“You’re welcome. Guess I’ll be heading home to the Double M now.” He started toward the steps but paused and faced her again. “Before I leave, I’d just like to say it’s fairly clear you don’t need another big brother, but if you ever want a sounding board, you know where to find me.”
How nice to come upon such a benevolent man. She certainly had not received so much compassion from her own husband in quite some time. “Thank you.”
Mac returned to her and rested his palms on her shoulders. “Keep your chin up and keep standing your ground. You deserve the best.”
Until six months ago, she had believed she had been blessed with the best of everything. Almost. “For the sake of clarification, Sebastian is not mean or cruel. He is simply too controlled and at times, distant. I have often wished he would lower his guard and demonstrate some sort of emotion, but I’ve accepted that it will most likely never happen—”
“Unhand my wife, you bloody bastard!”
Nasira barely had time to comprehend what she had heard before her estranged husband rushed onto the porch, drew back his fist and hit Mac in the chin, knocking the rancher backward against the brick wall.
When Mac gave Sebastian a menacing look, Nasira returned to reality in time to step between the men. “What are you doing, Sebastian?”
He pointed at Mac and sent him a menacing glare. “I’ll not allow another man to grope my wife.”
Never had she’d seen Sebastian act this way, and as much as she deplored violence, and despite her shock over his sudden appearance, she was pleasantly surprised, albeit somewhat mortified. “Oh, for goodness’ sake. He is only a friend and he was not groping me.”
Mac pushed away from the wall, rubbed his chin and glared at Sebastian. “If I didn’t think so highly of your wife and her brother, I’d invite you to take this out into the yard and finish it, you jackass.”
Sebastian balled his fists at his sides. “I would be glad to finish this.”
Nasira spun on her husband. “Stop this right now, Sebastian. No one will be fighting if I have any say in the matter, and I do.” She turned back to her friend and sent him an apologetic look. “Mac, I am so very sorry for my husband’s behavior. I assure you he’s not normally so impulsive with total strangers. And if you would not mind, I would like a few moments alone with him.”
“No problem,” Mac said before turning an acrid look on Sebastian. “I’m going to give you a pass, Edwards, and only because you’re Nasira’s husband. But don’t push your luck by trying something like that again.”
Sebastian straightened his tie and smirked. “If I find you touching Nasira again, I cannot promise there won’t be a repeat performance.”
“Just take better care of your wife and you won’t have to worry about me.”
After Mac disappeared into the darkness, Nasira prepared for a confrontation. “What were you thinking, and why on earth are you here?”
Sebastian opened and closed his fist. “I wasn’t thinking, only reacting to a man with his hands on my wife. A man from her past, no less. And I have come to escort that wife back to London.”
Her fury began to escalate. “First of all, nothing ever existed between myself and Mac, other than he was attempting to assist me in fooling my father into believing I’d been compromised.”
“He looked as if he would like to compromise you in earnest a few moments ago.”
She refused to give credence to his suspicions. “Your imagination is evidently running wild. And most important, I am not your property, Sebastian. I will return when I decide to return. If I decide to return.”
“You’re my wife. You belong with me.”
At least he hadn’t said she belonged to him, as if that were any consolation. “I came here to gain some perspective and I am going to stay until that is accomplished. You might as well climb back on the jet and wait at home for word from me.”
“I refuse to go until this issue is resolved.”
Despite his stubborn attitude, Nasira began to notice how handsome he looked and knew immediately she would lose her determination if he stayed. Too much time had passed since they had made love—the one thing that had always been right with their convenient marriage. Yet that had been his decision, not hers. “At the very least I will be here until Rafe and Violet’s wedding at the end of the month.”
“I’ll wait as long as it takes.”
She brought out the best argument to convince him to go—the shipping business he owned and ran. “I cannot believe you would ignore your duties and abandon the company for any length of time.”
“I own the company. I can do what I please.”
Such a frustrating man. “Do you have an answer for everything?”
He sent her a slow, easy smile. The smile he had given her all those years ago from across a very crowded ballroom, as if they had been thrust into a storybook scene. The smile that had convinced her to enter into an arrangement to escape her father’s clutches. “Have you had dinner?”
No, and she had begun to feel the effects. “I have not, although Violet has prepared a meal.”
“I’m certain she will understand if you would rather dine with your husband. We could continue our discussion then.”
While Nasira took a moment to consider her options, the door swung open again and out walked Rafe, her tall, dark, handsome overly-protective brother.
He immediately eyed Sebastian with disapproval. “I see you did not follow my advice and remain in London, brother-in-law.”
Sebastian looked equally miffed. “And when we spoke by phone two days ago, I made it quite clear I would make that decision without your interference.”
Nasira stared at her husband before returning her attention to her sibling. “Rafiq bin Saleed, why did you not tell me you spoke with Sebastian?”
Rafe did not appear the least bit contrite. “You mentioned on numerous occasions you did not want to be disturbed by him.”
“And he refused to allow me to speak with you when you ignored my calls to your cell,” Sebastian added.
She despised it when men insisted she could not look after herself. “You had no right to take the choice out of my hands, Rafe.”
“It makes little difference now,” Sebastian said. “I’m here and I intend to make the best of the situation.”
She only wished she knew what else he intended. That information would only be gained if she accepted his invitation to dine with him tonight. “I’m going to accompany Sebastian to dinner. I will be gone an hour or so.”
“Do you believe that is wise, Nasira?” Rafe asked.
“We bloody believe that is none—”
“I can speak for myself, Sebastian. I am no longer your charge, Rafe. I can take care of myself. Tell Violet I truly appreciate her hospitality. We should go now, Sebastian, before I change my mind.”
With that, Nasira followed Sebastian down the porch steps and when she didn’t immediately spot a sedan, she paused on the pavement. “How did you arrive here?”
He nodded toward a shiny black truck at the end of the drive. “This is all they had available to rent at the airport.”
Nasira covered her mouth to keep from laughing. “Oh, my. Can you handle that?”
He looked somewhat incensed over what he apparently considered an insult to his masculinity. “Of course I can handle it. I made it here, did I not?”
“All right,” she said, and then continued toward the monstrosity.
Once there, Sebastian opened the passenger door and held out his hand. “Your cowboy chariot, madam. Let me assist you.”
“I am almost six feet tall, Sebastian. I can manage climbing into a truck by myself.”
“Only trying to be a gentleman, Sira.”
The sound of his pet name for her stopped Nasira in her tr
acks. “Do you know how long it has been since you called me that?”
He winked. “Perhaps too long.”
She had no clue where all the charm and machismo had been hiding. Following the miscarriage, he had spent long hours at work and little time with her. Perhaps he had turned a corner that would lead to change. Only time would tell. In the interim, Nasira would remain cautiously optimistic.
* * *
As they sat in the red booth in the Royal Diner, Sebastian found his wife to be predictably cool. And as always, very beautiful. The white cotton dress fit her to perfection, contrasting with her long, dark hair draped over her slender shoulders. Since her departure, he’d spent many a night in their bed, longing for her company. Since the loss of their child, he’d spent most of his time avoiding her out of fear. Not fear of her. Fear of losing her. Yet that was exactly what he had done by pushing her away. A bloody self-fulfilling prophecy that he couldn’t explain without baring raw emotions.
Pushing the thoughts away, he turned his attention to the plastic-covered menu and scanned the unpalatable selections. “What do you recommend, Sira? The double cheeseburger or the fried catfish plate?”
That earned him her smile. “I realize this place isn’t exactly your cup of tea, but I find it charming.”
“I find it overly quaint and a heart attack waiting to happen.”
“They do have salads and I hear the grilled chicken is very good.”
He closed the menu and set it aside. “I will make do with the limited choices.”
“What are you having?”
A tremendous urge to kiss her. “I’m going to sample the steak. And you?”
She laid the red-checkered napkin in her lap. “Definitely a salad.”
“You should eat something a bit heartier. You’re too thin.”
“I am the same weight as I was before I left London.”
“I’m only concerned about you, Sira.”
She sent him a skeptical look. “Oh really? Where was all this concern over the past six months?”
He didn’t feel this was the time or the place to get into such a serious subject, and thankfully a waitress arrived to interrupt their conversation.
She patted her rather large blond hair, pulled a pencil from behind her ear and a notepad from the pocket of the red apron. “Howdy. I’m Darla. What can I get the two of you darlin’s to drink? Maybe some sweet tea?”
He couldn’t quite fathom these strange Texas customs. “I prefer to sweeten my tea myself. With sugar and milk.”
“She means cold tea,” Nasira said. “I will take a glass with lemon.”
He needed something much stronger to make it through this evening. “Bring me ale.”
The woman raised a painted eyebrow. “Ginger ale?”
Bloody hell. “Beer.”
“Sebastian, I cannot drive that truck,” Nasira said. “For that reason, I suggest you forego the ale.”
She did have a point and in accordance with his plan, he needed to prove himself worthy of her company. “Water will be fine.”
“With lemon?” Darla asked.
“Why not? If that is fine with my wife.”
Nasira frowned. “Of course it is. And I would like a salad with the dressing on the side.”
“She would also like the grilled chicken,” Sebastian added despite Nasira’s disapproving look. “I’ll have the rib eye. Make certain it’s cooked through.”
Darla looked somewhat appalled. “You mean well done?”
“Precisely.”
The waitress jotted down the order then gathered the menus. “You two aren’t from around here, are you?”
Sebastian sent her a mock grin. “What gave us away?”
“The men around here order their meat rare.” With that, Darla waddled away, muttering under her breath.
Nasira immediately turned a sharp gaze on him. “Why do you insist on doing that?”
He opted to play ignorant. “Doing what?”
“Ordering my meals for me. I am quite capable of deciding what and how much I eat.”
“I’ve always ordered for you, Sira.”
“I know and I do not care for it.”
“And you waited ten years to tell me?”
“It seemed simpler not to make waves and avoid conflict.”
Did she think so little of him? “I’m not your father, Nasira. If you want something from me, you need only ask.”
She stared at him a few moments. “I want another baby.”
The one thing he felt he could not give her. “Impossible.”
“Why, Sebastian?”
He could only offer her a partial truth. “You had a devil of a time when you miscarried. The doctor said—”
“That I am quite capable of conceiving again and carrying to full term. The risk is not any greater than any woman who has lost a child in the first trimester.”
He imagined his own mother had believed that very thing. “Look, this is not the time or the place to discuss this.”
She lifted her chin and leveled a determined glare on him. “Unless we discuss it, I will not be returning to London with you in the foreseeable future.”
Sebastian swallowed around his shock. Not once during their time together had she issued threats. “We will talk about this some other time.”
The waitress returned with their drinks, and they waited in silence for their order to arrive. All conversation ceased as they ate food that was surprisingly palatable. He spent a good deal of time watching the patrons, when he wasn’t watching his wife pick at her meal.
Unfortunately, she only afforded him a glance when he asked, “How do you find the fare?”
“Adequate,” she said and then took another bite.
He wondered if he would spend the next few days dealing with one-word answers while attempting to convince her to come home. Would she rebuff his advances, or eventually return to what they once had? He longed for the latter. He longed for her. All of her. First, he had to regain her trust and respect, if at this juncture, and in light of his mistakes, that were even possible.
By the time he had paid the bill, Sebastian worried he had ruined his chances at reconciliation.
Not yet. Not until he convinced her they belonged together, with or without children. How exactly he would achieve that goal remained to be seen. He knew only one way to do this—by using a tried and true technique that had never failed to turn her into clay in his hands.
* * *
“Sebastian, what are you doing?”
“Finding a private place to talk.”
He had definitely found it, Nasira realized when he continued past the Wild Aces and took a dirt road that forked to the right. Once he reached the fence line, he backed the truck up beneath some low-hanging tree branches.
Before Nasira could voice a protest, Sebastian slid out of the seat, rounded the hood and opened her door. “Now if you will come with me please.”
Clearly he had taken leave of his senses. “I refuse to traipse around in the dark, Sebastian.”
“We’re not going to traipse. We’re going to sit in the back of this truck.”
She felt certain that might not be in her best interests. “Why can we not remain in the front seat?”
“Because it’s a beautiful night that should be spent beneath the stars and the moon.”
She started to say they could barely see the stars but the opportunity to respond was lost when he reached in, took her by the waist, and lifted her out and onto her feet. “First that dreadful fight with Mac, and now you are manhandling me like some Neanderthal. What has come over you?”
“My behavior isn’t necessarily so out-of-character for me, though it’s been quite a few years since I’ve engaged in it.”
Nasira released a cynical laugh. “You will have a difficult time convincing me that you ever behaved in that manner. In all the years I’ve known you, I have never seen you raise your voice, much less your hand.”
He smiled. “Oh, you would be surprised what a scrapper I was in my formative years. I managed to get tossed out of three boarding schools before I finally settled down in my final year before university.”
She could barely make out his smile, but she could hear the pride in his voice. “That is definitely news to me and frankly somewhat appalling.”
He leaned over and brushed a kiss across her cheek. “Are you certain you’re appalled, or did it perhaps impress you?”
It had both surprised and in some ways set her senses on fire, not that she would dare make that admission. “It served to remind me what ridiculously volatile creatures men can be.”
“Let’s find a place to sit before we continue this conversation.”
As long as they remained upright, she should be safe from giving in to his sensual charms. Then again, he had not attempted to touch her in so long, she could not even imagine that would be his goal. “Fine. But I only wish to stay for a while. I am fatigued from all the drama tonight.”
“No more drama,” he said as he took her by the hand and led her to the rear of the vehicle. “Now to ascertain how this bloody thing opens.”
Before Sebastian could make a move to investigate, Nasira pulled the latch and lowered the tailgate. “It is really quite simple.”
“How did you learn to do that?” he asked, sheer awe in his tone.
She shrugged. “I’ve seen Rafiq open one.”
Sebastian reached out and brushed her hair away from her shoulder. “You are truly an amazing woman.”
“Why? Because I can trip a release on a truck?”
“Because you are so observant and incredibly beautiful.”
As much as she appreciated the compliment, she also recognized he had never paid her many, except about her physical attributes. “Thank you. I suppose we should get this over with so I can get a good night’s sleep.”
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