by Clive Barker
“Look.”
She looked. The stars were bright above the city and ran silver in the river below. But there were other forms in the water, she realized: more solid but no less silver. The talk they’d heard on the road was true. Climbing the river were creatures that no fishing boat, however deep it trawled, would ever have found in its nets. Some had a trace of dolphin in them, or squid, or manta ray, but their common trait was a hint of humanity, buried as deep in their past (or future) as their homes were in ocean. There were limbs on some of them, and these few seemed to leap the slope rather than swim it. Others were as sinuous as eels but had heads that carried a mammalian cast, their eyes luminous, their mouths fine enough to make words.
The sight of their ascent was exhilarating, and Jude stayed at the window until the entire shoal had disappeared up the street. She had no doubt of their destination, nor indeed of her own, after this.
“We’re as rested as we’re ever going to be,” she said to Hoi-Polloi.
“So it’s time to go up the hill?”
“Yes. I think it is.”
They left the Peccable house at dawn in order to make much of the ascent before the comet climbed too high and the humidity sapped their strength. It had never been an easy journey, but even in the cool early morning it became a backbreaking trudge, especially for Jude, who felt as though she were carrying a lead weight in her womb rather than a living soul. She had to call a halt to the climb several times and sit in the shade to catch her breath, but on the fourth such occasion she rose to find her gasps becoming steadily shallower and a pain in her belly so acute she could barely hold on to consciousness. Her agitation—and Hoi-Polloi’s yelps—drew helping hands, and she was being lowered onto a knoll of flowering grasses when her waters broke.
A little less than an hour later, not more than half a mile from where the gate of the twin saints Creaze and Evendown had stood, in a grove busy with tiny turquoise birds, she gave birth to the Autarch Sartori’s first and only child.
III
Though Jude and Hoi-Polloi’s pursuers had left the lake maker in the Kwem with clear directions, they still reached Yzordderrex six weeks later than the women. This was in part because Monday’s sexual appetite was significantly depleted after his liaison in the Kwem Palace, and he set a far less hectic pace than he had hitherto, but more particularly because Gentle’s enthusiasm for cartography grew by leaps and bounds. Barely an hour would go by without his remembering some province he’d passed through, or some signpost he’d seen, and whenever he did so the journey was interrupted while he brought out his handmade album of charts and religiously set down the details, rattling off the names of uplands, lowlands, forests, plains, highways, and cities like a litany while he worked. He wouldn’t be hurried, even if the chance of a ride was missed, or a good drenching gained in the process. This was, he told Monday, the true great work of his life, and he only regretted that he’d come to it so late.
These interruptions notwithstanding, the city got closer day by day, mile by mile, until one morning, when they raised their heads from their pillows beneath a hawthorn bush, the mists cleared to show them a vast green mountain in the distance.
“What is that place?” Monday wondered.
Astonished, Gentle said, “Yzordderrex.”
“Where’s the palace? Where’s the streets? All I can see is trees and rainbows.”
Gentle was as confounded as the boy. “It used to be gray and black and bloody,” he said.
“Well, it’s fucking green now.”
It got greener the closer they came, the scent of its vegetation so sweetening the air that Monday soon lost his scowl of disappointment and remarked that perhaps this wouldn’t be so bad after all. If Yzordderrex had turned into a wild wood, then maybe all the women had become savages, dressed in berry juice and smiles. He could suffer that awhile.
What they found on the lower slopes, of course, were scenes more extraordinary than Monday’s most heated imaginings. So much of what the inhabitants of the New Yzordderrex took for granted—the anarchic waters, the primeval trees—left both man and boy agog. They gave up voicing their awe after a time and simply climbed through the lavish thicket, steadily sloughing off the weight of baggage they’d accrued on their journey and leaving it scattered in the grass.
Gentle had intended to go to the Eurhetemec Kesparate in the hope of locating Athanasius, but with the city so transformed it was a slow and difficult trek, so it was more luck than wit that brought them, after an hour or more, to the gate. The streets beyond it were as overgrown as those they’d come through, the terraces resembling some orchard that had been left to riot, its fallen fruit the rubble that lay between the trees.
At Monday’s suggestion, they split up to search for the Maestro, Gentle telling the boy that if he saw Jesus somewhere in the trees then he’d discovered Athanasius. But they both came back to the gate having failed to find him, obliging Gentle to ask some children who’d come to play swinging games on the gate if any of them had seen the man who’d lived here. One of the number, a girl of six or so with her hair so plaited with vines she looked as though she was sprouting them, had an answer.
“He went away,” she said.
“Do you know where?”
“Nope,” she said again, speaking on behalf of her little tribe.
“Does anybody know?”
“Nope.”
Which exchange brought the subject of Athanasius to a swift halt.
“Where now?” Monday asked, as the children returned to their games.
“We follow the water,” Gentle replied.
They began to ascend again, while the comet, which had long since passed its zenith, made the contrary motion. They were both weary now, and the temptation to lie down in some tranquil spot grew with every stride they took. But Gentle insisted they go on, reminding Monday that Hoi-Polloi’s bosom would be a far more comfortable place to lay his head than any hummock, and her kisses more invigorating than a dip in any pool. His talk was persuasive, and the boy found an energy Gentle envied, bounding on to clear the way for the Maestro, until they reached the mounds of dark rubble that marked the walls of the palace. Rising from them, the columns from which had once hung an enormous pair of gates were turned to playthings by the waters, which climbed the right pillar in rivulets and threw themselves across the gap in a drizzling arch that squarely struck the top of the left. It was a most beguiling spectacle, and one that claimed Gentle’s attention completely, leaving Monday to head between the columns alone.
After a short time his shout came back to fetch Gentle, and it was blissful.
“Boss? Boss! Come here!”
Gentle followed where Monday’s cries led, through the warm rain beneath the arch and into the palace itself. He found Monday wading across a courtyard, fragrant with the lilies that trembled on its flood, towards a figure standing beneath the colonnade on the other side. It was Hoi-Polloi. Her hair was plastered to her scalp, as though she’d just swum the pool, and the bosom upon which Monday was so eager to lay his head was bare.
“So you’re here at last,” she said, looking past Monday towards Gentle.
Her eager beau lost his footing halfway across, and lilies flew as he hauled himself to his feet.
“You knew we were coming?” he said to the girl.
“Of course,” she replied. “Not you. But the Maestro. We knew the Maestro was coming.”
“But it’s me you’re glad to see, right?” Monday spluttered. “I mean, you are glad?”
She opened her arms to him. “What do you think?” she said.
He whooped his whoop and splashed on towards her, peeling off his soaked shirt as he went. Gentle followed in his wake. By the time he reached the other side Monday was stripped down to his underwear.
“How did you know we were coming here?” Gentle asked the girl.
“There are prophetics everywhere,” she said. “Come on. I’ll take you up.”
“Can’t he go
on his own?” Monday protested.
“We’ll have plenty of time later,” Hoi-Polloi said, taking his hand. “But first I have to take him up to the chambers.”
The trees within the ring of the demolished walls dwarfed those outside, inspired to unprecedented growth by the almost palpable sanctity of this place. There were women and children in their branches and among their gargantuan roots, but Gentle saw no men here and supposed that if Hoi-Polloi hadn’t been escorting them they’d have been asked to leave. How such a request would have been enforced he could only guess, but he didn’t doubt that the presences which charged the air and earth here had their ways. He knew what those presences were: the promised Goddesses, whose existence he’d first heard mooted in Beatrix, while sitting in Mother Splendid’s kitchen.
The journey was circuitous. There were several places where the rivers ran too hard and deep to be forded, and Hoi-Polloi had to lead them to bridges or stepping stones, then double back along the opposite bank to pick up the track again. But the farther they went, the more sentient the air became, and though Gentle had countless questions to ask he kept them to himself rather than display his naïveté.
There were tidbits from Hoi-Polloi once in a while, so casually dropped they were enigmas in themselves. “. . . the fires are so comical . . .” she said at one point, as they passed a pile of twisted metalwork that had been one of the Autarch’s war machines. And at another place, where a deep blue pool housed fish the size of men, said: “. . . apparently they have their own city . . . but it’s so deep in the ocean I don’t suppose I’ll ever see it. The children will, though. That’s what’s wonderful. . . .”
Finally, she brought them to a door that was curtained with running water and, turning to Gentle, said, “They’re waiting for you.”
Monday went to step through the curtain at Gentle’s side, but Hoi-Polloi restrained him with a kiss on his neck.
“This is just for the Maestro,” she said. “Come along. We’ll go swimming.”
“Boss?”
“Go ahead,” Gentle told him. “No harm’s going to come to me here.”
“I’ll see you later then,” Monday said, content to have Hoi-Polloi tug him away.
Before they’d disappeared into the thicket, Gentle turned to the door, dividing the cool curtain with his fingers and stepping into the chamber beyond. After the riot of life outside, both its scale and its austerity came as a shock. It was the first structure he’d seen in the city that preserved something of his brother’s lunatic ambition. Its vastness was uninvaded by all but a few shoots and tendrils, and the only waters that ran here were at the door behind him and those falling from an arch at the other end. The Goddesses had not left the chamber entirely unmarked, however. The walls of what had been built as a windowless hall were now pierced on all sides, so that for all its immensity the place was a honeycomb, penetrated by the soft light of evening. There was only one item of furniture: a chair, close to the distant arch, and seated upon it, with a baby on her lap, was Judith.
As Gentle entered, she looked up from the child’s face and smiled at him. “I was beginning to think you’d lost your way,” she said.
Her voice was light: almost literally, he thought. When she spoke, the beams that came through the walls flickered.
“I didn’t know you were waiting,” he said.
“It’s been no great hardship,” she said. “Won’t you come closer?” As he crossed the chamber towards her, she said, “I didn’t expect you to follow us at first, but then I thought, He will, he will, because he’ll want to see the child.”
“To be honest . . . I didn’t think about the child.”
“Well, she thought about you,” Jude said, without rebuke.
The baby in her lap could not be more than a few weeks old but, like the trees and flowers here, was burgeoning. She sat on Jude’s lap rather than lay, one small strong hand clutching her mother’s long hair. Though Jude’s breasts were bare and comfortable, the child had no interest in nourishment or sleep. Her gray eyes were fixed on Gentle, studying him with an intense and quizzical stare.
“How’s Clem?” Jude asked when Gentle stood before her.
“He was fine when I last saw him. But I left rather suddenly, as you know. I feel rather guilty about that. But once I’d started . . .”
“I know. There was no turning back. It was the same for me.”
Gentle went down on his haunches in front of Jude and offered his hand, palm up, to the child. She grasped it instantly.
“What’s her name?” he said.
“I hope you won’t mind . . .”
“What?”
“I called her Huzzah.”
Gentle smiled up at Jude. “You did?” Then back to the baby, called by her scrutiny: “Huzzah?” he said, leaning his face towards hers. “Huzzah. I’m Gentle.”
“She knows who you are,” Jude said, without a trace of doubt. “She knew about this room before it even existed. And she knew you’d come here, sooner or later.”
Gentle didn’t inquire as to how the child had shared her knowledge. It was just one more mystery to add to the catalogue in this extraordinary place.
“And the Goddesses?” he said.
“What about them?”
“They don’t mind that she’s Sartori’s child?”
“Not at all,” Jude said, her voice daintier at the mention of Sartori. “The whole city . . . the whole city’s here to prove how good can come from bad.”
“She’s better than good, Jude,” Gentle said.
She smiled, and so did the child. “Yes, she is.”
Huzzah was reaching for Gentle’s face, ready to topple from Jude’s lap in pursuit of her object.
“I think she sees her father,” Jude said, lifting the child back into the crook of her arm and standing up.
Gentle also stood, watching Jude carry Huzzah to a litter of playthings on the ground. The child pointed and gurgled.
“Do you miss him?” he said.
“I did in the Fifth,” Jude replied, her back still turned while she picked up Huzzah’s chosen toy. “But I don’t here. Not since Huzzah. I never felt quite real till she appeared. I was a figment of the other Judith.” She stood up again, turning to Gentle. “You know I still can’t really remember all those missing years? I get snatches of them once in a while, but nothing solid. I suppose I was living in a dream. But she’s woken me, Gentle.” Jude kissed the baby’s cheek. “She’s made me real. I was only a copy until her. We both were. He knew it and I knew it. But we made something new.” She sighed. “I don’t miss him,” she said. “But I wish he could have seen her. Just once. Just so he could have known what it was to be real too.”
She started to cross back to the chair, but the child reached out for Gentle again, letting out a little cry to emphasize her wishes.
“My, my,” Jude said. “You are popular.”
She sat down again and put the toy she’d picked up in front of Huzzah. It was a small blue stone.
“Here, darling,” she cooed. “Look. What’s this? What’s this?”
Gurgling with pleasure, the child claimed the plaything from her mother’s finger with a dexterity far beyond her tender age. The gurgles became chuckles, as she laid it to her lips, as if to kiss it.
“She likes to laugh,” Gentle said.
“She does, thank God. Oh, now listen to me. Still thanking God.”
“Old habits . . .”
“That one’ll die,” Jude said firmly.
The child was putting the toy to her mouth.
“No, sweetie, don’t do that,” Jude said. Then, to Gentle: “Do you think the Erasure’ll decay eventually? I have a friend here called Lotti; she says it will. It’ll decay, and then we’ll have to live with the stench from the First every time the wind comes that way.”
“Maybe a wall could be built.”
“By whom? Nobody wants to go near the place.”
“Not even the Goddesses?”
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bsp; “They’ve got their work here. And in the Fifth. They want to free the waters there too.”
“That should be quite a sight.”
“Yes, it should. Maybe I’ll go back for that.”
Huzzah’s laughter had subsided during this exchange, and she was once again studying Gentle, reaching up towards him from her mother’s lap. This time her tiny hand was not open but clutching the blue stone.
“I think she wants you to have it,” Jude said.
He smiled at the child and said, “Thank you. But you should keep it.”
Her gaze became more intent at this, and he was certain she understood every word he was saying. Her hand still proffered its gift, determined he should take it.
“Go on,” Jude said.
As much at the behest of the eyes as at Jude’s words, Gentle reached down and gingerly took the stone from Huzzah’s hand. There was some considerable strength in her. The stone was heavy: heavy and cool.
“Now our peace is really made,” Jude said.
“I didn’t know we’d been at war,” Gentle replied.
“That’s the worst kind, isn’t it?” Jude said. “But it’s over now. It’s over forever.”
There was a subtle modulation in the plush of the water-curtained arch behind her, and she glanced around. Her expression had been grave, but when she looked back at Gentle she had a smile on her face.
“I have to go,” she said as she stood.
The child was chuckling and clutching the air.
“Will I see you again?” Gentle said.
Jude shook her head slowly, looking at him almost indulgently.
“What for?” she murmured. “We’ve said all we have to say. We’ve forgiven each other. It’s finished.”
“Will I be allowed to stay in the city?”
“Of course,” she said with a little laugh. “But why would you want to?”
“Because I’ve come to the end of the pilgrimage.”
“Have you?” she said, turning from him to pad towards the arch. “I thought you had one Dominion left.”
“I’ve seen it. I know what’s there.”
