About the Book
Unaware of the misery that surrounded her birth, for the first four years of her life all Ottilie Cartaret knows is love. And when her mother, Ma O’Flaherty, moves her family to what she believes will be rural bliss in St Elcombe in Cornwall, their fortunes seem set fair.
Tragedy strikes when Ma dies and young Ottilie soon finds herself in unfamiliar surroundings. Adopted by the Cartarets, the wealthy couple who run the Grand Hotel, she grows up pampered and spoilt, not only by her adoptive parents but by all the visitors – with the exception of their mysterious annual guest, nicknamed ‘Blue Lady’, with whom Ottilie is unknowingly and inextricably linked.
But as times change, and the regulars to the now decaying hotel die off, the Carterets find they are unable to adapt to modern ways. Only Ottilie has the means to save the Grand, even though she may sacrifice too much of herself before learning once again the power of love.
Award-winning novelist, Charlotte Bingham, has dazzled readers with an array of spellbinding bestsellers, including the highly acclaimed To Hear A Nightingale, Change of Heart and Debutantes. In Grand Affair, she presents a rich and romantic bittersweet love story that once more demonstrates her unique storytelling gift.
Contents
Cover
About the Book
Title Page
Dedication
Prologue
Part One
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Part Two
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Part Three
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Part Four
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Part Five
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
About the Author
Also by Charlotte Bingham
Copyright
GRAND AFFAIR
Charlotte Bingham
For the Junior Bears and Matt Mulligan
Prologue
It was always the same. She was standing beside him, there was a warm breeze blowing, their faces were lightly tanned, and they were both smiling and looking up the street. Stretching ahead of them lay a row of classical villas, square-fronted, porticoed, palely painted. Lying ahead of the villas on the horizon she could see a sky, distanced and pale, in parts very slightly pink, and yet the light that she could see around them was definitely that of midday on a sunny morning, and they were both in shirt-sleeves. And they were very happy. Sometimes she thought that they were expecting someone, or it might be that they were merely waiting to go towards what lay so invitingly ahead, waiting to round the corner of that street which had no cars and no people, which was empty of everyone but themselves.
Because of the light breeze she could feel on her face she sensed that they must be near the sea, that if they rounded that corner ahead they might perhaps find an endless expanse of bright water, a tantalizing mixture of turquoise and azure, of cerulean and isamine blue, and yet she could not say why, because there was no smell of salt in the air and no sound of the nagging cries of seagulls, no shells adorning the stone decorations around the porticoes of those classical square-fronted houses, no trees blown into the dwarfed and cowed shapes that seaside trees so often assume. And yet she was always so sure that the sea was very near.
Just as she was sure that when they did eventually reach the corner of that street and turned to the left they would find a house facing the water, and palm trees and flowers and a green sward running down to a pebbled beach. And there would be the constant sound of gentle waves running up towards the garden, reaching out towards the grass, trying to touch its lush green edge before falling back once more with a sigh as if saying, ‘If not this time, next time I will reach you.’
Part One
Where do you come from, baby dear?
Out of the everywhere into the here.
Victorian. Anon.
One
London, 1948
The young doctor stared across the body of the dead girl on the bed.
‘She should have gone to hospital,’ he told the midwife, half accusingly, and then seeing the expression in the poor woman’s eyes he immediately regretted what he had said.
‘Yes, she should have gone to hospital,’ Mrs Proctor agreed, ‘but I was called too late for that, Dr Bailey. The baby was halfway out when I arrived, see? I wouldn’t be here only for one of the neighbours passing her door and thinking they heard her cry out and that, and so she sent for me. Poor child, she was five fingers already when I arrived. I don’t like losing a mother, not even with a breech birth, Dr Bailey. It’s years since I lost a mother, really it is. Can’t think when it happened the last time.’
Mrs Proctor’s voice, normally quiet, was raised in anxiety as she finished cleaning the baby and quickly wrapped it in some cheap striped towelling from her bag, for the room in which they stood was perishingly cold, so that as they were speaking they both looked as if they were smoking, so quickly did their breath turn to mist in the freezing air.
Dr Bailey sighed inwardly. Of course it was not the midwife’s fault that the girl had died. Called out at the last minute, the woman had evidently done all she could. He looked down at the dead girl. She must have been a pretty young thing, long dark brown hair, slender build, too slender probably, too young certainly.
‘It’s this wretched darn winter, everything at sixes and sevens since the snow, can’t get an ambulance, can’t get nothing,’ Mrs Proctor went on, giving the tip of her finger to the baby to suck and at the same time rocking it gently to and fro to keep both of them warm. ‘I’ve cleared up as best I can, Dr Bailey, but truly there was nothing more I could do for her. All I could do was try and save the baby. I’d no change even for the telephone in the hall, nothing. That’s how quick it all happened. It’s not easy in this neighbourhood, being a midwife, I tell you. Sometimes they call you out and there’s nothing happening. Two in the morning, four in the morning, you wouldn’t believe it. They don’t mean to, of course, but there it is, there’s nothing to be done now, the poor girl’s dead as a nail and no more to be said.’
Looking round the room, which was indeed surprisingly spotless now, Dr Bailey had never been so glad that he was only the locum, that he was not going to practise in London. Tomorrow, whatever happened, he would be moving on from the dark brown neighbourhood of Notting Hill to the light and beautiful Scilly Isles, and not a day too soon.
He gazed round the chilling starkness of the room in which they stood, dreaming of the warmth he imagined lay ahead, of sunshine and spring flowers already blooming, although it was still only January. He couldn’t help contrasting those imagined scenes of light and beauty with the room in which he stood, its walls decorated with cuttings from cheap magazines and old calendars which its occupier – perhaps in some desperate effort to cheer the place – had pasted onto pieces of cardboard to make believe they were paintings.
And the fact that she had cut out so many pictures of green fields, of old-fashioned cottages with roses and wistaria climbing artlessly over their exteriors, of blue and white jugs filled with pale pink roses, made them seem unbearably poignant, set about this cheerless room with its curtains of old black-out material a
nd its poor threadbare carpeting and its bare light bulb hanging from the yellowing electric wire in the bathroom.
‘Poor child. She must have gone into labour very much sooner than she expected,’ he murmured.
‘Trouble is, a young girl like her – may she rest in peace, but they often think they can manage these things on their own.’ Mrs Proctor shook her head. ‘Frightened to tell anyone, too ashamed and that.’
Young Dr Bailey sighed again, this time aloud, as he looked at his watch and proceeded to write out the death certificate. Then he closed his bag and went to the window in the vain hope that somehow by now the snow would have stopped falling, which it had not. Still, at least it had covered the dreary muddle of buildings, giving it not only a new disguise but a quite alien beauty. And the street lighting too seemed softened, less stark, penetrating the cheerless room so that what with the quiet outside and the quiet inside, the sounds of the baby sucking at the midwife’s finger and the sight of the dead girl on the bed – because of the snow, it all appeared less real, thank heavens, more as if they were all just figures in a painting.
Dr Bailey turned back.
‘I’m afraid I really must go. I have two more calls to make before the night is out. I wonder . . .’ He hesitated, not wishing to impose, yet genuinely anxious to reach his next emergency call. ‘I wonder, could you possibly take the baby to the hospital for me? I have to go in quite the opposite direction.’
‘Oh, that’s no trouble, Dr Bailey,’ Mrs Proctor agreed, only too eager to help out because she was so contused with the guilt of losing the mother. ‘I can put the poor mite in my bicycle basket, all wrapped up, and push her there. It’s not that far.’
‘I just hope my car will start again.’
But so sudden and thick had been the continuing snowfall that they were forced to return to the miserable little room, the midwife still carrying the box in which she had placed the baby.
‘It’s against the rules,’ Dr Bailey said suddenly, as, having lit the gas fire with the aid of a few shillings and found further towelling for the baby, they warmed their own hands and feet in front of the two bars. ‘Against the rules entirely, but I really think we do need a little eau de vie if we are to survive this long, cold night.’
Mrs Proctor did not know what the doctor meant by eau de vie until he produced a half-bottle of whisky from his very new black leather bag. He found a couple of plastic mugs in a cupboard and poured them both a generous tot.
‘Someone here must have a bottle of milk we could give the baby. It really should have something soon,’ he said, after they had both drunk a little too readily from the toothmugs. ‘I know I heard a baby crying just now. On the ground floor.’
‘That’ll be Mrs Mac. She’s got three boys of her own, and helps people out now and then with their children. So many night workers around here, what with one thing and another,’ she added discreetly.
Dr Bailey nodded. ‘Yes, I should imagine there’s a Mrs Mac to every tenement building in every street round here. They seem to run London, the Mrs Macs.’
‘This one’s called Mrs O’Flaherty, but everyone calls her Mrs Mac after MacDonagh’s the shop on the corner, you know? She goes in there every day as they close, for the staling bread, and the tins that have a dent in them, anything to feed those kids. Not just her kids, everyone’s kids. She’s done more for the neighbourhood than the blessed government ever will through all these days of rationing, I always say. Not that she wants to stay here. No, she’s an eye on moving to the country, like this girl seems to have had, wouldn’t you say?’ Mrs Proctor looked round the room at the magazine pictures. ‘Everyone with children wants to take them to the country. I was brought up in the country myself,’ she added, almost to herself, because she could see the doctor’s attention wandering.
‘Why not leave the baby with this good lady for a few hours, then? With this Mrs Mac? It’ll be much better off in the warm, rather than going through the snow in the cold.’
‘Well, it would be better. ‘Specially since I heard the hospital’s had an outbreak, so it really wouldn’t be the place for the poor little mite at the moment, I don’t suppose.’
‘At least it’s worth trying.’
Mrs Proctor re-bundled the baby more tightly. She knew a good idea when she heard one. It had been an awful night, what with the terrible cold and losing the mother. She could push her bicycle home presently. Useless for her to take the baby to her place since she had neither milk nor bottles. She had not been able to find any in the room when she looked round, either. All sorts of sewing stuffs and needles and pins, but nothing for a baby. It really was as if the poor child had decided to ignore the pregnancy, pretend it wasn’t happening, for there was nothing here to say she had been expecting it, not even a size one baby vest.
‘I agree with you, doctor. Let’s try and find someone to look after it just until the weather turns, until we can make arrangements.’
Dr Bailey picked up his new black leather bag with its discreet gold initialling, and together they went downstairs, Mrs Proctor still carrying the baby in the shoe box.
Outside in the stone-cold corridor, with its Victorian tiled floor and fine plasterwork that told of former warm and colourful days when the house was a family home, they knocked on Mrs Mac’s unlocked front door. It swung to and fro a little in the draught as they waited politely for an answer and listened to the sounds from within, a tap running, a baby crying fitfully, a child calling out for a glass of water.
Out of the darkness of the small hall a large handsome red-haired woman appeared in a flowered apron of a too-thin material that was obviously doubling as a dress, underneath which she had tightly buttoned a much-mended wool cardigan for warmth. It was to this affable person with her warm presence and her reassuringly kind grey eyes that Mrs Proctor quickly explained the problem. Mrs Mac appeared to listen but Dr Bailey noticed that all the while Mrs Proctor was talking the woman had eyes only for the baby wrapped in the towelling and propped in its box.
‘Well now, who is this so?’ was all she finally said, as if Mrs Proctor had not just finished telling her.
This time it was Dr Bailey who explained their plight as plainly as he could, worrying that he was really asking too much from the obviously overburdened mother standing in front of him, for even as he was speaking he could hear sounds of children still awake and wanting her, despite the hour. But Mrs Mac did not appear in the least interested in his apologies for disturbing her, and before he had finished she had her hands stretched out for this so-recent arrival.
‘Just you stop your worrying now, doctor, and Mrs Proctor too, for haven’t you come to just the right door? I have everything here for a dozen babies and more, if you were to only know it. And ask anyone around, babies is my speciality, newborn babies in particular, I love them more than my own life.’
Dr Bailey smiled at Mrs Proctor for the first time that evening, momentarily delighted. This was the best bit of news they had heard the whole miserable night. They both knew that the unfortunate baby, born into such dreadful circumstances, might now have some sort of chance during its first few hours on earth.
‘Well, if you’re quite sure you’re sure, just until morning. Until Mrs Proctor can make arrangements, and so on,’ Dr Bailey said, backing off a little way down the corridor, suddenly aware that he must smell of whisky. ‘I mean, if you’re quite sure?’
‘When it comes to babies, I’m not quite sure, doctor, I’m completely sure. Even our old doctor always said, “Mrs O’Flaherty, you know more about babies than I’ll ever even begin to know.”’ Mrs Mac tossed back her thick plait of long red hair, and took the baby in the box from Mrs Proctor. ‘Now off yous go. Put the baby in hospital, what are you thinking of, both of you?’ she asked them, smiling. ‘Hospital’s the most dangerous place you can put a baby, everyone knows that, nothing but bugs and diseases. Don’t you give it another thought, it’ll be quite safe here with us at Number Four, and that’s all there is to
it. Pick it up any time you want,’ she added, already turning away as if she was afraid they might change their minds and decide that her flat was an unsuitable place to leave the baby.
‘Pick her up. Her. She’s a girl. It’s a girl,’ Mrs Proctor told her, turning back quickly, suddenly realizing that kind though she knew Mrs Mac to be she might now refuse to take the baby in, seeing that so many women had no interest in girl babies, nor any liking for them either, only really wanting sons, which was strange when you thought about it, what with so many killed in two world wars.
‘A girl, is she?’ Mrs Mac’s eyes softened. ‘Well, aren’t I the lucky one?’
‘And I’m sorry about the shoe box,’ Dr Bailey called back, already by the front door that led to the street. ‘That’s all we could find to put her in.’
‘Get on with you, doctor,’ said Mrs Mac, and she gave a rich laugh at the very idea of apologizing for the shoe box. ‘Didn’t you know that anything to do with shoes is lucky, for does it not mean that the Little People brought her to us?’
The next day the snow was so thick that it seemed London was entirely deserted except for children walking to school, or a pony and cart passing with a call for ‘old iron, any old iron’. And so it continued for some days, days during which the new baby was fed and looked after by Mrs Mac, becoming the centre of the family’s attention if only because of her sex, and as the snowdrifts piled up outside no-one came to remove the dead body of the mother from the room above, let alone to check up on the baby.
In the end it was nearly a week before Mrs Proctor herself was able to reappear at Number Four Porchester Crescent, and when she did eventually manage to visit the once gracious old house where she and the young locum had left the baby that cold dark night she was appalled to find that the poor dead girl was still lying upstairs.
‘What a thing to happen!’ she said, hurrying out to the street once more to use the public telephone box. ‘I don’t know what they’re all coming to!’
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