He got us a suite at the Marriot and then walked me up to the room before leaving to go get Terricka. I thought about Jerrod risking his freedom, life, and future for me as I sat in the huge King sized bed, staring at the TV. In no time Jerrod was back with Terricka and Buddy, food, weed, and alcohol, turning our hide out into party central. We all ate, smoked, laughed, and had fun until late in the night. I fell asleep in the king sized bed next to Jerrod happy and content, blocking out the darkness that loomed over us.
Chapter 10
For two weeks Jerrod, Terricka, Buddy, and I lived in our suite at the Marriott on the fourth floor, secluded from the rest of the world. The only time any of us left the room was to get food, weed, or buy new clothes. We were in our own little world, void of the pain and despair we had grown accustomed to.
On the first of March, Terricka and Buddy decided that it was time for them to hit the trap to get more money, leaving Jerrod and I in the room alone. We hadn’t been alone since I first went home with him so I was very nervous of what would happen.
After all of the sexual violations I had experienced since my mother decided to be a madam, I still felt shy and uncertain when I thought about making love to Jerrod. I laid in the king sized bed, watching the Wendy Williams show as Jerrod locked the door behind Terricka and Buddy. When he came back over to the bed, he jumped on my back causing me to squeal as he tickled my sides.
“Say you love me and I’m the master.” Jerrod said as he tickled me until I turned over on to my back.
I laughed and begged him to stop as he began a combination of tickles and kisses all over my face.
“I love you and you’re the master.” I said giggling as Jerrod laughed and fell on top of me.
Suddenly, our fit of giggles stopped as Jerrod’s lips touched mine, igniting a fire and desire deep inside of me I didn’t know existed. Jerrod and I kissed hard, fast, and passionately, running our fingers through each other’s hair as we gazed at one another lovingly. I could feel his manhood growing between my legs and the thought of him inside of me both scared and excited me. I was afraid because every sexual experience I had up until that point was horrible. I was scared that I wouldn’t know what to do with someone who was touching me because they loved me and not just to use me.
A million thoughts and worries ran through my head as I laid beneath the man of my dreams and he kissed me down my neck to my breasts. I jumped when Jerrod raised up the white wife beater I had on with nothing underneath and licked my nipple before blowing on it. The sensation of his cool, wet tongue on my sensitive breasts sent jolts all through my body and I felt my vagina get wet. I wanted to be with Jerrod despite my fears. I wanted to be with him forever and always have his love.
“Baby, I’ll stop if you want me to. I’ll do whatever you want, Tisha” Jerrod panted as I shook my head and told him not to stop.
With those words Jerrod slowly and gently pulled my top over my head and threw it on the floor before grabbing my 42DD breasts in his hands and kissing them both. He took my right breast into his mouth and sucked gently while grinding his hips, pressing his penis into my clitoris. I moaned and bit my bottom lip as pleasure and happiness overcame me and I reached up to pull Jerrod’s shirt off. Within minutes, we had all of our clothes off and Jerrod was back between my legs kissing me deeply and looking into my eyes.
“I love you, Tisha, and I want to do this, and I don’t have no rubbers. Are you sure you still want to do this? I know you clean and so am I, but do you want to take a chance with pregnancy? Me, I’d be happy to have you as my wife and the mother of my children. It’s up to you though, baby.” Jerrod said as he kissed my neck before looking into my eyes again.
I thought about everything he said and saw flashes of him and I happily married with three beautiful kids. I knew that if I was to have a baby with him it would be taken care of and loved by two great parents. I couldn’t think of anyone in the world I would rather do something so serious as to have a baby with, other than Jerrod.
I looked into Jerrod’s eyes as tears ran down my face and I kissed him deeply before grabbing his manhood in my hand and guiding it inside of me. Jerrod entered me gently and easily, slipping into my sea of wetness and just staying there. It was like his penis was made to fit my vagina because they fit perfectly together like pieces of a puzzle. Jerrod was so gentle and intense as he slowly dug deep inside of me with his 10 inch penis and his juicy, magical lips left love all over my face, neck, and breasts. His touch felt so good that I melted in his embrace. We thrust our bodies together in rhythm as I cried tears of joy and Jerrod kissed them off of my face as they fell. We made love for hours as Jerrod made me see ecstasy over and over again. When the waves of euphoria that had us on cloud nine subsided, Jerrod and I laid there in each other’s arms, spent and filled with nothing but love.
For the two and a half weeks following that day, Jerrod and I were wrapped up in a web of love. We were like bees to honey, you couldn’t find Jerrod unless I was right there with him. I experienced nothing but happiness until I began to feel sick every morning. Even when feeling nauseas and having back pains, Jerrod was still able to brighten my day and keep me happy. Happiness was all I knew until one day everything fell apart.
It was March 18th, exactly one month before Terricka’s 18th birthday, when my world got flipped upside down once again. We were still living out of the room and Terricka, and I had went downtown to shop before coming back to the hotel and finding our room still dirty. After going to speak with housekeeping and having a small dispute, Terricka and I stepped outside to smoke while they cleaned the room. When we got back in the room, everything appeared to be normal as the housekeepers apologized before leaving and we inspected the room. Everything looked great so we sat down to smoke a blunt and chill before the boys got back.
As soon as I lit the blunt, there was a knock at the door and the hair on the back of my neck stood up. It was like I knew something was about to happen. I knew that if we opened that door there would be no turning back. I put out the blunt and grabbed the weed to go flush it as someone yelled housekeeping on the other side of the door. I shook my head telling Terricka not to answer the door on my way to the bathroom, but she brushed me off. I was flushing the last little bit of weed down the toilet when I heard the door fly open and someone yelled, “MPD!” as Terricka yelled and cursed. I came out of the bathroom with my hands on my head and got down on my knees and interlocked my ankles. I knew the routine as the police grabbed me and handcuffed me as they informed my sister and me that we had warrants.
The ride to Juvenile Court was quiet as the females cop tried to make small talk with us, but we ignored her ass. We didn’t want to hear shit she had to say. After getting processed into the system, I asked for my one phone call and called Mrs. Cunningham for help. I told her everything as I sobbed into the phone and begged her to get the charges dropped because we were defending ourselves. She agreed to help and to use the influence her husband, the DA, had to get us off and into the same foster home as our brother. Within four days, Mrs. Cunningham and her husband were at juvenile picking us up and taking us to this big blue house out in the heart of Bartlett. It was in the middle of nowhere with nothing but fields and flowers everywhere. It was the field in my dreams, the place I imagined when I wanted to escape reality.
When Terricka and I got out of the car, we were greeted by a healthy, happy Sha who jumped into our arms and let us plant kisses all over his face. We were happier than we had ever been as we loved on our brother and then met the rest of our temporary family. Their names were the Robinson’s and the heads of the family were the mom and dad, Tania and Michael. They had three children; a daughter named, Krista, who was nineteen years old; a daughter named, Jewel, who was fifteen years old; and a son named, Ryan, who was seven years old. The Robinson’s were the happiest, perkiest, up-beat black people we had ever seen. I instantly feel in love with them and adapted to their home very quickly. Everything was like paradise once aga
in. Until one day, I woke up to the worst stomach pains ever. I went into the bathroom and tried to use it but nothing came out no matter how much I pushed.
I moaned in pain and rocked on the toilet hoping the pain would soon end. Suddenly, the door flew open and Krista crept in with something behind her back as she offered her help.
“I know what you’re going through right now so you don’t even have to say nothing. I been right there in the same position I can tell you right now that you’re pregnant because I can see it in your face, nose, and titties. However, if you don’t believe me, all you have to do is pee on this stick.” Krista said putting the pregnancy test she had behind her back into my hand.
I did what Krista said as tears streamed down my cheeks and then sat and talked to her about Jerrod as we waited on the results. I told her how I hadn’t talked to him since everything happened and that I wished I could find him, but I didn’t have the number anymore. Krista consoled me as I cried about the love I couldn’t find when suddenly the timer we set went off. I got up on shaky legs and looked at the test to see two blue lines. It was just like Krista said, I was pregnant. I cried and asked Krista to help me find him as she helped me out of the bathroom.
“I got you now. Go back to bed and get some rest.” Krista said as I hugged her before going to my room.
The next day Krista fulfilled her promise and found the new number and address on Keith via Facebook. After taking me to Birth Right and finding out I was six weeks pregnant, Krista took me back home so I could begin my search for the father of my unborn child. I couldn’t help but to think something was wrong with Jerrod for not trying to contact me because I knew he loved me too much to just let me go. I cried as I thought about the time we spent together looking at the number and address in my hand.
I called the number a dozen times as I dressed and prepared to go back to the hood to find Jerrod. I let the phone ring twenty times each time I called, but there still was no answer.
I left my foster home walking that day, April 1st at about 2:45 in the afternoon. By 4:30 I was getting off the bus in Hickory Hill headed to Keith’s new apartment in 6111 Crossing, a new apartment complex.
I knocked on the door and waited, rubbing my stomach as I heard someone scurry to the door. When Keith opened the door, I felt relief knowing that I had at least found Jerrod’s house and I was one step closer to being back with him. I asked Keith where Jerrod was with a big smile on my face, expecting a happy answer. Instead Keith looked as if his life had ended as he told me he didn’t know.
“I don’t know where he is. We haven’t seen him in a month. His homies said he went missing the same night you and your sister got locked up. We been searching everywhere and we can’t find him, Tisha. We don’t know if he dead or what.” Keith said as a tear streamed down his face. I felt as if all of the life had been sucked out of my body as I held my stomach and my legs gave out.
Keith was right there to catch me as I cried and told him I was pregnant with Jerrod’s baby. Keith helped me into the house and cried on my shoulder as he told me it would be okay. I sat there for a while wondering where my love could be before Keith told me I didn’t look so good and asked if he could take me to a hospital or home. I agreed to go home because I knew that I needed to rest and not cause any more stress to my growing baby. The entire ride back to Bartlett I cried as Keith promised he would find his brother and help me in any way that I needed it.
By the time I made it home, I was all cried out and emotionally drained as Keith helped me on the porch before kissing my cheek, and going back to his car.
“I promise we’ll find him, Tisha, and we will help with the baby.” Keith said to me before pulling off.
I watched him disappear down the driveway before taking a deep breath and entering the house. When I stepped inside, I instantly knew something was wrong because the aura felt different, there was some evil nearby and I could feel it. When I walked into the kitchen and saw my mother sitting at the island with my foster mother all dressed up for one of her stellar performances, sipping tea like high society, I knew my fairy tale was over. There was Denise, the enforcer of pain, the dark cloud that pummeled me with storms all of my life. It was then that I knew my fight had just begun.
THE END
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