by Terry Madden
THE SALAMANDER’S
SMILE
Three Wells of the Sea Book 2
Terry Madden
Copyright © 2017 Terry Madden
Edition copyright © 2017 Digital Fiction Publishing Corp.
All rights reserved. 1st Edition
ISBN-13 (paperback): 978-1-988863-13-9
ISBN-13 (e-book): 978-1-988863-12-2
THE SALAMANDER’S
SMILE
Terry Madden
For Alan
Contents
Contents
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Epilogue
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Prologue
Here once stood a lofty idol, that saw many a fight, whose name was the Cromm Cruach; it caused every tribe to live without peace.
He was their god, the wizened Cromm, hidden by many mists: as for the folk that believed in him, the eternal Kingdom beyond every haven shall not be theirs.
For him ingloriously they slew their hapless firstborn with much wailing and peril, to pour their blood round Cromm Cruach.
—Metrical Dindsenchas, poem 7
By the time the long twilight of the northern summer had descended, Talan’s men were loading slaves and ingots of silver onto their ships. After six summers of taking back what had been taken from him, Talan found the ice-born had not improved the defenses of their villages. No more than timber stockades and miners with pikes protected their silver, which Talan found easily, buried in an obvious souterrain.
The head of the jarl who had ruled this place hung beside the door to his hall, little more than a clapboard barn with carved beams and a sod roof. A trestle table filled the center of the room and servants wailed and wept as they served smoked salmon to Talan and his chieftains.
“They left the door wide open,” he said to Pyrs, and handed him a bowl of honey-creamed cloudberries. “Are they so ignorant?”
“I’d not count the ice-born among the ignorant,” Pyrs replied. “Stubborn perhaps, but not ignorant.”
The sound of soldiers taking what they wished from the village drifted with the smoke about the high rafters of the hall. Women’s screams, goats’ bleats, impossible to tell one from the other.
“Perhaps they thought your vengeance was sated after last summer.” The voice belonged to Maygan, Talan’s solás. She asked, “How much more do you need to be satisfied?”
Talan’s solás, his druí advisor and conscience these past six years, spoke with the voice of the land as if she knew what the gods of the Five Quarters wanted of him. Her ash-gray eyes were locked on his, and he knew ignoring her was not an option. Her plain face was set upon a weak neck, her mouth, a pale gash above a receding chin. Before he had become king, he had imagined that his solás would be a woman of uncommon beauty, uncommon wit and wisdom, one to be lusted after the way Nechtan had wanted Lyleth. There was magic in that desire; there’s magic in all desire. Yet Maygan surely wielded no magic at all.
“We have peace through strength,” Talan said. “Isn’t that right, Pyrs?” He clapped a greasy hand on the shoulder of the chieftain who sat beside him. “Our people prosper as never before. Tell Maygan, Pyrs. Do you wish to stop this retribution we serve to the very people who enslaved our own but six short years ago?”
Pyrs was still a handsome man, though past his prime, golden-haired, unscarred, and broad in the shoulders. It had been difficult to win his allegiance, for he had been Nechtan’s closest ally and friend. They had both subscribed to their own lofty code of honor which had left their lands in ruin. But Talan had offered Pyrs the chance for vengeance, the taste of which brings such sweet satisfaction that it seduces even the most deluded and honorable, Pyrs among them.
“We are in the right to take what was taken from us,” Pyrs agreed. “But Maygan speaks some truth, my lord. The score was likely evened some time ago.”
“And now we sow the seeds of pure hatred among the ice-born,” Maygan said. “We’ve paid our debt of pain. Now we take for the sake of taking.” She never had the presence required of her position, the commanding aura of one who spoke with the authority of the green gods. She said, “Soon they will seek their own vengeance on us.”
“Blood makes us strong, blood is our song. Kin from our past, blood binds us fast.”
It was the voice again, screaming inside Talan’s skull—probably spilling out from between his lips. By the looks of the faces at the table, it had taken his tongue and screamed the verse aloud. The voice came from the little man who had burrowed deep inside him and now he wasn’t sure if it was Talan or the little man who had spoken. The creature had been quiet for so long, Talan hoped he had left him.
Maygan gave him a horrified look, and the chatter of his captains down the table ceased, and all stared at him.
“Words of the Old Blood,” Maygan said. “Do you feel unwell, my lord?”
He could not be unwell. Not in front of his chieftains. “Weary,” he whispered, then clamped his mouth shut for fear something else would spill out.
He stood and navigated a path through the men who crowded the hall, pouring ale down their throats to nourish their own little men, those voices that make the decisions for each one—the puppeteer that draws the bow, that swings the sword, that rapes the girl in the village square, because this is war and war forgives all.
Seeking a place to rest, Talan found his way to the jarl’s personal quarters where he found a treasure of silver bowls, combs, ewers, and an effigy of a god with a single red stone for his one eye. He picked up a silver mirror and opened his mouth wide, searching for those ember eyes. But the little man hid in his gullet.
He heard Maygan enter the room. Come to taunt him some more, or force her soporifics down his throat to quiet the little man. Like a crow harassing a hawk.
He picked up the crude sculpture of the one-eyed god, saying, “Why did this god fail the jarl? He clearly abandoned him in his hour of need.”
When she did not reply, he went on, “Or perhaps the god was usurped by another, a younger god who wielded powers far greater than those of the old. Isn’t that the way of gods? Just like men, they fall to the stronger ones who come after. Just like Nechtan fell to my spear.”
He turned to look at her. There was no shock on her face. She didn’t even humor him with a look of fear. Of course, she knew that Talan had killed his uncle. Didn’t everyone? Yet no one cared, for Talan had brought peace through strength. He had brought them a king who could not die, a king who would rule forever. His fingers absently touched his neck, the scar left by an ice-born axe that should have taken his life.
Maygan looked at her hands and swallowed hard.
“The green gods allowed you to take the throne, my lord. Without their will, you would not have succeeded.” But her words lacked conviction.
“What gods will usurp your green gods, Maygan?”
“It is not my place to predict the future for my gods. Let me mix you a draught.” She reached for a silver cup and pulled a pouch from her belt. The sum total of the magic she knew lay in some crushed weeds.
He batted the cup across the room. “Your gods are powerless, sister greenleaf. Others stir. You feel them. You sense them. You hear the voice of the little man, but claim to be deaf. I know you hear him.”
He felt a surge of hope that she understood, that she wasn’t as useless as he’d thought. He gripped her hands and placed them on his chest. “Feel him. He’s singing his blasted tune. His wailing drives me mad. Do you feel his voice shake my ribs? Look.”
He opened his mouth wide and forced her to peer into his throat. It’s where the little man lived. And he was awake again, his commands could not be ignored.
“Do you see him?” he cried.
Her eyes were round and full of tears. She shook her head and tried to draw her hands away. But he held them.
“Let me go, my lord!”
“You must feel him! You must cut him out of me! Here—here,” he fumbled to take his dagger from his belt. “Take my blade. Cut him out!”
But it fell from her weak hand and clattered to the floor. Worthless bitch. Worthless leaf from a worthless tree.
The back of his hand landed on her cheek and knocked her to the floor.
“Please, my lord,” she begged. “You’re troubled, your senses deceive you.”
She’s a pathetic kneeler, the little man said aloud. She’s unworthy of her title, unworthy of our trust.
Maygan clung to his legs. “My lord, I have served you with all of my being—”
He crouched over her, clutching the silver statue of the ice-born god. “Then. Why. Have. You. Failed?”
Talan felt tears sting his eyes. What was he doing? A searing heat rose from his gut and flooded his limbs. The little man clawed his way to his tongue and screamed, “The green gods will fall!”
The silver statue felt ice cold in his hand. He tried to drop it. But that was not the action written upon the skin of time. He knew what he must do. If he did not, the sun would not rise. The little man had been clear about it.
She made no move to defend herself. Talan hammered her skull with the silver god. He fought to step away, but his feet had grown to the floor. His body was not his own.
When she lay in a pool of blood, the little man laughed. He wasn’t laughing at Maygan, but at Talan.
The little man touched the blood. Tasted it. He rewarded Talan with a wave of ecstasy that coursed through his flesh.
The little man whispered with Talan’s lips, “You will find another solás, one who has the ear of a new god.”
Talan crumpled to the floor beside his solás. How would he ever be free of this beast inside?
After the hall had fallen quiet but for the soft sobbing of the women, Talan carried Maygan’s body to the shore in a sack. There, he sent her to the bottom of the fjord. An offering for a new god, one of Talan’s own making.
In the morning, he would set a course for the Isle of Glass. For there, Lyleth had given birth to Nechtan’s child. Talan’s little cousin. The Child of Death.
Chapter 1
“You haven’t been home in over seven years.” Bronwyn was capable of instilling guilt from four thousand miles away. Dish let the phone fall to his lap, as his sister railed against his self-inflicted alienation. He pushed his wheelchair to the window. Out on the quad, the last departing students struggled with their rolling luggage toward a waiting airport shuttle.
He switched it to speakerphone and interrupted her tirade. “Do you understand how bloody difficult it is to travel when you’re paraplegic?”
A long silence was followed by her controlled command, “Merryn loves you. She expects to see you before she dies.” She hung up on him.
Dish tossed the phone on his bed.
The silence of a boarding school during summer loomed before him. The other faculty members had gone, on their way to one resort or another. In truth, Dish didn’t know where other faculty members went on summer holiday, nor did he care. He did his job, did his best to make no friends and marked, with spite, these days he spent in exile from the world where he’d left his soul.
Aunt Merryn was gravely ill, his sister had reported, pointing out that Dish hadn’t seen his aunt since he had awakened from a coma six years earlier. Merryn would be ninety-six now. Dish envied her. She would soon find her way through the well to the warm comfort of a young mother’s womb, to be reborn into that distant beauty he had the misfortune of remembering, a land called the Five Quarters.
A rapping at his door became insistent.
“Come in,” he called, and spun the wheel of his chair so he faced the visitor.
”I've come to say goodbye, sir,” Edward said. He was Dish’s current “pusher,” assigned to help him when he needed it, especially to the dining hall where two steps impeded his entrance in the wheelchair. Dish’s dorm room had been outfitted with handicapped bars and a low sink, everything a paraplegic English teacher could wish for. Dish could get to the toilet himself and dress, which was all that really mattered if he wanted to keep this job. Showering had taken much experimentation, but he had conquered it, and the weekly visiting nurse made sure he was washing behind his ears and everywhere else.
“Best of luck at Yale, Edward. You’re a fine young man.” Did the words sound as tiresome as they felt?
“All thanks to you, Dish. For the recommendation, for being tough. Everything.”
Dish forced a smile. His nickname showed no sign of fading. Iris McCreary had started it. Hugh Cavendish had become “Dish” not only to the students of St. Thomas Aquinas Preparatory School but also to himself.
He took Edward’s outstretched hand and pressed it between both of his own. The water horse tattoo on his wrist contorted as the tendons contracted to grip Edward’s hand. A constant reminder. He had given up trying to hide it.
“You’ll do great things,” Dish recited. “I expect to hear of them.”
“My mother wanted me to give you this.” Edward placed in Dish’s hands a leather-bound book wrapped in a red bow. “She thought you’d like it. I told her you were into medieval literature.”
Dish slipped the ribbon and unfolded the wrapping. “Why, The Canterbury Tales!” He hoped his surprise didn't seem too practiced. “Quite lovely. My thanks to your mother—and you. Best not miss your shuttle, Edward.” He nodded toward the window and Edward started for the door.
Edward was not brash and rebellious, but something about him did remind Dish of Connor. He would send Edward off as he had Connor and the rest, to make his way in a shadow world, his life frittered away by owning and consuming. Edward would walk this land of the dead believing he was alive, having forgotten what living really is. If Dish could just forget, as everyone else had, what it is to watch the sun rise over the land of the living, to feel Lyleth’s hand in his, he might find some purpose here in this hell.
The tattoo drew Dish’s eye to his wrist again. He ran his fingers over the deep blue ink. His farewell to Connor upon graduation had been even more awkward than this one. Dish had squashed Connor’s hopes of ever finding the third well, and he’d not been kind about it. There were players in their lives he could never explain to Connor. The green gods had played them all. Their silence was testament to a goal completed—they had what they wanted, and Dish was certain it wasn’t the photo of the well stone.
He must have been staring idly, for he realized Edward had not gone, but was looking back at him from the doorway.
“Goodbye, Mr. Cavendish.”
“Goodbye, Edward.”
The door closed and that was that. The end of another school year. And Aunt Merryn was preparing for her journey home. Dish wo
uld give anything to go with her.
Six years had passed since he had left Lyleth in the middle of a flood with ice-born warriors racing to cut her down. A lifetime might have passed since that day. Six years in this world, how many in the other? Lyleth could be ninety-six herself; the tick of time had no meaning between worlds, wasn’t that what she had told him? If she had died in the muddy sheepfold and crossed over, if she had awakened as a squalling babe somewhere in this monotone world, how would he ever know? He wanted to believe he would feel her awaken here.
He had tried to convince himself that whether she had died or not made no difference, he would meet her again in some future world if the green gods allowed it. And he could only wait.
“She’s waiting for you,” Bronwyn had told him over the phone. She meant Aunt Merryn, of course. It was Merryn who had set Dish on the trail of the third well of the sea when he was younger than Edward. He wondered what provisions airlines made for paraplegics.
**
“Dish?”
The voice on the other end of the phone was much deeper than Dish remembered.
“Yes,” Dish said, “I’m sorry to bother you, Connor.”
The anticipated silence replied.
“I know it’s been some time,” Dish said, “but I wanted you to know that Aunt Merryn hasn’t got long. Her kidneys are failing. I know you were close.”
Connor had corresponded with Merryn, but Dish didn’t know how long that had lasted. A young man posting letters to an old woman in England might be a fancy that would pass quickly. Dish didn’t even know where Connor was now. Their last conversation had been the yearly Christmas Eve call. He had been in Arizona or New Mexico then, bussing tables or some such.
“I’m sorry,” Connor said at last. “I’ve never known anyone like her.”
“You’ve kept contact with her these past few years?”
“Yes,” Connor said. That was it. Just, yes.
“I’m flying to London Friday. Will you come?”
The silence was even longer this time.
