“What are you doing to me, girl?” He whispered, pulling me closer as we rocked to that same beat. “You got me on this sucka’ shit. You know I’m a thug right?” He poked out his chest and did his best impression of a mean mug.
We stopped rocking for a second. I lifted my head from his chest and looked into his face. I had to laugh. “I know you are baby. Thugs need love too though.” I chuckled resting my head back on his chest.
“Yea they do.” He agreed. “And thugs need some coochie too.” He said, thrusting his hips towards me, allowing his manhood to press against my thigh.
“Stop nasty!” I swatted him away, breaking our embrace. “Man, you so just ruined the moment.” I added, folding my arms with a grin.
He shrugged. “I’m just saying.” He pulled me back in and whispered into my ear. “I’m gone tear that pussy up when we get back to the room.” His warm breath against my skin tickled the hairs on my neck. My whole body began to tingle, anticipating his touch.
“Come on, let’s head back to the room.” I said just above a whisper. If we kept the flirting up, I think that we would have been giving the patrons a free live porn show.
Diesel
I put it on Renee in every possible position that I could think of. Once we got to the room it was on and popping with no words spoken. Renee’s sex drive was just as high as mine and by the time we came down from our sex induced trance, we both were sprawled across the bed naked as a jaybird, breathing heavily.
She looked into my face with an admiring glare and smiled. “You’re something else.” She perked, tracing the outline of my chest with her index finger.
“Why I got to be something else?” I asked her, “That’s yo’ ass trying to make a nigga fall in love.”
Her face scrunched a bit. “You’ve been using the lo-v-e word a lot today. Let me find out that you’re trying to tell me something.” She turned her lips up and gave me an accusing smirk.
“Tell you what?” I challenged, tickling her. She began to giggle, squirming.
“You trying to telling me that you love me?” She finally shrieked after I stopped tickling her.
“Do you love me?” I challenged, unwilling to answer her question. I knew that I cared for her a lot. I knew that I could see us being together forever. So yea, I can’t front, I was falling in love with her.
“I asked you first.”
“Do you think I love you?” I continued to mess with her.
“Just answer the question!” She shot, lightly tapping me on the shoulder. I laughed.
“I guess I do. I don’t know, you might have a little crazy in you.” I continued to tease her.
She punched my shoulder, then rolled over on top of me. “Stop playing! Seriously, I’ve enjoyed every second with you. I’m almost scared because you’re too good to be true. I almost want to ask what I did to deserve you.”
Her eyes held an admirable glow. “Scared?” I asked, “You have nothing to be scared of fucking around with me. And furthermore, you deserve the world and more so don’t play yourself.”
Renee leaned over and kissed me. Her lips we soft and sweet. We kissed- a long lingering one. I pulled her closer to me and used my hands to explore her naked body. My fingers made their way to her sugar walls. She was soaking wet and I wanted to feel her sweet nectar against my dick.
“Put it in.” She whispered against my cheek. “I just want to feel you inside of me.”
I did as I was told. I slid inside of her and stuffed every bit of my ten inch pole inside, and I held it there. I leaned forward and pressed my lips against hers. We kissed hard and passionately before I began to thrust inside of her slowly and so gentle.
I proceeded to beat her pussy up missionary style until she screamed out that she couldn’t take anymore. By that time I had already made her cum twice, and she was threatening a third. I knew Renee’s spot already. She loved when I hit it hard and tilted slightly to the left.
I slowed it down for her so that she could somewhat gain her composure. Then we became in harmony with the same rhythm until we both climaxed in unison.
Renee and I stayed secluded in our room for the rest of the night. We laid up and talked- reminiscing on old times. I liked her. She allowed me to talk about Tonya without getting mad or jealous. It was good for my soul to be able to get it off my chest. I knew that I was going to have to visit Tonya’s gravesite one day to really put closure to her chapter of my life. I never wanted to forget her, I just wanted to have complete peace in my life.
Mel
I could have ruined Diesel’s vacation if I really wanted to. I could have made that trip hell! But, I decided to fall back and allow him to have his little trip. I needed to get his trust back.
I know that by now I should have just moved on with my life and attempted to get my happiness back. But, I couldn’t. I hated him for what he did to me. One day he was going to pay for his whorish ways and I was going to be the woman to make him.
Diesel claims that he’s changed, but, I knew better. Hell, if I had thrown the pussy at him he would have took it without hesitation. And that dumb little hoodrat that he’s parading around just doesn’t know.
My face creased into a downward smile. Images of that bitch came to my mind. Rage filled my chest. I hated her too.
I put the hookah to my mouth and inhaled a large cloud of smoke before releasing it. I was at a hookah bar out in Novi relaxing, attempting to clear my mind. It was definitely far too crowded.
The bar was five customers away from being empty and I preferred it that way. I didn’t need men all hounding me and I was able to chill with my lover in peace. My lover had flown out to be with me because I was so messed up about what happened with me and Diesel.
T was the shit, but, she was gullible as hell. Yes I said she! I loved women. There isn’t nothing like the feel of a soft body rubbing against my skin. I smiled at her as she came gliding into the bar looking sexy as hell in her little mini-dress.
She walked straight to my table and leaned in to give me a kiss. “Hey babe. You look nice.” She told me giving me the once over.
I was her first experience with a woman and I think it’s safe to say that I turned her ass out. I smiled thinking of how wild we got. I needed that smile and I needed T to be here with me.
Around 10 o’clock, I snuck off and called Diesel. I had to know how his trip was going. I was hoping to hear the worst. I was hoping that he was miserable out in Jamaica. But, I knew that was wishful thinking.
“What’s up Mel.” He sounded annoyed. I knew he was still upset about the little fall out at the house.
“Nothing, just calling to see how the trip is going. Hopefully all is well?”
He paused for a second. I wondered what the silence meant. I didn’t have to wonder too long. He began to speak.
“Look Mel, I know you and me go way back and I appreciate everything you do for me. But, after the other day I realize that us working together is not going-”
“Is not going to what? I just know that you’re not going to get a new bitch and act funny. I’ve been rocking with your ass for seven years Diesel!” I felt my blood boiling, he was quickly adding fuel to my I hate Diesel fire.
He sighed into the phone. “I said I appreciate you, but I can’t rock with you like that.”
Just like that he hung up in my ear and I was mad about it. I wanted to punch something. I wanted to scream. But, I did neither. I remembered that I had a check for one hundred and seventy five thousand sitting in my joint account with T.
I let out a devious smile. Two could play his game. Now I was about to take an extended vacation courtesy of Diesel. His dumbass didn’t even know that the house that he thought he just purchased was in a friend of mines name and the deed would be ripped up before he made it back from Jamaica. He was going to suck up that one hundred and seventy five thousand for all the pain that he cost me.
Diesel
We’d been back from Jamaica for almost a week now. Th
e trip was beautiful. I didn’t get to enjoy the aftermath of it too much though, because I couldn’t get in touch with Mel’s ass to pick up the keys to my crib.
I checked my account. The check had cleared my bank a day after I had given it to Mel. I trusted her to handle everything so I didn’t have no type of paperwork to go off of. Fuck! I tried to calm down by reminding myself that Mel wouldn’t play me, but I was a bit uneasy.
I was supposed to be getting dressed to go to this little barbecue that G and Diamond invited us to. To be honest, I didn’t feel like going anywhere. But, I sucked it up because Renee wanted me to go and I figured that I needed to start getting to know G better since we were going to be doing a lot of business together and he was dating my lady’s daughter.
“Are you ready babe?” Renee asked. She came into the room fully dressed in a cute little sundress and sandals. Her skin was a roasted almond thanks to the tan that she had received from being in Jamaican. But, her glow was beautiful.
“Yea, I guess so. I’m getting pissed off that Mel’s childish ass isn’t answering her phone. I knew that I should have waited until everything was straight with the house before I told her that I wasn’t fucking with her no more.”
Renee gave me a look as we walked out of the house. I knew where she stood as far as Mel went so I didn’t even press the issue. I signed the contract, they cashed the check, so I decided that I would just go by the house and have a locksmith change the locks for me.
G’s mother’s house was just around the corner so we pulled up in less than five minutes. His mother didn’t stay in the best neighborhood and I hated that I didn’t bring my pistol. I wasn’t a pistol toting thug, but, I had my CCW and I dared a nigga to try me.
Renee called her daughter to make sure that we were at the right house. We were. G and Diamond came from inside and guided us into the back yard.
It was packed, more like a party than a family gathering.
“What’s up Diesel, Hey Ms. Smith.” G exchanged dap with me then gave Renee a hug.
“I done told you to call me Renee you make me sound so old. And heyyy boo. You looking cute today. Not as cute as me but you look nice.” Renee smiled at Diamond outstretching her arms.
“Whatever momma, you look cute too. I’m glad y’all came out. G really wanted to introduce us to everyone.”
“Yea, it’s about that time everybody got to meet each other. We all about to be family. Yo’ daughter trying to make me buy her a ring.” G teased, I was feeling him though because Renee had me thinking about marriage and starting a family. I wanted a seed so bad, even if it was just one.
I hadn’t really brought it up to Renee that much, but now that I thought about it, I was going to have to talk to her about popping me out a kid or two. I wasn’t getting any younger and neither was she.
“I didn’t ask you to do anything. If you go out and get a ring it’s cause I done put it on you so good you had no other option than to put a ring on it.” Diamond came back slickly.
“I know that’s right D. You went and got my ring yet, baby?” Renee smiled, we made it deeper into the backyard.
“Yea, I got you.” I responded. Renee and I were holding hands as we walked, but, she sort of pulled away out of nowhere. I looked at her and the smile completely faded from my face. She looked as if she’d seen a ghost. All the color had left her and by now we all was looking at her crazy.
“What’s wrong ma? You not paying us no attention.” Diamond finally asked. I was about to ask her too.
Silence loomed for a second. Renee’s eyes were fastened on a couple standing a few feet away. Aww shit, I hope I didn’t have to set it off in this motherfucka because I would.
“That’s him.” Renee finally responded, confusing everyone. “That’s your father.” she added, never breaking her stare.
Rage filled my chest as I put two and two together. I said that I would do a million things when I came face to face with the man who had violated my women. I said I was going to kill him, then I decided to just have his dick cut off, and I finally went back to killing him. This shit was crazy.
Renee
Oh I was about to tear this damned backyard up, believe that. I thought that my eyes were deceiving me when I looked at that sick, delusional, sorry excuse for a man. Then we caught eyes and he gave me this sneaky grin that sent me over the edge! I wasn’t that helpless 17 year old that he decided to rape, and he was going to find that out quick.
I reached into my purse and I swear that I was about to stab the shit out of his ass. I was so roused up that I didn’t have time to feel hurt, murder was on my mind. After fumbling with my purse for a second, I finally located my pocketknife.
Everything went black. All I saw was him, and before I knew it I had charged towards him full speed with my knife pointed at his throat. This motherfucka stole 23 years of my life and he had the nerve to smile at me? Hell no!
I was so close to getting my revenge that I could taste it. I’m going straight for the jugular, sending him straight to hell.
Well, I’ll be damned. A strong set of arms gripped me up, carrying me out of the backyard. I was pitching a bitch. The whole backyard was in an uproar and I didn’t care.
“Let me go! Put me down!” I shrieked, looking back just a little to see that it was Diesel. I was sick of his ass pulling me away every time I was about to pop off.
“What the fuck is wrong with you? Chill out Renee!” His voice was stern, loud, and demanding. It was enough to snap me out of my trance just a little. But, I still was giving his ass a fight.
“Look, just chill!” He tried to gain control again. He was winded and I could tell by how he was breathing so heavily. We were now in front of the house alone and he sat me down, but his ass made sure that he kept his hand firm on the arm with the blade, though.
“Do you know how long that man fucked with my head?” I asked him, biting down on my bottom lip. “He smiled at me Diesel, he knew who I was and he smiled like he don’t even care!” I was now rocking as the hurt finally began to settle in. I never expected to have to be face to face with his again. I had forgotten the pain, but seeing him today brought it crashing back down.
“Who baby?” Diesel had wrapped his strong arms around me and began to caress my back. I swear the feel of his arms almost made everything better.
Before I had the chance to respond, G and that bastard came stalking from the backyard with Diamond hot on their heels along with some woman. A crowd had formed behind them and G furiously turned and barked for them to return to the backyard.
Hell no. I didn’t want him nowhere near me. My anger began to build again. A few tears had escaped my eyes and I quickly wiped them away. He didn’t deserve to see me cry.
“Get him away from me, now!” I yelled, my voice trembling. I would have never expected to run into him, and what was even crazier, I was now finding out that he was G’s mother’s boyfriend!
Diesel
A week later…
A darkness swept across the sky as I sat in a rented beat down Ford Focus adorned in all black. My seat was reclined so that I was out of site of the unsuspecting. My eyes stayed fixated on the ragged three bedroom brick home where that rapist lived. I was waiting for him to come out of the house.
I felt like a punk ass nigga for allowing that motherfucka’ to walk away breathing the other day. Every time I looked into my baby’s face it only made me feel worse. I had to be the one to hold her as she cried, I had to be the one to tell her that everything was all good. It was my job to protect her. That’s why I had made the decision to body that nigga.
An hour had passed with no luck and I was growing impatient. Hell, I didn’t even know if the man was inside of that house. What the fuck am I doing? I wondered sitting up and starting the car to pull off. Why was I sitting outside a motherfucka’s house mimicking the gangster movies I watched without the least bit of a game plan? This ain’t the movies nigga! I told myself letting out a hearty laugh as I rode up th
e street.
I decided to hit my man Gotti up and sentence him to a painful death. Gotti got paid to kill so I knew that he would handle the shit the right way.
G did whoop his ass pretty bad that day of the picnic, and I fucks with him for the way that he handled things, but that wasn’t enough. That punk had to go!
I had stalled out a bit because at the end of the day he was Diamond’s daddy. But, fuck that. I’ll be damned if I allowed him around to cause my baby anymore pain.
I knew that it wouldn’t be long before ol’ boy’s death made the channel four news. I thought about Diamond, then about Renee as I sat in my recliner smoking a blunt.
I wasn’t big on smoking weed, but whenever I had too much on my mind I would take a few puffs to mellow me out. I had the Mel situation messing with me, then this bullshit. I wondered how they were going to take his death. I couldn’t dwell on it too long though because it was already a done deal. I just hope that I was forgiven for my sins and that’s all that I could do.
Renee
In breaking news, the body of a 46 year old Detroit man, who police identified as Roshawn Campbell, has been found gruesomely murdered inside an abandoned house on the thirty five hundred block of Petoskey. The police say that his body is nearly unrecognizable and his genitals were cut off and placed in his mouth. We are told that there are no leads at this time and if anyone has any information on who committed this heinous crime please call 1-800-speakup.
I sat frozen in time as my eyes stayed fixated on a picture of Ro. He was dead and I didn’t know how to feel about it. He had died a hard death just like my life had been. Thinking of the pain he caused created a devious grin to creep onto my face. Karma was a bitch and he had finally gotten the chance to meet her.
I shoved Diesel’s comatose body laying next to me. I needed to talk to someone. “Diesel , baby, wake up!” I demanded as he groggily rolled over and cracked his eyes open.
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