I keep trying to focus on my notes, but I can’t. Not with Jase this close.
“I know you are horny. I can literally feel it and it’s not helping me focus at all. I have an exam tomorrow so can’t you, I don’t know, go and deal with it?” I turn and glare at him.
“You’re no fun.” He actually dares to pout!
“I don’t want to fail my final year.” I groan.
“How about you take a little break and help me release some tension? You could use it too.” He caresses my neck, letting his hands wander to my boobs and fondles them gently.
“You suck!”
“No, you do.” He chuckles and sits up. “How about we go party on the rooftop, underneath the sky?”
I smile. “It’s raining.”
“I know.” He kisses me deeply and helps me up. “It’ll bring us back to when things were simple and easy, where the only worry we had was not getting caught.”
I chuckle and kiss him. “Do I really have a choice?”
“You always do.” He pecks my lips and squeezes my ass.
“Okay.”
“Okay?” He beams.
“Yeah. I want you. Always.” I squeal as he puts me over his shoulder and walks upstairs. “You’re fucking insane.” I slap his ass, enjoying the view of his sweat pants that provide a lovely, tight-fitting sight of his amazingly toned ass.
“You love me that way.”
“That I do.” I squeal as he plops me on the lounger. We’re both already soaked but I don’t care. We make quick work of each other’s clothes. I smile as I take in his beautiful toned body, his tattoos, the scars, everything that makes him the most beautiful man I’ve ever seen.
“Enjoying the view?” He smirks and spreads my legs.
“Very much so.” I moan longingly as he licks along my slit without warning. I grip the mattress of the lounger, digging my fingers into it as I grind my hips into his devilish tongue as it strokes against my clit. He holds my hips in place, stopping me from seeking that sweet friction I so desperately need.
“Not so fast.” He chuckles and blows against my sensitive exposed flesh. The warmth of the humid air contrasting with his soft cold blows is driving me insane.
“Please,” I whimper.
“Please what?” He smirks at me.
“Make me come.” I plead with him.
“As you wish, Kitten.” He smirks and starts his sweet torture on my clit again, sucking on it and fucking me with two fingers. It doesn’t take long before I’m a heavy breathing and writhing mess. I feel myself get closer to the edge. My body is shaking with pleasure, my core tightens and a huge wave of emotion and pleasure rushes over me. I come hard, arching my back off of the mattress under the intensity of the orgasm. The cool rain falling over my naked body makes me shiver. I moan Jase’s name longingly as I come down from my high.
“There’s my Kitten.” he says in amusement.
“Shut up.” I chuckle, smiling like a fool and sighing happily.
“I love you.” He murmurs and kisses his way up my body. He ends his sweet path by kissing me passionately, covering my body with his.
“I love you too.” I smile up at him, wrapping my arms around his neck, bringing him closer to me for another scorching kiss.
We smile at each other as we simply enjoy being in each other’s arms, feeling free and as happy as ever. He lazily grinds his hips into me, making his hard cock rub against my clit and with each move he makes he gets me ready for him all over again. I reach between us and position his cock so he can thrust into me. As he does so, ever so slowly, he makes me both moan with pleasure and groan in frustration. I want more. I always want more with him.
“Greedy girl.” He chuckles and rests his weight on his forearms, lazily thrusting into me, not rushing anything. I love any way with him, slow and passionate or hard and fast, I just need him. As much as I love hard and fast, right now slow and passionate is more fitting. Something is changing between us, I don’t know what, but I welcome it with open arms…and legs.
“Always for you.” I smile and kiss him softly as he continues to thrust leisurely, hitting just the right spots. “You’re going to drive me insane.”
“Good.” He smirks and sucks on my neck. I scratch my nails gently down his back and hold onto his firm ass. He keeps up his slow pace but all too soon stops. I could stay like this forever fucking on the rooftop 24/7 with the man I’m madly in love with. He picks up the pace and intensity, rolling his hips into me, doing something delicious that makes me see stars.
“Don’t stop. This feels so good.” I moan, moving my hips in synch with his.
“I’m not planning on stopping, Kitten.” He smirks and kisses me hard. He increases the speed of his thrusts, bringing us closer to our release.
We move in perfect sync, the only noise around us is the sound of the rain hitting our naked bodies and the roof. The rest of the world doesn’t exist. We are in our own little world and it’s pretty fucking amazing. He increases the speed and strength of his thrusts as he fucks me into oblivion, quickly throwing us both over the edge. We moan each other’s names before he covers my mouth with his, capturing my so called purrs. I hold onto him for dear life, not wanting to let him or this moment go.
He slowly returns to his lazy strokes, making me shudder as I’m still over sensitive, before coming to a stop as he nuzzles and kisses my neck.
He mumbles something against my neck that I can’t quite make out.
“What did you say?” I kiss along his jaw line before he nervously looks into my eyes.
“I’ve decided to marry you.” He smiles, lost in his own little happy world.
Inside I’m doing fucking cartwheels but I have to give him some shit for proposing this way.
“I’m not a prize you can claim you know.”
“You’re mine.” He looks at me, confused.
“Don’t be a dick about it.” I chuckle.
“You’re mine. Forever. And I’m yours. I was fucking stupid to think we should wait. I love you, so fucking much and I don’t want to live my life without you. Even though it’s just a piece of paper, I want that piece of paper.” He smiles and looks nervous, it’s adorable. “Marry me?”
“I suppose we can make that happen.” I shrug as if it wasn’t a big deal.
“You’re fucking with me, right?”
“Of course I am.” I smile and kiss him hard. “Yes, I’ll marry you.” I beam at him.
“Don’t scare me like that ever again. That was cruel.” He nuzzles my neck.
“I couldn’t help it. Unconventional proposal deserved an unconventional answer.” I chuckle.
“Your brother was right.” He chuckles.
“First, never mention my brothers when you’re still inside me and which one? It’d be a first for either one.” I scoff.
“Gabe.”
“What was he right about?” I raise my eyebrow at him.
“Something about how you can be a bitch.” He chuckles.
“No you didn’t!” I squint my eyes at him and spank his ass.
“I don’t think so, Kitten.” He smirks and pins my hands over my head.
“Why are you the one who gets to do all the spanking?” I pout. “Your ass is phenomenal and is begging to be spanked.”
“You’re the one who gets off on spanking, not me.” He smiles and kisses me deeply until thunder cracks in the air.
“Can’t help it if it makes me wet.” I chuckle as he groans.
“You’re going to make me hard again and you need to study, come on.” He sits up and pulls out, we both frown at the loss of each other.
“So now that you’ve gotten off and emptied your balls in me, I can study?” I raise an eyebrow at him.
“Yep.” He smiles.
“Ass.” I kiss him and we walk carefully back inside. The last thing I have on my mind is studying, but I do have to get back to it. Looks like I have a sleepless night ahead of me.
We dry off and settle
into bed with a bunch of snacks. Jase watches TV while I study, he always keeps one hand on me. I guess when you almost die together, you need a reminder that you’re still alive together.
The Next Day
I have no idea how my exam went, but I gave it my all. Hopefully it’ll be enough for me to pass my final year and get my degree. It’s not like I really need it, but it’d be neat to have a diploma to display. Conceited? Maybe, but they do look pretty cool hanging up in an office.
I’m on my way to Line’s place as they’ve finally bought furniture for the nursery and want to show everyone. I can’t wait to tell them Jase and I are engaged. I drive his Mustang over there with the windows down and music blaring. I can’t believe he’s letting me drive it whilst he’s at the compound working on the finishing touches for the ‘grand opening’. They are throwing a massive party to celebrate the new place. Life has a weird way of making you realize things. Some people tear your life apart and try to destroy what you’ve spent so many years trying to build, while others help you rebuild what’s been destroyed. New members, new kids, new love. Things can be pretty fucking awesome when you surround yourself with the right people.
I park in Line’s driveway. I roll up the windows, grab my bag and two massive boxes from the bakery before making my way around the house, knowing they are most likely round the back.
“Cake!” Ayd yells, scaring the living hell out of me, nearly making me drop the boxes. “Don’t drop them!”
“Don’t scare me then!” I narrow my eyes at her and set the boxes down before hugging my best friends, they’re the sisters I never had.
“How did your exam go?” Viv asks me as she pours me a big glass of homemade lemonade.
“Well, hopefully but I wasn’t exactly in the right frame of mind to study last night.” I snicker.
“Someone got kinky.” Line giggles.
“Yes. What can I say? I’ve got my priorities sorted.” We all laugh. I take a much needed sip of the refreshing lemonade when Line gasps and starts clapping and grinning like a fool.
“What’s with you Line?” Ayd asks, laughing as Line just points at my hand with her mouth wide open. “No. Fucking. Way! Gabe and Aleck are going to have a fucking heart attack.”
“When did it happen?” Viv asks just as excited as the other two.
“Last night.” I sigh happily playing with my ring.
“Details woman!” They all say in unison.
“Well, we were having sex on the roofto-”
“Why do you call it having sex or fucking but never making love?” Line asks in confusion.
“Because it’s having sex? I don’t know, it’s just not my thing.” I shrug. “You want the story or not?”
“Yes, you big weirdo.” She glares at me then grins after popping a donut bite into her mouth.
“So we were ‘making love’ on the rooftop and well, he told me that he decided to marry me.”
“What? Like no asking or anything?” Line asks unimpressed.
“Nope. He just said he decided to marry me. I gave him some shit about it, but I did say yes.” I beam. “He woke me up with breakfast in bed with the ring set around a white rose. It was so sweet.”
“That’s actually quite romantic coming from him.” Viv comments, making me blush.
“It was. He’s still struggling, but he’s gotten a lot better with this commitment thing. I was shocked though, I wasn’t expecting it and even though it wasn’t the usual drop to one knee proposal, it was perfect.” I sigh happily.
“Wasn’t it pouring down last night?” Ayd asks.
“Yep, that’s how we spent our first night together when I moved back here; on the rooftop under the rain.” I beam.
“You’re happy.” Ayd smiles, reaching for my hand and squeezes it.
“I really am.”
“I’m happy for you, you deserve it.” She smiles and I fan myself, I know I’m going to cry if she carries on.
“Damn dirt in my eyes.” I chuckle.
“Dirt, sure.” Line scoffs and comes over to hug me. “I’m so excited, you deserve it.”
“Stop it I’m really going to cry!”
“Now we’re really going to be sisters.” Viv says hugging me.
“Looks like it. We can give Gabe and Aleck even more shit.” We smirk at each other.
“Count me in.” Line smirks, tapping her nose.
We talk about everything and nothing while eating cake and donuts bites for another hour before getting down to building the furniture for the nursery.
We head into the nursery and set everything out to assemble the crib. Ayd and Line are sitting on the rocking chairs giving orders while Viv and I start to build it.
We struggle a bit to hold it together and tighten the screws as it’s pretty fucking heavy. Deep chuckles coming from the doorway let us know that Jase, Gabe and Aleck have been watching us and enjoying our struggle.
“Why didn’t you wait till I got home?” Aleck asks before kissing Line.
“A woman is just as capable as a man. Why can’t men understand this?” I groan and look at my brothers.
That earns me three "Amen, sister."'s and a fist bump from Viv.
The men finally decide to help us with the building as they quickly lose their patience with us, but not without a few swear words from all of them. They got shit done rather quickly so we could all get together in the garden to have a big barbecue.
Ant joined us not long after the guys called him and he’s been glued to Ayd ever since. We are all sitting in our men’s laps enjoying this beautiful evening and celebrating new beginnings. Jase and I being together and happy, living our lives openly; Aleck and Line expecting their first little one together; Viv and Gabe looking happy as ever; and Ayd and Ant expecting their second child. We are all enjoying our lives, things might not always be pretty, but we make the most of the good and leave the bad at the door.
Callum arrived a bit later along with Steph. Who knows what those two are up to, they keep looking at each other but they act like nothing is going on. I hope they’ll be able to mend whatever is broken between them.
I smile as I look around the garden at my friends and family. Life is pretty fucking sweet when you surround yourself with the right people.
“To Nicole and Jase. I might give you two shit from time to time, but I’m pleased for you both. You deserve each other and I’m happy you two are engaged. I love you both.” Gabe smiles, raising his glass.
“Thanks, Brother,” Jase says clinking his glass with Gabe's before kissing me softly.
“I love you.”
“And I love you.” He smiles and kisses my temple.
Yeah, life is pretty fucking sweet.
Jason
I think I’m still in shock over what’s happened.
I’m still affected by the loss of Sergei. Things with Nicole are going perfectly despite the occasional fight, which are always caused by my insecurities, but I’m getting better. I’m a work in progress. I’ve had to make peace with my past and accept the fact that I’m not the horrible person I thought I was. Everybody has been a great help, especially Nicole. Callum has finally warmed up to me and has been great too. I’m not sure if it’s because he cares or because he wants to get close to Steph and I’m his only way of getting news from her, but I welcome the company.
The rebuilding of the compound has been progressing without too much trouble and we’re just doing the finishing touches. It’s going to look fucking amazing. It’s bigger than before and it even has a huge room for the women to hang out while we have meetings in the chapel or when we are on lock down. This way they are close by and safe and can’t get into any trouble. I say that but knowing them, they’ll somehow manage to cause chaos whilst being here.
It’s was hard in the beginning to blend in with everybody. They all knew their places in the club but I had no idea what I was supposed to do and what was expected of me. After a long talk with Ant, he assured me that things will happen
naturally. We haven’t had to do many club related tasks because things are fairly quiet as of late which is good. We all need a break from people wanting to fuck us over.
It feels weird having a family again and to have people appreciate me for me and not because of what I can do for them. It has helped me a lot to cope with everything that happened. I know I wasn’t in love with Jenny, but it was still hard to know that she died because of the way I lived my life. I brought her into that world full of danger and she paid for it. I hope she’s happy wherever she is. I’ve had an ongoing battle with her parents for the life insurance. She had subscribed to one and as her husband, the money automatically comes to me and it’s a shit load of money, but I don’t want it nor do I need it. They can have it for all I care but they want to fight me for it just for the sake of it.
After the revelation with Walkers, the cop I killed, and Rienks over hearing, I thought I’d have all the cops around after me trying to lock me up, but it never happened. They never say anything whenever I see one of them around. Sure they were shocked that I had joined an MC and apparently resigned from my detective position. It took me a while to figure it out, but Steph covered for me. I don’t know exactly what she did, but apparently her and Sergei are behind the fact I can roam free without a care in the world that the cops are going to arrest me for killing one of them. I’m grateful that a couple of people were looking out for me and making sure I would be free and safe without having to hide.
I opened the letter Sergei left me a couple of days ago with Nicole. It took me a while to feel ready to read it. I wasn’t sure if I would be able to handle the truth about my parents and why they were killed. I hate to think they died because of a stupid mistake.
I come back from working at the compound, we are almost done with everything. It’s been a lot of long days, but it’s good to see something we are all building together come to life. I smile as I watch Nicole dancing around in the kitchen as she cooks us dinner. I walk up behind her and kiss her neck. She jumps and hits me with the spatula.
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