Once the window was as secure as he could make it, Jonathan returned to the door and checked it. Nothing seemed to have been disturbed. So far…so good.
“What do we do now?” Kirsty asked, still by the window, holding the emergency kit.
“That depends on what they do next,” he said. “For now I guess we wait.”
Everything was so quiet.
Jonathan sat with Kirsty on the bed. Every few minutes he rose and checked the door to make sure the seal was holding. He kept the fireplace poker in his hand, taking comfort in its weight.
“What time is it?” he whispered.
“Almost ten,” Kirsty said. “We’ve been in here for hours. Do you think they’re gone?”
“There’s no way to know. We should probably stay here until morning.”
Kirsty scooted closer to Jonathan. Her hip touched his, and he looked at her, trying to smile. It’s okay, he wanted his expression to say. We’ll be okay. He put his arm around her shoulder and squeezed lightly.
“I’m just so glad you’re here,” Kirsty said.
She leaned closer to him until their noses nearly touched. Then they were kissing. The action surprised Jonathan, but he didn’t resist. He pressed his lips to hers, felt the softness and the warmth of her mouth. When her tongue flicked out, running over his, Jonathan responded in kind. He let go of the fireplace poker and wrapped his arms around her. She twisted slightly on the bed to accommodate the embrace and pushed her body against his. Electric charges flared throughout his body, sending his nerves to dancing. His thoughts melted, and he let himself get lost in the feeling of her body. For a brief moment, all of the dread and panic of the night slipped away.
But it was only a moment. Though he hated to end the embrace, practical thoughts flooded back, demanding his attention. They had to stay alert.
Jonathan ended the kiss and eased Kirsty away from him. She looked at him with happy confusion and tried to lean in for another kiss, but he held her shoulders. “I should check the door,” he said.
Kirsty nodded her head and scooted back on the bed. At the door Jonathan knelt down and checked the tape. It was holding, but he stayed at the door anyway, pretending to examine the towel and the bench, even shaking one of the bench legs to test its sturdiness.
He needed to collect his thoughts. Only the night before, Kirsty was dating his best friend. Sure, they went the way of Brad and Jen, but it had only been a day, and here she was, making out with him on her mother’s bed. Was he just a source of comfort for her? Did she expect more? He didn’t know, but he was pretty certain she was an emotional car crash right now, and he needed to be careful.
Besides, he didn’t know how he felt about her. Did he feel any genuine attraction to her at all? It certainly wasn’t the kind of thing he felt for Emma, but then that was a fantasy, a dream of love. He couldn’t consider that real because he didn’t even know Emma. He hardly knew Kirsty. Were his feelings simply the result of the night’s confusion?
Jonathan tugged the bench leg again. Then he straightened up. He looked at Kirsty, who had climbed all of the way onto the bed and rested her head on a pillow. Her eyes followed his every move. He walked to the window and ran his hands down the fabric nailed there.
“We’ll hear the glass break if they try to get in that way,” Kirsty said.
“Yeah,” Jonathan replied. “Just checking things out.”
Kirsty lay on her back, looking at him. Her hair cascaded over the pillow and one of her shoulders. His eyes followed the strands to her breasts. His eyes lingered there a bit longer than they should have, and he forced himself to look away.
He returned to the bed and sat on the edge, facing the door.
“I think they’d already have gotten in if they could,” Kirsty said. She reached up and touched Jonathan’s back.
“Probably,” he said, not taking his eyes from the door.
“You know,” Kirsty said. “I was really hoping you’d ask me out that day I saw you at the bookstore. I mean, I liked David, but I really wanted to spend time with you.”
“Really?” Jonathan asked. “Why?”
“We’re a lot alike, I think. We’re both different from everybody else. I used to look at you in Mr. Weaver’s class, and even when he was being a total ass to you, you kept cool. It wasn’t like you didn’t care he was being mean. It was like you were so used to it, you couldn’t bring yourself to feel anything about it anymore. I know what that’s like.”
“He was a teacher,” Jonathan said. “We’re just kids. There’s nothing we can do, so why bother?”
“You can do a lot,” Kirsty said. “You just didn’t know it. I mean, look at what you did tonight. You saved me. You knew exactly what to do, and we’re safe. If you believed in your own power, you never would have let Mr. Weaver or Toby treat you the way they did.”
“So you’re saying all of this is a good thing?” Jonathan asked with a laugh.
“I think you’re stronger now.”
“Yeah, and it only took a few people getting murdered and discovering my best friend was a psycho to do it.”
“I didn’t know how strong I could be until my father gave my mom and me that speech. It about tore me to pieces to hear all of that vile crap coming out of his mouth, but it was the kind of shock I needed to become someone else. Someone stronger.”
Jonathan turned. Kirsty wore an expression so warm and inviting it sent a cascade of emotion through his rib cage.
“It’s like, everyone wants you to fit into their life, and they’ll pinch and tear and beat you into the shape they want, like you’re just a piece of clay. Most people don’t even know they’re doing it, and most never know it’s being done to them. Once you know who you are and what you want—once you find your power—they can’t hurt you anymore. But until you find it, life is something you have to endure.”
He understood what she was saying. Variations on the thought had teased his mind for years, but he’d never had it so clearly spelled out before. He’d let things happen to him. He’d let other hands mold him, fearing that if he protested, he would be cast out, thrown away. Unfortunately there were so many damn hands molding—teachers, parents, asshole bullies—there was very little of him left.
“So do you think I’ve found my power?” he asked.
“I think you’re about to,” Kirsty replied. “You could never use it to protect yourself, but protecting me has shown you it’s there.”
“Afraid I’m just not seeing it.”
“I am,” Kirsty said. “I’ll help you see it. As long as we’re together, you’ll always see it.”
The word together jarred Jonathan out of his thoughts. Were they together now? Did he want them to be?
“You should get some rest,” he said. “I’ll stay up and keep an eye on things.”
Kirsty’s face fell slightly, just a flicker of emotion Jonathan couldn’t identify.
“Okay,” she said. “I’ll take the second shift. Wake me up in a few hours.”
“Sure,” Jonathan said. “Good night.”
“’Night.”
16
Jonathan drifted up from a deep sleep. Kirsty had relieved him on watch some time ago, and he’d fallen asleep almost immediately. Now his thoughts swam in the misty remnants of dreams, becoming solid and pulling him higher and higher until he opened his eyes. He rolled over on the bed. The fireplace poker jabbed his side, and he bolted up.
“How long was I out?” he asked.
But no one answered.
The room was empty.
Jonathan leaped from the bed. The rolled towel, bound in strips of gray tape, still clung to the door. But the bench no longer sat against it. The piece of furniture was pushed to the wall.
“Oh no,” he whispered. Kirsty?
Jonathan ran to the door and eased it open. Lights burned in the hall. He searched the walls for any dark stains creeping there. But he saw nothing. He opened his mouth to call Kirsty and then thought better of it. S
he could have gone out to check the house and gotten trapped somewhere by the Reapers. If she heard his voice, she might leave her hideout and walk right into them.
He returned to the bed and retrieved the fireplace poker. In the hall he moved quietly, keeping his eyes alert for any motion.
Halfway down the hall he stopped at Kirsty’s room. With a trembling hand he grasped the handle. It felt cool in his palm. Gently he pushed down and opened the door. Light from the hallway spilled over the threshold. More light poured in through the window.
It was morning.
Jonathan checked the walls and the ceiling, stepped into the room cautiously, and was met with the pungent scent of pine cleanser, though it didn’t look like the room had been cleaned in weeks. Kirsty’s bed sat to the left. The linens were rumpled, and various articles of clothing lay amid the sheets and blankets. Dozens of magazines, empty diet cola cans, and assorted papers littered the floor. Kirsty’s desk stood to the right, next to a closet with folding doors. It too was messy, but something on its surface caught Jonathan’s eye, drew him closer.
His face stared back at him.
Amid the clutter on the desktop sat a pewter goblet the size of a halved softball. A photograph of Jonathan leaned against the cup. He crossed the room slowly, checking over his shoulder with every second step. He leaned the fireplace poker against the desk and lifted the picture.
A thick, foul liquid coated the bottom of the photo. Drops of the liquid dripped from the paper’s edge, splashing the desktop.
It was the shot Kirsty had taken of him at Perky’s the night of her first date with David. She’d taken the picture with her cell phone, but what was the crap staining the lower quarter of it? Jonathan looked into the goblet and found a low pool of the foul fluid inside.
What the hell?
Jonathan put the picture down. Behind the goblet was a low stack of similar photographs. These too were stained, much more so than his own picture. In fact, the damage to these photos was so advanced that the faces in them were barely visible through great smears of charcoal-gray filth. The picture on top was of a woman, but her features were impossible to make out through the dismal muck. The second picture was of a man, but here too, the face was obscured.
The third picture, another man, made Jonathan’s throat close tight. Even if he had not been able to make out the dull, flat features of the guy through the stain, he would have recognized the cheap blue sweater-vest anywhere.
Mr. Weaver.
The letterman jacket and Denver Broncos baseball cap in the next photo were clearly Ox’s.
The next picture he recognized immediately, and he grew furious. It was the same picture he’d found on the school paper’s website. He’d cried looking at it. Emma O’Neil’s heart-shaped face was covered in a slime of dark fluid.
Jonathan dropped the pictures on the desk and backed away.
Kirsty?
It had been Kirsty all along. Jesus, she’d tricked him. She’d trapped him in her home.
Jonathan turned to the open door, expecting to find her there, smiling evilly at him. But the doorway was empty.
His racing thoughts collided, making it difficult to think. He had to get out. But no. If he fled now, she’d just send her Reapers for him. He needed to find something he could use to stop her. No way was he letting her get away with this.
A spell book?
Kirsty had mentioned something like this yesterday. He’d thought it a really weird bit of information for her to have. Was that the source of her power? Did she have such a book?
Jonathan searched the desk. He found a low pile of textbooks, checked each of them to make sure no occult text was hidden beneath a familiar cover. At the bottom of the pile, he found a leather-bound book and snatched it from the desk. He opened to the first page:
The Book of Adrian.
He read bits and pieces, but the book wasn’t filled with mystic spells and incantations. It was a diary. As he thumbed through the pages, a photograph slipped out and drifted to the desk. He snatched it up.
The girl in the photograph was the saddest image Jonathan had ever seen. Her obese body was crammed into a pale yellow summer dress. Stringy hair drooped from her head like oily threads. Her plump cheeks were smeared with rouge. The girl tried to smile for the camera, but she looked like she might burst into tears at any moment. Her suffering was captured as clearly as her homeliness. Jonathan found a note on the back of the photo. It was written in a delicate, elegant print:
Let the transformation begin.
Though barely recognizable, the girl in the photo was Kirsty. Jonathan knew it would be, but he still found the realization startling. Even so, the picture wouldn’t help him, and neither would the journal.
He left the desk and made a slow turn, taking in the entirety of the room. When he came around to face the closet, he was again assaulted by the stench of pine cleanser.
He grasped the handles of the closet and threw them back.
“Oh my God.” He gagged.
A woman lay across the back of the closet. She wore a blue nightdress and one white slipper. The other slipper sat in the middle of the closet floor. Her eyes stared wide—desperately, eternally. Her mouth was twisted open in a final scream. Jonathan took a step back and noticed two small plastic buckets on the closet floor. This was the source of the sickening pine odor. Kirsty had filled the buckets with cleanser to cover the far grosser stench of a dead body.
“She wanted me to stop,” Kirsty said.
Jonathan spun around and found the girl in the doorway. She held two mugs in her hands. Gently she eased the door open farther with her shoulder and walked into the room. Her expression was absolutely blank.
“She said no boy was worth it. But she didn’t know. She didn’t understand. She’d never met you.”
“Me?” Jonathan whispered through a clenching throat. “What in the hell does this have to do with me?”
“I love you, of course,” Kirsty said. She walked past him to the desk and set the mugs down. “I told you, we’re a lot alike. I knew it from the first moment I saw you.”
“We’re nothing alike,” Jonathan said. “I could never…Jesus, you killed all of those people.”
“I did it for us,” Kirsty said. “You needed to find your power before you could accept mine.”
“I don’t accept anything.”
“When I saw you, I felt we were the same. I’ve always had the talent, met other girls and a few women that can wield it, but you’re the first gifted boy I’ve met.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“You will,” Kirsty said.
She walked up to him, and Jonathan tried to back away. The contents of Kirsty’s closet kept him from retreating farther. Her hands snaked out, palms sliding up his chest like serpents.
“Your old life is gone, Jonathan. Even David. You don’t have anyone but me.”
Jonathan thought about his best friend and felt sick. He should have known David wasn’t capable of hurting anyone. It was Kirsty. Always Kirsty.
“Just accept it,” she said, her lips spreading into a dreamy smile. “Together we can do anything. We can have anything we want. I could do it on my own, but it would be so much better together. No one can hurt us. You know it’s true. I showed you.”
“Emma never did a thing to me, and she certainly never hurt you.”
“David told me how you felt about her the first time he called. She was a problem. A problem I intend to solve when all of this is done.”
“You’re sick.”
Kirsty’s eyes grew dark. Her smile disappeared to be replaced by a ragged smirk.
“Maybe,” she said, removing her hands from him and stepping away. “But I spent sixteen years playing a sniveling victim. I believed every bitch that called me ugly and said I was nothing. I believed my father when he called me a disgrace, a disappointment. And I believed my mother when she told me I needed to get used to the world’s cruelty. I believe
d all of that until I discovered the Talent. Once I did, I proved them wrong. And then I saw you. So much like I was a year ago. Unpopular. Unattractive. Unwanted. But under the surface, I saw this well of power you had no idea existed.”
“You’re out of your mind,” Jonathan said. “You have to stop this. You’re killing people.”
“They deserve to die.”
“No, they don’t.”
“Oh, come on, Jonathan. You’re telling me you never thought about killing those assholes? You did think it. I know you did.”
“It doesn’t matter what I thought! Everyone has screwed-up thoughts. Only monsters act on them.”
“Wrong,” Kirsty said. “Gods and goddesses act on them. Monsters are merely their weapons.” She walked to the desk and lifted the stained picture of Jonathan from its surface. She held it over the lip of the pewter goblet. “You want to meet my monsters?”
“Do what you want,” Jonathan said. “Like you said, I’ve got nothing left. God knows, anything’s better than being with you. I’d say your father had the right idea, leaving you.”
“Do you really think he left?” Kirsty asked. “After all of this, do you honestly believe I just let him walk away? The only place he went was to a morgue and then to an oven to roast his damned skin to ashes.”
“Well, it’s got to be better than seeing your ugly face every single day.”
“You son of a bitch!” Kirsty screamed. “No one talks to me like that. NO ONE!”
She dropped the photograph into the goblet and stepped back. She lifted one hand to her chest and recited an incantation.
To Jonathan it sounded like Du-ay. Mor-ay. Duay Tom-ay. Mor-ay. Mor-ay.
Only then could he act. He’d goaded her, wanting her to perform the spell. He still held the picture of Kirsty in his hand. If he could exchange it for the image of himself in the goblet, her Reapers might be fooled into taking her. It was a long shot, but he knew of no other way to bring an end to this nightmare.
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