Talamir had no idea whether or not to trust this stranger, but he saw no reason not to listen. He knew homosexuality was a crime in the Eastlands, but to punish Talamir, Tae would have to reveal his partner. It seemed unlikely the king would allow Subikahn to undergo life-threatening punishment. He nodded once to indicate he had heard.
The squat man in the lead opened the courtroom door on an enormous, empty room. Benches lined the middle in two rows, and a massive chandelier hung over them, the candles currently unlit. A string of torches along the wall flickered, bathing the walls but leaving the central areas mostly shadowed. No one sat upon the dais at the front.
Talamir stood between the lighter two men as the squat one closed the doors behind them. He chose to remain there, arms folded across his chest, massive broadsword outlined against the thin black linen of his costume.
Though it felt long in the self-imposed silence, the wait was only a few moments. Tae appeared through a curtain behind the dais. He did not sit upon the throne but stepped down to the level of Talamir and the guards, walking within speaking range though still a finely-measured distance from a sudden lunge and sword stroke. Even more wary than usual, Talamir could not help but notice that Tae chose the perfect position for foiling a Renshai. Either he had gotten spectacularly lucky, or he had learned much from traveling with Kevral. Not that it mattered. It only meant an extra step, an extra lightning instant, for Talamir to kill the king should such action become necessary.
Talamir shook the thought from his mind. He had promised not to bare steel in Tae’s presence, and he had no intention of doing so unless cornered. Even then, he would not murder Subikahn’s father, a man his lover adored and respected.
Tae did not bother with preamble. He glared at the Renshai with a hostility Talamir had never seen from the playful king before. “Your job was to teach Subikahn Renshai maneuvers, not how to become a bonta. He used the Eastern vulgarity for a man who sleeps with other men.”
Talamir gritted his teeth but refused to take offense. He could not afford to lose his composure. “The prince is a competent Renshai, Your Majesty. He will pass his tests of manhood when we get home.”
“Home?” Tae’s brows shot up. “The prince’s ‘home’ is here. In Stalmize.”
Talamir flinched. “I—I meant no insult, Sire.When I said “home,” I meant my home.” He glanced into Tae’s eyes and read a deep, primal anger. His own hand slunk inexorably toward his hilt despite his best efforts to keep it still. Renshai fought with blades, not words.
“Talamir Edminsson, you are charged with raping the crown prince of Stalmize.”
Shocked, Talamir took a physical step backward. His mouth fell open, but no words emerged. He pictured Subikahn, an olive blur of movement, his fine black hair a rich indigo in the sunlight. By looks, only a hint of blue in his eyes betrayed the Northern side of his heritage, but his quickness and agility would reveal him to any Renshai in an instant. Warmth suffused Talamir at an image he found strikingly handsome, and he forced himself to speak. “I didn’t rape anyone, Sire. Subikahn is a willing lover.”
“How dare you.” Tae fairly hissed. “He’s a child; you’re a grown man of . . . of . . . How old are you, Talamir?”
At the moment, Talamir could scarcely remember. “I’m . . . twenty-seven, Sire. And Kahn is nearly also a man, by Renshai standards. He only needs to complete—”
Tae exploded. “His name is Prince Subikahn to you!”
“Prince Subikahn,” Talamir corrected. “Yes, Sire. Prince Subikahn only needs to—”
Tae gave no ground. “Shortening an Easterner’s name is grave insult.”
“I’m sorry, Sire. I didn’t know.” Talamir added before thinking, “You go by Tae, not Tae Kahn, Your Majesty. And Prince Subikahn often calls me Tal or Tally.”
“I go by ‘Your Majesty,’ ” Tae reminded through gritted teeth. “And you, Tal . . .” He pronounced the nickname with a tone that made it sound oddly filthy, grotesquely evil. “. . . are not an Easterner.”
“Well, yes, Sire. I mean, no, Sire, I’m not, but . . .”
“The name I choose for myself is none of your business.”
“Yes, Sire.” Talamir wished he had never broached the subject. It did not matter, and it only seemed to further enrage the king. “Of course not.” As he understood it from Subikahn, Weile and Tae used “Kahn” as a separate surname that served the same purpose as Talamir’s own “Edminsson.” As a Renshai, the prince went by Subikahn Taesson, so they had incorporated the “Kahn” directly into his given name.
“What do you have to say for yourself?” Tae finally demanded.
Words failed Talamir. He had never seen Tae angry before, and it unnerved him. “Sire, I’m worried to say anything. Every word from my mouth seems to further upset you.”
Tae folded his arms across his chest, a seemingly indefensible position. He carried no visible weapons either, a dangerous way to confront an armed Renshai who, ordinarily, would take such disdain as a challenge. “It’s your actions, not your words, that enrage me, Talamir.”
Talamir had barely moved since entering the courtroom. “My actions, Sire?” He became acutely aware of the location of his right hand and was glad to find it at his side, not on his hilt.
“You . . . raped . . . my . . . son!”
It was the second time Tae had spoken the accusation, yet Talamir found himself equally stunned and horrified. “No!”
“You were in a superior position, and he trusted you. You used your power over him to coerce him into . . . unspeakable acts.”
“No.” Talamir dropped his voice nearly to a whisper. “No, I—” His mind raced to his relationship with the man he loved, and he could not forget the turmoil he had suffered at the same age. Always, he wondered when his interest in women would come, long after his peers already talked about little else. He even forced himself to consummate a relationship and managed it only by avoiding the parts other men craved, picturing the handsomest of his male peers in her place. Like nearly all Renshai trysts, this had not resulted in a child. The Renshai testing began before birth; hard-bodied women found conception far more difficult. An infant who could not last through the grueling workouts of its mother could never survive Renshai training. They even rushed into battle in advanced states of pregnancy.
Hailed as a hero for his unwavering dedication to his swordwork that allowed him to forswear the temptations of the flesh, Talamir endured in silence. He had gained the status of torke at a young age, his devotion to the Renshai maneuvers paying off, though he hid the secret of his passions in shame and fear. He was a true man’s man, a warrior with few equals, yet nothing but a bonta to the King of Stalmize, the one man whose blessing he needed.
Talamir had not meant to fall in love with Subikahn, nor to encourage the youngster’s devotion to him. It had happened in the quiet nights of desperation when the prince confided his fears and his pain to his teacher, trials that sounded all too familiar. Talamir had meant only to soothe the agony, to help the boy find enlightenment, understanding, and joy in a world stacked against them. But the closeness of their experiences, the sharing of their darkest secrets, and the heartfelt depth of knowledge that few could understand had brought them irrevocably closer. He loved Subikahn with a profundity and passion he had never before known in his life. And he knew the young prince felt the same way. “I didn’t rape anyone. I never would.”
“Remember,” the black-clothed figure beside Talamir hissed. “The penalty for willing participation in a homosexual act is death.”
Death. The warning made no sense to Talamir, who had already realized he stood in mortal peril. The Shadow Leader had promised to help him spare his life, not lose it. Being reminded of the gravity of the situation only made Talamir more nervous, more certain to make a fatal mistake. Again, he found his fist nearly on his hilt and forced himself to move it. “Sire, your son . . .” Talamir started.
“Yes.”
“Your son . . .” Und
erstanding suddenly struck Talamir. If he pressed his current point, if he made the king believe the truth, he condemned both Subikahn and himself to execution. Two willing participants equaled two killings. One rapist meant only one. “Sire,” Talamir restarted, his tongue feeling suddenly swollen. He was about to condemn himself to a brutal death; yet, doing so seemed the only way to rescue his lover. “Sire, you’re right. I am solely at fault; Prince Subikahn Taesson is an innocent victim of my . . .” The last word clung to his tongue, and he had to shake it loose. “. . . depravity.”
Tae seemed nearly as surprised by the confession as Talamir had by the accusation. “You . . . you admit . . .” His tone abruptly changed. “I knew it. You bastard! You brutalized my son. You ruined him for any woman! You . . . !” He gestured inarticulately for a moment before regaining his composure. “Talamir Edminsson, you are hereby sentenced to death by torture.” He made a clear, broad gesture to the three men near Talamir. “Take him to the dungeon.”
“Don’t fight,” the Shadow Leader said.
He might as well have been talking to the wall stones. Talamir had his sword free and slashing before anyone could move to stop him. Tae flew up the spectators’ seats to the chandelier in a heartbeat. The other three moved almost as quickly, but their nearness to Talamir hindered them. The tip of one’s glove followed the path of the sword, trailing blood. Another clamped a hand to his ear, swearing. The third, the one who had advised Talamir, managed to completely avoid the stroke, disappearing into the shadows of the court.
Though injured, the other two put themselves between Talamir and the exit. Both suddenly clutched blades, though Talamir had seen neither carry one. He crouched into a ready position. The rumor that one Renshai was equivalent to any other three competent warriors was not exaggeration. He had trained to take his enemies in packs as well as individually, to even expect treachery from those who initially battled with him, as friends. “If I am going to die, it will be in battle, not slung from a gallows.” He lunged toward the largest of Tae’s guards.
The man caught the strike on his blade with a firmness that sent vibrations rippling through Talamir’s fingers. He withdrew, then sliced in again, whirling to face his second opponent.
The first recoiled, barely rescuing his chest from a fatal tear. The second sprang in as Talamir cut for him. He managed an awkward riposte that spared his life but opened his defenses. Talamir jabbed for the kill.
Something slammed into Talamir’s legs, sprawling him. The Renshai madness caught him then. “Modi!” he swore, twisting like a wisule to face this new threat. The Shadow Leader clutched his ankles in a death grip, and a dagger in his fist jumped for Talamir.
“No!” The Renshai kicked and rolled. A sword swept toward his face, and he met the attack with his own blade, surging free. He saw movement overhead. At the same time, the two remaining elite guards sprang as one.
“Modi!”Talamir shouted, this time in wild abandon. He was going to die, but he would do so bravely, as a Renshai man. He redirected the first stroke, wove under the second. Something pricked his hip, even as he raised his sword to impale the figure flying toward him from the chandelier. The king! he realized suddenly. Subikahn’s father.
The tear in Talamir’s hip burned, a shocking agony for a Renshai immersed in battle, a Renshai whose battle rage should have driven him past all pain. He could feel its every motion through his veins, tearing, blazing, coursing through his body. “Poison,” he gasped out, staggering. His blade missed its mark. Tae landed on him with enough force to bear him to the ground.
Still Talamir fought, writhing and kicking, spewing out words that ceased to make sense, even to himself. Someone jerked the sword from his hand. He lunged after it, howling like a beast. His thoughts swirled, wildly unfocused, and he groped for them with the same intensity with which he would wield his sword. “No! No! No!” He had to die with it in his hands. Die with it to go to Valhalla. And take the lying bastard who stooped to poison with him.
Oblivious to Tae expertly securing his limbs, sparing no attention for the two armed men trying to pin him with threats that no longer mattered, Talamir turned his gaze directly and accusingly on the smallest of the elite guardsmen. “You coward.” He spat out the worst insult in the Renshai vernacular. “You filthy, shit-stinking coward.”
Then, darkness descended on Talamir, and he knew no more.
Saviar Ra-khirsson slipped quietly into the Béarnian guest quarters he shared with his father and grandfather, undressed in the dark, and crawled into bed. The sheets felt lavishly soft, silky, and cold against his flesh; and he detected a hint of lavender amidst the sword oil, leather, and horse dander smells that defined the Knights of Erythane. Saviar felt himself drifting almost immediately; exhaustion from a grueling practice, combined with the plushness of his bed, dragged him rapidly toward sleep.
Kedrin’s voice jarred abruptly through Saviar’s muddling thoughts. “Savi?”
“Mmmm?” Saviar returned, unwilling to abandon the welcome comfort of drowsiness. If he focused too hard on his grandfather, he might come fully awake and have difficulty relocating this fine and comfortable place.
“They’ve called a special Council meeting for the morning. A Nordmirian ship docked this evening.”
That fully roused Saviar. He propped himself onto an elbow, though he could barely discern Ra-khir’s and Kedrin’s beds through the darkness. Ra-khir slept between them. “A Nordmirian ship?” The Northlands consisted of a vast, frozen territory supporting several tribes who seemed constantly at war with one another. Aside from traders, they interacted rarely with the West. They also held a deep-rooted and deftly taught hatred for the Renshai tribe, once a part of them. Saviar could not keep suspicion from his tone. “Why?”
“We’ll find out tomorrow.” Kedrin peered across Ra-khir. “If I had to guess, I would venture it had something to do with ore.”
“Ore?” Still leaning on his elbow, Saviar crinkled his forehead, though Kedrin could not see his confusion through the darkness. The chill of the sheets gave way to the trapped warmth of Saviar’s body.
“Iron ore,” Kedrin explained. “The West’s great mines are nearly tapped out. The East has never been a good source, but the North has the most productive mines in the world.”
“Really?” Saviar wondered how he had gone through his entire childhood obsessed with steel and yet had never known this fact. It’s because Renshai care only about ability and maneuvers.When they need supplies, they buy or, in the past, take them. In that context, it made sense that the Renshai would pay little attention to such details. They also knew nothing about hunting or fishing, about clothing or adornments.
“Really, Saviar. And I thought you might want to attend the Council meeting.”
Ra-khir stiffened suddenly, apparently jarred awake. He stretched beneath his covers, politely quiet.
“Really?” This time, the word emerged as a squeak. Saviar could scarcely believe the invitation. At only eighteen, he might become a part of kingdom politics, of an affair with vast significance.
Apparently misinterpreting Saviar’s question, Kedrin added, “All right, I admit it. They’re dead boring. But I thought someone who had never seen the Council Room might find even the regular goings-on of some interest. Also, I know you’ve never met a live Northman. I’ve always felt it better to form opinions based on reality rather than stereotypes and stories.”
Saviar understood the underlying point. His mother held an entrenched disdain for all things Northern and tended to voice her opinion at any opportunity. Usually, Renshai remained aloof from discussions of their Northern cousins; but there was clearly no love lost and some actual hatred on their side as well. “I’d like to come, Grandpapa. Thank you for inviting me.”
“You’re welcome,” Kedrin said sincerely, settling back beneath his covers. “Dress appropriately, and I will expect you to remain a silent observer.”
The mere thought of speaking out in front of diplomats and r
oyalty made Saviar quail. “Silent, of course. I would very much prefer it.” He rolled to his side, prepared to fall asleep. Before he had a chance to settle in, however, Ra-khir finally spoke.
“Pardon me for overhearing the end of your conversation, Father, but did you just invite Saviar to the Council meeting?”
Kedrin sat up. “Indeed I did. Is that a problem?”
Saviar closed his eyes. He seemed to be the cause of a lot of friction between his father and grandfather these days. Nothing he could say would seem anything but rude, so he remained utterly silent and chased sleep.
“Not per se.” Ra-khir’s tone remained neutral, with just an edge of discomfort. He did not seem angry. “I think everyone should have an idea of how a kingdom operates, and Saviar is lucky to have some of the same opportunities I did to learn. However, under the circumstances . . .”
Saviar assumed his own curiosity seemed to lengthen Ra-khir’s pause until Kedrin spoke to fill the gap.
“Yes, Ra-khir? What about the current circumstances bothers you?”
“It’s just that Thialnir arrived last night.” Ra-khir referred to the Renshai’s representative at the conference table. “A Nordmirian captain and a hardheaded Renshai in the same small room? Why not just hand my son a burning brand to snuff in a barrel of oil? The king’s guards will have enough to worry about without an extra Renshai.”
Kedrin sounded affronted. “My grandson wouldn’t engage in any violence that might endanger the high king.”
“Your grandson,” Ra-khir replied stiffly, “is Renshai.”
Saviar was speaking before he could stop himself, “His grandson is in the damned room!”
Both men fell silent and turned toward the boy.
“First, I’m highly offended that you think because I’m Renshai I can’t control myself.”
Ra-khir recoiled, his tone turning defensive. “That’s not what I meant, Savi.”
Saviar continued, “I can’t say for sure how I’ll react in a situation I’ve never been in before.” He sat up, now fully awake. “I certainly hope I would never engage in any behavior that might put King Griff in danger. But you’re right about one thing.” Saviar made a vague gesture toward Ra-khir in acknowledgment. “Regardless of what I would or wouldn’t do, having a second Renshai in the room will alarm the guards and make their job harder. I don’t want to be responsible for that.”
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