He shuddered, and a thrill went through him. She didn t mean it. How could she mean it? The night before she had curled up next to him, and he d felt the warmth of her hairy body. When he woke in the middle of the night, he d found new scratches on his shoulders and his ribs.
You ought to save yourself, he persisted.
Run down to the Northlander villages. They will take you in.
She looked at him as if he were insane. I ll stay with you, she said. They ll track you with my scent.
What was this buzzing in his head? Was this love? It had been so long. These human women had so much juice in them. Not like the long-lived fey. When she was close to him he felt the heat rise from her body, invigorating him, making him crazy. Now she came down from the boulders above him and stood in front of him, close enough so he could feel her breath and smell her smell, which even in this body had the partial stink of a wild animal. She reached out and touched him underneath his arm, the angry cicatrices where the doctors had maimed him, and yet left traces of his nature that could not ever be expunged. If he were a man, a human creature like her, a Ffolk warrior, or else a rich man in Caer Callidyrr, would she love him then? The Savage didn t think so.
I ll follow you, she sneered.
Where? But he knew. And he imagined she must know too, that her reluctance or ignorance was for show, because if he had a vision of the place and a sense of how to get there, where could it come from, if not from her? He was a stranger here. But she had run through every forest dale and mountain valley on Moray Island, or else seen them from the air through some druidic process he didn t understand. But now, in his mind s eye, he could see a place, a pool of water in a narrow wood, a grove of beech trees with silver trunks and copper-colored leaves turning over all at once as the wind caught them. And there was something in the water, a reflection that was different from the pattern of branches that spread over the surface, perhaps because of the soft breeze, or perhaps because there was something submerged there, some relic or portal of a simpler time before the Spellplague had altered the secret pathways of the world.
Had he dreamed about the place? If so, had the dream come from her, because she had slept with her head against his breast? In the middle of the night she had regained her human shape, and he had embraced her, and she had resisted after her own fashion, and then stopped resisting, and then scratched him on his shoulders.
She turned her face to him. So close, she was. His hands were slick with squirrel grease. He felt the bulge of the jewel in his pocket. His body was wracked with a dozen new sores and wounds. His head ached, and yet still he kept, as if in the center of his skull, the vision of the little pool in the beech grove.
You must know the place, he said, his voice a dry croak. And when she said nothing he went on, Tell me. Were there ever fey creatures drow or fomorians, dwarves or elves, or any monsters from the Underdark here on Moray Island?
He watched her teeth, the tip of her tongue, when she replied,
They annihilated them. One by one. Hunted them down. Scoured the land. Cleansed it. After the Spellplague. One hundred years, almost. Good riddance.
Where? he said.
She laughed. You tell me. You re the one with the telkiira in his pocket. You re the one who stole it. The loregem. Has it made you stupid yet? I think it would kill me if I touched it. Has it told you want you wanted?
It told me, he said. And he bent down to kiss her, only she slapped his face away.
Ten hours later, Malar the Beastlord paused in the same spot where the Savage and Eleuthra had camped. He examined the cold remnants of the fire. Almost on a whim he had maintained his human body, now the worse for wear. His feet were broken and bloody from the stones, his hands and arms ripped and pierced from following his pack of hunters through the brambles. They hadn t stopped since he had put them on the trail.
Jumping over a fallen tree, he had cut his leg to the bone, which caused him no pain. The boy, though, was in agony, which gave the Beastlord a distracted kind of pleasure. Like all gods he was a simple creature, intent on his own gratification, on revenge on the world that had imprisoned him. That it had been Kip who d freed him, he neither understood nor cared.
The boy was a prisoner inside his own body, as Malar had been inside his tomb, aware of time, able to feel, yet helpless. Occasionally, as he ran, Malar could hear the grunts and screams that came unbidden to his own lips he loved the sound of them. He loved the sight of his bloody footprints and handprints on the bare rocks. Cut and mauled in a dozen places, he squatted down and inhaled the fragrance of the campsite, which told him everything he needed. The pack was around him, tongues lolling out, panting or else lapping at the water from the little spring.
The quarry had turned. They were headed to the fens.
But he wanted to move faster. The boy was falling apart. He could proceed no longer. His small bones would break. With all his mind the boy prayed and begged for a relief to his suffering. He had started up above, below Scourtop, at the moment the pack had fallen on Chauntea s priestess. When the dogs had pulled her body back and forth between them, and her joints had first given way, when her red arm and clutching hand had been separated from her shoulder, then he had started his prayer, a small, weak noise. Malar lived in the landscape of the beating heart, the pumping lungs, the wheezing bowels; he did not listen to prayers. He had no interest in what was happening in the boy s brain. But in time he found himself annoyed as the words, by dint of repetition, finally impressed themselves on his divine consciousness Oh, my Mother, my Mother, my dear Mother A prayer to Chauntea, the great whore who had birthed the entire world. Or perhaps the priestess had been the boy s actual or adopted mother. Who could understand these human things? But hour after hour the boy had rasped out variations of the same words, squeezed them out through his bleeding lips, his broken teeth. At the same time liquid had poured out of his eyes, obscuring the god s sight it was enough. Time to make an end.
He let the prayer rise up. Because of the boy s pain it had become meaningless, a garbled shriek. But Malar had a command of his own. His hunters were in their simplest beast shape, but they could respond to human words. He called them back from the trail at the bottom of the ravine, where they were eager to set out again. In time, my beauties, in time. But first
They moved around him in a circle. A person standing up above, or a bird flying overhead, would have seen a terrible thing: a child, hurt beyond endurance, disappearing beneath the pack of wolves. Presently they drew back in a froth of red. The body, mauled past recognition, twitching still. Somehow, the corpse seemed larger than the child had been, as if clay or marl from the blood-saturated ground had coated it, or as if the wolves had added something of their own saliva and energy, without subtracting anything. And the corpse started to move, to split apart, revealing the larger animal underneath, the oily black pelt, the heavy claws. It ripped at what was left of the boy s shredded skin.
Follow the signs, said Lady Amaranth as she bent over the path. That s what she said.
Embarrassed, almost shamefaced, she had revealed her conversation with the goddess. I m only telling you part of it. I know you must find your friends, she said. I accept that. But we can t neglect the signs.
What signs? asked Lukas, though he knew. He hated these signs. He had spent years perfecting the art of chasing enemies or game, turning every broken stick into a narrative, a vision of the past. In a muddy puddle he could see, as if reflected in a mirror, an image of the creatures who had stepped that way or so he told himself.
But these signs were like a joke. They d found the first more than a mile from the coast, far beyond the wreckage from the wave. It was the body of a lycanthrope, hanging upside down from the bough of a white pine tree, not a mark on him. Rigor mortis had frozen his face into a horrifying rictus, a parody of a human smile. It had extended his right arm perpendicular to his body, had even extended his forefinger, which had pointed uphill.
What kind of a narrative was t
hat? Later on, three twigs had formed an arrow pointing along the ridge, though there wasn t any sign of the person that had made it, not so much as a bent blade of grass. Half a mile onward, a spider s web was soaked in dew, the outline of an arrow spun into its fabric.
Irritated, Lukas had kicked it from the stalks of grass that held it. Not that it mattered for the first day the goddess had led them in the direction he would have chosen anyway, back to Kork Head, where he could pick up Marikke s trail again. In his mind he held a vision of her and the boy held captive in a wooden cage, surrounded by a pack of howling lycanthropes. Marikke had her arms around the little shifter, protecting him. The Savage could take care of himself, at least in the ranger s imagination he was never there, was always somewhere else.
But on the morning of the second day, the goddess had tried to lead them inward, away from the coastal swamp where he and Gaspar-shen had chosen the wrong way their first night on Moray Island. And when he had reminded Amaranth of her promise that they would look for his friends first of all she had acquiesced. Still, she found it hard to look at him and spoke instead to the genasi, or to her brother, the wolf. She had allowed him to lead her toward Kork Head, but the goddess would have none of it. A couple of hours after they d turned their backs on her last blaze of signs a sequence of aspen trees whose leaves, though it was springtime, had already changed color they discovered something new.
The wolf s name was Coal, because of a black mark on his forehead. He ran down a rabbit, tore into its stomach, and there, packed inside the viscera, was a slip of ivory or a spur of bone that was not natural. The rabbit had been slow and sick. And the piece of bone had writing on it, miniature letters written in a bloody ink, a fey script that Amaranth and Lukas could decipher once Coal had brought it to them the bone tasted awful, he indicated in a series of grunts.
Lukas held the piece of bone up to his eye. Here is what the letters said: You are stupid. Is your friend a freak? He is not from the real world.
Impassive, the genasi scratched his arms, running his sharp nails along the lines that ran under his skin like glowing veins. His thin lips closed and opened, but he said nothing.
They continued southeast. In the afternoon Coal caught another animal, an otter on the bank of a small stream. The otter didn t slip into the water, didn t run away. His head and body were covered with tumors, and his little eyes, when Coal slit his belly, seemed to be pleading for release. A stink rose from his insides, and a black fluid erupted from his body, as if it had been held under pressure by his skin. Coal jumped back, and the fluid splattered on the dry ground, leaving tiny marks in the same fey script: Stupid, stupid.
But they pressed on. As they neared the coast, they discovered a man sitting on a stump. He was ancient, asleep in the sunlight, his long white beard sunk to his chest, his long white hair struggling out from underneath his broad-brimmed hat. He was dressed in rags, and a walking stick lay beside him. At first Lukas imagined he too had expired, and that they were supposed to open him up to find some new insulting signal from the Earthmother. He d be damned if he did that. But there was no human habitation in fifty miles, and there was no reason for this man to be here, no way for him to get here to this glade in the woods with no path or road to follow.
They gathered around him, and he opened his bleary, ice-blue eyes. If he was frightened of the wolf, he didn t show it. He spoke in the Common tongue, his voice high and weak, The goddess be praised. It is as she told me years ago, that at the end I would see a genasi warrior, and a beautiful maiden, and a wild beast, and a stubborn fool. That would be the end of my life s passage, and the beginning of another journey that would take me far from here, beyond the Astral Sea. I was just a boy when I saw her in my mother s garden, and since then I have wandered my life away, searching for this moment. Here it is at last. And I was to give you a message let me see. She made me repeat it over and over. Let me see
His voice trailed away. Cursing silently, Lukas bent down over him, close enough to smell his foul breath, his teeth worn to carious stumps. Let me see, the old man mumbled. It was so long ago. I saw here in the garden she was just a little girl. A girl my own age, but I knew who she was. Since then I have looked for her all over the Sword Coast, and now all through these islands not for me to follow in my father s trade. Not for me to marry and have children. But all these years I have been searching for you four at first I thought it would be a matter of months! A year at most. I did not guess it would consume my life oh, I am ready to see her again.
The message, suggested Lukas grimly. The old man was pitiable, but he refused to pity him. This was all Chauntea s trick, an invention of the past few hours.
Amaranth, though, went down on her knees and took his hand.
Younger than you, he said, and not as pretty. But I knew who she was. She made me repeat the message in a language I didn t understand I hope I can remember it. I made a little song out of it and would repeat it to myself before I went to sleep.
Amaranth had tears in her eyes. Lukas had an inclination to seize the old man s hat and pull it down over his eyes, or grab hold of his beard and wag his head from side to side. Lukas looked up at the genasi, who studied him impassively. The wolf sat on his haunches in the grass.
The old man closed his eyes, perhaps to compose himself for death, perhaps from the effort of remembering. When he spoke, it was in the primordial language of the gods: Idiot. You re a pig s ass. Your nose is like a big, fat turd, and your friend is ugly. You ve taken the girl far afield, and for what? The daemonfey is going toward the same place. The loregem showed him, and you will meet him there. Tarkhaan s son, Bishtek Dlardrageth, whom you call the Savage. This is my desire and command. As for the other two, you must look no further, unless you search in the Nine Hells. They are dead. The priestess and the boy. Malar killed them.
Lukas stood up straight. You re lying.
Am not. If you don t believe me, wait for a few hours right where you are. You ll see Malar face to face. No, here, the old man continued, stretching out his clawlike hand.
I ll show you.
But he didn t. Instead he fell backward off the stump, legs in the air.
Amaranth bent over him. Oh, dear, she said.
Leave him, Lukas said.
No. How can you be so heartless? she said. She had been holding the old man s hand, but now she pulled away in disgust, because the hand had come apart. She staggered up, and together they watched the old man s body subside, as if through an instantaneous process of decomposition his flesh was dry as ash. After a moment Gaspar-shen drew his scimitar. With its hooked end he drew back the brim of the man s hat, showing the heap of powder that had been his skull, while clumps of his beard and hair drifted away.
He was a liar, Lukas said again. He didn t show me anything. And the golden elf has no demon blood, I d swear to it. You d be able to see it in his face, he continued, remembering a morning when he had seen the Savage washing, seen the scars along his back, the sharp bones of his vertebrae almost like spines. And Marikke and Kip aren t dead. And he didn t show me anything, he concluded, repeating himself lamely, while at the same time he could not but imagine the Beastlord in his panther s shape bounding toward them through the forest, surrounded by his pack of wolves.
After a moment s waiting while Lukas overcame his doubts, they turned back the way they d come.
But it was the Savage and the wolf that first arrived at the place. They had crossed a river near an abandoned town, the stone streets empty, the roofs caved in. But the bridge to the far bank was intact, an elegant single span, and on the other side a raised cobblestone track that led into the marsh what had once been, the Savage guessed, irrigated agricultural land, now flooded and overgrown. But then they passed an earthen dike and the road gave out, and then they were in the marsh itself, and the way was difficult. Not for Eleuthra, who slid through the undergrowth and loped tirelessly ahead, but for the Savage, who slapped at the mosquitoes and stumbled through the muck. In places
he had to cut himself free with the king s sword, whose edge was supernaturally sharp. Nevertheless, the prickers caught at his bare skin, and sometimes he had to draw breath, lightheaded, close to tears.
The treasure he had taken from the tomb now weighed him down. But more than that the gold was changing him in ways both good and bad.
At moments when he bent down in the undergrowth, his ears ringing and his head aching, he thought he would remove the rings from his pockets and his fingers and his hair, remove the circlet from his neck, and drop them one by one into the noisome pools, saving the ruby for last. Or else he would scatter them in different directions, because he imagined that together they held between them a black power. At such moments they seemed too heavy to lift. But then he would remind himself how deeply he d been hurt the past few days, the wound he d taken to his chest in his fight with the angel, the dragon bite he d taken to his forearm. Surely it was not just the effect of Marikke s healing that had enabled him to survive these things, that had reknit his bones and strengthened his blood and healed his skin. Surely there was some spell or magic in the gold, an effect that he could feel when he passed it over his flesh, a force that drew out his malignancies like a lodestone drawing out an iron needle from the sand. Without that force, he never would have been able to struggle this far. In the night, after Eleuthra had left him, it was the gold that had kept him warm in the chill spring wind without a coat or even a shirt.
And the healing and the warmth were not superficial, but deep inside, a reordering. Something long dispersed, now coming together. No wonder he was weak. He had read of demons in the Nine Hells who, if you ripped or cut away one of their limbs, would regrow it from the stump. But it took time to nurse or heal such a wound, and doubtless the demon would feel weak and nauseated they did have feelings, didn t they? Perhaps he would find out.
And if not, perhaps that was just as well, because feelings were killing him, and he was sick of love. How many years had it been since he had felt like this, felt this tingling on his skin, this new sensitivity to every stimulation? Over the decades he had been with many women, too many to count or remember. But now he was like a boy again, and the sensation was both pleasurable and painful, like the feeling of blood returning to a sleeping limb, or of awakening from a long dream. Now this was real. The wolf had disappeared into the marsh.
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