“Is there anything I can do to help?” Chris gestured at the quiche carnage.
“No. Thank you. You have to be out there with the… uh… guests. I’ll sort this out.”
“Thanks. Catch up later?” He looked at her from under his dark lashes, as if suddenly shy.
“Yes. Sure. That would be nice.”
Chris left the kitchen and Allie located the dustpan and brush.
As she started to sweep up the mess, she wondered at the way her heart was thumping behind her ribs. Had Chris really startled her that much, or was there something else about seeing him that had made her heart beat faster?
Allie stood behind the counter and surveyed the funeral party in her café. The crows had taken themselves to a table by the window and were tucking into sandwiches and fruitcake. She watched as Jordan approached them with the large stainless steel teapot, and filled each cup in turn. The elderly women were certainly making the most of Mrs Monroe’s wake and Mrs Burnley had a big smile on her face, as if her sadness about her friend had already receded. But perhaps she was just reminiscing. It was better to try to remember the good times when you lost someone you cared about; Allie knew that better than most. And she also knew that keeping busy was the best way to avoid dwelling on the past.
She carried a tray of vanilla-frosted cupcakes around, offering them to people she knew and strangers alike, until the tray was empty and her face ached from maintaining a polite smile and repeating words of condolence.
Every time Allie attended a funeral and a wake, she had to battle her own demons, but she suspected it was that way for most people. The grief of others was bound to remind you of your own. Although it was true, the old adage, that time did help with the healing process. The pain would never completely disappear, but it wasn’t quite as sharp, except for those odd occasions when it took her by surprise. But that was to be expected; she had lost her husband, after all, and when he was so young.
She swallowed hard. Roger had been gone six years and she had kept going by putting one foot in front of the other. That was how it was done. Some days were harder than others and she couldn’t deny that she sometimes indulged in daydreams about what might have been had things worked out differently, but she had become quite adept at giving herself a firm shake and donning the good old stiff upper lip. Besides, her version of differently was more complicated than she cared to admit to herself.
It wasn’t until after everyone had gone and she was filling the dishwasher that she realised she hadn’t seen Chris again.
“Jordan?”
Her son paused in covering sausage rolls with cling film. “Yeah?”
“Did you see Mr Monroe at all?”
“Why, Mum? Has he done a runner without paying you?” He waggled his eyebrows at her.
“No. Uh… I don’t think so anyway.”
Chris had paid a deposit over the phone when he’d booked the café but she hadn’t seen him to take the balance. Although in circumstances like these, she often didn’t expect the rest on the actual day because people were generally too upset to think about money. Her daughter, Mandy, told her she was too soft and that she let people take advantage, but Allie saw it as part of what The Cosy Cottage Café represented for her and for the locals. It wasn’t all about the money and she could trust most people to pay her within a few days. Chris would likely do the same.
“I just didn’t see him again after he… popped into the kitchen to say hello and I wondered if he was okay.”
Jordan scrunched up his nose then flicked his head to clear his fringe out of his eyes. He had, thankfully, worn a clip in it for most of the day – to avoid adding his blond hairs to the food he was serving – but it seemed that he’d removed it since the café had emptied. Which meant the leftover sausage rolls would now have to be eaten by Allie, Jordan and the cats. Just in case.
“He’s probably just upset, Mum. He has lost his mother. Perhaps he went out for some fresh air. I’m sure he’ll be back tomorrow.”
“Yes. I’m sure you’re right.”
Allie closed the dishwasher then switched it on and went to the sink to wash her hands. She gazed out of the latticed kitchen window at the pergola she’d had built in the spring, where the fragrant pink flowers of the climbing honeysuckle now bloomed in abundance. As well as being good at baking, she’d discovered that she had green fingers, and everything she’d planted within the café garden was thriving. There was a definite satisfaction to be found in gardening and enjoying the fruits of that pastime.
She went through to the café and made a mug of tea, then took it over to the comfy leather sofa in the corner by the window. She put the mug on the small wooden table then slumped onto the sofa and smiled as it squished up around her. It was an old one that she’d found in a charity shop and it was exactly what she’d imagined having in her own café. Behind it, and on the opposite wall, were shelves full of books all genres. Her regulars often brought in books they’d read and donated them to her shelves then took ones that they wanted to read. On quieter days, and sometimes after closing, Allie liked to curl up on the sofa with a warm drink and a book and to lose herself in another world.
The café was, in her eyes, perfect. Inside and out. The exterior was chocolate-box pretty with a thatched roof and shuttered windows. Roses climbed around the door and ivy climbed the walls. A café sign in the shape of a teapot hung from the side of the building. She had sown wildflower seeds for the bees and butterflies in pots and raised beds, and as it was summer, everything in the garden was in full bloom. She’d even managed to find some colourful milk-urn planters that she’d filled with trailing nasturtiums and their bright orange, red and gold flowers made her heart lift every time she saw them.
Inside, she’d had the two front rooms of the cottage converted into one big room, with the counter in the far right corner from the door and the café kitchen behind that. Allie had gone for the shabby-chic look, using reclaimed wood and second-hand furniture that she found online and in antique shops, and tables in a variety of colours and shapes took up most of the floor space. She often wondered if it was a reaction to the life she’d shared with Roger, when everything from their house to their carpets to their towels had to be brand new, spick and span. After he had died, Allie had gone out of her way to find the perfect old cottage to convert into a café, as well as searching for the loveliest second-hand furniture, fixtures and fittings. Roger had wanted everything in his home to tell people how successful he was and how well he was doing. And for a while, Allie had gone along with that, but when she’d lost the first flush of youth and Roger had expressed his disappointment with that, Allie had been devastated. So yes, perhaps her rebellion against all things new was deliberate.
A large log burner was centred on the back wall, directly opposite the front door. It wasn’t currently lit but had logs piled up inside it with sprigs of dried lavender and rosemary tucked in around them. On cold winter days, the log burner kept the café warm and the table nearest to it was very popular.
The ceiling was white with exposed wooden beams that gave the café the cosy cottage atmosphere Allie had envisioned. She’d hung salvaged 1920s raspberry glass pendant lights from between the beams and they created a relaxing ambience in the darker afternoons that came with autumn and winter.
As she sipped her tea, the strains of being on her feet all day slipped away, and her thoughts strayed once more to Chris. It wasn’t the money she was worried about, and she had no doubts that he would pay his bill. She just really wanted to see him again. He was one of her oldest friends and she’d like to catch up and find out how he’d been all these years. Everyone of her own age in the village seemed to be married or remarried, and lots of her old school friends had moved away a long time ago.
At one point Allie, Roger and Chris had been inseparable. A wave of nostalgia washed over her and she shuddered with surprise. Chris’s return to Heatherlea was having quite an impact on her.
She did have some good f
riends in the village now; they just weren’t ones she’d grown up with. So it would be nice if she got the chance to chat to Chris about old times. And there was nothing wrong in wanting to do that with an old friend now, was there?
Dear Reader,
Thank you so much for purchasing Winter at The Cosy Cottage Café. I hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it.
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There will be another book in this series to follow Summer at The Cosy Cottage Café, Autumn at The Cosy Cottage Café and Winter at The Cosy Cottage Café.
Wishing you all the best and hoping you’ll come back to Heatherlea soon!
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Rachel X
Coming Soon…
Spring at The Cosy Cottage Café
By Rachel Griffiths
Book 4 in The Cosy Cottage Café Series
Acknowledgments
Firstly, thanks to my gorgeous family. I love you so much! XXX
Special thanks to Emma LJ Byrne at The Felted Badger for the beautiful cover.
To my author and blogger friends, for your support, advice and encouragement and to everyone who has interacted with me on social media – and supported me – huge heartfelt thanks. This is a crazy, exciting journey and I’m having a great time with you all!
To everyone who buys and reviews this book, thank you. Without you, there would be no Cosy Cottage Café.
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