by Avery Flynn
Also By Kim Golden
Maybe Baby
Maybe Tonight: a novella
Maybe Forever
Maybe Tomorrow
In Skates Trouble
by
Kate Meader
To Marion
I’m so glad you found me.
1
Up until about ten minutes ago, Ford Callaghan would never have dreamed of eavesdropping on a private conversation. True, his grandmother was known to leave a room telling people to argue loudly so she didn’t have to strain herself, but she was from the trashier side of the family, and Ford’s mom had raised him better than that. However, all bets were off when the conversation was about oral sex.
Or, more particularly, how the entire male species knew jack about it.
Only when he rolled his shoulders and discovered he was so flat against the back of the balcony sofa he could’ve melted into it did he realize that maybe he had more of Granny Tate in him after all. Something else struck him too: he had an opportunity not usually afforded to men. Didn’t he owe it to his tribe to learn where every man had supposedly been going wrong?
“He called himself a cunning linguist,” one of the women said, her voice carrying clearly from the adjoining hotel room balcony. “With a straight face.”
Her balcony mates—two of ’em—let loose with sympathy chuckles.
“At least he knew the terminology. When I suggested the stockbroker take a visit downtown, he looked at me like I was speaking a foreign language.”
“So not cunnilingual, then?”
“Barely monolingual.” There was something familiar about this woman’s voice. Girlish and musical, like Marilyn Monroe. “What about you, Addy?”
Ford perked up at the mention of that name. Addy. For the last ten minutes, hers was the voice of the three women that pleasurably twisted his insides. Quieter than the others, she spoke with a smoky rasp. He didn’t recognize it like he did Marilyn’s, but something within him sensed an affinity.
“My ex would need a GPS to find a clit. And knowing him, he’d argue that the directions were all wrong anyway because they were given in a woman’s voice.”
Their laughter covered Ford’s own low chuckle of appreciation.
“But there’s nothing better than a guy who’s not afraid to get down in the trenches,” Addy continued. “Who eats you out like he plans to put it on his résumé as a marketable skill.”
Ford shifted in his seat, carnal warmth flushing his veins at her plain speaking. He wondered what she looked like. He had it in his head she was a dusky-eyed brunette with lush waves falling over her shoulders, long enough to reach the rosy tips of her full, high breasts. That hair would brush against his chest as she prowled down his body, demonstrating her own marketable skills—
He raised his soda to his lips and took a sip to cool the hell down.
The conversation was continuing as if that brief visit to Ford’s Fantasy Land had never occurred. Kinda rude, ladies.
“Addy, we’re going to have to get you back out there. You’re thirty-two, but you act like you’re ninety-two. Guilt-free orgasms, that’s what you need.”
So, six years older than Ford, not some Girls Gone Wild coed. He liked that. And that get-you-back-out-there comment was the kind of thing said to a woman who’d been out of the game for a while. Maybe the ex with the X-marks-the-clit aversion had done a number on her. Or maybe she’d been wasting her time on men who couldn’t appreciate her.
If Ford was sure of one thing, it was that a woman like this would find untold levels of appreciation in his bed.
Mental headshake. As the star right winger with the Cup-winning New Orleans Cajun Rajuns, Ford wasn’t exactly hurting for female company. Four weeks ago, they’d pulled it out by winning the final game of the series against the New York Spartans. That night he was drowning in offers to keep those good times rolling, but he’d decided against going for a swim. At twenty-six, he was a bit young to be hanging up his condoms, yet the idea of another meaningless fuck with another meaningless puck bunny held little appeal.
Doing the Cup tour in his hometown of Chicago, he’d thought it might clarify his thinking. Something was missing. He ached for—shit, he didn’t know what. A connection, which sounded pretty freakin’ sappy. The day after tomorrow, Ford would take the Cup to visit his junior club, the youth hockey team of the Chicago Rebels, one of the two big franchises in the city. Rebels fans might be bitter about not even making it to the division playoffs, but Ford still got plenty of love from his hometown despite hanging his skates in New Orleans.
“I know, I know,” Addy murmured. Yep, they were on a first-name basis now. “Every guy takes one look and immediately makes up his mind. I just want to meet someone without all the games and preconceptions.”
“That’s why you should come to my dinner party tomorrow. I have just the guy,” said the woman with the familiar voice. It really niggled that he couldn’t place it.
Addy groaned, and though Ford knew it was a groan of frustration, all he could hear in it was pleasure. Specifically, the pleasure he’d provide her, given the opportunity.
“The bean counter?” Addy asked. “Tell me, is a combover involved?”
More laughter, then: “I’d never do that to you. It’s more of a . . . creative Mohawk.”
This sent them all into raucous hoots that were cut short when the Marilyn sound-alike commented that it was late and she had a young stud waiting for her at home. Sarcasm noted. Two minutes later, the party had broken up and the balcony was quiet again.
Disappointment settled over him like a rain-weighted cloud. Those flash reveals of the lady psyche hadn’t satisfied his erotic curiosity or nudged him any closer to figuring out what women wanted. Or what Addy wanted . . . beyond an enthusiastic tongue. Was she staying in the room next door—and would she be willing to educate a clueless jock on the finer points of the female orgasm?
Oh, the places your dirty mind will go, Killer.
Smiling ruefully at his idiocy, he checked his phone, remembering now that he had turned it off completely as soon as the locker-room conversation next door had turned shockingly intimate. That said it all right there, didn’t it? Not wanting to risk even the lowest vibratory buzz, he’d made a conscious decision to remain hidden in the shadows like a creeper. Nice.
A text from his brother Jackson: Marcy wants to know if lasagna is okay for dinner on Friday.
Familiar threads of guilt panged his chest. He would be staying with his brother and his family in Bridgeport on Chicago’s South Side the day after tomorrow. What he hadn’t told them—what he hadn’t told anyone—was that he’d arrived in town a couple days early. He wanted to hit Paulie’s grave without his brother’s recriminatory glances or the media latching on to the story of the Callaghan boys, all destined for greatness until it turned to shit one rainy night on I-90.
Plenty of time to feel like crap in the bosom of his family.
He turned the phone over on the side table, unbidden thoughts of the sultry-voiced goddess ensuring his wicked hard-on still raged. Christ, he hadn’t sported that much wood in forever. The woman’s voice had done that. Addy’s voice.
What would she say if he knocked on her door—assuming it was her door?
What would he say?
I couldn’t help overhearing your conversation and how you’re looking for a guy who won’t play games. Who knows his way around a woman’s body. Can tongue-fuck all night long. Bonus: a full head of glorious hair, no creative Mohawks here. A veritable salad.
Yeah, that’d go over well. You’re an idiot, Callaghan.
He stood, the throb in his dick lessening as the reality of the situation crowded out his fantasy. Nice while it lasted. Resigned to a lonely night with his right hand and the memory of his neighbor’s voice for company, he gripped the balcony door and slid it back.
A husky sound echoed in the still of the night, so quiet that for a moment he imagined it was in his head.
“Leaving so soon, Mr. Eavesdropper?”
2
That sharp intake of breath Addison Williams heard from her neighbor was enormously gratifying. Gotcha, mister. He clearly had no idea she’d been there for the last five minutes after the girls left—nor that she’d been acutely aware of his presence for the fifteen before that.
She swore she heard him swallow before he spoke. So. Damn. Cute.
“I could say I didn’t intend to listen in, but it’d be a brass-balls lie.”
“Good. I hate liars.”
“What’s your opinion on eavesdroppers?”
Smiling, she let the moment ride for a few extra beats. “Not my favorites, either, but more understandable. It’s human nature to be curious.”
“All hail human nature.”
He still hadn’t moved from the sliding door, and no illumination filtered from the room. The Chicago city lights cast a fuzzy, indistinct glow over the hotel’s façade, but at fifteen floors up, that glow didn’t quite reach the balconies. She had a sense of him being big, over six feet, which a woman of her particular height always appreciated in a man.
When she remained silent, he spoke again. “In this case, I’d say it was a good thing I was listening in. Doing a service, really.”
“A service for me?”
“A service for humanity. Well, first for men, but women would ultimately benefit.”
Leaning back on the balcony’s sofa, Addison considered the next move. Why was she talking to this stranger again? She suspected neither Liz nor Harper had even realized he was there, hovering in the shadows, absorbing the slightly raunchy back-and-forth. Was that why she’d been so unusually vocal about her ex-husband’s failure to please her in bed? Was she issuing a challenge to this man, to any man listening?
I’m a woman and I have needs, dammit.
That sounded silly, silly enough to make her chuckle.
“What’s so funny?” Softly spoken. Genuinely curious.
She couldn’t say what she was really thinking—what woman ever could?—so she fell back on responding to his earlier statement. “The idea that any man would perform a service for humanity. From my experience, men are mostly selfish.”
He tutted. “So cynical. And you haven’t seen me in action.”
“A doer, not a talker, are you?”
“No reason I can’t be both, Addy.”
Her breath caught at his use of her name. How did he know she was the one who’d remained behind? Had he been listening that closely?
“Your voice stood out in the group,” he murmured, offering an explanation she hadn’t sought aloud. “You have a voice like syrup, Addy.”
The way he said that turned her to syrup. Warm, gooey, treacley waves that pumped slowly through her veins, heating her body in anticipation.
But, of what? Nothing could happen here. This was just a harmless flirtation she’d use later when she slipped between the zillion-thousand-thread-count sheets in her hotel room. She was in town to meet with the marketing team for her lingerie line and to prepare for her official move to Chicago in a few weeks. Right this minute, whispering secrets in the sensual dark, she had zero regrets at turning down Harper’s offer to stay at her townhouse in Lake Forest, just north of the city.
She doubted Harper’s guest room came with a whiskey-voiced stranger as a perk.
The stranger stepped away from the door, a couple feet closer to the side near her balcony. Panic made her skin itch. She didn’t want that. If he saw her—the real her—the sexy vibe would be ruined.
“Could . . . could you stay back? In the shadows.” The request sounded ridiculous on her tongue, and she immediately regretted it. He’d think her a total nutjob.
“Sure, Addy,” he said, low, certain, his tone accepting in a way that made what she’d said not sound odd at all. “Okay if I sit for a while?”
“If you’d like.”
Not just okay. Wanted. Desired.
But, why? Because . . . it had been a while since her nerve endings had fired in the presence of a man. Since her skin had felt tight and her belly wriggled with want.
Awareness of his size as he moved to the sofa at the other side of the balcony made her doubly conscious of her own body. He might be an actuary or a spy or a kitchen gadget salesman, but it didn’t matter. Just as it didn’t matter that she was Addison Williams, ex-wife of a powerful magnate who had wanted a trophy not a partner. She should have known that any man who calls a woman after he spots her in a Victoria’s Secret catalog—and what was he doing with that catalog, she might ask?—was probably not interested in her scintillating conversation.
“So you were saying?” she asked the stranger next door.
“Was I?”
“About your services to humanity.”
He chuckled, raspy and glorious, and it shot a direct line to a neglected spot between her legs.
“Right. My services.” He paused, perhaps considering how to phrase what came next. “My bout of eavesdropping gave me precious insight into the female mind. I hate to think my people have been falling down on the job.”
Cheeks heating, she laughed, remembering what she’d said. “Just their tongues. Although now you mention it, there have been a few droopers in the last couple of years.”
“Droopers with you, Addy? Can’t believe that. A dead man’s dick would raise the lid of a coffin on hearing that voice of yours.”
Oh, he was a smooth one. Yet, there was a boyish sincerity to him that scooped out a cavity in her chest. How old was he? He didn’t sound as old as her ex, but he didn’t sound too young either.
What the hell did it matter? It wasn’t as if she would ever see him face to face. As if anything would happen here in shadow-sheltered safety.
“Reports of my dick-raising abilities have been vastly exaggerated.” She might have lowered her voice to bedroom husky there. Just testing the waters.
“Like hearing that word out of your mouth, Addy.”
“What? Exaggerated?”
“You say dick and mine gets hard.”
She blinked at his provocative words, ones that left no doubt what they were both thinking. The honesty of it should have terrified her but instead, it toppled her. Time ticked, the air pressurized, an explosion waiting to happen.
“So, what are you in town for?” he asked, as if he hadn’t just casually mentioned his erection to a complete stranger. One who had admittedly provoked him, but still. Sure, let’s pretend that hadn’t happened.
She had been silent too long. Without visual cues, all he had was her words to go on. In the thick and sultry late July air, his regret was palpable, and she wasn’t sure if she was glad he’d backed off.
“I’m here on business.”
“What kind of business are you in?”
“Fashion. Selling into department stores.” Half-true, or at least that’s where her career was now headed. Deciding on bravery, she added, “Lingerie. That’s what I sell.”
She could sense his (sexy) grin, even in the dark. For a moment, she wondered if she’d overplayed her hand, but what he came out with next told her she’d made the right call.
“What I said before about how your words affect me . . . I’m sorry if I came on too strong. I was just thinking about what you said earlier. No games.”
That he’d remembered was either exceptionally creepy or extraordinarily evolved. She liked how he made her feel so she went with the latter. There was safety in the dark.
“You didn’t go too far. Straight talk is a virtue. Dirty talk is a goddamn blessing.”
So it was glib, a deliberate effort to lower the level of discourse and raise the stakes. His laugh was even more beautiful than his chuckle. Deep and resonant, making her breasts ache and her sex clench.
“Maybe that’s what’s been wrong with the fuckwits who need a map around your body, Addy. Maybe they need better directions.”
Suddenly, her jeans felt too tight, and not only because the generous ass
that paid her bills and got countless horny teenagers and their fathers off was filling it a little too well. No, it felt like a fetter on the bloom between her legs. This was usually a male problem with the erections they could barely contain, but damn if her clit didn’t feel positively Grinch-like: three times too big.
“Are you implying I hold some responsibility for my orgasms, Mr. Eavesdropper?”
“Believe me, Addy, guys do much better with their woman telling them what they need. They love hearing her give instructions, showing them where his fingers touching work best, directing them to the spot that needs my tongue on it now.”
In the haze of his defense of all those poor misguided men who needed help, she almost missed it. That switch from the general to the particular. From the actions of all men to the action of one—the one who right this second was turning her on like a lamp.
My tongue, he’d said.
She bit down on her lip to throttle the moan aching to find its voice. He needed to be quiet now. If he said one more word, she’d have her hand down her jeans before she could say “Wanna come over and do me, Eavesdropper?”
A wayward hand found its way to her breast. Just a light glance to ease the ache.
“You touching yourself yet, Addy?”
Holy shit, way to crank it up, stranger.
She dropped that hand like it had burned her sensitive, forbidden flesh. Caught in this no-man’s land of pleasure and torment—and unsure how to proceed—she shook her head. Because, of course, he could see that.
“Addy, sweetheart, you okay over there?”
“Fine,” she squeaked.
Another low chuckle, but this one sounded as pained as it did sexy.
“You lying to me, Addy?”
“Um . . .”
“No games, sweetheart. Straight talk is a virtue, remember?”
But only about things that didn’t matter. She’d tried honesty with her ex and it had wrenched them apart instead of bringing them closer. I need my career. I need to be someone other than a wife.
