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by Stephanie Hemphill


  Constable Putnam

  is almost too large

  for his chair at the table.

  Big as a bear

  but mild as an old hound,

  they call him Giant,

  for he has to bend his head

  to cross through the doorway.

  “Mercy, sit ye near the stove

  by the children.”

  The Giant’s wife

  tucks me onto the bench

  so I sit many persons away

  from her husband.

  “The new governor established

  a Court of Oyer and Terminer,

  likes of which you’ll be testifying in.”

  Constable’s overgrown teeth stick

  with food as he chews.

  “Pardon, sir,” I say.

  “But where will the court

  be held—in the meetinghouse

  or Ingersoll’s ordinary?

  “Not a one,” he says.

  “It be held in Salem Town

  in the courtroom of the Townhouse.

  A jury will hear the trial

  and decide if the witches hang.”

  Hanging. I cannot carry the spoon

  to my mouth. Everything

  in my bowl suddenly reeks

  of fish scales and rotted meat.

  I look at Missus.

  “I am not well. Might I

  please go and lie down?”

  First time she smiles at me,

  her words fast and excitable,

  “See you a specter?”

  “No, my stomach has unrest.”

  Her face sags downward.

  She purses her lips.

  “Fine, then, off you to bed.”

  The room where I board is darker

  than my old servant’s quarters;

  and without Wilson’s two eyes as tapers

  this chamber’s black devours me.

  Out the window an owl,

  the king of the night,

  blinks his gray-green eyes.

  He cries plaintive hoots,

  then spreads his wings

  and twists his sorrowful neck,

  as though he might dive

  from his perch

  and bury himself

  once and for all

  in the underbrush.

  WITHOUT MERCY

  Ann Putnam Jr., 12

  Margaret slumps on the bed,

  her unhappy lips pursed like my mother’s.

  “I miss Isaac,” she whines.

  “I miss Mercy,” I say.

  I pick at the wool on the spindle,

  remove the sharp iron from the spinning wheel,

  and hold it up in the afternoon light.

  “What are ye doing?” Margaret asks me.

  “Would smart to have the spindle

  plunged into your chest,” I say.

  “Aye. One could murder with a spindle.”

  I bite the wool so the spindle

  dissects from the wheel.

  Margaret lies down on the bed,

  hides her head under the pillow.

  I creep toward her, sit silently beside her

  and aim the spindle’s point at her bony back,

  just to see if I can.

  What a bad soldier she’d make—

  the Indians would be upon her

  and she’d never know. I pat her back.

  “There, there,” I say. “I have an idea.”

  Margaret flips round; her eyes ignite.

  “You’ve a plan to sneak and see Isaac!”

  “No,” I say. “Let’s visit Mercy.”

  Margaret sticks out her tongue.

  She hollers after me,

  but I be set on my path to Mercy’s.

  “Come, Wilson,” I call,

  and know Mercy will let me in.

  LET HIM IN

  Margaret Walcott, 17

  I unlatch the gate

  and rush to meet him,

  but he whoas me stop

  just like a horse.

  “Be anyone at home?”

  Isaac’s eyes dart round the yard

  and toward the house.

  “No, Mister and Missus be in town.

  And Mercy, at the Constable’s,” I say.

  Isaac’s eyes grow darker

  and more intense when I mention

  that serving girl’s name.

  “Mercy be gone?” he asks.

  “Yes,” I whisper it against

  his broad chest.

  “We be alone.”

  “Why have ye not been speaking

  to me?” I begin.

  But Isaac covers my mouth

  with his hand.

  He creeps hesitant steps

  to the house like he be a watchman,

  but once we be inside he grabs

  me by the waist.

  “Where do you sleep,

  Margaret Walcott?

  Where rest ye your head?”

  I be unsure ’tis proper

  or a lady thing to show him,

  but no servant or parent

  or even little cousin

  be round to see that I usher

  my Isaac straight into the room

  Ann and me do share.

  When he closes the door

  with a click, I start and sweat

  beneath my chin.

  “Margaret.” Isaac sweeps

  the hair off my cheek

  and kisses me where it did lie.

  I jitter and suppose it be a sin to do so.

  Isaac’s finger covers my lips

  and his other hand reach down

  under my skirt. I don’t halt him.

  He tickles my thigh and another rush

  of blood jingles through my spine.

  “Be this not for the night of

  our marriage?” I say.

  I try and shake away from him,

  but he do hold me fast,

  almost as in a trap.

  I whisper again in his ear,

  “Be this not a sin?”

  “Sins need be discovered

  or confessed, dear Margaret.”

  His voice sounds direct

  as does the arrow what kills the doe.

  I stare on him and begin at trembling.

  He softens to a smile and rubs

  his hand against my cheek.

  He holds my chin up to his eyes.

  “Do you not feel the nature between us?”

  I look down on my boots and nod.

  “Do you not care for me,

  Margaret Walcott?” he asks.

  I gaze quickly upward

  and nod my head right eager.

  “Then show me justly you do,” he says.

  WITH TEMPERATURE

  Margaret Walcott, 17

  ’Tis late in the night

  I wake in waters like a child.

  Ann snores breezy

  while I change my blankets.

  In the morn I lie

  still in my bedclothes.

  “I cannot go to meeting today,”

  I say.

  Aunt Ann touches my forehead.

  “You feel not hot,” she says.

  “I did vomit ’pon myself

  while I slept.”

  Aunt backs away from the bed.

  “Well, then you best remain here.”

  “Ann.” I grab my cousin’s arm

  after her mother leaves.

  “Do tell Isaac to come and visit me.”

  Ann nods and eyes me oddly.

  “Do this.” My voice be stern.

  She shakes loose of my grip. “Fine.”

  I wait all afternoon pacing

  the floor, peering out the window.

  I listen for the pat of his boots,

  but Isaac comes not.

  I nearly scream at her,

  “Did ye forget to tell Isaac

  I was not well?”

  Ann snipes back, “
Aye, I told him.”

  “And what did he say? Tell me all.”

  I soften my sound and pat the bed.

  I plead with Ann to sit down.

  Ann crosses her arms,

  but she lights on the edge of my bed.

  “Isaac did nod and then talked to Mercy.”

  First I got no voice to talk,

  then it comes out yelling at Ann,

  “About what!?”

  “I know not.” Ann stands and nearly

  takes leave of the room.

  I fall to my knees. “Please, I am sorry.

  Tell me what they did say?” I bite my lip.

  “They spoke of riding and what a fine day

  it be. I but stood there. It be rather dull.”

  The tears river down my neck.

  Ann says, “Margaret, you be flushed.

  Shall I call Mother?”

  “No,” I say. I turn my head away.

  “Leave me. Just leave me be alone.”

  SHADOWS IN THE SUN

  July 1692

  Hot, stuffed in skirts

  and screaming “Witch!”

  some of us girls point fingers

  from positions of sunlight,

  others of us hide

  under a parasol of leaves.

  Sirens all, we choir a cacophony

  of caws together.

  None in the Village dare step

  on the shadows we forge,

  lest their name

  be next proclaimed.

  For as evening approaches

  and heat subsides

  our elders shrivel and shrink,

  and we girls

  grow spine tall.

  THE POWER TO JAIL THE MAN WHO SOLD GUNS TO THE INDIANS AND THE FRENCH

  Mercy Lewis, 17

  I have seen him,

  not in countenance

  but in the blackest part

  of night, in the stolen

  part of my heart.

  He wears the skin of man,

  but his soul belongs to the Devil.

  I hear his name, Alden,

  as a curse.

  He stands in the Village courtroom,

  but I cannot tell where.

  I clasp Susannah’s hand,

  which sweats like a horse’s back.

  “Soon we will be in Salem’s Townhouse

  facing the new court. After testimony

  in the Village today we shall look

  in on that new room, you and I,” I say to her.

  She squints at me. “Will Miss Ann come too?”

  “No.” My words are short.

  “You and I.” I let go her hand

  and wipe my own upon my skirt.

  I motion over Constable Putnam,

  my voice raspy and pleading,

  warm, so it tingles against his cheek.

  “See you John Alden? Tell me,

  where does he stand?”

  Constable swallows, squeezes my hand

  as he aids me onto the bench

  and whispers, “He sits to the left

  of the door. His cloak is gray

  and he just now scratches his ear.”

  I cry out “Alden!”

  The magistrates position

  all of us girls in a circle

  outside the courtroom.

  The sun beats fierce

  as a firebrand upon our backs.

  Ten men are ferried out

  inside our ring

  and Magistrate Corwin asks,

  “Name ye John Alden.

  Point to us who he be.”

  I step forward.

  “There stands Alden.”

  The tall man shrivels.

  I net him like a prize fish.

  “He sells powder

  to the Indians and French

  and lies down with Indian squaws

  and has Indian papooses.”

  Alden draws his sword on me,

  and the officers wrangle it

  out of his grasp.

  He is bound

  hands and then feet,

  shoved into the cart

  with the other witches.

  He will be examined

  by the court now,

  and they’ll decide

  if they try him

  as the witch he be.

  I flash on my father’s face.

  If only Father could know

  that I have jailed the man

  who sold weapons to the Indians

  who slaughtered our family.

  OVERBEARING

  Ann Putnam Jr., 12

  Susannah knocks on the frame

  of my window. She tries to lift her leg

  over the sill and hurdle into my bedroom,

  but she can’t heave herself up onto the ledge.

  Margaret shakes her head.

  “Tell her go to the front door,” she says.

  I point Susannah to the front and open the door.

  “What a magnificent palace ye

  do abide within!” she gushes.

  Her voice echoes up the halls.

  “Shhhh! Mother sleeps. Best not to wake her,”

  I say, and pull Susannah into my bedroom.

  Margaret crosses her arms

  and scrunches her nose. “What be that smell?”

  We all look down.

  Susannah lifts her boot.

  Dog waste plastered upon it.

  Margaret covers her mouth and nose

  with her hand and demands,

  “What do you want, anyway?”

  “Miss Ann, I brought ye these.”

  Susannah shoves at me a basket of strawberries,

  plump enough to burst.

  Margaret scowls at Susannah.

  “Ye are far from home and no trial today?”

  I take the basket. “Thanks.

  But Margaret is right.

  Thou best return to thy master’s.”

  After Susannah leaves, Margaret cackles,

  “That girl is a fool. A smelly, dirty fool.”

  I offer Margaret a berry.

  “No. I’ll not eat anything she did pluck.

  It be unclean.”

  I sniff the berries.

  Perhaps they do smell a bit too ripe.

  I dump the lot out my window.

  Margaret smiles at me.

  “Good riddance.”

  CAN IT BE SEEN?

  Margaret Walcott, 17

  Look I different?

  I can’t wash my hands

  to be clean enough.

  To eat the bread they set

  on the table curls my stomach

  now that my body tells a lie.

  I sit straight back in my chair

  as a virgin, but fall ’pon the bed

  a girl unwed.

  How could he lie me down?

  Under my petticoats

  my skin bubbles

  as a hot broth.

  One of them we first accused,

  Goody Osborne, were known

  to be a witch

  for bearing child out of wedlock.

  I sinned sure as she.

  I dress careful in front of Ann.

  Would Isaac stand the stocks with me,

  should we be found out?

  Why visits he not?

  I want to go to him,

  but if I do then surely all will know

  exactly what sins of flesh we done.

  For once skin be fused,

  shows it not the print?

  I shake. They think ’tis the witches

  torment me.

  If I grow not the Devil’s child

  within me, Lord,

  I promise ne’er to move

  in the ways of the sheets again.

  NECK AND HEELS

  Ann Putnam Jr., 12

  With Mother away at her sister’s

  I unlatch the door

  and sneak Mercy inside.

  Wilson sli
des to her ankles,

  and she kisses him.

  I never wished to be a dog before.

  “Where be the little ones?”

  She peers around the foyer.

  Mercy sports a new frock

  of blue and gold

  that fits her like an apple

  wears its peel. Her hair

  pulls off her face

  as curtains draw back.

  “With the neighbors,” I stutter.

  Margaret emerges from the bedroom.

  “You look thin as a stick bug,”

  Mercy says to her.

  “She refuses supper,” I say.

  Margaret punches my arm.

  Mercy opens the cloth

  covering her basket.

  “Come eat muffins

  from the Constable’s wife,” she says,

  and kicks off her boots.

  Mercy lies down on the divan

  just as Mother does.

  “Pray, Margaret, fetch us some water,” Mercy says.

  Margaret shakes her snout at Mercy’s muffins.

  She plants herself on the ground.

  She stares at Mercy and says,

  “Pray, Ann, fetch us some water.”

  I move to find us cups and a pitcher.

  “Neck and heels,” Margaret says.

 

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