by JJ Knight
Table of Contents
Title Page
Copyright
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Epilogue
Sneak Peek
Bonus Chapter by Blitz
Also by JJ Knight
Contents
Title Page
Copyright
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Epilogue
Sneak Peek
Bonus Chapter by Blitz
Also by JJ Knight
The Stranger
By JJ Knight
author of
Single Dad on Top
Single Dad Plus One
Uncaged Love
Fight for Her
Revenge
Blue Shoes
www.jjknight.com
Summary:
A cocky professional dancer who has been thrown off his own TV reality show is forced to teach a class of wheelchair ballerinas under the protective eye of Livia, a shy young woman with a forbidden past.
Copyright © 2018 by JJ Knight All rights reserved.
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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons , living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.
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Chapter 1
This is my happy place, pretty much my only one.
I check the form of my plié in the mirror and straighten an arm, then slide out a foot. I’ve been doing ballet for two years, ever since Dreamcatcher Dance Academy opened and accepted students who couldn’t afford classes.
But it’s time to start working toward toe shoes and begin dancing en pointe, and my instructor Betsy says I’m not ready.
I want to be ready.
The next song on the playlist begins and I move to demi-pointe for a free dance. As I turn and whirl, feeling the sheer pink fabric of my dance skirt whispering against my thighs, I am free.
My wretched home life disappears.
No overbearing father.
No forced homeschool that has now extended a year past graduation.
No rules about where I go, who I see, what I wear.
It’s just me and the dance and the form I’m trying to get perfect.
I’m surrounded by life-size images of ballerinas I admire, including Juliet, who is performing the famous entrance to La Bayadère’s Dance of the Shades. Her mother owns this academy, and they have changed my life.
After four years of house arrest by my family, I get a small measure of freedom when I’m here.
I practice my pirouette. I’ve chosen parts of The Nutcracker to dance to, since Christmas season is coming and I want to get in the mood.
Besides, the girls in the beginner ballet class I help with are using the song in the holiday recital in six weeks. I want to know it inside-out. It’s how I give back, something in return for my free lessons even though it’s not required.
I started too late for serious study of dance. At nineteen, I would normally have either joined a ballet troupe or given up by now.
But I only began learning at seventeen, and not without a fight. My father took one look at the body-hugging leotards and voiced his strenuous opposition. No matter that I was a heartbeat away from legal adulthood and could leave home anytime I wanted.
He knew I wouldn’t. I have nowhere to go. No skills. No way to earn money, at least not enough to support myself. I don’t know anything about living on my own. I’d never make it.
The music speeds up as the Nutcracker Army marches into the scene. I increase my pace, adding leaps and spins. My glossy black hair is braided into a circular crown, one of the few ways I can distinguish myself with no makeup and the plainest wardrobe imaginable. At least my hair can be beautiful.
The leotard was another victory. When I finally convinced my father to let me try ballet, he attended every single class for six months, forcing me to wear baggy pants and T-shirts. But finally he recognized the beauty and elegance of the dance, far more structured and demanding than anything he could dream up. Plus, no men anywhere. So he allowed it.
In dance attire, I look like everyone else. I fit in. I’m not talented, and this passion of mine can go nowhere, although maybe, if I stick with Dreamcatcher, I can eventually graduate to teaching toddlers, like Aurora does.
That’s one goal I have.
But first, toe shoes.
I spin, arms in, so tight, so fast, then extending up over my head. The world is a blur. I’m both giddy and fierce in my concentration, happy and determined at once. I will get those shoes. My late start in life is a problem, but I will overcome it.
I slow the rotation and circle to the floor, my arms splayed out across the glossy wood planks.
“That’s beautiful,” a low male voice says.
I leap to my feet, my heart racing, as startled as a deer.
The door is open and a man leans against the wall beside it, one foot crossed over the other. He’s clearly a dancer, wearing sleek pants, black jazz shoes, and a loose white tank.
“Who are you?” I ask. I haven’t been alone with a man anywhere close to my age since I was fifteen. My father has made sure of it. The only male instructor here is Jacob, and he is gay. All the boy students are very young.
“The more important question,” he says with an impossibly sexy smile, “is who are you?”
I resist the urge to find something to cover myself with. I’m a dancer. This leotard is standard issue, and I’ve done recitals in front of an audience wearing them.
But somehow I feel naked when this man looks
at me.
His chiseled jaw is shadowed with just the right amount of scruff. He’s outrageously handsome. I can feel the pull of his sex appeal all the way across the room. I’m not scared of it. I knew it once. Knew it better than anybody.
But now that is forbidden.
“I’m only a student here,” I say. “Practicing.” I don’t want him to know my name. I can’t have him saying it out loud to someone. No one can know we met.
He seems extremely pleased with the situation. “You do ballet beautifully,” he says. “It was a pleasure to watch.”
The way he rolls out the word pleasure, his voice a rumble, wakes up parts of me I’ve forgotten about. He pushes away from the wall.
I take an uncertain step back, glancing at the open door. I’m ready to bolt.
And yet, I’m riveted to his face, his glittering mischievous eyes. He’s larger than life, pure charisma.
His approach is graceful and predatory in equal measure. I’m frozen in place now, finding it hard to believe that I’ve come to this moment after so long in hiding.
“Can you show me an arabesque?” he asks. “I’ve never taken ballet. My father thought it was too feminine. He didn’t want me to take dance at all. I had to force it.”
My shoulders relax. I definitely know all about that. “My father didn’t want me to take dance either,” I say.
“So we have something in common.” His smile draws my eyes like a hypnotist’s charm. His mouth is beautiful. I can already feel his lips on mine.
I shake that thought away. “I’ve only had two years, but I’m happy to show you an arabesque,” I say. I gesture to the oversized photographs on the walls. “The perfect examples are all around you. It’s a beautiful extension, but fairly strenuous to hold for long.”
“Try me,” he says.
I move into an arabesque, my belly quivering a little as his gaze travels along my body.
I return to standing. “You try,” I say. “Keep your chest high and lift your back leg.”
He leans over too far, and I touch him lightly to lift his chest. He is muscled and hard. He must work out a lot.
“Now your arms,” I say.
He lifts them, and I adjust his form. The touch is electric, sizzling through me. I’ve forgotten what this feels like.
“You’ve got it,” I say.
He straightens. “I want to do more of this. I haven’t had a chance to take an actual class in years.”
“Well, we have a few adult classes, but I think you’ll find they are mostly older women. It might move too slowly for you.”
“How about you teach me?” He moves into a lunge, one leg behind him, his arm outstretched as if he wants me to take his hand.
His form is perfect on this. He obviously has a lot of training in something. Jazz, maybe, judging by the outfit. Possibly contemporary.
“Who are you again?” I ask.
“Benjamin,” he says. “And I am so glad to meet you…”
He pauses, expectant for my name.
I relent. “Livia,” I say. “But I really think you’ll be better off with Betsy. She does the advanced ballet here.”
He stands up from his lunge. “All right, Livia. Well, thank you for that recommendation.” He bows at the waist, a gesture so old-fashioned and charming that I almost regret turning him down.
“Suze is at the front desk,” I tell him. “She can help you with that.”
Benjamin nods at me. “It’s been most enjoyable meeting you. Perhaps if I hang around a bit, we’ll cross paths again.” He takes my hand, and before I realize what he’s doing, he’s kissed my knuckle.
“Oh!” I exclaim. I’m completely overwhelmed by this gesture. Who is this guy? Can he be for real?
He releases my hand and I immediately clutch it against my chest as though my own fingers are a prized possession.
Then he’s gone.
I turn back to the mirror and look at myself. It’s still plain old me. Pink leotard, a little worn, and the pale pink sheer skirt. My threadbare ballet slippers, dirty at the toes. I clasp my hands to my cheeks. What just happened?
Aurora dashes in.
“Holy cow, Livia, did Blitz Craven just kiss your hand?”
I turn to her. Her face is bright red. She’s the toddler teacher, petite and adorable in her sunny yellow leotard.
“He said his name was Benjamin.”
“Oh my God.” She turns in a circle, hands on her head. “You really don’t know who that was!”
I want to calm her down. She looks like she’s ready to explode. “He didn’t introduce himself as Blitz anybody. But he does look like a dancer.”
“Livia!” Aurora puts her hands on my shoulders. “That’s THE Blitz Craven. The host of Dance Blitz! The reality TV show!”
“I don’t watch TV, remember?” I say. “And my dad thinks the Internet is evil.”
I’ve never had a cell phone or a computer. If we need to know something, Dad gets a book about it at the library.
Aurora lets go of me. “Well, he’s huge. Like, bigger than huge.” Her eyes go wide. “And he’s here. That means Danika let him in!” She turns in a circle. “This is so crazy! Blitz Craven at Dreamcatcher!”
I grab her arm so she’ll stand still and explain things. “Why is this such a big deal?”
“This academy is going to be famous!” she says. “Blitz is going to help out around here! We could end up on his show.” She gets thoughtful. “Well, I wouldn’t. I have Samuel. But you could! And Suze! And all the single dancers!”
“Why does it matter if we’re single?”
“It’s like the Bachelor, Livia. Blitz has been looking for the perfect dance partner for two years and hasn’t found her.” She frowns. “Though I can’t believe Danika let him in here after the scandal.”
I have no idea what the Bachelor is and can’t imagine what sort of scandal that old-fashioned romantic boy could get into. But it’s all pointless for me.
“It doesn’t matter,” I say. “And PLEASE don’t tell anybody he kissed my hand. If my father found out, I couldn’t come here anymore.”
Aurora’s eyes get sad, an expression I’m used to when people realize my situation. “Livia, you’re nineteen. Can’t you just try to get out of that house? Live your life?”
I’ve heard this too. “I will,” I say. “I just have to figure things out.” I head to the corner and pick up my bag. If this Blitz guy is going to be here, I should probably avoid the academy except when I’m in class. My dance is important to me, and the last thing I need is some reality TV Romeo jeopardizing it.
Even if he is the most thrilling thing that’s happened to me in a long time.
Chapter 2
I’m a frazzled mess of nerves as I wait in Studio 3 the next morning for the little dancers to arrive. I pray nobody has talked about me or Blitz. I want all that to go away.
I lift my ankle to the barre and lean into a stretch. I don’t really need to warm up for this class. The girls require a lot of help, and I do more encouragement than dance. But it passes the time.
The first dance student arrives, Marissa, a six-year-old with a riotous head of honey-blond curls. Her mother wheels her in, smiling to see me.
Marissa sits up a little straighter, but I can see by the strain in her smile that she’s had a rough night. She’s weaker than usual, listing against one side of the wheelchair. She has cerebral palsy, and some days are tougher than others.
“I’ve got her,” I say to her mother.
“I’ll be outside,” she says. “She’s not quite one hundred percent today.”
I don’t ask questions, just push Marissa to the center of the room and face her to the mirror. “We’ll start with some arm positions while we wait for the others,” I say. “I’ll turn on the music.”
As I head to the corner, Janel, the instructor, rushes in. “Thank you, Livia,” she says as the music fills the room. “Marissa, how are you today?” Even though she asks, I see by the con
cern in her expression that she also recognizes Marissa’s lack of energy.
“I’m okay,” Marissa says, but we know better.
“I’ll help her with arms today,” I say to Janel.
Two more of our students arrive at the same time, one powering her chair, the other pushing the wheels on hers. They are all smiles and excitement, bright in hot pink and vivid purple tutus that explode off the seats like blossoms.
Janel greets them and helps them fall into line beside Marissa.
The fourth and fifth girls also arrive. I struggle to pay attention to our warm-ups as well as the open door to the studio. I can’t help but wonder if Blitz is still here somewhere, if he’s doing whatever got Aurora so worked up.
I try to shake him from my mind as I adjust the girls’ arms to mimic Janel’s position. Marissa can’t lift her right arm at all today, so I gently hold it in place.
When the first song ends, I realize Gabriella isn’t here yet, and all thought of Blitz is eclipsed by my concern over her absence. Janel continues to take the girls through a simple dance, turning in a circle. The whir of electric motors and squeak of rubber on the floor punctuates the whimsical tune of the music.
When we pause for a moment, I ask Janel, “Did we hear from Gabriella’s mom?”
Janel shakes her head no. “Let’s practice our recital number!” she announces.
I have to rush to line up the girls in their spots. They will be dancing to “Flight of the Sugar Plum Fairy” in the Christmas show, their first public appearance together. I’m beyond excited. I fought for the class, pestering Danika about it until she relented, and personally made fliers and sent them around until we filled a class.
But the little girl I did it all for isn’t here today. Gabriella’s mother didn’t enroll her right away, and I had begun to despair she would ever show until one day, she wheeled in. That was pretty much the best day of my life.
Where could she be? I always fretted over these girls. They were so vulnerable to illness, complications, and setbacks. Gabriella’s spinal cord injury was caused by a car accident a year ago, and she’s grown stronger as she’s taken the class. But I worry. Always.
