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by Stephanie Hemphill


  “Thank ye in public

  for my condition did but improve.

  I do rightly believe the Devil deceived,

  and we girls did but speak falsely.

  The magistrates might as well

  listen to someone insane

  and believe what she said

  as any of the afflicted persons,

  for I submit there be as much truth in madness

  as in any of the girls’ claims.

  Our fits and pains may be put to end

  by the Lord’s will and concentration of mind.

  I humbly ask ye all to forgive

  my weakness against the Devil.

  Your gracious servant, Ruth Warren.”

  “I’ve a mind to whip

  that Ruth Warren

  same as Goodman Proctor did,” I say.

  Ann flicks my arm.

  “Quiet your tongue.

  Cause not disturbance, Margaret.”

  I want to say, Or else what?

  What’ll ye do? Who crowned

  thee queen? But I hold in

  them words for now.

  “Do you suppose Ruth be beat

  into writing all that?”

  I whisper to Elizabeth.

  Inside the meetinghouse

  all the eyes of the church

  lock on us Afflicted

  tighter than a bridle.

  The question whirling

  o’er the rafters, gathering

  fast as storm clouds—

  If Ruth Warren

  recants that she was tormented,

  if she can stop her fits,

  why then do we other girls

  not quit ours?

  I stare straight at the pulpit,

  try not to let the fire

  of their eyes burn my cheeks.

  I glance over at Isaac,

  want to wave up my hand

  and have him lead me out of

  this stomach-churning church.

  But he never looks my way.

  After meeting the sky’s

  still and gray as a dead fish.

  We girls gather in a cluster.

  Uncle Thomas speaks loud, so many hear,

  “I believe Ruth Warren must have signed

  or at least placed her hand upon the Devil’s book.”

  The crowd gasps and nods.

  Doctor Griggs adds, “Were our girls

  to do that, their aches would leave them too.”

  “But their souls be blackened.”

  Reverend Parris’s voice shakes the trees.

  Abigail steps in the center

  of the churchyard

  and wilts onto the ground,

  falling like a leaf blown down

  in a rustle of wind,

  her face red as the Devil’s book.

  “What be she doing?” I say

  to the other girls. Ann’s eyes boil.

  Reverend Parris clasps his scaly hand

  on my shoulder. “Be you brave, Margaret Walcott?”

  He looks at Mercy and Ann and Elizabeth and me.

  “Do not sign that book of blood.

  Push away Satan’s quill.”

  We all nod our heads.

  Reverend tears down

  the note Ruth Warren tacked

  to the meetinghouse door.

  He rips down her recant

  of seeing witches,

  her attempt to cast

  the rest of us liars.

  Soon as he be gone

  my step-cousin says,

  “Five of us. One of her.

  Ruth Warren will face regret.”

  BAG OF WOOL

  Mercy Lewis, 17

  All look on Abigail,

  fainting skirts upon the ground,

  but one.

  I feel him once again

  wrap gaze around my shoulders

  like a shawl, a woolen cloak I need not

  on this steam-hot day.

  I turn my back to Isaac

  though I wish to turn round.

  Ann pulls me aside.

  “Mercy.” She sounds

  as though she holds stones

  on her tongue. “Ruth Warren,

  how shall we make her pay her trouble?”

  I whisper to Ann,

  “Does any yet look on us?”

  “None.” Ann taps her foot

  as though she has somewhere else to be.

  When I draw up my eyes,

  his look is still roped upon our group.

  I point Ann with my glancing,

  “But what of that one with your uncle?”

  “None stands by Uncle and Father,

  save Isaac Farrar, Margaret’s betrothed,”

  Ann says. “And he always be staring this way.”

  “Your cousin will be wed?”

  I choke out the words.

  Ann nods, then insists,

  “What of Ruth Warren?”

  “Call her a witch,” I say.

  BEWARE

  May 1692

  Ruffle the goose

  and she’ll snap at your tail,

  kick you to stream

  and bar you

  from the row of ducks.

  The water muddies.

  ’Tis hard to know

  where next

  to dunk your head

  and bite the new fish

  when you be

  scouting the sea

  alone.

  UNEXPECTED EXPECTATION

  Margaret Walcott, 17

  I be weeding the garden

  and mending the fence round it

  to keep the vermin out

  when a large shadow falls

  over the seedlings.

  Isaac bends to my ear.

  “Follow me, fair Margaret.”

  I can’t protest, for as I stand

  he be already to the stream

  beyond our house.

  The sun squints my eyes.

  I wipe my hands ’pon my apron

  and dash into the woods

  past the barn till I find

  my sweet one lying in the clearing

  flooded in sparkling light

  looking more handsome

  than Christ himself.

  He pats the ground, says,

  “’Tis a fine day.”

  I nod and lie beside him.

  He curves me against him

  like a belt drawn into a loop.

  His kisses tender but brutal,

  I wish them never to end.

  He begins then at unlacing

  my dress. I shake my head.

  “But we are betrothed,” he says,

  and slides a hand beneath

  my petticoat.

  I feel cold with fright

  as though the day be winter ice.

  I skirt away from him.

  “I think I hear Father call me,” I say.

  Isaac’s eyes roll

  and he blows out

  an angry sigh

  as he places my hand

  in that same unholy place

  beneath his clothes

  he did afore in the woods.

  “Not all be as cloistered

  in their stockings as thou,” he says.

  I pretend not to know

  what he does imply,

  close my eyes

  and set to work

  while whirling high above us

  the wind screams

  wild lashings

  across the leaves.

  THREE SISTERS

  Mercy Lewis, 17

  The breeze smart

  against my neck,

  dewy leaves and grass

  tickle my nose.

  Wilson and I wander

  a new route

  this morning

  on the way to Ingersoll’s.

  Across the field

  out in their garden

  they praise the day

  like three
smiling

  blossoms.

  Rebecca Nurse

  and her two sisters

  plant and weed.

  Laughter sprinkles

  across the soil

  as Charlotte slips

  in the mud.

  Rebecca

  lifts Charlotte to a stand,

  brushes off her skirt.

  I wish to rush across

  the meadow

  offer my hand,

  and join the row of happy sisters.

  I stare at my hands,

  my horrible filthy hands,

  and run.

  ANN DECIDES

  Mercy Lewis, 17

  She knows her little fists

  like cannonballs

  have the power to crumble

  fortress and family.

  She decides that Goodwife Cloyse,

  the sister of Rebecca Nurse,

  will be next accused.

  “Sister of a witch.

  She must also be a witch,”

  Ann says.

  Abigail’s words jump from her mouth

  so she be the first to say,

  “Goodwife Cloyse did flee meeting

  last Sunday right in the middle,

  and she has not been back to the parsonage.”

  Margaret nods. “And she has been speaking out

  against the accusation of her sister.”

  Ann looks to me to add comment,

  but I just stroke Wilson’s head.

  “But I never did see the specter

  of Goodwife Cloyse.

  Did ye all?”

  Elizabeth’s voice be quiet,

  but her words be loud.

  Margaret clasps Elizabeth’s hand.

  She says the words that Ann

  wishes would come from my lips.

  “This matters not.

  Kin what stand up for each other,

  must make their home in jail.”

  Elizabeth rises to leave our table.

  Her uncle enters the ordinary

  and she quickly sits down.

  Her body trembles

  as she tugs upon her sleeves.

  KEEP QUIET

  Ann Putnam Jr., 12

  Just before sun’s at mid-sky,

  the meetinghouse stacks with people.

  I grab Abigail outside the courtroom.

  “You best keep quiet sometimes.

  You cannot see everything.”

  Goody Cloyse stands first in the confession box.

  Abigail says, “I saw Goody Cloyse

  and Goody Nurse serve our blood

  at a meeting of the Devil’s

  where forty witches come to my uncle’s pasture,

  congregating till a fine man in white

  scared them away.”

  When Goody Cloyse faints

  and the crowd’s eyes are diverted,

  I kick Abigail hard enough she squeals.

  A second witch appears chained before us.

  When the magistrate asks,

  “Does Goody Proctor hurt you?”

  Mercy and Elizabeth and I cannot form words.

  Abigail opens her mouth wide as a baby bird.

  I stuff it with my bonnet.

  The rest of us flap like geese in a pattern.

  I head the formation,

  and our wings fly all the same speed.

  We girls shake together

  whenever a witch looks our way.

  And the witches become felled birds

  the constables chain and cage in jail.

  QUESTIONING OUR POWER

  Mercy Lewis, 17

  I scan around the tavern

  and could pinch myself

  that we girls should sit here

  nearly daily now,

  but as the witches pinch us first

  and so many folk

  be ripe to believe,

  I try to accept my seat.

  Across the street

  some whose family

  stand in the confession box

  or those who never did like

  the selection of Reverend Parris

  as village minister,

  they eye us girls

  with tar and gravel

  as though we ought

  be the ones chained

  to the jailer’s wagon.

  Abigail rattles her mouth,

  the excited babe showing

  off how she has learned to speak.

  “I saw the specter of Reverend Burroughs,

  one who was pastor before

  in Salem Village, leading

  a group of witches outside

  the parsonage last night.”

  How names she my old master?

  How knows she what a true wizard he was?

  Margaret laughs. “You cannot know

  ’twas Minister Burroughs.”

  “Reverend told me it was so,”

  Abigail nearly shouts. “He said

  that Reverend Burroughs was acting

  the Grand Conjurer, the leader of the witches.”

  “What matters what your uncle says?”

  Ann thrusts Abigail into the back of the bench.

  “I am the one to say!”

  A grand hush ripples across the tavern,

  and all the folk stare on us.

  Even Ann quiets then.

  She nods at me. “Come, Mercy,

  we best be heading home.

  All of you best go home and pray.”

  PROBLEM CHILD

  Mercy Lewis, 17

  “I just sit there and stitch

  while Abigail screams and runs

  about the room till they carry her out,

  and it is always like this with her,”

  Margaret says, and narrows

  her eyes in a sneer.

  “Why does she not listen to me?”

  Ann shakes her head.

  Under our table at Ingersoll’s

  Wilson snuggles beside me

  without so much as a yap.

  Margaret’s feet stack one upon the other

  in a tangle. Her skirt sticks under her rump

  in a ball like she’s a little beggar girl.

  How can one so uncouth be betrothed?

  “What are you looking at?”

  Margaret asks me.

  “Nothing,” I say.

  “Pay attention,” Margaret says.

  Her voice slaps my hand.

  “We’ve a problem with Abigail.”

  Ann says, “Something must be done.

  Nothing foul must be among us.”

  My feet go cold like I’ve slipped

  into winter’s pond without boots.

  Why did Ann not discuss this with me?

  Margaret flicks her hair behind her shoulder.

  “Ignore her. Act as she does not exist.”

  She knocks over a mug of ale.

  I turn from the smell.

  “But Abigail knows not what she does,”

  Elizabeth says as she mops the table

  with her apron.

  The threat in Ann’s stare

  could frighten a wolf.

  “Elizabeth, you are wrong!”

  Elizabeth shrinks back.

  Ann then softens her tone.

  “I fear if we teach not Abigail

  a lesson, she shall place

  her hand upon Satan’s book

  as Ruth Warren hath done.”

  Ann stands up, makes herself

  the height the rest of us are

  when seated. She declares,

  “Abigail is as one laid to grave.

  Speak to her no more.”

  Not another word to be said.

  RANDOM

  Incantation of the Girls

  Sour voices on the wind

  name us liars, say we sin.

  Listen not

  to girls but men.

  For the witches we do name

  pass their
days in public shame

  or come from families

  Putnams blame.

  So if we girls shall keep our place

  we’ll see some witches none can trace,

  folk we’ve never

  seen of face.

  OUTCAST

  Ann Putnam Jr., 12

  Abigail’s sightings mismatch

  ours like sleeves cut

  from different fabric.

  Margaret, Mercy, Elizabeth and me

  call new witches into court,

  the first of whom we have never seen,

  Bridget Bishop of Salem Town,

  the woman they say bewitches

  children to death.

  We also name Giles Corey

  and his gruesome acts,

  the old man who,

  before any of us we were born to see it,

  beat his servant to his last breath.

  But Abigail sees neither

  Goody Bishop nor Goodman Corey.

  She can no longer sit beside us

  on the testimonial bench.

  The villagers see her not.

  She be as a ghost to them.

  For I have made her invisible.

  A WITCH I HAD NEVER SEEN BEFORE

  Ann Putnam Jr., 12

  “I know her to be Deliverance Hobbs.”

  I point my finger at the old witch

  in the dark green cloak

  who none of the other girls

  know by face.

  I only know the witch

  called to question

  because Mother pointed her out to me

  before she sat me down upon my bench.

  We rattle and roll upon

 

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