Kiss of Midnight mb-1

by Lara Adrian

  He was in his private quarters at the compound, in his own bed; that much he knew. He recalled dragging himself there with his last ounce of strength, after he had stayed with Conlan’s body topside for the full eight minutes required of him.

  He had stayed even longer than that, another searing few seconds, until the dawn’s rays had ignited the fallen warrior’s shroud and erupted in an awesome shower of light and flames. Only then did he move for the cover of the compound’s subterranean walls.

  The extra time exposed had been his personal apology to Conlan. The pain he endured now was to let him never forget what truly mattered: his duty to the Breed and to the Order of honorable males sworn likewise into that same service. There was no room for anything else.

  He’d let that oath slip last night, and now one of his best warriors was gone.

  Another blast of shrill ringing from somewhere in the room assailed him. Somewhere too near where he rested; the splitting grate of it jackhammered into his already caving skull.

  With a hissed curse that barely made it out of his parched throat, Lucan peeled his eyes open and glared into the dark of his private bedchamber. A small light blinked from within the pocket of his leather jacket as the cell phone rang again.

  Stumbling, his legs lacking their usual athletic control and coordination, he dropped out of his bed and made a graceless lunge for the offending device. It only took him three tries to finally find the small key that would silence the ringer. Furious for the taxing that the brief series of movements had on him, Lucan held the glowing display up to his swimming vision and forced himself to read the caller’s number.

  It was a Boston exchange… Gabrielle’s cell phone.

  Beautiful.

  Just what he fucking needed.

  He’d resolved on the climb with Conlan’s body up those several hundred stairs to the outside that whatever he was doing with Gabrielle Maxwell had to stop. He hadn’t been entirely sure what he was doing with her anyway, short of exploiting every available opportunity he could find to get her on her back beneath him.

  Yeah, he’d been brilliant at that tactic.

  It was the rest of his objectives he was beginning to suck at, so long as Gabrielle was in the picture.

  He had it all planned out in his head, the way he was going to deal with the situation. He would have Gideon go to her apartment that night, tell her in logical, understandable terms all about the Breed and about her destiny—her true belonging—within the vampire nation. Gideon had a lot of experience dealing with females, and he was a consummate diplomat. He would be gentle, and he sure as hell had a better way with words than Lucan himself. He could make sense of it all for her, including the very real need for her to seek sanctuary—and, eventually, a suitable mate—at one of the Darkhavens.

  As for Lucan, he was going to do what was required for his body to heal. A few more hours of recovery, a much-needed feeding tonight—once he was able to stand up long enough to hunt—and he would come back stronger, a better warrior.

  He was going to forget he’d ever met Gabrielle Maxwell. For his own sake, if not for the Breed as a whole.

  Except…

  Except, he had told her just last night that she could reach him on his cell phone whenever she needed him. He had promised he would always answer her call.

  And if she was trying to get a hold of him now because the Rogues or their walking-dead Minions had come sniffing around her again, he figured he damned well needed to know.

  Lying in a supine sprawl on the floor, he punched the Talk button.

  “Hello.”

  Jesus, he sounded like shit. Like his lungs were made of cinder and his breath was ash. He coughed and felt his head split with pain.

  Silence held for a second on the other end, then Gabrielle’s voice, hesitant, anxious. “Lucan? Is that you?”

  “Yeah.” He worked to force sound from his arid throat. “What is it? You okay?”

  “Yes, I’m fine. I hope it’s all right that I called. I just… Well, after the way you left last night, I’ve been a little worried. I suppose I just needed to know that nothing had happened to you.”

  He didn’t have the energy to speak, so he lay back, closed his eyes, and merely listened to the sound of her voice. The clear, rich tones washed over him like a balm. Her concern was an elixir, something he had never tasted before—hearing that someone was worried about him. The affection was unfamiliar, warm.

  It soothed him, despite his fierce need to deny it.

  “Time…” he croaked, then tried again. “What time is it?”

  “Not quite noon. I wanted to call you as soon as I got up this morning, but since you generally work the evening shift, I waited as long as I could. You sound tired. Did I wake you up?”

  “No.”

  He attempted to roll onto his side, feeling stronger just for the few minutes on the phone with her. Besides, he needed to get his ass out of its sling and back onto the street, starting tonight. Conlan’s murder had to be avenged, and he meant to be the one to dispense justice.

  The more brutal that justice, the better.

  “So,” she was saying now, “everything’s okay with you, then?”

  “Yeah. Fine.”

  “Good. I’m relieved to hear that, actually.” Her voice took on a lighter, teasing tone. “You ran out of my place so fast last night, I think you left skid marks on the floor.”

  “Something came up. I had to go.”

  “Hmm,” she said, after he let the silence stretch out, not volunteering to elaborate. “Top secret detective business?”

  “You could say that.”

  He struggled to put his feet beneath him, and winced, both at the pain lancing through his body and for the truth he couldn’t tell Gabrielle about what had really made him race out of her bed. The stark reality of the war that lay ahead of him and the rest of his kind would land on her plate soon enough. Tonight in fact, when Gideon paid her a visit.

  “Listen, I have yoga class tonight with a friend of mine, but it lets out around nine. If you’re not on duty, would you like to come over? I could cook you dinner. Think of it as a raincheck for the manicotti you missed earlier this week. Maybe we’ll actually eat the food this time.”

  His facial muscles burned with the involuntary pull of his mouth as Gabrielle’s flirty humor wrung a smile from him. The suggestion of the passion they’d shared together was wringing something else from him as well; and the flare of his arousal amid all of his other agony didn’t hurt half as bad as he wished it had.

  “I can’t see you, Gabrielle. I have… things I must do.”

  Chief among them, getting some blood into his depleted cells, and that meant keeping her as far away from him as possible. Bad enough she tempted him with the promise of her body; in his current state, he would be a danger to any human who was fool enough to get near him.

  “Don’t you know what they say about all work and no play?” she asked, a world of invitation in the purr of her voice. “I’m a bit of a night owl, so if you get off work and decide you want some company—”

  “I’m sorry. Maybe another time,” he said, knowing full well there would be no other time. He was standing on wobbly legs now and managing a halting, painful step toward the door. Gideon would be in the lab and that was all the way at the end of the corridor. Sheer hell to make that in his condition, but Lucan was more than willing to try. “I’m sending someone over to see you tonight. He’s a… an associate of mine.”

  “What for?”

  His breath rasped out of him in a labored wheeze, but he was walking. His hand swung out and caught the latch of the door. “Things are too dangerous topside right now,” he said in a strained rush of words. “After what happened to you downtown yesterday…”

  “God, can we forget that? I’m sure I was just overreacting.”

  “No,” he said, cutting her off. “I’ll feel better knowing you’re not alone… having someone look in on you.”

  “Lucan,
really. It’s not necessary. I’m a big girl. I’m fine.”

  He ignored her protests. “His name is Gideon. You’ll like him. The two of you can… talk. He will help you, Gabrielle. Better than I can.”

  “Help me—what do you mean? Has something happened with the case? And who is this Gideon guy? Is he a detective, too?”

  “He will explain it all to you.” Lucan stepped out into the corridor where dim lights illuminated polished tile floors and crisp chrome and glass fixtures. From behind the door of another private apartment, Dante’s metal music thumped heavily. Trace smells of oil and recently fired weaponry filtered out from the training facility down one of many hallways that spoked off the main corridor. Lucan weaved on his feet, unsteady amid the sudden barrage of sensory stimulation. “You’ll be safe, Gabrielle, I swear to you. I have to go now.”

  “Lucan, wait a second! Don’t hang up. What is it you’re not telling me?”

  “You’re going to be all right, I promise. Goodbye, Gabrielle.”

  CHAPTER Fourteen

  Gabrielle’s call to Lucan, and his strange behavior on the other end of the line, had troubled her all day. It still bothered her, as she and Megan came out of yoga class that evening.

  “He just sounded so weird on the phone. I can’t decide if he was in extreme physical pain, or if he was trying to find a way to tell me that he didn’t want to see me anymore.”

  Megan sighed, waving her hand in dismissal. “You’re probably reading too much into it. If you really want to know, why don’t you go down to the station and pop in on him?”

  “I don’t think so. I mean, what would I say?”

  “You say, ‘Hi, baby. You sounded so down this afternoon, I thought you could use a little pick-me-up, so here I am.’ Maybe bring him coffee and a doughnut for good measure.”

  “I don’t know…”

  “Gabby, you’ve said yourself the guy has been nothing but sweet and caring when he’s with you. From what you told me about your conversation with him today, he sounds very concerned about you. So much so, that he would send one of his buddies over to look in on you while he’s on duty and can’t be there himself.”

  “He did stress how dangerous it was topside—and what do you suppose topside means? That doesn’t sound like cop talk, does it? What is it, some kind of military terminology?” She shook her head. “I don’t know. There’s a lot about Lucan Thorne that I just don’t know.”

  “So ask him. Come on, Gabrielle. At least give the guy the benefit of the doubt.”

  Gabrielle considered her black yoga pants and zippered hoodie, then felt to see how wilted her ponytail had become during the forty-five minute session of stretches. “I should go home first, at least take a quick shower, change my clothes…”

  “Wow! I mean, really, wow.” Megan’s eyes went wide and bright with amusement. “You’re afraid to go down there, aren’t you? Oh, you want to, but you probably have a million excuses ready for why you can’t. Admit it, you really like this guy.”

  It wasn’t as if she could deny it, even if her sudden smile didn’t give her away. Gabrielle met her friend’s knowing look and shrugged her shoulders. “Yeah, I do. I like him. A lot.”

  “Then what are you waiting for? The station is three blocks away, and you look gorgeous as always. Besides, it’s not like he hasn’t seen you a little sweaty before. He might actually prefer this look on you.”

  Gabrielle laughed along with Megan, but inside, her stomach was twisting. She really did want to see Lucan—didn’t want to wait another minute, in fact—but what if he had been trying to let her down gently when they spoke that afternoon? How ridiculous would she look then, traipsing into the police station like she thought she was his girlfriend? She would feel like an idiot.

  No more so than if she got the news secondhand from his friend Gideon, sent to see her on some pity mission.

  “Okay. I’m going to do it.”

  “Good for you!” Megan slung the strap of her rolled yoga mat up on her shoulder, beaming. “I’m meeting Ray at my place after his shift, but call me first thing in the morning and tell me how it went, you hear me?”

  “All right. Tell Ray I said hi.”

  As Megan dashed off to make the 9:15 train, Gabrielle headed for the police station. Along the way, she remembered Megan’s advice and made a quick pit stop, picking up a sweet roll and a cup of coffee: full-strength black, since she had a hard time thinking Lucan would be the type to wuss his down with cream, sugar, or decaffeination.

  With these gifts in hand as she reached the door of the precinct house, Gabrielle took a courage-building breath, then stepped over the threshold and strode casually inside.

  The worst of his burns had begun to heal by nightfall. New skin grew firm and healthy beneath the feathery peels of the old as the outward damage sloughed away. His eyes, still hypersensitive to even artificial light, registered no pain in the cool darkness topside. Which was good, because he needed to be out here to quench the searing thirst of his recuperating body.

  Dante stared at him as the two of them emerged from out of the compound and prepared to part company for a night of recon and hell’s own retribution on the Rogues.

  “You don’t look so good, man. You say the word, I’m out there hunting for you, bring you back something young and strong. You sure as shit need it. And no one has to know you didn’t score the sustenance on your own.”

  Lucan swung a grim look at the male and bared his teeth in a sneer. “Fuck you.”

  Dante chuckled. “Had a feeling you’d say that. You want me to ride shotgun for you, at least?”

  The slow shake of his head sent a knife of pain lancing through his head. “I’m good. Be better, once I feed.”

  “No doubt.” The vampire was silent for a long moment, just looking at him. “You know, that was pretty friggin’ impressive, what you did for Conlan today. He wouldn’t have seen that coming in a hundred years, but damn, I wish he knew you were the one walking those final steps with him. Way to honor him, man. Truly.”

  Lucan absorbed the praise without letting it warm him. He’d had his reasons for performing the funeral rite, and winning the admiration of the other warriors wasn’t one of them. “Give me an hour to hunt, then contact me back here with your location so we can deal some death to our enemies tonight. In Conlan’s memory.”

  Dante nodded, and rapped his knuckles against Lucan’s fist. “You got it.”

  Lucan hung back as Dante retreated into the dark, his long-legged stride cocky in anticipation of the battles that awaited him on the streets. He drew his twin weapons from their sheaths and raised the curved malebranche blades high over his head. The gleam from those claws of polished steel and Rogue-slaying titanium sparked in the thin glow of moonlight overhead. With a low whoop of a battle cry, the vampire vanished into the shadows of the night.

  Lucan followed not long after, taking a similar path into the lightless arteries of the city. His stealthy gait held less bravado than purpose, less eager arrogance than stone-cold need. His hunger was worse than it ever had been, and the roar he sent up into the canopy of stars above was filled with feral rage.

  “Can you spell that last name again, please?”

  “T-H-O-R-N-E,” Gabrielle told the station receptionist, who had already come up empty on her first search of the directory. “Detective Lucan Thorne. I don’t know what department he works in. He came to my house after I was in here reporting an attack I witnessed last weekend—a murder.”

  “Oh, so you want homicide, then?” The young woman’s long manicured fingernails clacked over the keyboard in rapid strokes. “Hmm… nope, sorry. He’s not listed in that department, either.”

  “That can’t be right. Could you check again for me? Doesn’t that system let you search on just the name?”

  “It does, but I have no listing anywhere for a Detective Lucan Thorne. You sure he works out of this precinct?”

  “I’m certain of it, yes. Your computer system must be
out of date or—”

  “Oh, hold on! There’s someone who can help you out,” the receptionist interjected, gesturing toward the entrance doors of the station. “Officer Carrigan! You got a second?”

  Officer Carrigan, Gabrielle registered miserably. The aging cop who had given her such a hard time last weekend, all but calling her a liar and a cokehead as he refused to believe her statement about the nightclub slaying. At least now, with Lucan having processed her cell phone pictures with the police lab, she could take comfort in knowing that, regardless of this man’s input, the case was moving forward in some fashion.

  Gabrielle had to fight to contain her groan as she turned her head and saw the rotund officer taking his sweet time to strut over. When he saw her standing there, the expression of arrogance that seemed so natural on his fleshy face took on a decidedly contemptuous edge.

  “Ah, Jay-zuss. You again? Just what I don’t need, my last day on the job. I’m retiring in four more hours, darlin’. You’ll have to tell it to someone else this time.”

  Gabrielle frowned. “Excuse me?”

  “This young lady is looking for one of our detectives,” said the receptionist, sharing a sympathetic look with Gabrielle at the officer’s dismissive demeanor. “I can’t find him in the system, but she thinks he might be one of yours. Do you know Detective Thorne?”

  “Never heard of him.” Officer Carrigan started to walk away.

  “Lucan Thorne,” Gabrielle said with force, setting Lucan’s coffee and bagged danish down on the reception counter. She took an automatic step after the cop, nearly reaching for his arm when it seemed he was simply going to leave her standing there. “Detective Lucan Thorne—you must be familiar with him. You folks sent him to my apartment earlier this week to get some additional information on my statement. He brought my cell phone photos into the lab for analysis—”

  Carrigan was chuckling now, having paused to look at her as she blurted out the details of Lucan’s arrival at her home. She didn’t have the patience to deal with the officer’s belligerence. Not when her nape was crawling with the feeling that things were about to get weird.