on black slacks and a royal blue sweater. She doubted she would feel the need to dress up every day, but first impressions were important. And she didn’t want to let Hazel and Roy down. This B&B was their livelihood.
When everything was in order, she sneaked down the hall to peek into Daniel’s room. His and hers wer
e the only ones on the main floor, along with the large, open kitchen/dining room, the small living room, and a modest-sized TV/game room, which must come in handy this time of year.
Upstairs were four bedrooms with accompanying bathrooms. Each room had two double beds. The group checking in today was sleeping four to a room, information that Hallie now possessed because she had finally perused the reservation book.
Daniel’s room was neat as a pin. A leather jacket lay over the back of a chair, and a popular crime novel rested open and upside down on the nightstand. Other than that, there were no personal signs of his occupation. She stood immobile for a long moment, picturing him in bed, the sheet tucked decorously at his waist, his broad, muscular chest bare. Did he sleep in the nude? Her thighs tightened, and she recognized the heated pull of sexual arousal for what it was. She’d been living like a nun for months, and suddenly, all she could think about was sex. With Daniel.
He had made his bed already, which left little for her to attend to other than running the vacuum and putting a quick shine on the bathroom surfaces. She resisted the entirely inappropriate inclination to open all the drawers. Her curiosity about Daniel would have to be answered the old-fashioned way ... with conversation and the passage of time.
She tucked away all her equipment in the hall closet and fought the urge to linger. She was pretty sure she could catch a whiff of Daniel’s woodsy aftershave.Too bad he had to go to work. Having him around was comforting. Which made no sense at all, because they had just met. Clearly, she was feeling adrift due to the newness of her situation. Once she settled into her routine, Daniel would seem like any other guest. Ha. Fat chance. Not a man who kissed as he did.
She didn’t have loads of sexual experience, but she knew how to recognize when a man was interested. And Daniel had made no secret of his attraction to her. A two-week fling was not her usual style, but perhaps sex was how people in Alaska made the most of the long winter nights.
She still had a smile on her face when the doorbell rang at precisely three o’clock. Showtime ...
Hallie had her welcome speech all prepared. But the moment she opened the door, she was engulfed in an overload of excited conversation, a blast of cold air, and an enthusiastic hug from a woman who bore a striking resemblance to Paula Deen.
The leader of the pack, the bright-eyed, casually dressed matriarch of the crowd, released Hallie from a bone-crushing embrace and beamed.“I’m Robbie Denman, and we’re tickled pink to be here. It’s really Roberta, but no one calls me that.”
As Daniel had warned, there were fifteen in all. Robbie and her husband had one young teenage boy. Robbie’s two adult brothers had wives and four elementary-age kids between them, and Robbie’s brother-in law and his wife had a pair of eighteen-month-old twin girls.
Bringing in the luggage and getting everyone settled into their assigned rooms was like herding cats.The children weren’t bad.... In fact, they were remarkably well behaved considering they had just endured a long plane ride. But kids will be kids, and their boisterous energy filled the house with an almost palpable excitement.
Hallie had picked up some packaged gingersnaps and “just add water” hot chocolate mix, so when her guests were busy exploring their rooms and the house, she quickly set out an impromptu snack. It wasn’t promised in the B&B brochure, but traveling was exhausting, and she wanted the extended Denman family to feel at home.
They exclaimed over the decorations, declared themselves in love with the town of North Pole, and gobbled up the refreshments in short order. Robbie shooed the kids off to the game room with the men, and she and the other three women settled in the living room with Hallie.
Robbie sighed and leaned back in a recliner. “Lord, I love this family, but getting through airports these days is a real bitch.”
Hallie hid a smile and curled into a comfy overstuffed chair. “So, I’m curious, Robbie.What made all of you decide to vacation in Alaska at this time of year?”
Robbie’s eyebrows went up. “Didn’t Hazel tell you? She sure told me all about you. Losing your job, you poor thing, and your mom. I vote we adopt you as part of our family.What do you say, girls?”
Even before the other three chimed in with assent, Hallie realized that keeping a conversation on track was going to be a challenge. She smiled gamely, touched by a stranger’s openness and kindness. “I’d be honored,” she said slowly. “But really . . . why Alaska?”
For a moment, Robbie’s air of cheerfulness slipped, and she looked ten years older and measurably sad. She sniffed and wiped her eyes. “My boy Timothy is the oldest of all our crew. He enlisted in the army the day he turned eighteen. . . . That was six months ago.And now he’s stationed at Fort Wainwright. There’s never been a Christmas when we haven’t all been together. And it just didn’t seem right, him being so young and so far away from home. He’s being deployed overseas after the first of the year, so we all decided to bring Christmas to him.”
Hallie’s throat was tight. “But how will that work?”
Robbie shrugged. “We’re here for two weeks. Whenever he has time off, we’ll be here to do things with him. And once he knows his schedule, we’ll plan our Christmas celebration. It’s not much, but at least he’ll know we’re close by.”
Hallie nodded, wondering what it must be like to grow up as part of such a large, fun-loving, loyal family. “I think that’s a wonderful idea. And the inn is yours for whatever you want to plan. I wish we had a bit more room, but we’ll make do.”
Robbie’s grin was fierce. “You bet. And we won’t trash the place, I promise. We didn’t have much room in the luggage to bring gifts, so we’ve got to get cracking tomorrow on some serious shopping ... and, after that, wrapping. This will be one hell of a celebration.... You wait and see.”
Chapter Three
Daniel opened the front door and listened. There were no cars in the driveway other than Hallie’s. Had something gone wrong? The silence was absolute. He tossed his briefcase and the other stuff he was carrying on the table in the foyer and peeked into the living room. Hallie was asleep, curled up in a chair with an afghan, her hand tucked beneath her cheek.
He smiled and went to sit on the sofa, content to watch her sleep. Work had been a bear today, but he hadn’t been able to stop thinking about Hallie Prentiss. In fact, he might go so far as to say he was obsessed with her.Which was alarming and confusing at the same time.
By the time he’d hit thirty-four the past year, he had long since given up a taste for one-night stands. He’d had two long-term girlfriends in the past five years, and both relationships had ended amicably. He liked women. He respected women. And it hadn’t really struck him until this very moment that since being in Alaska he’d been mostly celibate.
Early on there had been a waitress in Fairbanks who’d invited him for a couple of overnights.They had both been lonely, and the sex had been more utilitarian than fireworks. Eventually they had decided friendship was more their speed. Lately there had been no one. Like Hallie, Daniel had let work fill his life.
So was his intense reaction to Hallie the product of a long dry spell? Or was this a case of love at first sight? He snorted inwardly. Lust, maybe. That he could guarantee. Just looking at her made him hard. But he swore to God that it was more. He didn’t understand it, couldn’t analyze it, but Hallie Prentiss had knocked him for a loop. And he didn’t know what he was going to do about it.
She was here for a short run, so Daniel’s opportunities were limited. And he wasn’t accustomed to giving up, even when a project seemed like a lost cause.
Her sock-clad foot stuck out from under the afghan. He tugged on her big toe. “Wake up, Hallie.”
She stirred and murmured. The afghan fell to her knees, and she opened her eyes, blinking sleepily. “Daniel?”
He grinned at her. “Well, it’s not Santa—not this time.”
She shoved her hair from her face and sat up. “What time is it?”
“A little after seven. Hav
e you eaten dinner?”
She arched her back and stretched. Holy Mother of God. Those breasts were spectacular. He forced himself to look at her face, all flushed and rosy-cheeked. He could eat her up with a spoon.
He asked again, since she seemed to be in a sleep-induced fog. “Dinner, Hallie?”
She tucked her hair behind her ears. It was down this evening, and Daniel was glad. The casual hairstyle made her look more approachable, more open to flirting.
She smiled slightly. “I could eat.”
He fetched a bag from the foyer. “I picked up burgers on the way home.There’s one for you if you want it.”
She brightened, throwing off the last of her drowsy haze, and scooting to sit beside him. “You’re a wonderful man. I’m starving.”
And just that easily, they were eating and chatting like they’d known each other five years instead of five minutes.
He swallowed a bite of burger and wiped his mouth. “So, did everything go smoothly when the big group checked in?”
“Oh, yeah. It was like a zoo.” She chuckled. “They’re a charming family, but it was kind of overwhelming for a while this afternoon. Did you know they’re here because their son is at Fort Wainwright?”
He nodded.“Hazel filled me in. I thought it was a great story. Christmas reunion at the North Pole and all that. I wouldn’t be surprised if one of the local networks picked it up.”
Hallie stopped cold, a french fry halfway to her mouth. Her face lit up. “That would be wonderful promo for the inn.”
“Yeah it would.” He couldn’t help grinning. Despite her modesty, Hallie had unerring instincts when it came to running a business large or small. She was smart, and she was focused, and he was pretty sure she would make a success out of anything she tackled.
He discovered that she liked pickles, hated mayo. They shared greasy fries. She wiped a blob of ketchup from his chin with her finger. And then he shocked them both by groaning when she did it.
