Dreaming of You

by Francis Ray

  Inhaling deeply, she let her gaze drift downward, quickly running over the ample breasts that she had tried to hide in high school with oversize shirts in the summer and sweaters in the winter. Then she viewed her entire body. They’re still there . . . the thirty, all right, fifty-three and a half pounds that, no matter how she starved herself or how many miles she ran, clung to her like a burr.

  Her mother fondly called her daughter and youngest child “curvy.” Those less charitable called her fat. She lifted her arms and vigorously shook them, pleased that no loose skin jiggled. She might be ample, but she was toned. As if that would help her get Brandon to notice her.

  Faith left the bathroom, cutting off the light as she went into the adjoining bedroom, and climbed into the ornately carved queen-size bed with a six-foot scalloped headboard upholstered with blue check silk. The pale blue damask coverlet edged with silk trim matched the drawn striped silk draperies. Vintage beams crossed overhead to meet in the middle, where a handblown glass chandelier with crystal drops hung. On the opposite wall over her fireplace was an 1850 French tapestry.

  Drawing up her knees, she stared out the French casement double doors leading to the lit terrace. Outside, Wave petunias, Dragon Wing begonias, impatiens, and moss roses in full bloom spilled over urns and terra-cotta pots. Pink peace roses trailed over the brick wall at the back of the enclosure.

  Since she couldn’t travel to Paris, she had decided to incorporate a French flair when redecorating her home. Countless times she’d imagined Brandon here with her.

  He thought of her as the little sister of his best friend. She thought of him as her knight in shining armor, her prince charming, the man she had secretly loved since he had saved her from going to her sophomore dance without a date. She’d assumed Cameron had put Brandon up to asking her, but when she’d asked him he’d grinned and said it was his idea.

  Faith hadn’t been able to contain her happiness until she remembered she couldn’t dance and sadly admitted as much to Brandon. Ignoring the good-natured jibes and instructions from Cameron, Brandon had proceeded to teach her.

  The night of the dance was magical. He’d given her a gardenia corsage and acted as if it were a real date. She’d even been able to talk him into briefly playing the saxophone of one of the band members. She knew he played a musical instrument, as all the Grayson siblings did, but had never heard him play. Each note had resonated in her heart. Loving Brandon was the easiest things in her life to do. The hug at her front door was almost as good as a kiss. He cared.

  Whenever she had a problem, Brandon had always been there to help her solve or get through it. And he might be lost to her forever.

  Everyone in Santa Fe knew that Brandon was next in line to get married. It was only a matter of time before his mother threw a woman in his path whom he couldn’t resist . . . just as she had done with his older brothers. When that happened, Faith would lose any chance of making Brandon notice her. He was the kind of man who would love one woman deeply, completely. Once he found his soul mate, it was all over for Faith, and there was nothing she could do about it.

  “Pipe busted all right.” Jerry Montgomery, in overalls and a starched chambray shirt, hunkered down in front of the wet wall behind the commode.

  “You’re sure? I mopped the water off the floor and it’s still dry.” Brandon squatted beside the thin man. “Maybe I was mistaken.”

  Jerry turned, his bushy salt-and-pepper eyebrows arched at a haughty angle. “You questioning me?”

  Mr. Montgomery was more than twice Brandon’s age and a master plumber. He’d been Brandon’s mother’s plumber for as long as he could remember, charging her a fraction of what it cost for repairs while she raised five children on her teacher’s salary. “I—”

  “I turned off the water outside before I came in.”

  “Oh!” Brandon mumbled, and barely kept from ducking his head.

  “What would you tell someone who tried to tell you how to cook one of those fancy dishes of yours?” Mr. Montgomery asked.

  “ ‘Take a flying leap,’ ” Brandon answered almost immediately.

  “Thought so,” the plumber said, slowly coming to his feet with a wrench in his hand.

  Brandon thought he heard bones crack. He knew the discussion was over. “How soon can it be fixed?”

  “Depends on what I find when I get in the wall. In the meantime, you won’t have water.”

  Panic rushed through Brandon. “The restaurant can’t run without water.”

  “Won’t have to.” Jerry started from the room. “Different water lines.”

  Brandon’s relief was short-lived. “I can’t stay here without water.”

  “You could for a while, but like I said, I’m not sure how long the job will take until I get in that wall.” He stopped at the door. “I don’t like working on the Lord’s Day, but I guess this is an emergency.”

  “I’d consider it one,” Brandon said.

  “Thought you might. I suppose you’ll be here to let me in tomorrow afternoon after church.”

  “I’ll be here.” Brandon blew out a disgusted breath. “This couldn’t have happened at a worse time.”

  “Plumbing problems seldom happen at a good time.”

  “I suppose you’re right. I’ll see you out.” Opening the door, he led the elderly man down the stairs to the first floor, then unlocked the front half-glass door. “Thanks for coming.”

  “Keep that thought when you see my bill.”

  “I’ll try. I’ll see you tomorrow. Good night.”

  “Night.”

  Brandon watched until Mr. Montgomery climbed into his white van. When the headlights came on, Brandon waved, then closed and locked the door. Slowly he trudged back up the stairs.

  In the bathroom, he knelt down and felt the wall, almost tempted to get a hammer and see the damage for himself. The only thing stopping him was the possibility of doing even more damage. He came to his feet, hoping the problem could be fixed easily. In the meantime, he needed a shower and a place to stay.

  He discarded his mother immediately. She had three empty bedrooms, but she’d have women lined up at the door when he woke up in the morning. At this point he wasn’t sure he wouldn’t succumb.

  Obviously Luke and Morgan were still honeymooning. Pierce wasn’t home. Sierra, who had called when he came back upstairs with Mr. Montgomery, had had her extra bedroom lined with cedar and turned into a closet. She had more clothes than a store.

  He had friends, but it was close to one in the morning. Just because he was sleeping single didn’t mean his friends were . . . except Cameron.

  Brandon reached for the phone, then let his hand fall. Cameron might have gotten lucky with the dark-haired beauty he left the party with.

  Pulling a duffel bag from his closet, Brandon began to pack. During the summer the area hotels were booked solid. Perhaps by the time he finished he’d have figured out where he was spending the night.

  2

  “Casa de Serenidad, House of Serenity, how may I assist you?”

  “Cameron or Duncan McBride, please.” With his duffel bag all packed, Brandon had come to a decision. It wasn’t likely Cameron or Duncan had brought a woman back to a hotel room they were sharing. No man worth a nickel would do that; neither would they disrespect Faith that way. Brandon had crashed at their place on the floor when they were growing up just as they had at his. It wouldn’t hurt for a night to do so again.

  “They checked out.”

  Brandon’s initial surprise quickly faded. Santa Fe and Casa de Serenidad held too many bad memories for both men. But if they’d checked out that meant their room was empty until the next guest checked in “Ms. McBride.”

  “I’m sorry, sir. Ms. McBride is off duty. Can the night manager assist you?”

  Brandon rubbed the back of his neck. “This is Brandon Grayson, a family friend. Please connect me. It’s important.”

  “Certainly, Mr. Grayson.”

  Faith came on the li
ne almost immediately. “Brandon, is everything all right?”

  “No, but you can certainly help with a major problem.” He sat on the bed. “A pipe burst in my bathroom and the water is off. Since Cameron and Duncan left, I thought I could throw myself on your mercy and have their room for the night.”

  “Of course, but another guest is scheduled to arrive this afternoon.”

  “That’s all right. I just need a place to crash and take a shower.”

  “Oh,” she said, sounding strange. “I’ll call the front desk. It’s the Conquistador Suite. One of our best.”

  “Just so it has a bed and a shower.”

  “That and a lot more. See you in a bit.”

  Standing, he picked up his bag. “You don’t have to get out of bed.”

  “Brandon, have I ever tried to tell you how to run the Red Cactus?”

  He smiled. “That makes twice I’ve been told off tonight. First Mr. Montgomery and now you.”

  “He’s such a sweet man.”

  “I hope you understand if I don’t comment.”

  Laughter drifted through the receiver. “I’ll tell the front desk to expect you. It’s the room to the immediate left of mine.”

  He knew her room because he had been in and out of it hundreds of times when her father was the executive manager. Since he’d retired, Brandon didn’t recall ever going there again. “Thanks, Faith. I really appreciate this.”

  “You’ve come to my rescue a number of times.”

  Although Faith was popular in high school, she had few prospects for school dances. Hanging around her house, he’d seen how bad she felt and stepped in. On the other hand, Sierra always had too many boys wanting to take her out in his and his brothers’ opinions. Brandon had never figured out why boys preferred a girl who kept them waiting, was picky about where they went and bossy to boot, to one who was always sweet and agreeable. “I was happy to do it.”

  “I know. I’ll be waiting.”

  “Bye.” Brandon hung up, unaware of the smile on his face.

  As she was used to dealing with unexpected crises at the spur of the moment, it didn’t take Faith long to slip out of her nightgown into undergarments, then pull on a loose-fitting white blouse and black slacks. Bemoaning the fact that she didn’t have time to reapply her makeup, she raked a comb though her curly black hair and swiped on lip gloss, grabbed her master key, and hurried out the door. Brandon’s place was only a short five-minute walk away. She wanted his room ready when he arrived.

  Opening the heavy wooden gate that separated her private quarters from the hotel grounds, she hurried to the linen closet located just inside the hotel. The cart was already stocked and ready for the morning shift to begin cleaning. Rather than take time gathering the necessary items, she grabbed the metal handles and was out the door in seconds.

  The two housekeepers on duty were probably in the lounge watching television or asleep in two of the recliners. Faith didn’t even think of disturbing them. The hotel billed itself as having twenty-four-hour room and maid service. She could make up a bed and replace the toiletries as well as they could. Duncan and Cameron, unlike Brandon, were relatively neat, so she didn’t expect the room to be a disaster. As for sanitizing the bath, all three had roomed together many times, so that wasn’t an issue.

  Opening the door to the suite, she was pleased to see that she was right. Except for the newspaper in the trash can, the room looked as if the maids had just left. Going into the spacious bathroom, she replaced the toiletries and cleaned the mirror, smiling as she did so. Duncan still liked to brush his teeth within inches of his reflection.

  In the living area, she dumped the trash and put a fresh liner in the ice bucket; then she moved to the bedroom. She had just folded the abstract coverlet onto the covered bench at the foot of the king-size bed when she heard the door open. She froze, then drew a calming breath and went to the bedroom door. Her mouth watered; her heart yearned.

  Brandon in a black T-shirt and jeans was a sight that would make any woman’s pulse race. The T-shirt stretched across a muscled chest before tapering down to a hard, flat stomach. The faded denim hugged muscled thighs with wanton pleasure.

  Brandon’s gaze flickered to the cart, then back to her. “Tell me there’s someone here with you.”

  “You forget, Brandon, that I’ve worked in almost every capacity of this hotel since I was nine.”

  “You weren’t the executive manager then,” he told her, crossing the room in a lazy gait.

  No matter how impossible it was, she wished he was coming to her as a man who desired a woman, wished he was taking her to bed, where they’d rumple the sheets and drive each other crazy. She turned away before he could see the desire she kept carefully hidden from him and went back to the bed.

  As she reached for the sheet, his strong fingers closed gently but firmly around her upper forearm. “Leave it and go to bed. It’s almost two.”

  Her pulse skidded. He was so close. Too close. Wide-eyed, she stared at him.

  His midnight black eyes narrowed for a moment. His fingers loosened. “Faith?”

  “Stop being bossy and go around to the other side and help,” she said, refusing to look at him.

  For a long moment he didn’t move; then mercifully he did as she’d asked. But as she tried to pull the sheet back he simply held his end. She was forced to meet his gaze.

  “You’d tell me if there was something on your mind, wouldn’t you?”

  “Brandon, as you pointed out earlier, I’m executive manager. There’s always a lot on my mind,” she said with a smile. “Now, let’s get this done. Unlike you, I like to start the day with a good breakfast.”

  That got him rolling. “The best sleep is in the morning.”

  The best sleep would be in your arms. The thought popped so suddenly into Faith’s head that for a scary moment she thought she might have voiced the words. Thankfully, Brandon had gathered the old sheets in his arms and was placing them on the easy chair.

  Her face warm, Faith grabbed the fresh bottom sheet and flipped it to the other side. “The restaurant didn’t have any plumbing problems, did it?”

  “No, thank goodness,” he told her, following her lead in making the bed. “We’re on two different water lines. We’ll be able to open as usual tomorrow for lunch.”

  Expertly she encased three pillows while Brandon was trying to do one. She simply held out her hand after she finished the fifth one. He handed his over without an argument.

  “Guess I wasn’t much help.”

  “Your expertise lies in the kitchen, not the bedroom.” Her eyes widened at the slip. She could have bitten off her tongue.

  “Not anymore,” he mumbled, then seemed to realize what he’d blurted. A dull flush climbed up his neck.

  Hugging the pillow, Faith couldn’t have been happier with the news. “I’d heard you weren’t dating very much.”

  “Try ‘at all.’ ” His hands rested akimbo on his narrow waist. “And it’s Mama’s fault. Her and her wild scheme to get all of us married.”

  “So you’re not dating to escape the odds of falling into your mother’s plans for you to be next?” she reasoned.

  A pleased smile crossed his face. “It’s great that I don’t always have to explain everything to you. I might worry about it if you weren’t my friend.”

  “That’s me, friendly and safe.” Stepping around him, Faith gathered the linens.

  Brandon caught the sarcasm in her voice and trailed after her. “I think I know what the problem is.”

  Clutching the bedsheets, she stared up at him, her eyes wide with foreboding. “I told you there is no problem.”

  His long-fingered hands clamped on her shoulders when she started to turn away. “Is some man giving you a tough time?”

  Her jaw slackened.

  He emphatically nodded his dark head once. “Thought so. You’re too sweet and trusting.”

  Sweet. She gritted her teeth so hard they ached. She bet he’d
never called any of the women after him tonight sweet.

  “Forget him and move on,” he advised, and straightened, letting his hands fall to his sides. “Don’t let the McBride curse stop you.”

  “That’s the least of my worries.” Finally dumping the linen in the hamper attached to the cart, she grabbed the handles. “Good night, Brandon. Sleep well.”

  “I don’t suppose you’d let me walk you back to put that up.”

  “As you said, we know each other too well.”

  “Stubborn,” he said, but affection laced the word.

  “Practical.”

  Opening the door, he yawned, then lifted muscled arms over his head, causing the thin black material to stretch and strain across his impressive chest. “Thanks again.”

  Her mouth as dry as cotton, Faith hurried through the door Brandon held open. It closed behind her with a soft click. Biting her lip, she glanced over her shoulder. Elizabeth wouldn’t be out here; she’d be in bed with Brandon. But the hard truth was that where Brandon might want the other woman in his bed, he’d relegated Faith to the role of a friend.

  Swallowing the sudden lump in her throat, she resumed pushing the cart.

  Brandon woke tangled in the sheets and sprawled facedown. The uncomfortable sensation in his lower body was a blatant reminder that he’d been without a woman for too long. He’d dreamed of a woman last night, but he hadn’t been able to get her, either.

  One eyelid lifted, then quickly shut as bright sunlight streaming through the French doors assaulted him. Groping around, he found one of the pillows and pulled it over his head. There had been something oddly familiar about the dream woman who’d remained just beyond reach no matter how desperately he’d tried to touch her.

  Turning over on his back, he dragged the pillow away and stared at the recessed ceiling, his thoughts returning to the mystery woman, since it wasn’t likely he’d have a real woman in his bed anytime soon. He couldn’t remember if she’d been short or tall, slender or voluptuous, dark or fair; all he was certain of was that she could assuage the aching need of his body.