Cockpit

by Joanna Blake

  I closed my eyes as the tears started to fall. Then I was nodding my head and crying and laughing at the same time. I tried to say yes but it came out as a whisper. It didn't matter though.

  Jagger got the message.

  He scooped me up in his arms and twirled me around. I was laughing and crying at the same time. That was a first.

  We kissed and kissed and then he sat me down. I wiped off my tears as he held me.

  "The ring is just a loan. We can pick out whatever you want when we get back."

  I stared at the simple gold band with the diamond chip set in a heart.

  "Where did you get it?"

  "It's Margie's."

  I laughed some more before I realized there was a line forming at the front. I still had a job to do.

  "I have to go."

  He laughed and nodded. Jagger sat there all night as I went back to work, showing people to their tables. The place filled up and I brought Jagger dinner. He waited patiently as I finished up my shift.

  Well, he was patient until the end. Jagger started to get pissy about a table of young guys who were flirting with me. They were harmless, still in college. But Jagger was watching them like a hawk.

  I gave them their check after last call, eager to leave with my fiance. One of the guys grabbed my hand to keep me from leaving. I could almost hear Jagger growl across the section.

  "Come out with us tonight, sweetheart. I promise to be a gentleman."

  He kissed my hand and I gently pulled it away.

  "I'm in love. I think I want to marry you."

  I laughed. The kid was drunk and talking nonsense. But that was two marriage proposals in one night.

  If that wasn't an ego boost, I don't know what was.

  "Thanks but I can't."

  "Why not, beautiful?"

  "I'm already engaged."

  The kid wagged his eyebrows at me.

  "What he doesn't know won't hurt him."

  I hooked my thumb and gestured over my shoulder to Jagger.

  "He'd know."

  The kid took one look at Jagger and clammed up. They downed their drinks and left in a hurry. I smiled to myself as I pocketed the enormous tip.

  Jagger smiled at me, but he looked a little annoyed. I shook my head and started wiping down the empty tables. It was a little like having an enormous human watchdog.

  Sure, I could have survived alone. Even thrived. But I didn't have to be alone anymore.

  Now, I had backup.

  I had Jagger.

  ChapterTwenty-Two

  Jagger

  ✈

  "What am I going to do with you, woman? Do men throw themselves at you like that every single day?"

  She giggled and shook her head. I looked around Jenny's place. She'd cleaned it top to bottom but it was still a dump. It was safe and clean though, so she'd signed a lease. Didn't matter.

  I was going to pay off the landlord tomorrow and take her home.

  We'd already checked in on Hallie who was sleeping soundly in a portable crib. It wasn't anything fancy but Jenny had done well for them, finding a way to meet their needs on a severely restricted budget. I'd paid the sitter, a kindly old woman who lived down the block.

  I prowled into the room, staring at the twin bed in the living room that served as the couch and the place Jenny slept. It would have to do.

  My first instinct was to take her to a fancy hotel and screw her brains out for days. But she said she had to nurse. So I watched as she picked Hallie up and carried her into the living room, which was also her bedroom.

  Yeah, it was a dump alright.

  She'd found a plastic rocking chair at the discount store and thrown a blanket over it, making it look charming somehow. She sat in it, pulling the top of her tight black dress down. My mouth went dry as her luscious breast came out. She smiled at me flirtatiously and offered her nipple to Hallie.

  I'd never been jealous of a child before in my life.

  But at that moment...

  She winced a bit as Hallie suckled on her. I'd noticed her nipples were sore a lot when we were together, fucking like rabbits most of the time. I'd always been especially careful with her breasts, thinking she was just sensitive. I felt like a fool for not figuring out why.

  She was sore because I had been sharing her, that whole time, and just not been smart enough to put two and two together.

  Hallie started fussing and before I could offer to take her, Jenny pulled the second cup down. Now her gorgeous body was practically bare to the waist.

  I stared in awe as she switched the baby around. Hallie knew the routine apparently because she immediately started drinking from the other breast. Jenny stared down at our daughter, her red hair framing her beautiful face.

  It was the most erotic thing I'd seen in my life.

  Ten minutes later the baby was clean, fed and ready for bed. I followed Jenny around the tiny apartment, wanting to help. Wanting to touch her.

  I was so horny, so desperate for her, I could have cut glass with my hard on. But she wasn't a blow up doll. She'd been on her feet all night. She might be too tired for what I had in mind.

  I cleared my throat, leaning in the doorway.

  "You must be tired."

  She smiled at me over her shoulder, laying Hallie in the crib. She adjusted the blankets and made sure Hallie was in a good position. Then she looked back at me again.

  "I'm not."

  She closed the door and walked past me to the little bed by the windows.

  "But take it easy on my nipples."

  I didn't have to be told twice.

  Jenny

  ✈

  I ran my hands through his hair, sighing in pleasure. Jagger was raining little tiny kisses all over my face and neck. His fingers gently grazed my chest.

  I'd told him to go easy, but this was ridiculous.

  Now he was just teasing me.

  I tugged on his hair and wrapped one leg around his waist, pulling him towards me. He just shook his head and pulled back. He went back to nibbling on me. I started to wiggle, sure I was going to go insane.

  He knelt in front of me and pulled my black heels off. I moaned, it felt so good not to be wearing the painful shoes any longer. I'd bought them for $19.99 at one of those cheap shoe places. They looked good enough for the job but they were cheaply made and bit into my feet in an uncomfortable way. He kissed my foot and I giggled. Then he ran his fingers up and down my stockings.

  I shivered and the sensation. He stared up at me, pushing the skirt of my dress up to my hips. I watched in fascination as he scraped his fingers up and down my thighs... behind my knees... and then up the inner thigh... it felt... ohhhhh.

  "Lay back."

  I did as he asked and he kept doing what he was doing. Up and down, finding the sensitive spots, coming close to the top but never touching me exactly where I wanted him to. I sat up and glared at him. He'd taken his shirt off and looked like he was intensely concentrating.

  "Jagger..."

  "Shhhh... lay back."

  He smiled at me.

  "Good girls get a reward."

  I moaned and slumped back onto the bed again.

  He didn't stop for another ten minutes. My hips were rocking by that point. I wanted him so bad I thought I would scream.

  "Don't move."

  I heard him leave and then riffling around in the kitchen. He was back between my legs. This time he slowly pulled the stockings off me and told me to lift my arms up so he could get my dress off.

  He watched me with dark eyes as I lay back again, just in my bra and panties.

  "Close your eyes."

  I closed them.

  "Spread."

  I let my thighs part slightly. He tapped the side of my knees sharply.

  "Wider!"

  I slid them wider until I was in a plie, my feet far apart on the floor.

  "Hmmm... good. Very good..."

  Something cold touched my ankles and slid up my legs. I gasped
as Jagger ran ice up to my inner thighs. I looked at him and he smiled, winking at me as he put a piece in between his lips and held it there.

  I gasped as he used his mouth to rub ice down the center of my panties. His fingers were busy too, rubbing my nipples through my bra. I groaned, my hips rocking uselessly. He chuckled and pulled away.

  Slowly, ever so slowly, he pulled my panties down. He gently lifted one foot, and then the other, until the panties were gone. Jagger tossed them over his shoulder with a wide grin.

  Then he started again.

  The icy fingers... the teasing... until finally I felt his breath against my bare pussy. And then the icy tip of his tongue darted up and down the line between my lips. I suppessed a squeal, trying to control myself.

  I didn't want to wake the baby right now.

  That would be... unfortunate.

  For the next half hour I lay there, as he coaxed me to the brink again and again. I'd never been this turned on in my life. I wasn't just turned on.

  I was desperate.

  "Please Jagger..."

  He lifted his head and looked at me. Then slowly he unbuckled his jeans and pulled his cock out. It was hard and huge and perfect, with a shiny bead of precum at the tip. I stared at it hungrily, reaching out to touch him.

  He pulled back, wagging his finger at me. Then he slowly dragged the tip of his cock over my pussy lips. I groaned as he held his cock, pulling it away again. I stared as he stroked himself slowly.

  "Never leave me again Jenny. Say it."

  I stared into his eyes. He was serious. He needed to hear it.

  "I'll never leave you again."

  "Promise me."

  His thumb brushed over my pouty lips and a tremor went through me.

  "I- oh God! I promise!"

  Then he finally, finally gave me what I wanted.

  Him.

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Jagger

  ✈

  "No more secrets, Jenny..."

  Jenny nodded her head vigorously. I knew she'd keep her promise. Just like I knew she'd agree to anything at that moment.

  I inched forward, splitting her tight pussy open. She clenched down on me, trying to pull me in. But I would not be rushed.

  As much as I wanted to plunge into her sweetness and never come out again, I needed to lay down the law. Especially now that I had the upper hand.

  I wanted to make the most of it.

  "Tell me. No more secrets."

  I withdrew slightly, until just the very tip of my cock was nestled between her pussy lips. She moaned, rocking her hips.

  "Tell me."

  "No more secrets."

  I slid into her and she let out a squeal. I grinned and pressed my hand over her mouth. I grunted and gave her a few good strokes. Then I pulled almost the whole way out again.

  She squirmed underneath me but I was not going to be dissuaded.

  "I want another baby."

  I reached down and rubbed my thumb over her clit. I could feel her squeezing down on me. I grimaced. She felt so good I was going to lose it.

  "Oh...."

  "Jenny... I want another baby. Soon. And another one after that."

  "What?"

  Her eyes were open. She looked at me, coming out of her daze. I rubbed her clit again and she shivered.

  "I. Want. Another. Baby."

  She looked at me, then down at my cock. I wasn't wearing a condom. She opened her mouth and I slid inside her, pulling out just as fast.

  "Oh... yes... yes, okay. Let's... oh God... let's have a baby."

  I pushed in again.

  "Two. At least two. Maybe three."

  "Okay. But... oh God! I want to go back to school."

  I nodded.

  "Yes. You will. We don't have to rush into the second one. Or the third."

  I gave her a long deep stroke.

  "I want sex in the morning."

  "Hmmm hmmm..."

  "No matter how tired we are. Work, school, kids... I want you in my bed every night and underneath me every morning."

  "Oh... okay Jagger... hmmfff... yes, yes, yes!"

  I drove into her again.

  "On top of me too."

  "Uhhhh..."

  I grinned at the woman beneath me. My woman. She was incoherent, her head tossing back and forth on the pillow.

  I decided to throw something fun in for good measure.

  "And every Sunday..."

  "Hmmfff..."

  I thrust into her again.

  "I want- to- oh fuck- just have-"

  I was having trouble talking at this point too.

  "Oral!"

  She was shaking her head back and forth as I fucked her senseless. I reached between us to stroke her clit. This time I stroked it rapidly, knowing she would come pretty much on command at this point.

  "Say yes Jenny."

  "Yeh-ehsssss!"

  I slammed my hand over her mouth, gently of course. She squealed into my palm as I worked my finger on her clit and my cock in her pussy in perfect tandem. She was shaking and shimmering all over my shaft.

  I leaned down and kissed the sensitive part of her neck for good measure. That's when I felt her flood me, her body soaking my cock in her juices.

  And then she screamed.

  I tried to contain the noise. I tried. But it was too loud.

  It woke Hallie up.

  I groaned as she stared at me, still shaking as she creamed all over my cock. I was so close. I didn't want to stop.

  "I- have to- oh God!"

  "Shhh... it's okay. I'll get her."

  I pulled out, wincing at the sudden loss of heat and sensation. I yanked my pants on as Jenny rolled back into the bed and watched me. She was still shaking as I walked into the other room to get Hallie.

  I left the light on, staring down into the crib. Hallie stopped crying, staring up at me in wonder. It was like looking into a mirror, except she was a whole hell of a lot prettier than I was.

  She took after her mama like that.

  But the coloring... the shape of her eyes and chin. That was all me. The lips and sweet little nose were Jenny's. The stubborn little chin too.

  I smiled tenderly and lifted her up, cradling her against my chest. She made a soft gurgling sound and I felt my heart melt with love. Every damn thing about her was perfect.

  Jenny came in, a thin sheet wrapped around her. She looked so beautiful I felt like I might explode with all the emotions welling up inside me. I looked at my daughter, and back at my bride-to-be.

  I was glad it was dark so Jenny didn't see the tears welling up in my eyes.

  "Is she wet?"

  I nodded. She reached for her but I shook my head.

  "You lie down. I'll do it."

  She crossed her arms and looked at me with a raised eyebrow.

  "Do you even know how to change a diaper?"

  "Yes, I do. Foster care, remember?"

  I gave her a look.

  "Get in that bed woman. I'm not done with you yet."

  Jenny

  ✈

  I smiled up at Jagger, grabbing another ice chip from the cup on the floor. His knees were spread and I was between them, slowly licking and sucking on his heavy balls.

  His heavy, yummy, extremely full balls.

  He grimaced as I rolled the ice in my mouth against his sac.

  "Fuck... Jenny... please..."

  "It's after midnight Jagger. That makes it Sunday."

  He groaned and let his head fall back as I slid my fingertips over his shaft, teasing the tip.

  "You made the rules."

  "I- oh God- I take it back. Today is... an exception."

  I brushed my lips over the tip of his cock. I was no expert in blow jobs, but I seemed to be doing something right. Jagger had never looked quite this... out of control to me.

  He was desperate to come. To have more pressure. To have me.

  I knew how he felt.

  "Are you sure you want me to stop?"

/>   I pulled the tip of his cock into my mouth and swirled my chilled tongue over it, my hand caressing his balls. His hips jerked and I noticed his leg was starting to shake. He shook his head vehemently as I stopped and titled my head.

  "No- don't stop. Please-"

  I grinned and eased my lips over his cock head, using my tongue to stroke him as I started to bob my head up and down. I used my hands to make up for the lack of depth- no way I was getting that monster all the way inside my mouth!

  He grunted as I worked him, staring at me like I was giving him the best head he'd gotten in his life. I took him as deep as I could, flattening my tongue against the underside of his cock. Then I slid to the top, fluttering my tongue against his ridge.

  I leaned back and blew on him. He flinched, watching breathlessly as I got another ice chip. I held it in my mouth, sliding my open lips up and down his cock without taking it inside my mouth. I pulled the tip in and sucked on it, before going back to his balls.

  He cursed and then next thing I knew I was on all fours, facing the other way. I could see him in the reflection of the dresser mirror, desperately guiding his raging hard on to my pussy.

  I gasped as he drove into me. He wasn't gentle. He reached forward to grip my hair, twisting it into a ponytail and pulling my head up so that my back arched. Our eyes met in the mirror. Then he looked down, watching as his cock slid in and out of my body.

  Watching him watch us was... it was the most erotic thing I'd seen in my life.

  His hands flexed on my hips and he groaned.

  "I'm not going to last Jenny... Fuck, I'm sorry I can't wait."

  Considering how long we'd been fucking around, I was surprised he hadn't exploded in my mouth. But I was too busy coming to do anything more than moan.

  I felt him expanding, his bare cock pressing deep into my sensitive walls. He grunted like an animal as his tempo increased. I was still coming, still feeling the electricity that passed between us when we came together.

  Only this time it was different.

  Because he wasn't wearing a rubber.

  It felt like... it felt like it had that morning. That morning when we'd conceived Hallie.

  I bit my lip to keep from screaming as I felt the first rope of come fill me. It did something to me. Made my orgasm more intense.