by Mia Ford
Jealousy flooded me as I pushed the food away, wondering who he was sleeping with. Maybe I should just find a guy on the island and get it over with instead of relying on my own hand. Perry seemed to be busy, although I didn’t think he wanted me like I did him. Perhaps I was overreacting, and I leaned back and focused on the fact that we were going to a gorgeous island for a fun-filled vacation. I knew Perry well, and we’d have a great time, no matter what,
We had to.
I seemed to read the same words over and over on my screen as I would look out of the window, smiling when I saw the beautiful blue water. I looked over to nudge Perry and show him, but he was asleep. His head was leaned to the left, and I moved closer to take a look in the distinct bite mark on his skin. I wanted him so much, and he was sleeping with… God knows how many women. Perry had the right to do whatever he wanted, as did I. I turned back to look out of the window again, caught up in my own thoughts as we drew closer to the island.
I gave up on reading and stared at the clear blue water for a long time as we flew to the airport where we’d be landing, which was when Perry came to. He looked around, blinking as the wheels hit the ground. “We’re here?”
“We still have the second flight to take,” I replied as I tucked my hair behind my ears.
“Oh, okay.” He said as he moved to sit up and glance around. We left the plane and waited in a small room for the other one with just a few people. I looked around and tapped my feet against the floor as I smiled. “I am so anxious to get there!”
“I’m glad, Caroline. You deserve this,” he told me, giving me a long look for a moment.
“So do you. You have worked too hard for too long. You have the money, so use it to travel and have some fun,” I urged Perry as he smiled at me. “Do this more often.”
“Maybe I will. I’ll have to see if I will explode from being away from the office for so long,” he joked as I shook my head.
“I am going to make a point of always traveling, even if it is a drive for the day. I don’t want to get caught up in work and life so much that I forget to stop every now and then. If I have kids, I want them to know the same thing.” I looked at him. “Why didn’t you have kids?”
“I never got married, I guess,” he replied as I licked my lips.
“You don’t need marriage to have kids, Perry. You’re a good-looking man and clearly, you get a lot of action.” I watched his face go white as he looked at me. “Someone got a little aggressive with you recently.” I heard the bitterness in my own voice and hated myself for it.
“What do you mean?” He asked as I pointed to his neck with a cold gaze. Perry rubbed the spot, wincing slightly as he shot me what appeared to be a remorseful gaze. “You want kids?”
“I want to base it on what happens in the future. I’m young, so there’s no rush,” I shrugged and he stared at me intently.
“What if there’s an accident?” Perry asked as my face turned beet red. “A girl like you must be cautious, though, with the plans you have for your future.”
“Yeah,” I agreed vaguely as discomfort settled over me. “Something like that.” I had never discussed this with Perry before, and I didn’t like it on so many levels. He was the man that I wanted, but I couldn’t say that. I didn’t want him to know that I was still a virgin and holding out for him like a fool. I knew that had to stop, willing myself to open my mind to someone else.
I missed my mom at times like this. She was so open with me, and we’d discussed so much before she died, leaving me lost as far as talking with someone else. I let a silence fall between us until we boarded the small plane to head over to the resort, staring outside for the entire time.
The water was blue and clear, making me able to see the bottom everywhere I looked. There were three islands and from what I understood, our accommodations were on the biggest one since I could see buildings poking out in the trees that covered nearly everything. It was beautiful, and I lost myself in it before I felt someone move behind me, jumping as Perry slipped his arm around me. “Look at that. The water is so clear and pretty. This is going to be a very good time.”
I clenched my thighs together as I kept looking out of the window, feeling my nipples join the party as well. I’d recently started playing with them when I got myself off, pulling and pinching just to test how it felt. Right now, I wanted Perry to slide his hand under my shirt, over my skin until he pulled me free from the camisole that I was wearing. I sucked in my breath at the fantasy, arching my back as my eyes widened. I coughed to break the awkward silence that was happening, covering my mouth as I leaned forward and away from him. “Are you all right?”
“Yeah, I think I am choking on nothing again.” I had faked another few ones before I reached for the bottle of water, taking a few sips. The plane made a sudden turn, and I sat up to watch the landing. A few shuttles were waiting for us, and I could see a large building several feet away, assuming that was the lobby. I knew from research that it was beautiful and offered a few restaurants, a couple of bars, a full-service spa, and a coffee shop. The beaches were plentiful and beautiful, and I’d get my desired peace here.
I would also have to deal with my insane attraction to Perry that was going to be the end of me, but it looked like I could hide away in a lot of places here.
We checked in, and I looked outside as the exotic woman at the desk flirted with Perry, following him quietly when we walked down a pathway that was surrounded by lush plants and flowers. It ended all the way at the beach, where Perry unlocked the door of a cottage and smiled at me as he pushed it open. “Go check out your home for the next few weeks, Caroline.”
I rolled my bag inside and looked around as I left it next to the dining room table, along with my backpack. The living room was spacious and offered a modern kitchen with room for the table and bar that was against the wall. I looked out of the sliding glass door to see blue water and soft sand and squealed as I hurried into the bedroom that was off the living room. It was vast and luxurious with every amenity needed in the en suite bathroom, as well as the good view but I knew there was another bedroom upstairs. I charged out of the room and turned to go out into the living room, making a sharp left to run up the stairs and push open the cracked door.
This room was higher up and mostly windows on the wall facing the ocean. “Mine!” I called out as I bounced over and looked out, seeing the waves crashing onto the beach. There was a massive balcony where I could have coffee or even choose to sleep on the spacious lounge that I could see through the sliding glass doors. I clapped as I turned around to see that the rest of the room looked similar to the bedroom downstairs, glancing into the bathroom that I knew I’d be spending some time in.
“It’s gorgeous, Perry! I love it,” I called out as I looked at the second floor, which consisted of my room and a loft that offered a variety of uses, depending on the family staying here. I ran down the stairs, overcome with emotion as I went to the back patio. Perry had thrown open the doors, letting in the ocean breeze as I threw myself into his arms. “Thank you so much. Thank you!” I felt his arms around me, realizing that I hadn’t embraced Perry in quite some time. He pulled me against him and brushed his fingers against my back, over my shirt as I felt the ache of desire throbbing inside of me.
“You’re welcome.” Perry’s voice was rough as he pulled me even closer to him.
I took in his scent, so masculine and natural. He smelled like his soap and the outside air from home, and I wondered if he’d start to smell like the sand and the water here. The guys at school covered their skin with cologne, and it smelled artificial whether it was expensive or the discount kind. It smelled like they were trying too hard to impress everybody, whereas Perry just had to offer himself to get my attention. I knew him inside and out if I looked over the last several years, having shared my happiest and worst moments with him. We cried together when my parents died, but we also laughed a lot of the time. “You feel good in my arms,” Perry told me, making my s
kin heat up as my nipples reached out for him. My pussy was aching and wet, and I moved closer to him, feeling him hard against my stomach.
“Perry,” I breathed as I slid my hands into his hair and took the chance to pull away and gaze into his eyes. They were full of painful emotions and darkened in color as he stared at me. “What is this? What’s happening?”
“Something that I’ve been fighting for the past few weeks,” he admitted as he searched my face with an intense gaze. “I didn’t realize and then it hit me one day. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you since, in ways that I shouldn’t be. Caroline, I’m your guardian. I’m a grown man that shouldn’t want to touch you as much as I do.”
Joy surged through me, and I pushed myself up on my toes to kiss him, feeling the sparks as we both gasped. Perry seemed to protest before he raised one hand to hold my head, deepening the kiss as he gripped my ass in his large hand.
Our tongues danced together, feeling like no other kiss before. Perry was aggressive and knew what he wanted, skillful enough to just take it from me. I returned every ounce of his passion, tugging on his hair as I pulled him closer.
Perry
Her sweet little mouth was hot and eager as she met my tongue with her own. Caroline was a little firecracker, and I squeezed her ass harder as she wrapped her legs around me.
Holy fuck.
I turned and pushed her into the wall, slipping my hand further to find the hard edge of the denim as I started to stroke her. I knew that this was wrong, but I was all in, and there was no stopping either of us. I pressed into her, stroking her as I pushed my cock against her open thighs while our lips met in long, rough kisses. She was hot where I was touching her, and I tried to find the hem to move it over and find her bare pussy, but she wore shorts that met my approval today, making me groan as I pulled away.
Caroline had her eyes closed, drawing me close to her as my cock pressed my fingers against her. She rocked against me, so clearly needing to come that I moved harder against her. “Do you fuck yourself thinking of this?” I asked as she dropped her head back and let out a keening sound.
“All. The. Time.” Her voice rose in another moan as I went at her harder, wanting to rip off every stitch of clothing and bury myself inside of her pussy. “Oh, God. Don’t stop.” I watched her as she grew closer to what looked like an explosive release, frowning as I took in the expression on her face. There was something fresh and new in the way her mouth opened wide, and she jerked against me with a cry. “Perry…fuck. I…” She dropped her head hard against the wall as she let go and I moved to carry her into the bedroom to the right of us.
I dropped Caroline to the mattress, making fast work of removing her shorts and panties. I observed her bare pussy with heated eyes for a moment before crawling between her legs to stroke her needy little clit with my tongue. She was sweet the night I sucked her juices from her finger, but this was like warm honey running into my mouth as I ate away at her orgasm. “Oh, Perry. So, sensitive,” Caroline told me as I sucked her into my mouth and slipped a finger inside of her. “Don’t stop. Don’t stop until I come again.”
No problem.
I worked her pussy and clit with my tongue as my finger was inside of her, switching as she came again. I teased her clit with my thumb and covered her with my mouth as she poured into me, her juices sweet and warm. I never would have dreamed that she’d squirt when she came, and I prodded her clit to keep it coming.
I slid my tongue inside of her, feeling her wrap around me as she gripped my hair tightly. The last sound I had heard before I pulled away was her scream, gasping for breath as I dropped onto her stomach.
I wanted to strip her bare but the way she looked against the wall when she was coming stuck in my mind. I couldn’t ignore my maturity and sexual knowledge, and I raised my chin to look into her sweaty face.
She was so fucking beautiful.
“Caroline?” Her eyes opened as she looked at me in a daze. “Was that your first orgasm?” She told me that she masturbated and I’d tasted her before, so none of this made sense to me right now.
“With anybody else, yes,” she told me as I felt it hit me, forcing my body over hers as I stared hungrily into her eyes. “I’ve made myself come multiple times for you.”
“That night when I went into your room? You did before that, didn’t you?” I knew I recognized the look in her eyes that day and she smiled and nodded.
“Every chance that I could get,” Caroline replied as I slipped a hand down between her thighs to stroke her again, making her moan softly.
“How long have you thought about this?” I asked as I moved around to find out what she liked. I knew that her clit was needy, but I wanted to know everything about her sexuality.
“Since I got older, I guess. I think the hormones set in and you were it for me,” Caroline told me as I hardened painfully.
“You have never let another man touch you?” I demanded as she laughed bitterly and shook her head. “You’re a virgin.”
“I have kissed other men. I tried to tell myself to take it further, but it never felt right. It was you, Perry. It was you, and now you’re here touching me this way.” I moved against her folds faster as she stared at me. “All I wanted was this.”
“I am your fucking guardian, Car. They didn’t leave you in my care so this could happen…this is wrong,” I told her as I continued to stroke her, watching her eyes darken as animalistic desire filled me. Her legs were spread, and she rocked against me, looking like she might come again as I sucked in my breath.
“I am an adult, and so are you. We can decide on this, Perry. Doesn’t it feel good?” She asked as she gripped the comforter and bit her lip.
“The best,” I agreed as she let go, her lips parted with my name coming out of her throat.
We had rested for a while before she dressed so we could take a closer look around the cottage. It was modern and would be perfect for nights when we wanted to cook, inside or out. The back deck had a top-of-the-line grill as well as room to relax and eat. The living room was ideal for watching a movie after a busy day and now, for other things.
We left the subject alone as Caroline led me down the beach to the water, a beaming smile on her face as she stepped into the sand. “I love this.” She spun around happily, reminding me of when she was little and taking ballet classes. Caroline must have seen my face because she frowned and rushed over to me. “Are you all right?”
Guilt washed over me as I cupped her face in my hands and kissed her, soft and slow. This wasn’t the time or the place. Hell, maybe it was since we were living a different life right now. All I knew is that I couldn’t keep my hands off her, smiling she tilted her head and slipped her tongue against mine with her hands around my neck.
We went to dinner at the restaurant early, since we were hungry after the tiring day. It was more of a but time stopped here, and nothing mattered. Caroline wore a beautiful purple dress that flowed around her thighs and gave me just a hint of the cleavage that I hadn’t seen yet, though the idea made my mouth water. I just had on shorts and a button up shirt, and I watched her walk ahead of me a bit as something rushed through my veins. We were seated at a table in the corner with a great view of the beach that seemed to go on and on, and Caroline took it all in as I asked for two glasses of water.
We got sandwiches with salads and talked about what we should do during our stay, though we hadn’t seen all that much yet to make any decisions. I just knew that the cottage was gorgeous and that I had a forbidden and beautiful woman staying in it with me.
We walked the beach when we were finished, and Caroline laughed as the clear water swirled around her ankles. Everything made me feel like I was a million miles away from home and reality as I watched her walk through it with a peaceful smile on her face. I knew that my phone was going to be full of pictures by the time we returned to Colorado as I raised it and snapped one.
“What are you doing?” She asked as she turned to gaze a
t me, forcing me to take another with the expansive ocean behind her.
“You look great out here,” I told her as her laughter filled the air again. “They would love to see this.” Her parents were never far from my mind, particularly since all that happened earlier in the day.
“They do. I have felt them since they were in the accident,” Caroline told me as she stopped and let me walk closer to her. “I don’t think they’d hate us for this.”
“You’re their daughter, and I’m the older best friend. I am like a father to you,” I protested as she gazed into my eyes. “It’s like the plot of a bad book or movie, like that one that Drew Barrymore was in a few years back.”
“She was a bitch in that movie. She had intentions of all of that,” Caroline told me as she smiled. “I am with you because I want you, not your money or any of that stuff. I appreciate that you’re so generous with me with everything that you have, but I am not doing any of this because of that. I also think that this might not have happened under different circumstances.” I stared at her in horror as she looked thoughtful for a moment. “I don’t mean that I am glad they died. I think about them all the time and miss them so much, but I learned from talking with my therapist that life happens. You can’t change that. Things happen, and it alters the future for all of us, and this might be that happening. This might have been meant to be somehow.”
“There is a twenty-year difference between us,” I reminded her as she gazed over the water for a moment.
“There is. I think that you are one of the best people to spend time with though and I have never thought too much about the age difference. I am drawn to older people a lot of the time.” Her eyes were intent on something, and I looked out to see some dolphins swimming several feet out.
“Your father always said that you were an old soul,” I reminded her as she laughed and nodded. “Look, I don’t want to make you regret taking this any further with me. It might not be what you want in hindsight, Caroline.”
