by ML Ross
“You okay Ness? Can I move? I need to move, baby.” He pants in my ear.
“I’m okay. Take me Ryan!”
He starts to move in and out at a fast pace but only sliding his head in and out. I can hear him grunting behind me.
“God, I love you Ness.”
I can’t speak. My eyes are rolling and my toes are curling. I’m almost there. He pushes a bit further and stops to let me adjust but I feel completely frantic to fall over this edge so I wiggle so he’ll keep moving. Tears are rolling down my face. I claw at his thigh behind me and push back a little more, taking more of him in.
“Oh shit, Ness. I’m gonna come. It’s so fucking tight.”
He pulls almost all the way out slowly and just as he pushes back in a little deeper, he moves his hand down my belly and presses two fingers on my engorged clit.
“Oh God Ryan!” He sucks hard on the back of my shoulder as I finally fall over the edge, hard. I scream out until there is no more sound. My throat is raw. He withdraws from my body and I immediately feel empty and crave the fullness again.
“Good?” He asks, pulling the sweaty hair off my neck so he can kiss me there.
“Oh God, Ryan. I can’t move.” I can’t breathe either.
“Do you hurt? Want me to take you to the shower?”
“I just need a few minutes.” I breathe out. My body is completely motionless.
Ryan gets up and kisses my temple. “I’ll be right back.” He makes a quick trip to the bathroom and then climbs back on the bed with a warm wash cloth, wiping gently between my legs and then gently dabbing my behind.
“You okay?” He says lying behind me, rubbing my arms up and down.
“I’m good. So so good.” I turn my head towards him, smiling weakly at him. I’ve never felt so utterly exhausted in my entire life. I feel drugged.
We must drift off to sleep because when I wake, Ryan’s face is between my tits with a pool of drool there. His arm is flung over my belly and his leg is tangled with mine. I trace his tattoo as he sleeps and smile when I relive this morning’s sexcapades in my head, still feeling sore but so completely satisfied.
“Afternoon Ness.” He whispers into my chest, drawing invisible hearts around my belly button.
“Wow, I slept for a long time. I needed that. Feels good.”
“Anytime, you need that again, you just let me know.”
“Shut up! I was talking about sleep!” I say shoving him off of me playfully.
“I love you.” He says pecking me on the cheek.
“I love you too.”
“I have a surprise for you.”
Chapter 24 - Ryan
Never in my life will I ever find a more perfect woman for me. Fuck me! This morning blew my fucking mind. Well, more than my mind. I’ve been with tons of girls. I’ve done many different things with them. One of them asked me to take her ass so I did. She had done it before and preferred it. I had never. I was drunk off my ass and don’t remember any of it. With Ness, it was so intimate. She trusts me and I love her for that. I love that she doesn’t question anything I want to do with her. We are explosive together.
Finding that ring in her purse tore me up. I want to be that guy for her. I know I can. We may not have history like she did with James but we have something else. Passion. Something neither of us has had before. The ring never left my mind though. As soon as we showered, I handed it to her and asked her to make the call.
I felt Vanessa deserved some privacy while she called her ex to break the news to him that she will not be marrying him. Ever.
She’s in the bathroom and I’m standing outside the door. Luckily it’s a short conversation because I am ready to bust the door down and have a few words with the dude if I have to.
The door opens and I stumble back.
“What are you doing?” She says snickering.
“Nothing, just wanted to make sure you didn’t need a tissue or “something”. I say sarcastically.
“I don’t need a tissue.” She says amused by my antics.
“So? What’d he say?”
“He doesn’t want to take no for an answer.” All amusement I felt a moment ago gets knocked out of me.
“What?”
“Ryan. Don’t look at me like that. I was with him for six years. He deserves more than a three minute conversation over the phone while I’m in my boyfriend’s bathroom. He just needs time to accept that we’re together.”
I’m being such a jerk. “I trust you Ness. You trusted me with Kim and I have no reason to act like a jerk. I love you.”
“Thanks Ryan. I love you and only you. Now that that’s over, where’s my surprise?”
“Well, here’s the thing. We will be gone for a few days, at least. Do you want to call your Mom or something? Is there something you have to get back to?”
“No, nothing I can think of. I’m all yours! I will call my Mom though or she’ll worry.”
After a quick phone call to her Mom and a little packing, I take Vanessa to my FJ and help her in the passenger seat. After I settle my bags in the back, I jump in the driver’s seat and turn to her with a black scarf in my hand.
“What is that?” She asks with wide eyes.
“Well, I was reading your kindle…..just kidding, I don’t want you to see where I’m taking you.” I tell her, wrapping it around her eyes. She doesn’t even flinch. She trusts me completely. “I love you Ness.” I say kissing her covered eyes.
“Awww. I love you too. So where we going?”
“Ha. You will know when we get there.”
We drive about ten minutes before we hit the dirt road. She knows. Both hands come up to cup her mouth. “Ryan.” She whispers.
As soon as I stop the truck, I run around to the passenger side to let her out. I take both of her hands and guide her to where I want her to stand. Standing in front of her, I remove the scarf and watch her eyes as they roam all around the property. Her eyes stop and fixate on something and concern washes over her. I turn to look at what grabbed her attention.
“It’s sold.” She says sadly.
“Yep. Sure is.” I shake my head. “Poor bastard. I bet he didn’t realize the entire inside is covered in that horrid dark paneling and that the water turns cold after only 5 minutes and that some young girl was abducted here and handcuffed in the bedroom and the handcuffs…still… remain…” I drop to a whisper.
She looks at me trying to figure out what I’m up to. Then her eyes brighten and her hands smack against her mouth again. “The title stuff! You bought it!”
“I did. Remember my trust? I negotiated with Landon. I bought it with everything as is and he gave me a deal as long as he could borrow the place every once in a while. It’s worth every penny.” I smile at her. I fell in love with her here and I plan to marry her here one day. “Come here. I want to show you something else.” I practically drag her to the back of the cabin. I feel like a little kid.
“Ryan! It’s beautiful!” Now that it’s almost spring, the lake is glistening under the sun’s rays. The meadows are colored a vivid green and scattered with wildflowers. The mountains create a wall behind the meadows making it feel like our very own paradise. I bought a small used fishing boat that’s floating in the pond and not far from the pond sits a small tent for two and a fire pit. Ness has a huge smile on her face and she starts jumping up and down. She looks all around one more time and bounds into my arms, swinging her legs around me. “I love you Ryan Jenson.”
“I love you too. Come here, let me take you inside.” I drag her behind me and open the door to the cabin and step aside to let her walk in. I brightened up the dark drab paneling with a coat of paint. It’s a neutral earth tone that brightens up the place but still keeps the warmth. I replaced the card table and chairs with a chestnut wooden table that resembles a picnic table. It fit the décor. I replaced the one person arm chair with a leather loveseat recliner. Last but not least, I replaced the twin bed with a king that nearly takes up the enti
re room. I replaced the twin headboard with the same metal one in a king sized and the handcuffs are dangling there.
“Ryan! When did you do all of this?”
“Over the weekend actually. This is where I was.”
Her eye brows scrunch on her forehead so I smooth them with my thumbs. “What’s with the face?”
“You didn’t know I was coming.”
“I wasn’t going to give up, Ness. I did all this for you and only you.” I pull her head to my chest and pull at her long strands that have grown in the last couple of months. She wraps her arms around me tight and places a soft kiss on my lips. “Thank you Ryan. I’m so happy.”
After we grill up some hot dogs for dinner, we decide to take a hike around the property. I show her the property lines because you can’t see with the trees but the cabin sits on three acres and it goes on and on. I want to build a dream home on this property one day when Ness and I are ready to get married and start a family. It’s the perfect place to raise a family. During our hike, we discover we have a lot in common. We both love hamburgers and watermelon. We both love hikes but hate skiing. Neither of us have been fishing but want to. I knew she was scared of spiders and now she knows I’m afraid of snakes because one slithered across our hiking path and I screamed like a girl and hid behind her. We both love Colorado and want to stay.
When we return to the cabin, we head right to the shower. We’re both hot and sweaty and covered in dirt. I wash Vanessa like I used to, taking advantage of running my fingers along every single curve of her body. I missed this so much. She does the same for me and we continue to caress each other’s bodies tenderly. I cradle her head in my hands and take her lips into my mouth. I don’t feel the need to ravage her but I just want to love her. Admire her. Adore her. Worship her. I have never felt this kind of emotion for anyone. I don’t care if I’ve become a pussy. I love her. I dip my head and suck the water off of her skin above her full breast as she leans against the shower wall. I take her other breast in my hand and massage it softly. Her pink nipples perk up, the water choosing a path as it flows like tiny rivers down her body. She’s beautiful. She lifts her hips to me, her body begging me to fill her. I lift her knee and press against her, my dick slipping right in.
“Shit Vanessa. You feel so good. Shit!” I pull out immediately. “I forgot. I’m sorry. No condoms.” Shit, I can’t believe I did that.
“It’s okay. I’ve been back on the pill for a while. I want you to.” She stares up at me with her big green eyes.
“Ness, I haven’t been with anyone since I met you.” I see a faint smile cross her lips. “Were you worried about Kim?”
“Yes.”
“Nothing happened.”
“I know. She told me.”
“What about James?”
“No way.” She says. I say a silent thank you to the Lord above because I was afraid she might have had a weak moment with him. I didn’t want to ask and it was killing me.
Keeping my eyes locked on hers, I press her back up against the wall lifting her knee and slide back in slowly. Feeling every bit of the glorious friction as our sensitive skin slides against each other.
“God damn. You feel so good. I’m not gonna last long.”
We push and pull at each other trying to get as close as we can. She dips her head and bites at my hardened nipple, causing me to groan and push into her harder. She throws her head back hanging onto my neck. I have one hand holding her leg around me and the other flat against the tile wall next to her head. She moans with every thrust as I push deeper and deeper into her. We both open our eyes as I lean my forehead against hers feeling the deep connection between us. We touch our lips together as our bodies move together, breathing into each other’s mouths. As our bodies tense, I watch her eyes flutter closed as we come together silently.
It isn’t an explosive orgasm but it is by far the most intense. It’s emotional. We stay joined breathing each other’s breath and then she opens her eyes. Without words, we express our feelings for each other through our eyes. I kiss her forehead and pull out of her and then turn the water off. Taking her hand, I guide her out of the shower. We dry off and climb into our new king bed, using about a quarter of the space as we tangle ourselves together. She cuddles close to me, breathing her sweet breath in my neck as we both drift off.
I wake the next morning shivering. I miss her body heat. I flop my arms around looking for her but I can’t find her. I hear a crinkle as my hand hits her pillow. I pull the piece of paper towards me, rubbing my eyes awake before I can read it.
The fish bite early
The fish bite early? Fuck! I jump out of bed and throw on my boxers and slide across the floor in my socks as I run towards the front door. I swing it open and round the corner towards the back of the cabin and freeze taking in the scene before me.
Holy hell.
Vanessa is standing in those damn fishing boots. Only the fishing boots.
“I’ve been waiting for you! You have to get up early to get a bite.” She winks at me.
I do not know why my feet are not moving. I know my mouth is open wide enough to catch flies though. I stalk over to her in my boxers wiping the drool off my face. Her smile is brighter than the sunshine.
“I hope none of your neighbors have binoculars and I’m also very glad that mosquitos aren’t abundant in Colorado.” She giggles.
“You’d be eaten alive, you’re so sweet.”
“Why don’t you have a taste, then?”
I have to shake my head to make sure I’m not dreaming. She reaches over and pinches my hip, reading my mind. What happens next fucking blows my mind. She steps into the pond in those fucking knee high boots and bends her ass over the boat. Fuck!
“Fuck me Ryan.” She says over her shoulder.
I pull my boxers down, grabbing her hips and thrusting into her without warning. She’s always ready for me. So fucking wet.
She pushes back as I push forward. We literally rock the damn boat. I feel like pounding on my chest because I feel like a fucking King as I drive into her and hear her satisfied screams.
“More Ryan!” That’s her code word. She’s quite insatiable, my little queen. I suck my thumb into my mouth, soaking it with my spit and then slowly push it past the tight pucker in her ass.
“Yes!” She screams. I practically come right then. A few more pumps into her and I push my thumb in a little further and she clenches all her muscles. She lets out a loud keening sound that echoes over the mountains. Fuck! I explode. My semen shoots deep into her. I still until I catch my breath and then wrap my hands around her waist pulling her up from the boat. We both collapse in the pond, screaming and giggling from the shock of the freezing water. I pull her up to her feet and swing her into my arms, carrying her to the cabin. Her teeth are chattering and her skin is breaking out in goose bumps.
After a quick warm shower and breakfast, Vanessa and I decide to actually fish. We pack a little cooler and paddle the boat out to the middle of the pond. The pond is huge, more like a lake. I have no idea if there are actually fish in the lake but we eat, drink, laugh, and swim together. I’ve never felt so alive and excited about our future. I have so many questions to ask her. I don’t want her to go back home. I want her to stay with me.
Later that night, we curl up with a blanket in front of a flickering fire underneath an ocean of stars both holding our marshmallows over the hot flames until they catch on fire.
“Ness?”
“Yeah.” She says sleepily, watching the flames swallow her marshmallow.
“Stay with me. Go to Western. Live at my apartment. We can come here on the weekends. I want you to stay with me.”
“Really? Are you sure?” She says with uncertainty.
“Are you fucking crazy? Of course, I’m sure. Come here.” I pull her into my lap and crush my chest against her back wrapping my arms around her. I pull her long hair away from her neck and push it over one shoulder. Holding her close, I whisper in her
ear. “I love you Ness. I want you with me. Did you think I didn’t?”
“I just didn’t want to assume.”
“Assume. Assume I want to marry you some day. Assume I want you to be the mother of my babies. Assume that you will always be mine.” I place a kiss on the soft skin under her ear. She’s quiet all of a sudden and doesn’t say a word. I grab her chin and turn her head towards me so I can see her face and I see tears streaming down her cheek. “What’s wrong baby?”
“Nothing’s wrong. They’re happy tears. I can’t believe all this is happening.”
“Is it too fast? Don’t be scared Ness.” Her marshmallow finally falls into the flames.
“I’m not scared. I’m excited. How many babies do you want?” She says with a laugh and turns to see the shocked look on my face.
“Whoa!! One thing at a time. Although, I have to say, the thought of your belly swollen with my baby inside turns me on.”
“Everything turns you on.”
“Your tits will get bigger.”
“I’ll get fat.”
“I heard you get hornier.”
“No, that’s hungrier.”
Chapter 25 – December 25th
“Mom! We’re here!” I yell as we enter my parent’s house. The smell of apple pie overwhelms my senses. I grab Ryan’s hand and we enter the kitchen. My mom is floating around the kitchen in her red apron and santa hat. My dad is sitting at the kitchen table having a serious discussion with Mason. Red, green and gold have taken over the house. The 12 foot pre-lit Christmas tree sparkles in front of the window as giant flakes of snow fall outside. Soft Christmas music is playing.
“Hey Vanessa! Ryan!” My mom greats us with her big smile and hugs. “Merry Christmas you two.”
“Merry Christmas Mom.” I wrap her in a big hug and Ryan kisses her cheek.
“Ryan!” My Dad motions from the table. “We’re discussing Xbox versus Playstation. We need you.”
