“I’m sorry.”
“She wouldn’t let me. She thought my belief in the chair was crazy.” Nicole massaged the top of her hand with the other. “She didn’t want me talking to her children about it and made me swear I would never contact them.”
“Did you keep your promise?”
She turned and offered Corin a sad smile. “No, I did not.”
“Do you regret breaking that promise?”
“No.”
“Why—?”
“Have you decided if you’ll follow the One who made the chair?”
“No, I haven’t.”
“When you’ve made your decision, I think it will be time to tell you why I gave the chair to you.” Nicole stood and held her hands out to Corin and he took them. “This was a delight, but I must go. Those clouds look like rain and I want to get home before the skies open up.” She squeezed his hands twice, then turned to go. “Don’t worry,” she called out over her shoulder as she clipped away, “we’ll chat again soon.”
“When?”
“Sooner or later.”
Corin puffed out a long sigh and decided to head for the cemetery. He needed to talk to his parents.
CHAPTER 40
Corin drove away from his meeting with Nicole hoping the rain would hold off till he reached the cemetery and was finished with his time there. It didn’t. A light mist filtered down out of the darkening sky and blanketed his windshield as he pulled into the parking lot.
It was empty except for his car. It didn’t surprise him. Who else came to graveyards in the evening unless it was October 31 or prank night for high school kids looking for a rush? Corin did it to be alone.
After he slid out of his car and locked the doors, he shuffled down the familiar path that would take him to his parents’ matching headstones. Two minutes later he slipped to his knees in front of their graves, the dampness of the lawn seeping through his jeans, chilling his knees. He didn’t care. The loamy smell of the soil filled his head and he breathed it in deeply.
“Watching us grow up, did you ever think Shasta and I would arrive at this spot? Two kids who did everything together, who made you wear grooves in the road taking us to the emergency room after one of our adventures.”
Like the time they were six and four and jumped off the roof and discovered that Superman and Batman capes didn’t automatically make them fly.
“All you wanted for us was to be friends—and you got your dream. And left us thinking we’d be best friends forever. But if you’ve watched lately, the dream crashed and burned.” He glanced from his mom’s headstone to his dad’s. “And now it looks like the final chance for restoration has vanished. Just thought you should know.”
He jammed his hands into his coat pocket. “What did you think of my final try? Did you think Shasta could sit in my magical chair and it would heal him and we’d be jumping dirt bikes over canyons again? Did we ever tell you about the time Shasta came six inches from landing his bike three hundred feet down in the Metus River and almost beat you to this cemetery?”
The lamppost to his right flickered and then went out as if on cue, smothering him in the darkening twilight. “I’m sorry, Mom. I’m sorry, Dad. So sorry.”
Corin closed his eyes and instantly images flooded his mind. First the accident, the numbness in Shasta’s eyes as he lay on the slope waiting for the ski patrol, soft flakes of snow landing on his face and Corin realizing in a flash why his brother didn’t brush them off.
An instant later that scene was replaced by the rippling surface of Lake Vereor. He wasn’t sleeping, but the pictures in his head were just as vivid as if he were buried deep in the dream. A shake of his head did nothing to rid him of the terror. He tried to stand but instead tumbled onto his side and his eyes closed and he entered the world between dreaming and waking.
This time no light filtered through the surface of the water five feet over his head. There was only darkness as his dad yanked on his life jacket.
Water flowed around his body, pressing in on him as if he was hundreds of feet down, pressing into his eardrums like ice picks.
His dad dove a second time. A third. A fourth.
But it no longer mattered. All the air had been purged from his lungs and now they were full of water.
There was no panic this time, no determination to reach the surface, no life in his fingers to scrawl his desire to live into his dad’s forearms. Only acceptance that all hope was gone.
And the fear. Deeper this time than it had ever been.
Corin shrank inside himself till he was smaller than an atom, but still the fear came and found him, mocked him, and a moment later devoured him.
He woke to the kiss of soft rain on his face, the lamp to his left flickering off and on, and the smell of damp soil.
The vision or dream—he couldn’t tell which it had been—faded quickly but left him with a thought that lingered like a chilling fog.
Death would win, had won, had always held him in the palm of its hand, and would never let him slip through its fingers.
CHAPTER 41
When Corin arrived at his store on Wednesday morning, A. C. stood leaning against the front door with two oversized chocolate muffins and two large cups of what he assumed was industrial-strength coffee and a big grin on his face; an I-want-something grin.
“What are you doing here?”
“I thought I’d bribe you into letting me take another ride in your chair.”
Corin laughed. “What now? Broken toenail?” He opened the door and held it for A. C.
“Nah, I just want to sit in it. Find that peace again.” A. C. lumbered in and set the muffins and coffee on Corin’s sales counter.
“You’re going all spiritual on me?”
“Haven’t you thought about it? About God since all this started happening?”
He had. More than once. More than twice. The idea had been pinging around his brain long before Nicole had brought it up the day before. “Yeah.” Corin flicked on the store lights. “I have.” He turned but A. C. must have already ambled back to the vault.
Corin was halfway back when A. C. pounded toward him, face white, eyes intense.
“You all right?”
“It’s gone!”
“What’s gone?”
“What do you mean what, the chair!” A. C. paced the lamp aisle like he was getting ready to punch something. “Did you hide it?”
“No.”
“Don’t rock me, are you serious?”
Corin pushed past him and walked to the vault.
It was empty. Corin’s face flushed.
“That chair healed me.” A. C. slammed his palm on the vault door. “It could have helped a lot of people. It could have helped your brother.”
“It’s okay, A. C.”
The big man turned to Corin. “What’s wrong with you?”
“What?”
“You don’t seem that upset.”
“It’s okay; I’m not thrilled about this, but it’s okay.”
“The chair is gone, Corin. It’s not okay. We lost it!”
“No, we didn’t.” Corin offered his friend a slight smile.
“You’re kidding me.”
“Nope.”
“You built a duplicate.”
Corin nodded. “Just in case.” He waved his hands. “Reconstructing the chair was intense. The thing mesmerized me. So simple, so complex. It took me seven tries before I got it right, and even then I wasn’t even close.”
“But close enough. You fooled them.”
“Apparently.”
“You are brilliant, Roscoe.” A. C. smiled, but a moment later his mood darkened. “But we still have the issue of someone breaking into your store and stealing what they think is the c
hair.”
“Exactly. We’re not talking vandalism anymore; we’re talking a full-out crime. No signs of forced entry, which means they’re pros. Probably thought they’d have a few days before I found the ‘chair’ was missing. And yes, I fooled them for a while. But once they figure out it isn’t the real chair, they’ll come after it again.”
Corin paced in front of vault. “I built the duplicate just in case something like this happened, but I wanted to believe it wouldn’t.” He crossed his hands on top of his head. “Wrong.”
“Who? Who took it?”
“Jefferies. I suppose it could have been someone else I haven’t bumped into, but that’s where I’d place my bet.”
“So where is the real one?”
“Safe.”
A. C. laughed. “Where is it?”
“Safe.”
“You’re not going to tell me.” His friend cocked his head. “Thanks for the trust.”
“I trust you. I don’t trust them. If you don’t know, you don’t have to lie. Something you’re not good at.”
“Where do you go from here?”
“Get in touch with my new pals down at the police department, explain what happened, watch them serve me up with platitudes, and walk off with nothing but a ‘we’ll try to locate your old piece of wood and track down the people who took it.’”
“Don’t you think you’re in a little over your head?”
Corin glared at him.
“Sorry, wrong metaphor.”
“No worries.”
“I’m just saying this is beyond you at this point. You need to get someone else involved. To protect you.”
“Who?”
A. C. threw his arms wide. “Me.”
Corin shut the vault and spun the combination. “I don’t need protection. I have a feeling this thing is going to be over soon, one way or another.”
“What does that mean?”
“I wish I knew.”
As Corin drove home that night, he tried Tesser but there was no answer. Next he tried Nicole. Something she’d said made him realize who she was. And who he was to her. Waiting till she could confirm what he suspected wouldn’t be easy.
CHAPTER 42
I’ve been praying for you, Corin.”
“It’s making things worse.” He yawned and stretched his legs.
“Tell me about that.”
Nicole and he sat at the lake, both covered in heavy coats against the cold of an early November night.
Corin gazed at the lake and told Nicole about the replica of the chair being stolen and the dream and what had happened at the cemetery.
“It seems Someone is trying to get your attention.”
“God.”
“Only you can answer that.” She rubbed her shoulders and pulled her wool hat farther down her head. “And how are you feeling about Shasta?”
“I’m burying the hope our relationship will ever be restored.”
“Oh, don’t do that.”
“Why not?”
“Because you don’t want to. As painful as it is, the deepest part of you wants to hang on to that hope. To deny that hope is to deny one of the most significant parts of yourself.”
She was right of course. He would never be able to snuff out the pilot light that burned for Shasta. But after his talk with his brother the other day, any hope of the fire blazing again had vanished.
“I will hold on, always. He’s my only family.” Corin glanced at Nicole. “At least I thought he was my only family.”
An enigmatic smiled played at the corners of her mouth. “Why do you say that?”
“What is your last name?”
“I think you’ve already guessed, have you not?”
“The same as my mom’s maiden name.”
“Of course.” Nicole smiled. “How long have you suspected?”
“In my subconscious, probably from the day we met.”
“Good, I’d be disappointed if you didn’t feel a strong connection. I certainly feel it with you.” Nicole patted Corin’s hand. “How did you figure it out?”
“The final puzzle piece snapped into place yesterday when you told me you hadn’t kept your promise to your daughter.”
“To not talk to her children about the chair.”
Corin nodded. “Plus all the other pieces fit. The legend says the keeper has always passed it down to a daughter. That isn’t an option for you since you don’t have a daughter, so the next option is a granddaughter who will agree to the vows. But you don’t have one of those either.
“The final option is to give it to a next of kin who will agree to the vows and who is a follower of God. I didn’t agree and I’m not a follower of God, yet you gave it to me anyway.”
Nicole smiled and patted his knee. “It is sometimes necessary to follow the spirit of the law rather than the letter. I knew you wouldn’t believe me if I’d just showed up one day and tried to make you understand who I was.”
“And my mom?”
“Like we talked about already, your mom never wanted to believe the chair was real and didn’t want to be a part of it, didn’t want you or Shasta to be a part of it. Which meant she didn’t want you to be a part of me.”
Corin sighed. He’d been cheated out of so much. It wasn’t right. It wasn’t his mom’s choice to make, but she’d made it for him anyway.
“The only time she spoke of you was about how you were gone a lot.”
“Yes, my duties surrounding the chair kept me busy. There was too much travel. It’s what drove your grandfather away too.” Nicole smiled a sad little smile. “And I’m not sure what I accomplished. Your mom turned away from Christianity primarily due to my being gone so much, and you weren’t raised in the faith.”
“Why did you devote your life to it?”
“I didn’t feel I had a choice.”
“Did you?”
“Yes.” Nicole rubbed her forearms and stared at the water. “In my defense I can’t remember if I knew I had a choice at the time my mother passed the chair to me.”
“And do I have a choice?”
Nicole laughed and tilted her head. “Of course.”
Corin shifted on the bench. “What about Tori?”
“What about her?”
“She’s not a fan of the chair. She’s been so burned by religion.”
“Maybe she needs to sit in it.”
“I think that would take a miracle.”
Nicole looked at him with eyes wide open and eyebrows stretched to their limits.
Corin laughed. “I get it. Yes, I’ve seen a few lately. I suppose God could pull off one more.”
“Indeed He could.” Nicole stood. “I need to go. There’s someone I have to see. He needs to hear the truth. He needs to see the light.”
NICOLE DROVE TOWARD the Garden of the Gods praying for the right words. Words that would penetrate past the polished veneer, into the heart of Mark Jefferies.
As the mile markers flashed by, she let the sorrow of the time she’d missed with Corin and Shasta seep out of her heart into her soul. So much that was gone forever. Time with her daughter she’d never been allowed.
Nicole’s thoughts turned to the last time she’d seen Rachel. It was the last day she’d seen Corin and Shasta as well. She sat with Rachel at her breakfast table, having the same argument they’d had for the past three years.
“They need their grandma.”
“No, they don’t, Mother. I don’t need your strange ideas and obsessions filling their heads.”
“I need them.”
“You should have thought of that ages ago when that chair became the most important thing in your life.”
Rachel was right. The chair had consume
d her. She’d lost her daughter because of it, and now she was in danger of losing her grandsons as well. “I’m sorry, Rachel, you’re right, I—”
“Fine. Nice. Good.” She brushed her dark blond hair back from her forehead. “Apology accepted. But it doesn’t change anything.”
“I’ve changed. I know—”
“Too late, Mother.” She glanced over Nicole’s shoulder.
Nicole turned toward the sound of shuffling feet to her right.
“You’re our grandma?”
Corin and Shasta stood staring up at her, eyes full of questions and a tinge of fear. Three and five. Full of innocent wonder.
“Yes.”
“How comes we don’t see you ever?” Corin said.
“I hope to see more of you in the future.”
“When?” Shasta said.
“I’m hoping this summer we can—”
“That’s enough, Mother.” Rachel turned and shooed the boys away. “Mommy needs to finish a conversation, so go find something to do.”
“Can we slide?” Corin said.
Rachel rolled her eyes. “Yes, fine. Just give us a few minutes here.”
Corin and Shasta scrambled to the top of the stairs and moments later sat on a lumpy mattress at the top, goofy grins plastered on their faces. In unison they cried, “One! Two! Three! Launch!”
They lurched forward and the mattress spilled over the edge of the top stair. Corin and Shasta rode the mattress like an out-of-control toboggan, their eyes flashing joy only possible in the very young. They reached the bottom, skidded over the floor, and slammed into the wall across from the stairs.
“Again! Again!” Corin said.
If she were twenty years younger, Nicole would have joined them.
“I don’t like them doing it, but it’s the only way I can get them out of my hair for a few minutes,” Rachel said.
Her grandsons climbed back to the top of the stairs, lugging the mattress behind them.
“They’re so young. If you rid your life of me now, they might not remember me.”
“I don’t want them to remember you.”
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