“This is not a therapeutic visit,” I said. “I’m a private detective, and I’ve been employed by Loudon Tripp to investigate the murder of his wife, Olivia Nelson.”
Again the barely visible nod.
“In the course of investigating, I came across your name.”
Nod.
“I’m wondering if you could tell me anything about either of them,” I said.
“That is unlikely,” she said. She had a deep voice and she knew it. She liked having a deep voice.
“I realize,” I said, “that there are questions of confidentiality here, but your patient’s best interest might well be served by helping me find his wife’s killer.”
“Loudon Tripp is not my patient,” she said.
Nothing moved when she spoke, except her lips. In her dark clothes and her deep stillness, she seemed theatrically inaccessible.
“Olivia Nelson,” I said.
She remained motionless. I glanced around the room.
“You are a psychotherapist,” I said.
Nod.
“Are you an M.D.?” I said.
She made the tiniest head shake.
“Ph.D.?
Again, the tiny head shake.
“What?” I said.
“I am a Doctor of Human Arts.”
“Of course,” I said. “And the conferring institution?”
“University of the Southern Pacific.”
“In L.A., I bet.”
Nod.
“They give academic credit for life experience.”
“That’s quite enough, Mr. Spenser.”
I nodded and smiled at her.
“Sure it is,” I said. “So tell me about Olivia Nelson.”
She paused for a long time. We both knew she was a fraud. And we both knew that if I were motivated, I could cause her a lot of aggravation with the state licensing board. And we both knew it. She shook her head ponderously.
“Troubled,” she said, “terribly troubled.”
I did a barely visible nod.
“And like a lot of women, terribly victimized,” she said.
Her deep voice was slow. Her manner was ponderous. When she wasn’t speaking, she remained entirely still. She knew I knew, but she wasn’t letting down. She was going to stay in character.
I nodded.
“At the heart of things was the fact that her father rejected her.”
“Original,” I said.
“And so she sought him symbolically over and over in other men.”
“She was promiscuous,” I said.
“That is a masculine word. It is the product of masculine culture, judgmental and pejorative.”
“Of course,” I said.
“When she came to me for help, she had already tried the route of Freudian, which is to say, masculine, psychotherapy. The failure was predictable. I was able to offer her a feminist perspective. And understanding herself, for the first time, in that perspective, she began finally to get in touch with her stifled self, the woman-child within.”
“And she slept around,” I said.
“She gave herself permission to discover her sexuality. And to do so for its own sake, rather than in the service of a thwarted father love.”
“Do you know the names of any other men she gave herself permission to discover her sexuality with?”
“Really, Mr. Spenser. That is privileged communication between patient and therapist.”
“And one of them might have killed her,” I said.
She chewed on that for a little bit.
“I would think it would be in her best interest for you to name them,” I said. “I’ll bet that in your studies at USP you learned that your patients’ best interest was the ethical rule of thumb in difficult circumstances.”
She chewed on that a little bit more.
“I don’t make notes,” she said finally. “I believe it inhibits the life force spontaneity necessary to a successful therapy.”
“Of course,” I said.
She allowed me to watch her think.
“And she never used names. She referred to the men in her life in various ways-the news anchor, for instance, and the judge, the broker, that sort of thing. There was an important clergyman, I know. But I don’t know who he was.”
“Denomination?” I said.
She shook her head. “Not even that,” she said. “She always referred to him as the Holy Man. I think it pleased her to experience a man of the cloth.”
I pressed her a little, but there was no more. I moved on.
“Did she tell you her real name?” I said.
“I was not aware that she had another,” Cockburn said.
“What was her father’s name?”
“I don’t know. I had assumed it was Nelson.”
“She ever mention the name Rankin?”
“No.”
“Cheryl Anne?”
“No.”
We were quiet. Dr. Cockburn maintained her ponderous certitude even in silence. The way she sat bespoke rectitude.
“She did say that she used another identity to get into graduate school, someone else’s records and such,” Cockburn said finally. “She herself had not finished high school. She left home at seventeen and went to Atlanta, and made a living as best she could; she said, including prostitution. At some point she came to Boston, motivated, I think, by some childhood impression of gentility, became a graduate student, made a point of frequenting the Harvard-MIT social events and met her current husband.”
“She didn’t say whose identity she used.”
“No, but if in fact she is not Olivia Nelson, as you imply, then one might assume she used that one.”
“One might,” I said. “How did her father’s rejection manifest itself?” I said.
“He failed entirely to acknowledge her.”
“Tell me about that,” I said. “How does that work? Did he pretend she wasn’t there? Did he refuse to talk to her when she came home?”
Dr. Cockburn gazed ponderously at me. She let the silence linger, as if to underline her seriousness. Finally she spoke.
“He was not married to her mother. The lack of acknowledgement was literal.”
I sat in the heavily draped room feeling like Newton must have when the apple hit him on the head. Dr. Cockburn looked at me with heavy satisfaction.
“Goddamn,” I said.
* * *
“Was that all?” Susan asked later.
“Everything essential,” I said. “I used my full fifty minutes, but the rest of it was just her doing Orson Welles.”
We were having a drink at the Charles Hotel, which was an easy walk from Susan’s home. Susan had developed a passion for warm peppered vodka, olives on the side. In an evening she would often polish off nearly half a glass.
“She did say that Olivia was obsessed with money, and that apparently the family business was slipping.”
“That would support the bounced check and the checkbook with no running balance,” Susan said.
“Yeah. Cockburn said she had some sort of desperate plan, but Olivia wouldn’t tell her what it was.”
“Plan to get money?”
“Apparently. Cockburn doesn’t know, or won’t say.”
“Dr. Cockburn has, in effect, waived her patient-therapist privilege already. I assume she’d have no reason to withhold that.”
“Agreed,” I said. “What do you think.?”
“Dr. Cockburn’s theory about Olivia Nelson is probably accurate. It doesn’t require a great deal of psychological training to notice that many young people attempt to reclaim a parent’s love by sleeping with surrogates. Often the objects of that claim are in some way authority figures.”
“Like a U.S. Senator,” I said.
“Sure,” Susan said. “Sometimes it’s apparent power like that, sometimes it’s more indirect. Money maybe, or size and strength.”
“Does this explain our relationship?” I said.
“No,” Su
san said. “Ours is based, I think, on undisguised lust.”
“Only that?” I said.
“Yes,” Susan said and guzzled half a gram of her peppered vodka. “I always wanted to boff a big goy.”
“Anyone would,” I said.
“Why,” Susan said, “if she were sleeping with all these prominent men, would the police not discover it?”
“Partly because they were prominent,” I said. “The affairs were adulterous, and prominent people don’t wish to be implicated in adulterous affairs.”
Susan was nodding her head.
“And because they were prominent,” she said, “they had the wherewithal to keep the event covered up.”
“She wasn’t telling,” I said, “and they weren’t telling, and apparently they were discreet.”
I shrugged, and spread my hands.
“What’s a cop to do?” Susan said.
“Especially when the cop is being told by everyone involved that the victim was Little Mary Sunshine.”
“So they weren’t looking for infidelity,” Susan said.
“Cops are simple people, and overworked. Most times the obvious answer is the right answer. Even, occasionally, when it’s not the right answer, it’s the easy one. Especially in a case like this where a lot of prominent people seem to be pushing you toward the easy answer.”
“Even Martin?” Susan said.
“You can’t push Quirk, but he’s a career cop. It’s his nationality-cop. If the chain of command limits him, he’ll stay inside those limits.”
“And not say so?”
“And not even think there are limits,” I said.
“But he sent Loudon Tripp to you.”
“There’s that,” I said.
“But could Tripp really have been so oblivious?” Susan said.
“And if he wasn’t, why did he hire me?”
Susan sampled a bit of olive, and washed it down with a sip of peppered vodka. She seemed to like it.
“It is, as you know, one of the truisms of the shrink business that people are often several things at the same time. Yes, Tripp probably is as oblivious as it seems, and no, he wasn’t. Part of him perhaps feared what the rest of him denied and he wanted to hire you to prove that she was what he needed to think she was.”
“So, in effect, he didn’t really hire me to find out who killed her. He hired me to prove she was perfect.”
“Perhaps,” Susan said.
“Perhaps?” I said. “Don’t you shrinks ever say anything absolutely?”
“Certainly not,” Susan said.
“So maybe the murder was the excuse, so to speak, for him to finally put his fears to rest, even if retrospectively.”
Susan nodded.
“He would have a more pressing need, in fact, once she was dead,” she said. “Because there was no chance to fix it, now. What it was, was all that he had left.”
The bar was almost empty on a mid-week night. The waitress came by and took my empty glass and looked at me. I shook my head and she went away. The other couple in the bar got up. The man helped the woman on with her coat, and they went out. In the courtyard outside the hotel, a college-age couple went by holding hands, with their heads ducked into the wind.
“He doesn’t want the truth,” I said.
“Probably not,” Susan said. “He has probably hired you to support his denial.”
“Maybe he should get the truth anyway.”
“Maybe,” Susan said.
“Or maybe not?” I said. “Hard to say in the abstract.”
Susan smiled at me. There was compassion and intelligence in the smile, and sadness.
“On the other hand; you have to do what you do, which may not be what he wants you to do.”
I stared out at the courtyard some more. It was empty now, with a few dead leaves being tumbled along by the wind.
“Swell,” I said.
chapter thirty-three
FARRELL CAME INTO my office in the late afternoon, after his shift.
“You got a drink?” he said.
I rinsed the glasses in the sink and got out the bottle and poured each of us a shot. I didn’t really want one, but he looked like he needed someone to drink with. It was a small sacrifice.
“First we went back over Cheryl Anne Rankin again,” Farrell said.
He held his whiskey in both hands, without drinking any.
“And we found nothing. No birth record, no public school record, no nothing. The woman who worked in the track kitchen is gone, all we got is that her name was Bertha. Nobody knows anything about her daughter. There’s no picture there like you describe, just one picture of Olivia Nelson with a horse, and nobody remembers another one.”
“Anyone talk to the black woman that worked there?”
“Yeah. Quirk talked with her while he was there. She doesn’t know anything at all. She probably knows less than that talking to a white Northern cop.”
“Who’s doing the rest of the investigating?”
“Alton County Sheriff’s Department,” Farrell said.
“You can count on them,” I said.
Farrell shrugged.
“Per diem’s scarce,” he said.
He was still holding the whiskey in both hands. He had yet to drink any.
“You hit one out, though, on Tripp,” he said. “He’s in hock. First time around we weren’t looking for it, and nobody volunteered. As far as we can find out this time, he has no cash, and his only assets are his home and automobile. He’s got no more credit. He’s a semester behind in tuition payments for each kid. His secretary hasn’t been paid in three months. She stays because she’s afraid to leave him alone.”
“What happened?” I said.
“We don’t know yet how he lost it, only that he did.”
“How about the family business?”
“He’s the family business. He managed the family stock portfolio. Apparently that’s all he did. It took him maybe a couple hours, and he’d stay there all day, pretending like he’s a regular businessman.”
“Secretary sure kept that to herself,” I said.
“She was protecting him. When we showed her we knew anyway, she was easy. Hell, it was like a relief for her; she couldn’t go on the rest of her life taking care of him for nothing.”
“What’s he say about this?”
“Denies everything absolutely,” Farrell said. “In the face of computer printouts and sworn statements. Says it’s preposterous.”
“He’s been denying a lot, I think.”
Farrell nodded and looked down at the whiskey still held undrunk in his two hands. He raised the glass with both hands and dropped his head and drank some, and when he looked up there were tears running down his face.
“Brian?” I said.
Farrell nodded.
“He died,” I said.
Farrell nodded again. He was struggling with his breathing.
“I’m sorry,” I said.
Farrell drank the rest of his drink and put the glass down on the edge of the desk and buried his face in his hands. I sat quietly with him and didn’t say anything. There wasn’t anything to say.
chapter thirty-four
LEONARD BEALE HAD an office in Exchange Place, a huge black glass skyscraper that had been built behind the dwarfed faзade of the old Boston Stock Exchange on State Street. Keeping the faзade had been trumpeted by the developer as a concern for preservation. It resulted in a vast tax break for him.
“Loudon lost almost everything in October 1987, when the market took a header,” Beale said. “I wouldn’t, under normal circumstances, speak so frankly about a client’s situation. But Loudon…” Beale shook his head.
“He’s in trouble, isn’t he?” I said.
“Bad,” Beale said. “And it’s not just money.
“I didn’t know brokers said things like `it’s not just money.”‘
Beale grinned.
“Being a good broker is taking care of the whole clie
nt,” he said. “It’s a service business.” Beale was square-built and shiny with a clean bald head, and a good suit. He looked like he probably played a lot of handball.
“He lost his money in ‘87?” I said.
“Yeah. In truth, I didn’t help. I was one of a lot of people who couldn’t read the spin right. I didn’t think the market was going to dive. But mostly he lost it through inattention. He always insisted on managing the money himself. Gave him something to do, I suppose. Let him go to the office at nine in the morning, come home at five in the afternoon, have a cocktail, dine with the family. You know? Like Norman Rockwell. But he wasn’t much of a manager, and when the bottom fell out he was mostly on margin.”
“And had to come up with the cash,” I said.
“Yes.”
“Why was he on margin?” I said. “I thought the Tripp fortune was exhaustive.”
Beale shrugged and gazed out the window, across the Back Bay, toward the river. The sky was bright blue and patchy with white clouds. In the middle distance I could see Fenway Park, idiosyncratic, empty, and green.
“Are the Rockefellers on margin?” I said. “Harvard University?”
Beale’s gaze came slowly back to me. “None of them was married to Olivia,” he said.
“She spent that much?”
“Somebody did. More than the capital generated.”
“So he began to erode the capital,” I said.
Beale nodded.
“The first sure sign of disaster for rich people,” he said. “Rich people don’t earn money. Their capital earns money. If they start snacking on the capital, there’s less income earned, and then, because they have less income, they take a bigger bite of capital, and there’s even less income, and, like that.”
“He tell you this?”
“No,” Beale said. “He wouldn’t say shit if he had a mouthful. As far as he was concerned, she was perfect. The kids were perfect. Christ, the son is an arrogant little thug, but Loudon acts like he’s fucking Tom Sawyer. Buys the kid out of every consequence his behavior entails. Or did.”
“And the daughter?”
Paper Doll s-20 Page 12
