by Sy Walker
She blushed as memories of their passionate night in the woods came back to her.
“You all right, lass?” Gail asked, concerned.
“Yes,” Sadie replied, turning her attention back to gathering mushrooms in a basket.
“Don't let these women worry you,” Gail said, snatching a berry from Sadie's basket and sticking it into her mouth. “They're just jealous.”
“Why would they be jealous of me?” Sadie asked miserably. It was good to talk about this and get her mind off of James, but it left her feeling as if there was something wrong with her. It was never much fun to feel like you didn't fit in.
“Well,” Gail said. “I'm sure they have their reasons.”
She was mysteriously quiet for a moment before they moved forward in their search. The other women began brushing past them pointedly, their baskets full to the brim with edibles. Sadie watched them saunter back to the camp, their strong, thick legs and fiery hair descending down the hill, snickering as they left. They were probably laughing about her basket being only part full, Sadie thought miserably. Gail gave a cheerful squeal and soon her thoughts were back on the only friend she had made in the camp.
“Look it that, Sadie! I found me a baby bird,” Gail said, approaching it gingerly. “Do you see where it might have come from?”
Sadie peered at the trees, finally spotting the nest. There were two other birds much the same as the tiny bird on the ground.
“Up there,” Sadie said.
Without hesitation, Gail scooped the small bird up in her apron, careful not to touch it, and held it gingerly against her breast as she climbed up into the tree using only her long legs and strong arms. She placed the baby bird gently in the nest, bringing alarmed cries from all three of the babies, before dropping down to the ground with a satisfied grin.
“That'll do,” she said proudly. And with that, they collected their baskets and headed back to the camp.
***
Sadie hadn't been able to keep her mind off of James, and that night she finally had a moment alone with him. It had happened purely by chance – he had left the comfort of his group of friends and nearly ran into her as she emerged from her tent.
“Oh!” she exclaimed in surprise, before she realized it was James. “I'm sorry.”
He looked down at her, a faint grin on his lips. “Careful there, lass,” he said with a wink.
“Where were you heading?” she asked as he backed up. She was reluctant to let him get out of her sight now that she finally had him there.
“Just looking to get some water,” he said.
“I have some inside,” she said. “Come on in.”
He stood hesitantly in front of the tent, bringing his broad hand up to his forehead and running it through his hair.
“Come on, I won't bite,” she said.
“That a fact?” he asked with a grin, and she laughed, looking down at the ground in embarrassment. He was referring to their tryst in the woods. But he'd made it clear that it wouldn't happen again. She could see why he had become so formal, it seemed like he was under constant supervision, working hard under the Elders to carry out some important position in the clan.
He stood just inside the tent, to make it obvious to anyone who might be watching that he didn't intend to fully enter. She poured him a glass of water and brought it to him, biting her bottom lip and looking into his eyes. He held her gaze, his eyes soulful but pained. Was he holding himself back? What was keeping him from being the man she had met in the dungeon?
“Thank you, lass,” he said finally, taking the glass and drinking deeply. “How are you liking your accommodations?”
“They're...” She didn't quite know what to say about the tent the Highlanders had set up for her. It was flattering to be thought of and given her own space, but she wasn't used to sleeping on a cot, or being so cold, for that matter. The women who had been in charge of her placement had decided that she should be put as far away from the campfire as possible. “It's cozy.”
“Well, you take care then,” he said with a nod. He began to leave, and then thought better of it and turned back to face her. She watched him hopefully, secretly wondering if maybe he was going to say or do something romantic, but instead he cleared his throat and straightened his back, taking on the self-important look he got when he was on official council business.
“The council wants to summon you to their tent tomorrow for an announcement.” His face was flushed, and she tried to read his expression. It had gone cold though, and she frowned.
“Oh...okay. Thank you.”
James gave her a formal nod and ducked out of the tent, leaving her alone, her eyes fixed on his broad back as he made his way back to the bonfire.
Chapter 5
The next morning, the light filtered through her tent, and she woke up feeling alone. All that ceased when she heard a familiar voice. James was at her entrance again.
“Hi,” she said sleepily. She'd been finding it difficult to adjust to the intense schedule the Highlanders kept. They were up late into the night laughing and drinking, singing and dancing, and woke bright and early, even before the sun finished rising. She had been doing her best, but her body was confused and exhausted.
“The council is ready to meet with you,” he said, swallowing hard.
“Do you know what they want to talk to me about?” she asked, looking down at herself. She was still in her night clothes.
“Well,” James said thoughtfully. “I think it's about your plight. They have some things they want to explain to you.”
“Great!” she exclaimed, rushing to her dress and slipping her nightshirt off to slip into it. James cleared his throat, clearly embarrassed.
“Oh, I'm so sorry,” she said. That had been absent-minded of her. She had dressed casually in front of her husband so many times before that she didn't think twice about undressing in front of James. She really needed to get more sleep. And it might help if she stopped wondering if the two of them might ever be a couple.
“It's all right,” he said, his voice strained. “I'll wait for you outside. Just come out when you're ready, lass.”
Sadie nodded, pulling the dress on and buckling the brass buckle over the cloth on her breasts. She did her best to smooth her rebellious red locks, but had to be contented to tuck them behind her ear before meeting James outside of her tent.
“Ready?” he asked, his voice smooth and gentle. He took her by the elbow and she fought the urge to lean against his broad, muscular torso as they moved swiftly through the camp together. But he dropped his hand from her arm once they reached the scarcely populated bonfire. Most of the Highland rebels were still tucked securely in their tents, preparing for the day.
He lifted the tent flap for her and they walked in, first Sadie, then James.
“Welcome, Sadie,” the lead councilman said. She had finally discovered that his name was Ivar.
“Thank you, Ivar,” she said.
“We brought you here today to discuss the pendant that you are wearing. We have cause to believe that you came upon it in another time.”
“Another time,” she acknowledged. Even though it was clearly the truth, it still sounded startling and unbelievable coming from anybody else.
“Yes. You are from the future, aren't you, lass? It seems time to tell you the story of the necklace you are wearing.”
“All right,” Sadie said.
Ivar gave her a small smile. “You may sit down for this, lass, it's a long tale.”
Sadie sat and watched Ivar curiously.
“It began on a day much like this, nearly ten years ago,” he said. “These strange things somehow happen in plain sight. A girl, matching your description, had been sighted coming in and out of the Highlands. Not wandering or journeying as you might envision, but more like fading, in and out, in different places. Most people thought of her as a spirit, and were fearful and afraid.
“Fortunately, it soon became understood that there was
a thin veil between certain points in time. And many of the spirits agreed that this was the case with the fire-haired girl who was seen walking between the realms. She was absolutely beautiful, and as time went on, she aged normally as any girl does. She was the Highlander's secret, she was, and one of the best kept.”
Sadie tried to picture this strange phenomenon and how it must have made these superstitious people nearly go insane trying to figure out what kind of omen such a woman might bring. Would she be a sorceress? A teller of evil? A bringer of good luck? Only the community could decide.
“Eventually, this woman was discovered and sought out by many clans, and Lord Lachlan heard her tale as well. He became obsessed with seeking out this woman, claiming she was a Highland witch who could give him the power to defeat the bear clan once and for all. He was convinced that she would be the most beautiful woman in the world and give him everything he had been desperately seeking – power and control over the Highland tribes.”
Sadie frowned, remembering Lord Lachlan's disgusting, pock-marked face as he had tried to force himself on her. She looked at Ivar, anxious to hear the rest of the tale.
“Lord Lachlan was part right. He went out to seek the specter, and the first Highland woman to meet her description was the fire-haired beauty, Alana. Alana met all of his fantasies, and he captured her immediately without another word.”
The whole council bowed their heads at this, their faces frowning deeply.
“She was able to help him fulfil his dark intent in a way he had not anticipated. She was the leader of the bear clan, fearless, strong, and beautiful. But Lachlan and his men had overpowered her and taken her by force. She'd been taken to his castle and thrown in the dungeon, where Lachlan enjoyed himself as he tortured and killed her. The necklace you wear belongs to Alana. She who finds it around her neck is able to carry the new spawn of the Alpha of the bear clan within her, thus continuing our clan's legacy. Without that necklace, our clan is barren and we are left with no heir to continue the Bear Clan's blood line.”
Sadie looked down at the pendant, her eyes wide, and suddenly realized that the war paint James had been wearing when they met in the dungeon was the same symbol on the pendant. Did that mean that James was the leader of the clan? Were they destined by forces stronger than fate?
“What if we just gave the necklace to somebody else?” Sadie asked, fingering it.
“I think you'll find that removing that pendant, once on, is a difficult task,” Ivar said with a soft, private laugh. “It has come to you by way of fate.”
“Oh,” Sadie said.
She tried to remove the necklace, but her body seemed to have no desire to take it off and it stayed put.
“I see what you mean,” she said, dropping her hands back in her lap.
Ivar smiled. “When Alana was killed, Lord Lachlan took the necklace and hid it away in his castle as a trophy. He considered her death a small victory against the Highlanders, as he was aware of her status among the top seniority of the clan. She was a leader. But that wasn't the impact he wanted, at least, he didn't know it. Without his knowledge though, he had left us with the inability to bear any more children to the clan by removing the source of our female leaders' power. Normal women cannot bear the bear shifter children. It takes a lot of strength and power. Normal women are not even chosen to wear the necklace. Our brides have come from far and wide, and apparently,” Ivar's eyes twinkled, “through time.”
“This doesn't make any sense,” Sadie said, exhaling. She sneaked a glance at James, who was standing dutifully, staring forward and making no notice of her.
“Well, maybe it will, my dear. Remember, Lord Lachlan wanted the specter. He had tested poor Alana and discovered that she was human after all. And with that, she had been killed and he had lost his temporary sense of victory. That being gone, he was back on the hunt for the Highland specter. He found her just a few days ago, and somehow, he was able to capture her in a special room. The spirit looked just like you, lass. You've come and gone from this place since you were a wee one, traveling in your dreams and walking through the hills of Scotland, waiting for your chance to come once and for all. Perhaps you have an old soul and missed our beloved land.”
“Wait,” Sadie said, holding her hand up. “That doesn't make any sense. How could that be me? I never left my little town. How in the world would I have ended up here?”
“As I said, lass, your dreams. Every leader of the clan has had extraordinary gifts. It takes a lot of power to find this rebel clan – we are masters at disguise. It's only through careless mistakes that we have been discovered over time. You clearly are capable of immense power, and now that the necklace found you again, no doubt in the future, right where Lord Lachlan left it, it summoned the whole of your body back to the time of your dreams, when you were the mysterious Highland specter.”
Sadie was glad he had invited her to sit for this story, because now she was feeling extremely tired. If she was standing, she was sure her legs would be shaking. She looked up at the top of the tent, unable to meet anybody's eyes, and exhaled loudly.
“It's important to tell you this now, because it marks another change for our clan,” Ivar said. “Now that the female leader has returned, allowing the bear clan's unique gene pool to thrive well into the future for generations to come, we must explain to you the role that you are expected to uphold in this clan. I do hope to help you discover a way back into your own time. It is a certain course of action. After, of course, you are mated with our leader.”
Sadie's heart lurched. Did that mean she would have an obligation to be with James? And he would be able to finally express his affection for her without worrying what the rest of the clan and the council said? She was sure that he still harbored feelings for her, secret, private feelings that he was scared and worried about for some reason. She caught his eye across the room, but for some reason he was staring at her with a hopeless, helpless expression. It almost looked, in that brief moment, as if he might cry.
“Broc will be back tonight, and you will finally meet your betrothed.”
“My be—” Sadie said in an exhale, her voice barely above a whisper. She was surprised and a sinking in her stomach suddenly overwhelmed her. She glanced over at James, who had his eyes squeezed closed and his face pointed up toward the ceiling. He was clenching his fist hard.
“I don't understand,” she said toward James, but it was Ivar who answered.
“As payment for us helping you to get back to your own time, where you so clearly belong, we would ask that you follow our customs. Once you have the child in your womb and give birth to a new heir to the clan, we will be able to open the portal. Returning to your own time should remove the necklace so that it can seek a new leader.”
“This is unbelievable,” she breathed. She could tell that James was having a hard time keeping his composure, but nobody in the council seemed to notice except her.
“Please stay in the council's tent for the rest of the day to prepare for the welcoming ceremony for our leader Broc. Gail will help to dress you in the appropriate attire.”
And with that, she was led from her chair and into the room where she had stayed during her first night in the clan.
Chapter 5
Sadie waited nervously beside the council, dressed in a fancy tartan dress, her buckle no longer brass, but silver. They were standing around the campfire, the rest of the clan seated and circled around them, quietly awaiting Broc's arrival. Gail had helped Sadie with the proper greetings and customary way to wear her hair, and sighed wistfully.
“It's such an honor, being the matriarch of the clan,” Gail said. “I used to dream of it when I was a wee cub. But of course there's no way I could have done it. It makes sense for it to be someone like you. Me, I'm too excitable.”
“Is Broc nice?” Sadie asked, ignoring Gail and cutting right to the chase. She was nervous and grew even more so when Gail danced around the subject and began brushing her long red ha
ir with a hum.
“Broc is very handsome,” Gail finally said with a faltering smile.
Sadie sighed, considering what might happen to her if she ran away. Lord Lachlan would most likely catch her, and if he didn't she would probably catch her death in the winding hills of Scotland. That was the last thing that she wanted. The worst part would be that she would be unable to get home. Had James known all of this the whole time?
“What happens if I don't want to be with Broc?” Sadie asked. “Are there any other men in the clan I could be with?”
“Only the Alpha,” Gail said thoughtfully. “Nobody else has good enough genes to carry on the blood line.
“Oh,” Sadie said, sorely disappointed.
James had kept his word and brought her somewhere that she would be able to get back home, but from the looks of it, he had been miserable about the whole affair, from the moment before they entered the camp and right up until the crowd of Highlanders stood in anticipation of Broc's heavy foot-falls. He must have been in bear form, because everything around her vibrated with the sound of a mighty roar as he marched into the camp.
