by Cat Mason
HOMEWRECKER
Katheryn Kiden & Cat Mason
Fidem Publishing Copyright © 2014 Katheryn Williams and Amy Cox as Katheryn Kiden and Cat Mason
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Cover Image and Design By: Katheryn Kiden of Fidem Publishing
Cover Model: Harper Sloan
Photography by: Lauren Perry of Perrywinkle Photography
Editing and formatting by: Wendi Temporado of Ready, Set, Edit
Dedication
For every person that has ever been torn when it comes to matters of the heart and happiness.
If it comes down to what you think the world will accept,
and what makes you feel complete…
Remember that you’re the one that has to live with your choices, no one else.
Love is a feeling, an indescribable emotion, not just a four letter word. It’s an organic thing that grows and changes to be whatever it needs to be for the person to feel whole. Never put it in a box with some one dimensional definition.
Choose you.
Always. Choose. You.
And Harper Sloan
For being the face of Kennedy when no one else even came close to what we pictured.
You brought the image in our heads to life and we could never thank you enough for that.
And for being completely fucking amazing.
Never change.
PLAYLIST
Hail to the King- Avenged Sevenfold
I’m Not the Only One- Sam Smith
Break Stuff- Limp Bizkit
Dilemma- Nelly
Two Sides of Me- Hinder
Amen- Halestorm
Liar- Egypt Central
Lost in Paradise- Evanescence
Lie Baby Lie- Brantley Gilbert
Remind Me- Brad Paisley & Carrie Underwood
Leader of the Broken Hearts- Papa Roach
Without You- Three Days Grace
Every Day is Exactly the Same- Nine Inch Nails
Stuck on a Feeling- Prince Royce & Snoop Dogg
I Just Can’t Live a Lie- Carrie Underwood
Addicted- Saving Abel
Familiar Taste of Poison- Halestorm
Nothing Left to Lose- Hinder
Addicted- Kelly Clarkson
That’s My Kind of Night- Luke Bryan
Dirty Little Secret- All American Rejects
Say Something- A Great Big World ft. Christina Aguilera
“Chips and beer…” I mutter, writing on the notepad as I make my grocery list. “Steaks, veggies, orange juice…”
Splashing milk into my coffee, I set the carton of milk down on the counter centered in our kitchen and pick up my mug. Sipping as I go, I look through the cabinets to see what else we need for the weekend when I stop at the store after work.
“Good morning,” Gunnar purrs from behind me.
His arm slips around my waist before his free hand takes my coffee mug. Tossing my pen down onto the pad, I turn to face my husband. “Just got a whole lot better,” I reply, meeting his warm brown eyes.
I’ve loved Gunnar Brooks nearly my entire life. There are very few memories of my life without him front and center. Growing up, we ran in a pack of five.
Still do.
Gunnar’s best friend, Dixon, my best friends, Lynsey and Mark, and of course Gunnar and I have been inseparable since we were kids. Though we were all always together, everyone knew Gunnar and I would end up being more than friends. I can’t imagine my life without him.
We have grown up, but not apart. Gunnar is a teacher at our old high school and just accepted the position of head football coach. It’s a dream come true for him and I couldn’t be prouder. Dixon is a firefighter; Mark and I help Lynsey run her store like a well-oiled machine. Batteries Not Included is the highest ranked sex and fetish shop in the area.
Floggers, clamps, and strap-ons— oh my!
Yeah, that’s what she tells everyone. Seriously, Lynsey makes us say that.
Gunnar downs the rest of my coffee before placing the mug in the sink. “You know there are better ways to wake up that beautiful body of yours than coffee, right?” He winks at me, promise simmering in his eyes.
“Is that so, Mr. Brooks?” I ask, running my hands up his bare arms, feeling the muscles twitch beneath my hands. “Would it be the same thing that helps with first day of football jitters?”
Sliding his hands down, Gunnar cups my bare ass beneath the hem of his old high school football jersey. “Mhm,” he replies, nuzzling my neck. “I believe it is, Mrs. Brooks.”
Lifting me onto the counter, Gunnar steps between my thighs and I gasp at the cold tile beneath me mixing with the heat of his body, barely concealed by his boxers. “Well, Coach,” I tease, letting my fingers slip into his sandy blonde waves, still unruly from sleep. “I don’t know if it’s fair for you to be suggesting that there’s anything better than coffee,” I say as he kisses a trail up to my ear.
His lips skim my earlobe, making me tremble. “If you don’t already believe that, baby, I better get to work on proving my case.” He chuckles before his lips meet mine.
Grabbing the hem of the jersey, I break the kiss and yank it over my head, needing to feel him skin-on-skin. My elbow collides with the carton of milk, sending it tumbling into the sink with my mug, and spilling down the drain.
Gunnar’s finger circles my belly button then heads upward, drawing my attention once more. “Oops, looks like we’re gonna need milk too,” he says, cupping my face with one hand while the other palms my breast.
“I’ll make sure to add it to the list,” I reply, my voice barely a whisper. “Where were we, Gunnar?” I ask, biting my lip when he pinches my nipple, rolling it between his thumb and middle finger. Something flashes in his eyes—something hot—but just as quickly it is gone again, making me desperate to know what he was just thinking.
Releasing his hold on me, Gunnar shoves his boxers down his lean thighs. I wrap my hand around his cock the moment it springs free, stroking him slowly. “That feels so good,” Gunnar says on a long moan.
Cradling the back of my head with his hand, Gunnar forces my hand away as I lie on my back on the cool tile countertop. His fingers move along my thighs as he spreads my legs, pulling me down until my ass rests on the edge.
Slowly, Gunnar slides into me and I moan. “Jesus,” he groans as my inner muscles grip him.
My fingers grip his hips while he thrusts in and out of me, slowly torturing me. I have to bite my lip harder to keep from screaming for him to give me more. Don’t get me wrong, I love my husband and sex with him is always good, but lately, it feels like something is just out of reach. Like I am drifting further and further away from the woman I imagined myself being. It has me swimming in stormy seas staring out at a wave that I can’t seem to get on top of. It’s there, I c
an see it in the distance as it taunts me, but no matter how hard I try, I can’t get to it. I know Gunnar feels it too. The look in his eyes tells me that he knows something has begun to shift between us, he just doesn’t say anything. It’s the elephant in the room; the topic that is avoided, but always present.
Gunnar’s hands shift beneath my ass, angling me off the counter. When he forces my legs over his shoulders, allowing him a deeper angle, he moans a long, low sound that makes my toes curl. “Arch your back, baby,” he pants, rolling his hips.
Doing as he asks, I moan; every roll of his hips has his pelvis grinding against my clit. My climax begins to wash over me, slowly. Closing my eyes, I absorb it all while falling over the edge, his name the only thing on my lips as I find my release.
“You’re so beautiful, Kennedy,” he whispers, letting one of my legs slip into the crook of his arm. Bending down, he captures my lips with his, kissing me with long, slow, torturous flicks of his tongue. My hands fly up, cupping his face, holding him to me as I kiss him back. Gunnar stills, growling my name into my mouth as he comes.
Breaking the kiss, Gunnar buries his face in my neck, breathing deeply. My hands run down his jaw and over his shoulders before wrapping my arms around him. “I love you, Gunnar,” I whisper, pressing my lips to his shoulder.
He sighs softly. “More than anything, baby.” After catching his breath, Gunnar slips from me and helps me down to my feet. Pressing a soft kiss to my lips, he grins. “Much better way to get the blood pumpin’. I need to shower before meeting Dad and Dixon for breakfast this morning,” he adds, his hands sliding down my hips to rest on my ass. I can see the nervousness behind his brown eyes, the expectations. Not just the ones the school has set for him, but the ones he has set for himself.
“I’ll just come join you in a sec, I’ve gotta go in early this morning and help Mark finish stocking the shelves,” I reply.
Gunnar slaps my ass playfully as he releases me, and a yelp escapes my lips making him watch me carefully. I look up at him in surprise when I see something heat in his gaze. It has my body sparking, wanting him to give me whatever just ran through his mind. He always treats me so carefully, and even though I didn’t expect to, I liked the rough feel of his hand just now. His face softens immediately. Reaching out, he runs his fingers over my jaw. “I didn’t mean to be so rough, baby.” Leaning down, he presses his lips to mine. “Don’t be long.”
Kicking out of his boxers, he leaves them on the tile floor and struts from the kitchen. Picking up the pen from the counter, I scribble milk on the store list and blow out a breath.
I know that ignoring the bigger situation going on between Gunnar and me will get us nowhere in the end, but I also don’t know how to go about talking to him without upsetting him. I don’t want Gunnar to think it has anything to do with not loving him, because I love him more than anything. I can’t stand the thought of hurting him or for him to think for one minute that he isn’t enough for me. He is.
Scooping up our clothes, I head in to shower with Gunnar. Deciding that maybe another perspective will help, I decide to talk to Lynsey at work once I get there.
***
An hour later after getting ready, I kiss Gunnar and wish him luck on his first day of the season. Packing up my bag, I run out the door and climb into my purple, nineteen seventy Dodge Challenger. Turning up the stereo, I let Brantley Gilbert pour through the speakers in an attempt to drown out the thoughts racing in through my mind.
The city of Kingsport isn’t anywhere near the biggest city in the state of Tennessee, but it’s home. While it is big enough to get lost in, you still manage to run into people you know everywhere you go. My husband being a teacher, and now the football coach, means that if people don’t already know me, chances are they will soon. One thing you need to know when living around here is that football is a big deal.
Our high school stadium is university quality and every championship banner won is proudly displayed. It’s not only that they want to win, our boys expect to. They work their asses off, sometimes two practices a day in the heat, all for the glory of that Friday night. Pep rallies, parades, bonfires, all that adds up to the final showdown of playoffs and a possible championship banner saying that they are the best.
Gunnar wants it so bad he can taste it.
Pulling into my parking spot, I grab my bag and hurry through the lot. Pushing open the door, I overhear Lynsey on the phone with a customer. “Of course we guarantee our products, Sir. The Thrashing O Penis Extender is one of our top selling models. What we do not guarantee is that you have the penis to back it up. The key word is extend, not pretend.”
I bite back my giggle until she hangs up the phone. “I swear you’re a customer service pro, Lyn,” I tease, tossing my bag behind the counter.
“He was a rude fucker,” she argues, tossing her dark brown hair over her shoulder. “Seriously, is it my fault that he tried to put a ten inch extender on his schlong? Sometimes you have to just accept your fate and learn to use your fingers, mouth, or a very high powered, vibrating strap on. If you rattle her fuckin’ teeth, she’ll be less likely to notice you’re packin’ a toothpick where your telephone pole should be.”
“No, but it is bad when people come in here they say, and I quote,” Mark begins, stepping out from the storage room with a box. “’Can anyone other than that rude bitch help me? She’s scary.’”
Lynsey’s eyes harden, the deep green nearly flaming as she glares at him. “Shut your face, whore.”
“You’re lucky I love you with an intensity that burns for eternity,” Mark fires back with a wink. Turning away, he heads toward a shelving unit, shaking his ass as he does.
“A quick trip to the clinic will fix that,” Lynsey says before turning to me again. “I swear he came in here all sassy and happy this morning. I think that he got the cock last night and I’m a bitter bitch. I need a guy to play with.” A slow smile spreads across her face, instantly making me wince. The places Lyn’s mind goes sometimes is scary and fucked up. I love her, but the woman has serious issues with her filter control. “So, how was Gunnar this morning? First day as the big bad head coach must’ve had him nervous.”
“He was,” I reply, nodding my head. Turning, I walk over to Mark and grab a handful of cock rings and start slipping them on their hook.
“Ugh!” she shrieks, frustration rolling off her in waves. “I hate both of you penis getting whores. Did you at least try the stuff I sent home with you? You can’t properly recommend a product if you don’t know what it does.”
I can feel my face heating as I swallow around the lump in my throat. Lynsey sends Mark and I home with new toys and porn every week and up until a few months ago, I hadn’t used any of it. While Gunnar was away with his father and Dixon on a camping trip with some guys from the fire department, I had too much wine and decided to experiment to better recommend things to customers.
That was the night I started wondering if Gunnar and I were missing something… If I was missing something.
“No, Lyn, Gunnar just laughs and blushes a bit at some of the things when I bring home your bags of fun. After he has a good chuckle, I shove them into the bottom drawer of my dresser.”
“Are you kidding me?” Lynsey shrieks, a dildo sails through the air, slamming into the wall beside Mark and me, making me jump. “Get the stick outta his ass and tell him he needs to stick a vibrating plug in yours.”
Mark turns and grins at me, his dimples on clear display. Running a hand over his blonde hair, he rolls his crystal blue eyes. “I’m just going to see if there are any boxes still in back until she calms down. I can’t let this testy sad vagina ruin my post-orgasmic glow. It’s bad for my complexion and my natural well-being.”
“Wanna know what else is bad for your well-being?” Lynsey barks as Mark makes his retreat. “My foot in your ass!”
“Hard limit!” Mark laughs, slamming the door behind him.
“I’m firing both of you today.” Lyns
ey turns and grabs another dildo from the box. The damn thing is bigger than a coffee thermos. “I can’t believe you have a college fund worth of sex toys at your house and don’t use them.” Stepping around the counter, she shakes the rubber cock at me. Her eyes narrow as she scrutinizes me. “Is your vagina broken? Vaginal therapy was my major in college, you know?”
“Lynsey, just because you tried out being a lesbian for a semester after getting dumped by that guy on the swim team doesn’t mean…”
Closing the distance, she slaps me in the shoulder with the dildo, making me yelp. “Are you mocking me? Because I could totally be a fantastic lesbian, I just happen to love cock too much to give it up.” Stroking her hand up and down the rubber shaft, she smiles fondly. “See how beautiful this fucker is? I’d marry the man they molded this after.” Slapping me again with it, she laughs. “Fucker! HA!”
Lynsey walks around the counter again and hops up onto a stool. “I need a night out.” She sighs. “A club, a slutty dress, and fuck me heels, then a hot man to fuck me in nothing but those heels. Come with me, Kennedy, you can be my wing-woman.”
“Are you crazy?” I ask, “I don’t want to go out and watch you play catch-a-cock. Take Mark with you.”
“You’re no fun,” she huffs, crossing her arms across her chest. “Let me just say one thing though, missy. A happy vag equals a happy life. Every unused toy in that drawer should harass your ass” Holding up the dildo again, she holds it out like a sword and wiggles it at me. “Taunty taunt taunt. Just put me in your butt, Kennedy.”
Now that Mark is out of earshot, I want to blurt everything that has been on my mind lately. I should just tell her everything so that I can sort it all out. Lynsey is the best person for that. Regardless of the fact that she is inappropriate nearly ninety nine percent of the time, she is a damn good listener and usually knows where my head is going before I do.
The bell jingles above the door as a couple walks into the tamer front room of the shop, stopping me just as I start to open my mouth. “Floggers, clamps, and strap-ons— oh my! Welcome to Batteries Not Included, what craving can we help you feed today?” Lynsey says from behind the counter, still holding onto the oversized rubber penis.
