"The last brave man of England!" His voice had the rich, deep resonance of a drum. "Come over here and tell us what it takes to walk alone in the countryside at night!"
Shavi squatted down next to him, perfectly balanced with the tips of his fingers on the ground. "I did not intend to be out so late-"
The man's bellowed laugh cut Shavi short. "Now how many times have we heard that before?"
The others laughed in response, but it wasn't directed at Shavi. "Come on, pull up a pew." The man slapped the dry ground next to him. "You don't want to be going back out there in a hurry, do you?"
Shavi accepted his hospitality with a smile. The easy conversation resumed immediately, as if he were an old friend who had just returned to the fold. A second later a cup of warm cider was pressed into his hands. He could smell hash on the wind and soon someone switched on an eighties beat-box. It pumped out music which seemed to switch without rhyme or reason from upbeat to ambient, jungle to folk. There was a strange, relaxed mood that was oddly timeless. He felt quite at home.
Shavi's host introduced himself as Breaker Gibson. He'd been with the convoy for six years. As a group, the travellers had followed the road for most of the nineties, their number ebbing and flowing as people tagged along at different sites or drifted away without explanation; an extended family that owed as much to a gaggle of mediaeval itinerants as it did to any concept of modern grouping. Their neverending journey was seasonal, taking in most of the festivals: Glastonbury and Reading, some of the counterculture get-togethers in Cornwall and Somerset, the summer solstice at Stonehenge, Beltane in Scotland. They had their own code of conduct, their own stories and traditions that were related and embellished around the campfire most nights, their own myths and belief systems: a society within a society.
Breaker didn't want to talk about his life before he joined the collective; Shavi got the sense it was an unhappy time that he was trying to leave far behind, and the constant motion of his new existence appeared to be working. But of his time with the group he was robustly happy to discuss, and had a plethora of stories to tell, most of which he wildly exaggerated like a storyteller of old, all of which seemed to involve some kind of run-in with the law. After an hour Shavi liked him immensely.
For his part, Shavi was completely open about what had happened to him over the long weeks since he had hooked up with Church and the others, but he said nothing about the reasons for his mission south, nor his destination; it was too important to trust to someone he had only just met.
Breaker peered into the night beyond the light of the campfire. "Aye, we've seen some rum things over the last few weeks. We stopped to pick up a guy hitch-hiking near Bromsgrove. Dressed all in green, he was. But each to his own-I'm not a fashion cop." He chuckled throatily. "We got to the point where we'd promised to drop him off. Looked around-he wasn't anywhere on the bus! And we hadn't stopped anywhere he could have jumped off. Next thing, someone discovered all the pound coins had turned to chocolate! The kids had a feast that night, I tell you!" His chuckle turned to a deep laugh. "Could have been worse, I suppose." A shadow suddenly crossed his face. "'Course, we've seen some rotten things at night." Now a tight smile; Shavi knew what he meant.
"Still," he said, raising his mug of cider, "it's wonderful to be alive."
As they drank and chatted, two women came over. One was in her late twenties, with a pleasant, open manner and sharp, intelligent eyes. She had a short sandy bob and wore a thick, hand-knitted cardigan over a long hippie skirt. Her name was Meg. With her was a Gothy woman about ten years older with a hardened face and distinctly predatory eyes, but a smile that was welcoming enough. She said her name was Carolina. They both seemed eager to talk to Breaker, who obviously had some standing within their community.
"Mikey doesn't want to do the late watch," Meg said, drawing out a list of names and quickly running her eyes down it.
"The little git says we keep picking on him to do it," Carolina interjected sharply.
"But I've checked the rota and it's been divided up fairly," Meg added.
Breaker sipped on his cider, suddenly serious. "I'll have a quiet word with him. We can't afford to have too much dissent in the ranks." He turned to Shavi. "We had to instigate the watches a few weeks back after some bad shit happened."
Shavi could feel the eyes of the women sizing him up. "What was it?" he asked.
"Woke up one morning, hell of a commotion. Penny over there-" he motioned to a thin, pale woman whose eyes bulged as if she had a thyroid problem "-she was in a right state, understandably. Her baby, Jack, he'd gone missing. Taken in the night. And in the cot where he'd been lying was a little figure made out of twigs tied up with strands of corn." Breaker's cheerful face sagged for a second. "Naturally we told the cops, went through all their rigmarole, getting the usual treatment that it was partly our fault for the way we lived. It was just going through the motions. Everyone knew what had really happened. Since then we've had the watches going through the night. No more trouble, so I suppose you can say it's worked. But some of our… lesscommitted… friends don't like having their sleep disturbed." This was obviously a source of great irritation for him, but he maintained his composure.
"So what's your deal?" Carolina said to Shavi bluntly. "Why are you walking the land?"
"A friend of mine is very ill. I need to find some way of helping her."
"Medicine?" Meg asked.
"Something like that."
"So where are you going? Maybe we could give you a lift." Carolina glanced at Breaker, who nodded in agreement.
Shavi weighed up whether to tell them. "South," he said. "To Windsor."
Breaker tugged at his beard thoughtfully. "We could do south."
"Yeah, haven't been that way for a while." Carolina winked at Shavi. "We tend to steer clear of some of the posher areas. The residents used to run us out with pitchforks in case we robbed them blind."
The two women were called over by a teenager who looked as if he hadn't bathed for days; thick mud coated his face and arms like some Pictish warrior. Once they were out of earshot, Breaker said, "They just about run this place, those two. We couldn't do without them, though I wouldn't say it to their faces. Give 'em bigger heads than they've got." He looked Shavi in the eye. "So, are you with us?"
"I would be honoured."
"Good. One more for the watch rota!"
The camp was already alive when Shavi awoke from the best night's sleep he'd had in days. In the light it was easier to get a better handle on the people roaming around, and to see the vehicles, which looked like they would have trouble travelling a mile, let alone thousands. He ate a breakfast of poached eggs on toast with Meg, who had an insatiable desire for information about what was happening in the country; she was bright and sparky and he warmed to her. Afterwards he had his first mug of tea since The Green Man; it made his morning complete.
Once everyone had started preparing for departure, Breaker hailed him to invite him to sit up front in his sixties vintage bus, which had been painted white and vermilion like an ice cream van. The back was jammed with an enormous sound system and what appeared to be the cooking and camping equipment for the entire community.
"Hell-bent or heaven-sent," Breaker said with a grin as he clicked the ignition. He pulled in behind the black fifties bus and the convoy set out across the country.
The open road rolled out clearly ahead of them, with no traffic to spoil the view of overhanging trees and overgrown hedges.
"You have experienced the technology failures," Shavi said with a teasing smile, his gaze fixed ahead.
Breaker eyed him askance, then laughed at the game that was being played. "Oh yes, we've had our fair share of problems with that." He winked. "Some of us were even kinda happy to see it. Bunch of Luddites, I ask you! Travelling around on the Devil's Machines!"
"And what happens if the technology fails completely?"
"Well, that's why God invented horses, matey! If it's good enough for
the old ancestors, it's good enough for me and mine. I can see it now: a big, old, yellow caravan… " He burst out laughing. "Bloody hell! Mr. Toad! Poot, poot!" He was laughing so much tears streamed down his cheeks and he rested his head on the steering wheel to calm himself. Shavi had a sudden pang of anxiety and considered grabbing the wheel, but Breaker pulled his head up a second later and righted the bus as it drifted towards the hedge.
Shavi noticed an ornate Celtic cross hanging from the rearview mirror. "For safety on the road?"
Breaker nodded. "Though not in the way you think. That symbol was around long before the Christians got hold of it." He muttered something under his breath. "Bloody Christians stamping all over any other religion. Some of 'em are the worst advert there is for Christianity. On paper it's not a bad religion. Love thy neighbour, and all that. But once they start mangling the words, anything can happen. Having said that, we've got a few Christians here, but they're not the kind where you can see the whites of their eyes, if you know what I mean. The rest of us are a mixed bag of Pagans and Wiccans, an Odinist, a few Buddhists, some I don't even bloody well know what they're called, and I don't reckon they know themselves either!"
"In these times faith has come into its own. It really can move mountains."
"What do you believe in, then?"
Shavi rubbed his chin thoughtfully. "Everything."
Breaker guffawed. "Good answer! I tell you, the people you have to watch are those bastards who don't believe in anything. You can see them all around. Scientists who reckon they know how the universe works 'cause they know how one molecule bumps into another. Bloody businessmen who think they can screw anyone over in this life to get what they want because there's no afterlife so no comeuppance. Property developers flattening the land…" He chewed on his lip. "Making a fast buck, that's too many people's faith." He raised a hopeful eyebrow in Shavi's direction. "Looks like they could have a few problems in this new world."
"Oh, let us hope."
They laughed together.
The convoy avoided the motorways and kept to the quiet backroads. It was a slow route that involved much doubling back, but Breaker explained it meant they could more easily avoid undue police attention. As they cruised down the A444 towards Nuneaton they passed another convoy coming in the opposite direction, but these were the army. Grim-faced soldiers peered out from behind dusty windscreens; they looked exhausted and threatened.
"We live in a time of constant danger," Shavi said.
"Something big's been happening, but we never get to hear about it. They go bringing in martial law, then they haven't got the resources to police it because everybody's off fighting somewhere. At least that's what the rumours say." He glanced at Shavi. "You hear anything?"
"I have seen signs… a little, here and there. The authorities have no idea what they are doing. They are trying to fight with old thinking."
"They don't stand a chance, do they?" He mused for a second. "We always wanted the Establishment to leave us alone. I wonder what the world's gonna be like without them?"
As they rounded a corner they were hit by a moment of pure irony: a police roadblock barred their way.
They were held there for half an hour. Everyone was forced out of their vehicles on to the side of the road while they and all their possessions were searched. Nothing untoward was found; those who did carry drugs had found much better hiding places, after years of bitter experience. Even so, the indignities were ladled on: verbal abuse, women pushed around, homes turned upside down and left in chaos. All the travellers remained calm. They had obviously learned any opposition would result in a rapid escalation into a confrontation they could never win.
Shavi expected the police to pounce on him in a second, but they seemed to have no idea who he was. Eventually, once the police had had their sport, the convoy was turned around for no good reason that anyone could see; other cars and lorries were waved right through.
Breaker's face was stony as he headed back north and looked for a side road. "Just like the bleeding miners' strike. And they call this a free country."
They eventually made their way around the blocked area and pitched camp for the night in the deserted countryside to the east of Stratford-on-Avon. The area was thickly wooded enough for their vehicles not to be seen from any of the roads in the area.
"One of the good things about all this-we never get hassled at night any more," Breaker said. "Everybody's too afraid to leave their homes once the sun goes down."
Once they were all parked up, they assembled for the tasks to be handed out. Three went off to dig the latrines while others scouted the area for wood for the fire; no one was allowed to touch any living tree. The cooking range was erected from Breaker's bus and several volunteers set about preparing a vat of vegetarian chilli. The mouth-watering aromas drifted over the campsite.
After everyone had eaten their fill, Shavi sat with Breaker, Meg and Carolina next to the fire, watching the gloom gather. He had spent the day mulling over the story Breaker had told him about the abducted child and he had grown increasingly disturbed that so little had been done.
"What could be done?" Carolina said dismally.
Meg agreed. "We've seen the things away in the field. Enough of us have come across all the strange, freaky shit that hovers around the camp at night. We're not stupid."
"I am not suggesting you are," Shavi said. "But if you believe in the reality of the things you talk about, then you should not be surprised when I tell you I have certain abilities which may be of use to you." He explained the gradual development of his shamanic skills over the weeks since the world had changed. It was a difficult task-he knew most people were still mired in the old way of thinking-but after all he had seen of the travellers' nonconformist lifestyle, he guessed they would not be so blinkered.
"So what do you suggest?" Carolina suggested. "A shamanic ritual?"
"That might be effective. It is a matter of trying to peel back the layers to achieve contact with the invisible world, where all knowledge lies."
"And you think you've got what it takes?" Carolina gave a wry smile.
"Bloody hell, Carolina! Give the bloke a chance!" Breaker berated loudly. "He's right-we've done bugger-all so far. It wouldn't hurt to take a shot at this."
Meg nodded. "I'm in agreement. We can do it tonight, if you like. What do you need?"
"A quiet place among the trees, a handful of us to provide the focus of energies, some mushrooms or hash preferably, natural highs to alter consciousness. If not, we will have to make do with alcohol."
The others looked from one to the other and laughed. "Yeah, I think that's doable," Carolina said with a smirk.
Penny broke down in a sobbing fit once Meg told her what was planned. She pushed her way past the others to clutch at Shavi's clothes, her tearful face contorted by all the emotions she had not been able to vent. "Please God, help me find jack!" she wailed.
Meg led her away to calm her down with a cup of tea while Breaker rounded up a few people to help with the ritual. By the end there were eight of them: Shavi, Breaker, Meg and Carolina, a woman in her sixties with long white hair tied in a ponytail, the mud-covered eighteen-year-old, who was known as Spink, a ratty-faced man with curly ginger hair and his partner, a heavyset woman who smiled a lot.
They found a clearing in the woods where they couldn't see the camp or hear any voices. Breaker had been wary of straying so far from the safety of the fire, but Shavi had convinced him the ritual would protect them as much as any physical defence.
The evening was warm. They sat in a circle, breathing in the woody, verdant aroma of the trees, listening to the soothing rustle of the leaves in the cooling breeze. It wasn't as dark as they had feared under the trees. The night was clear and the near-full moon provided beams of silver luminescence that broke through spaces in the canopy like spotlights picking out circles on the wood floor. The patterns of light and shade it created provided an attractive, stimulating backdrop to what the
y were about to do.
Breaker had rustled up a plastic bag of dried mushrooms and a block of hash, which they shared out equally. They didn't have to wait long for it to take effect. Shavi had primed them to begin a regular, low chant. He knew, instinctively, that the insistent vibrations coupled with the psychoactive drugs stimulated the particular region of his brain he needed to achieve the higher level. He didn't know how he knew that, but it was there in the same way that he knew it was the technique employed by their ancestors in the stone circles and chambered tombs millennia ago.
The chant moved among the trees until it became a solid, living thing, circling back and forth, then inserting probing fingers deep into his mind. He closed his eyes and raised his face so the breeze caressed his skin. The blood was singing in his veins as a tremendous sense of well-being consumed him; he felt roots going down from his body into the soil, moving underground until they joined with the trees and the shrubs. He felt a part of it all.
The next step was the hardest. There was a deep anxiety locked inside him from the time his mind had been almost lost to the sea serpent just off Skye, and he had to fight to ensure the drugs didn't amplify it to the point where it overwhelmed him. He regulated his breathing and focused, riding the waves with mastery. And then it was just a matter of falling back into his head, and back and back, as if he were plummeting into a deep well. Paradoxically, that journey deep within saw him suddenly out of his body. He was in the air over the clearing, looking down at himself and the others, still chanting. The view was strange, fractured; colours seemed oddly out of sorts and the dark was almost a living, breathing thing. He had only the warped perspective for an instant before his mind was jumping like lightning through the woods. There was a sensation like pinpricks all over his body, and then he was blinking, seeing the world at ground level; a wrinkle of his nose and a bound; he was a rabbit investigating the strange scene. Another lightning leap and suddenly he was up in the treetops, seeing with astonishing precision. There was the rabbit, white cotton-tail twitching. He was consumed by raptor-lust; his big owl eyes blinked twice and then he was on the wing. The lightning leap plucked him away again, to a badger snuffling in the undergrowth further afield, to a fox probing the outer reaches of the campsite for any food to steal, to a moth battering against the windscreen of a bus, trying to reach the light inside.
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