“Wow. Is dinner over?” I said jokingly.
“No, but I’m not letting you off this rooftop without indulging in another night of your wonderful company.” He stood and walked around the table. He put his hand out and I laid my hand in his gently. I stood up and his magnetic force drew me in. I looked up to meet his heavy gaze and suddenly felt nervous. “So what’s it to be? All night on this roof or a date tomorrow?”
Before I could speak, his lips were on mine. One hand was on my back, pulling me closer to him and the other tugging slightly at my hair so he had better access to my mouth. I ran my hands down his arms and then around his waist. I pulled him closer needing to have his warmth all over me. He moaned in my mouth and I knew we were both coming undone. My sex was throbbing and my panties were saturated with desire. I was powerless as he slid his hand under my dress and over my panties.
“You’re wet, baby,” he said, and the flush of embarrassment made me cast my eyes away. “Don’t look away from me, Kasey. I always want to see your beautiful eyes.”
He pulled my chin back, to meet his eyes and all was lost. I wanted this man to take me, fuck me, lick me, and suck me…whatever he wanted, I’d gladly give. The need was like nothing I had ever felt. I reached up to touch his face as he pushed my panties aside and slid his warm fingers into my wet core. I moaned as his mouth covered mine and I was helpless to keep my hips from moving with the rhythm of his fingers as they slid smoothly in and out of me. His other finger now moving slowly around my swollen bud. “Oh Joshua,” I said, panting and moaning with every stroke. “That feels so good.”
“Let go, baby. I’ve got you.” He said driving his fingers deeper into me.
“I’m scared.” I said looking into his eyes. I was losing myself with every thrust of his hand. The gravitational pull of him, took me further and further away from what I knew was right. I had only met this man a day ago and here I was on the rooftop of my building with his fingers buried deep inside me. My mind said no, but my body wasn’t responding to reason. I didn’t know whether it was a fight or flight moment, or a surrender and stay moment. I stared into his blue eyes hoping to find the answers and I did. With one more stroke and thrust of his fingers, I was gone. I latched my arms around his shoulders and neck, as I trembled into his hand. My orgasm exploded from every part of my tightly coiled body. It ripped through me with a force l had never felt before. No one had ever come close to making me feel like I did in that one second. I was in trouble. Deep, deep trouble.
Chapter 10
Joshua
She was giving me more than I expected, but all that I had wanted. She was beautiful and smart, witty and sexy as hell. I wanted to charm her. I wanted to please her, but mostly I just wanted her…all of her. Here on the roof, with the stars shining bright, the sounds of the city below us and me buried hand deep in the soft supple folds of her sex. I felt my body burning from the inside out. I needed to fuck her or run and masturbate. My balls were tight and achy, my cock hard as steel and fighting to break free from my jeans. I looked into her beautiful blue eyes and we both stood silent as she came in my hand. I licked her bottom lip and pried at the opening of her soft mouth with my tongue. She obliged and we kissed achingly with unbelievable desire.
“There’s so much I want to tell you.” I said.
I didn’t want to release her from my embrace the wetness of her on my fingers. I removed my hand and instantly missed the warmth of her. I wanted to bend her over the table and drive myself deep into her, but she still didn’t know who I really was and I was now truly nervous. I was so into her, I was melting. I was so fucking screwed!
“Me too.” She replied. “Joshua, I’m…”
I stopped her mid-sentence, “Please call me Josh. I mean hell, you can call me whatever you want, but my family calls me Josh and I’d like for you to call me Josh as well.”
“Okay, since we’re talking names, my family and close friends call me K.K. I think we’ve moved past formalities, haven’t we?” She laughed sweetly.
“I guess we have,” I said. “Come with me.” I grabbed her hand as she straightened her dress. I grabbed the last of the wine from the table and started walking towards her penthouse, with her in tow.
She pulled on my hand, making me stop. “Josh,” she said nervously. “I’m not this girl.”
I turned and looked at her. She was confident and assured, but at that moment, I could see she was also small and vulnerable. I liked every side of her, but the fact that she was in unchartered waters with me, let me know this wasn’t an everyday occurrence, which made me want her more. My cock was tight from merely touching her and the way she looked at me made me want to pounce. It was all I could do to maintain my composure.
She didn’t have to tell me that she was innocent, or experienced. I didn’t give a shit about anyone before me. God willing, nothing would ever replace this. Here we were forging ahead, her giving me everything and me the one with all the secrets. I needed to come clean and quick or risk the ultimate price—losing K.K. before I actually had her. Losing her wasn’t an option.
I put my hands on both sides of her face and looked into her eyes. “You don’t have to say anything. I already know you’re not that girl.”
“Then what am I doing? What are we doing? I feel like I could lose myself here and I’m just not used to feeling so...reckless.”
“Trust me,” I looked deep into her eyes, trying to quell her fears.
“Trust you? I don’t really know you?”
“You will, sweet girl, just give me a chance.” I kissed her forehead and pulled on her hand, gently easing her towards the door.
We entered her unit and as my feet hit the polished marble floor, I took in the full wall of windows looking out into the amazing city below.
“Wow. I took you to the roof and I could have merely setup a fabulous dinner right here. This is awesome, K.K.” I said.
“Thanks. I love it,” she said, pulling me around to meet her eyes. “So tell me more about Josh. I feel like you know so much about me, or at least what Google would reveal and what I’ve shared, but I don’t know that much about you.” She smiled at me and put her hand against my chest. “I know you’re beautiful and have magic hands.”
“Cute.” I laughed and pulled her into me.
“Well, I work for my Dad, much like you. I have a younger brother named Jacob and I live in California.” I said quickly. I looked at her and saw her expression change. It was the first blow of the night, as her body became rigid in my arms.
“California? You don’t live in New York? You don’t live in this building?” she asked.
“No,” I replied, then hesitated. “K.K., my last name is Crawford.”
She pulled away from me and took a step back.
“What?” The shock hit her hard. “What’s your last name?”
“Crawford,” I replied.
“Crawford as is in…?” She said leading me to finish the sentence.
“Crawford as in Crawford Enterprises,” I completed, never taking my eyes from hers and starting to advance her to close the distance that she had put between us. I was now the one nervous and trying to smooth over the colossal fuck up.
“Joshua Crawford. You’re telling me that you are Joshua Crawford? My soon to be business partner? The partner of my father and your Dad in one of the biggest mergers ever?” She looked at me dumbfounded like I had just thrown cold water over her head. I wasn’t surprised by her reaction, but I didn’t anticipate her anger. I knew I’d let things go too far too fast, but I was powerless to stop it, nor did I want to.
“Honestly, K.K., when you and I met in the gym I had no idea who you were. You never shared your last name in the elevator, nor did I. Then when I found out your last name outside the limo, I never put it together. My friend Brian owns an apartment in this building and I asked to stay here when I knew that I was coming to New York. I’ve stayed here several times and it was only by chance that we never crossed paths befo
re.” I moved a step forward and she took a step back. “Please understand, I’d never hurt you.” I needed her to know everything was okay, but I didn’t know what else to say. How could I hold on to the last few hours when they were slipping away before my eyes? Think
She didn’t respond to me, but turned and took a step towards the full wall of windows that looked out into the glittering New York skyline. I came up behind her and wanted desperately to touch her. I could feel the heat of her body in front of me, but stood frozen not knowing what to do or say next.
“K.K., please don’t shut me out. We can make this work.” I moved my forehead to the back of her head and closed my eyes. The smell of her shampoo and perfume were taking over my senses. I wanted her so badly, my desire immense.
“How, Josh? How can we make this work? It’s impossibly wrong.”
“How could anything that feels this right be impossibly wrong?” I replied. “Please look at me. Don’t I deserve that?”
She turned to me with her back now against the glass windows. “What about what I deserve?”
I was scared, but needed to close the space between us. I moved impossibly close, so were now forehead to forehead and she was forced to meet my eyes. “Please give me a chance to make this right. I honestly found out who you were from my Dad, all right? I really hadn’t put it all together until Google and the conversation with him. I told him how I felt about you and that I had a date with you.”
“You did?” she replied. “And how did he feel about that?”
“He told me to come clean and tell you who I was, and I did that. Albeit, maybe I should have opened with that information, but really is it that big of a deal?” I asked, but already knew the answer…yes.
“You are kidding me, right?” She answered. “We are days away from closing this deal. I left California, your father and brother, I might add, who sent me flowers and ‘misses my smile,’ to come clear across the country for a man I can’t get off my mind and makes me physically crazy, but it’s really not a big deal.”
She was angry and confused and I couldn’t blame her, but I didn’t make a move to separate our closeness.
“I feel like such an idiot,” she said, moving around me and towards the door. I stood looking into the city lights wondering what I should do to fix this goddamned mess. How could I walk away? What could I say? I turned to move towards the elevator and toward the beautiful brunette that had claimed my every waking thought.
She stood against the wall by her door and stared at the ground. I walked across the room, straight to her. I had no intention of letting her go. I pulled her chin up from staring at the floor and brought her eyes to mine. “I’m not sorry,” I said.
“What?” She appeared shocked.
“I don’t care that we are days away from a merger. It will happen regardless of what decision is made here tonight. I don’t care how other people will perceive you and me dating and I really don’t care that my brother sent you flowers.” I said, with a smirk. I did care, but I’ll be damned if I’d show it.
“You should care. There’s a lot at stake here.” She crossed her arms over her chest like a defiant child. I wanted to laugh, but thought better of it. She was worked up and I was the direct cause of her anger.
“Don’t think I don’t. A lot of time and energy has gone into this merger, and it’s a good fit for your corporation and mine. Time and energy of both parties I might add,” I replied.
“Of course, Josh. I never meant to imply any different. I’m sorry if it came across that way,” she said, softening. “Please don’t make this any harder on me than it has to be. I am super attracted to you. I wouldn’t be here right now if I wasn’t, and I agree, this is something else. I’m not sure what, but something different. I feel it too, but I just can’t do this.”
“What can’t you do?” I asked, moving closer. “Don’t make me beg, K.K. Please just let this be whatever it is. Hell, maybe it’s a night, maybe it’s complicated. I don’t know, but I’m willing to try. I’ve never felt like this about anyone,” I said. It felt oddly like pleading, and even if it was, I didn’t care. I wasn’t leaving without a fight.
She stood quietly contemplating all that I had said and I knew now that she was a brooder. She was so deep in thought that I swear I could see the cogs and gears spinning in her head. She was weighing everything. It would make for a great partnership in business, but right now I needed her to quit thinking so much and just let me in. I caressed her face and brought her back in the moment. “What are you thinking about?” I asked.
“You,” she replied.
“What about me?”
“You’re painfully gorgeous, charming, interesting, and quite persuasive. You’re also painfully aggressive and stubborn,” she continued. “I don’t know what to do with you. I want to throw you out, but that’s not working out so well.”
“You think I’m gorgeous?” I grinned and put my other hand on her cheek.
“Painfully,” she said, smiling back. “Don’t forget aggressive and stubborn.”
I stopped her babbling with my mouth claiming hers. She was reluctant to follow my lead, but then put the weight of her heart behind her soft lips and smooth, warm tongue to let me in. It was a dance of desire and understanding that I was so grateful to receive. I released her swollen lips and kissed the tip of her nose.
“You’re impossible, this is impossible,” she said.
“Nothing is impossible, beautiful.”
She brought her hands to my cheeks and brought her face within an inch of mine. She started to speak, but the closeness of her had me crazy with lust. Before she could say another, word I plunged my lips back to hers. I was lost in her scent, the feel of her soft skin, the way she touched me, and the way she moaned into my mouth when I kissed her. The way she held onto me like she was afraid to let go.
I moved my hands around her small waist and hoisted her up so her legs were wrapped tightly around me. I could feel the heel of her shoes on my back and the tension of her legs when she locked her feet together. My imagination was running wild and my cock was so hard I had to shift my feet to adjust it.
“You’re so fucking hot,” I gasped. My breath was dense and my body was on fire.
She looked up into my eyes pleadingly. I turned and walked with her wrapped around me up the stairs. I didn’t know where her bedroom was and was perfectly fine with driving into her, right there against the wall. No more contemplation, no more space. Just us together. Giving everything.
She tilted her head back and the arch of her neck in front of me was more than I could handle. At the top of the stairs, I moved her back against the wall and licked my way up her neck. I kissed her neck softly, begging to have her mouth. She swept over my lips with her tongue then devoured my mouth with hers. Her dress was already lifted around her waist and she moved her hips up and slightly back to give me access to touch her. I already knew the sweet feel of her pussy and slick wet center. I moved my hand over her and she moaned into my mouth. “Please.”
“Tell me what you want, baby.” I whispered into her neck.
“I want you,” she whispered. “All of you.” Her eyes were glazed with need and her panties saturated with desire.
I moved her through the bedroom door and her legs fell from around my waist. Her eyes never left mine, as she moved her hands to my shirt, untucking it from my pants and running her warm fingers down up chest to remove it. The feel her fingers against my hot body, sending chills down my spine. I threw my shirt on the floor and moved my hands up her thighs to the hem of her dress. She shimmied it over her head and tossed it on the bed.
“Did I mention how hot you looked in that dress?”
“Yes, I do believe you mentioned it.” She pulled her bottom lip into her teeth. It was innocent and cute.
I kissed her collarbone and neck as she unfastened my belt. I drew my eyes down her body. Her bra and panties matched and were scant stings at her waist with her nipples almost falling out
of her bra. It was sheer black lace and revealed almost everything, but hid enough to leave you curious. She still had on her heels and which made her lean legs look amazingly muscular and toned. Her body was amazing. Soft and supple in all the right places. Not super thin, but athletic and trim. Her skin was soft and her shoulders were peppered with freckles.
She stepped out of her shoes and moved down to her knees. My cock became impossibly rigid as she grabbed the zipper of my pants and slid it down, never taking her eyes from mine. I touched her cheek and bent down to kiss her as she slid my jeans down and I kicked them off. She ran her delicate hand across the bulge of my underwear and I thought I was going to come on the spot. The heat of her hand warmed the cotton that separated our skin. I knew I had to get inside her soon, or I was going to be finished before we started. I pulled her up to her feet as she slid her hand in my underwear and grabbed my length.
“You are so hard and big,” she said, as she stroked my cock.
“You are full of compliments tonight,” I laughed. “Painfully gorgeous and now your admiration for my penis. How about I show you what I can do with it.”
We both laughed and I playfully pushed her back onto the bed. I pulled my underwear down releasing my hard length, and moved to pull her panties off. Having touched her already but not seeing her made me crazy. I wanted to know what was soon to be mine. She lifted her hips to help me and laid her bottom gently down as I removed them from her ankles. I touched her knees and spread her legs apart. The sight and scent of her made my mouth water. “Oh baby, you’re pretty.”
“You’re embarrassing me,” she said, blushing.
“Why?”
“I don’t know. I’ve just never had someone take such interest in every inch and detail of me. It’s scary to be so open with someone.”
“I just want to see what’s mine,” I perused her body inch by gracious inch.
“And what’s mine?” she countered.
“Everything you see before you,” I answered.
“Really?”
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