The Gates of Winter

by Mark Anthony

  There were too many of the beings for Durge to fend off. They had pinned his arms and legs, and though cords of effort stood out on his neck, he could not break away. The creatures tore at his clothes with twisted hands, leaving him standing naked in the cold. A pair of antlers was placed on his brow and fastened in place with ropes woven of vines.

  “Durge!” Grace cried out.

  He could not turn his head, but he met her gaze with wide eyes. “My lady, you must flee this place! Take the path back the way we came. Go now!”

  No, she couldn’t leave him. If she had told them the truth about the stag, this wouldn’t be happening. She gathered what remained of her will and hurried to the boy.

  “Let him go,” she commanded.

  “That I will,” the boy said. “It would make for poor sport if he didn’t have a head start.”

  He gave a flick of his hand, and the creatures moved away from Durge. The knight staggered and caught his balance. He was hairy in his nakedness, and with the antlers he looked not unlike one of the goat-men. A queer expression crossed his face—not pain exactly. Rather, it was the face one would make if something precious were being torn away.

  “My lady,” he said, but the words were oddly slurred.

  A spasm passed through him, and Durge hunched over. When he looked up again, his eyes were dull and wild, and his lips pulled back from his teeth. The rope that had tied the antlers to his head were gone. Instead, the things sprang from his brow, curving and growing longer even as Grace watched.

  She stared at the boy. “What have you done to him?”

  “Nothing so very great,” the boy said with a smirk. “A man is but an animal at heart. All we’ve done is to help him remember that fact.”

  Durge let out a snarl, crouching and spinning around, the whites of his eyes showing. The fey beings laughed and raised their weapons.

  A wave of terror crested in Grace. “Run, Durge!” she screamed. Could he even still understand her words? “Run!”

  For a moment it seemed dim recognition shone in his eyes, then with a roar Durge sprang forward, running across the snow on bare feet, and vanished into the trees.

  “You said you’d give him a head start,” Grace said, turning toward the red-haired boy. “How long?”

  The boy laughed. “I’d say he’s already had more than long enough.” He lifted the trumpet and blew a shrill note. “Let the hunt begin!”

  12.

  Grace ducked as a hail of arrows hissed through the air. They stuck quivering into trees or sank deep into the ground. A tiny arrow shot from the bow of one of the butterfly creatures caught in Grace’s cloak. She plucked it out; the tip was sticky with green sap. A brief examination using the Touch confirmed her fear: The green substance was some kind of toxin.

  The red-haired boy leaped onto his horse and urged it into the forest after Durge. The fey hunters bounded or flitted or scuttled after, fitting new arrows to their bows as they went. They seemed to have forgotten Grace in their glee for the hunt, and in moments all of them were gone. Grace reeled, gathering her wits, then she picked up the hem of her gown and dashed into the trees after the hunters.

  There should have been a trail where the fey folk had trampled the ground, but instead she saw only Durge’s footprints in the thin layer of snow. She followed them. The trumpet rang out again, and it already sounded alarmingly far off. Grace ran faster. Branches scratched at her face and tore her clothes. At some point she lost her cloak, but she didn’t stop for it. Despite the cold she was sweating, and her breath came in ragged gasps.

  Several more times Grace heard the call of the trumpet, and each time it was fainter than the last. She lost Durge’s trail on a stony patch of ground, and when she heard the trumpet call again, it was off to her left, and so distant she could hardly make out the sound over the thudding of her heart.

  Grace staggered in that direction, but after that she did not hear the sound of the trumpet again. The sweat froze her dress stiff as her pace slowed, and she grew clumsy with the cold. At last she could go no farther, and she leaned against the trunk of a gigantic tree. She listened, but there was no trumpet call, no trilling of high laughter; the forest air was still and silent.

  “I’ve lost him,” she mumbled with numb lips.

  Pain stabbed at her heart. Durge was gone—the kindest, truest, and dearest friend she had on this or any world—and it was her fault. The agony of that thought was too much to bear. Grace threw her arms around the tree, pressed her face to its trunk, and wept.

  “Are you well, daughter?” said a kindly voice behind her.

  Grace pushed herself from the tree. A moment ago the forest had been gray and bleak, but now green-gold light sparkled through her tears. She wiped her eyes and gasped.

  “Whyever do you weep so?” said the old woman who stood before her. “Is it for this great father of trees you embrace? If so, then dry your tears, for he is not dead. When spring comes, he will be green and full of life again.”

  Grace stared, sorrow and shock receding. Like the light, a feeling of peace radiated from the old woman. She was tiny and withered and beautiful, her skin as delicate as flower petals, her hair as fine as spider’s silk. She wore a robe the color of snow, and in her hands was a wooden staff every bit as gnarled as the fingers that gripped it.

  “Who are you?” Grace said.

  The old woman smiled, and her eyes—the same color as the light—sparkled. “I suppose you may say I am the queen here, even as you are queen out there.” She made a sweeping gesture with the staff. “Of course, my reign is nearly at an end, and yours is only about to begin, daughter.”

  Grace struggled to comprehend these words, but she couldn’t, not quite. Her brain was dull and slow from fear and cold. “I’m not crying for the tree.”

  “Then for whom is it you weep?”

  The words tumbled out of her in a rush. “It’s Durge. The boy—the one with red hair—he and the other hunters are chasing him through the forest. And they’ve done something to him. They tied a pair of antlers to his head, only they aren’t just tied in place anymore. They’re real. The hunters are going to kill him, and it’s all my fault.”

  The old woman cocked her head. “Your fault, daughter? Now how can that be?”

  Grace felt more tears welling up. “I lied about the white stag. I told them he ran one way when he ran the other. But he was so beautiful. I didn’t want them to kill him.”

  The other shut her eyes and gripped her staff. “Yes,” she murmured. “I see it now, and I should have known that Quellior was part of all this.” She opened her eyes. “That was kind and selfless of you to help my husband escape.”

  Grace shook her head. “Your husband?”

  “As I said, I am the queen of this place. And is he not the king?”

  Yes, that was what the red-haired boy had called the stag—the forest king. “So he’s safe, then?” Grace said. “The stag? I mean, the king?”

  The old woman nodded. “For now. But in time Quellior and his hunters will catch him, and they will slay him.”

  “No!” Grace said, cold with horror. “They can’t!”

  The old woman gave a soft sigh. “It is the way of the wood, daughter. Every year Quellior and his hunters pursue the forest king, every year they slay him, and every year he returns again. However, the king is newly risen. It is not yet time for them to catch him, and it is because of you that he escaped. So for your good-hearted deed, I will help you.”

  “What can you do?” However, before Grace finished uttering the words, the old woman moved her staff, and a thicket of trees parted like a curtain. Beyond was a glade, and a scene that made Grace’s heart stop.

  The red-haired boy—Quellior—sat on his black horse, an arrow fitted to his bow. The other hunters gathered around him. Like a fallen beast on the ground, Durge lay below them. His eyes were shut, his hair tangled with leaves and twigs, the antlers jutting from his brow. A dozen tiny darts pierced his skin. Quellior laughe
d and pulled the arrow back to his ear, ready to send it flying down into Durge’s heart.

  “Stop!” Grace cried out, tripping over roots as she dashed forward. She fell to her knees beside Durge, covering his body with her arms. “Leave him alone!”

  “Wood and bone, how did you get here?” Quellior sneered in his high voice. “But it’s no matter. My arrow can pierce two as easily as one.”

  “I should think it will pierce none at all,” said a sharp voice, and at the same moment the arrow in Quellior’s bow sprouted leaves and tendrils. The tendrils coiled around the boy’s hands like green snakes, binding them. The other hunters gasped and chattered and fluttered their wings.

  Quellior glared at the old woman. “Blood and stone, Mother! I nearly had him!”

  Grace blinked in astonishment. Mother?

  The old woman marched into the glade, staff in hand. “Shame on you, Quellior.” She cast a stern eye at all of the hunters, and they quailed under her ire. “Shame on all of you. Is this mortal man the quarry you are bound to hunt?”

  “She denied us our quarry,” the red-haired boy said, glaring at Grace. “So we were hunting this one instead.”

  The forest queen’s eyes flashed. “Answer my question. Is this mortal your true quarry?”

  Quellior hung his head and sighed. “No, Mother.”

  “I should think not. Now off with you.” She gave a flick of her staff. “All of you. You shall find the forest king again when summer comes and is in its waning days.”

  Quellior lifted his head, and there was a queer look in his eyes. “If summer ever comes again, Mother.” He cast one hateful glance at Grace, then his horse bounded away through the trees, and the other fey hunters followed.

  Grace cradled Durge’s head in her lap. She smoothed his mousy hair from his brow, and she could not help marveling at the way the antlers melded with his skin and skull. She touched a tiny arrow that jutted from the skin just above his collarbone but could not bring herself to check his pulse.

  “Is he dead?”

  “No, daughter,” said the forest queen, standing above her. “The darts of the winged ones bring sleep, not death.”

  “Then how can I wake him up?”

  “Are you sure you wish to, daughter?”

  Grace stared in blank confusion.

  Sorrow lined the old woman’s face. “A mortal man is not a beast, but he may be made to act like one. I fear Quellior has played a wicked trick upon your friend. If he were to wake now, he would not remember he was a man at all, but rather would think himself an animal.”

  In a way he did look like a beast—naked, dirty, and wild. But Grace knew the true man that lay beneath. Her tears fell on his face, washing away some of the dirt. “He’s not a beast. He is the kindest, bravest, and truest man in the world.”

  “If you can see that in him, then perhaps there is a way you can help him.”

  Grace looked up, hope surging in her. “How?”

  “You must join your spirit with his. You must show him how you see him—not as a beast, but as a man. If you do, he may remember himself.”

  For a moment Grace trembled. All her life she had kept others at a distance, afraid that if they drew too close they would see what she really was and would recoil in horror. But Durge was her friend; if she could see good in him, she had to believe he would see it in her as well.

  She steeled her will and ran her fingers over Durge, plucking out the darts where she found them. A groan escaped him, and he stirred, eyelids fluttering. He was waking up. If he did, he would run from her, she was sure of it; she had to hurry.

  Grace pressed her hands against Durge’s chest and shut her eyes. Instantly she saw his life thread. It was somber gray, as she remembered it, only marked with a wild streak of crimson. He let out a grunt, moving beneath her, but before he could twist away she reached out and gripped his thread, bringing it close to her own shimmering strand. In her mind she pictured Durge as she knew him: kind, strong. Good. Then, with a thought, she braided the two strands together.

  I love you Durge! she called out. Come back to me!

  For a single moment she could not discern Durge’s thread as a separate thing from her own. They were a single strand, gleaming and perfect.

  No, not perfect. There was something else there. Something sharp and dark and terrible, pressing dangerously close. What was it? Before Grace could tell, a gold light welled forth, encapsulating her, and she knew no more.

  She must have fallen asleep. Grace pushed herself up to her elbow and used her fingers to comb leaves from her hair. The gold light was dimmer now, but still comforting, and she felt warm. Durge lay beside her, his chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm. The antlers had fallen away to either side. She laid a hand on his forehead; the skin of his brow was unblemished, save for the lines of worry that furrowed it even in repose.

  Grace smiled, then rose. Her cloak, which she had lost earlier, now hung on a nearby branch. She cast it over Durge, covering his nakedness, then knelt beside him. Her smile faded as she touched the center of his chest. When their threads were one, she had sensed something inside him—like a shadow, but different. Harder, colder.

  “So you’ve seen it within him, daughter. I thought you might.”

  Grace looked up. The old woman—the forest queen—stood above her.

  “You can see it, too?” Grace said.

  The old woman nodded. “It was clear to my eyes the first moment I saw him. But then, ever have we hated the cruel touch of iron, and we know it when it comes near us.”

  Grace was no longer warm. “What are you talking about?”

  “There is a splinter of iron in his chest. It lies dangerously near his heart. And it works its way nearer each day.”

  No, it was impossible. Durge couldn’t be one of them. Then Grace remembered the pains he had felt in his chest the night of the attack on Calavere. She examined his chest. A dozen scars traced white lines beneath dark hair, but she recognized them as the remnants of the wounds he had received on Midwinter’s Eve over a year ago, when he was attacked by a band of feydrim.

  Durge was a marvelous warrior, but all the same she had been amazed he had been able to fend off so many feydrim by himself. Grace had always wondered how he had managed to get away from the creatures. . . .

  But what if he didn’t, Grace? What if he didn’t get away—at least not until they let him go?

  She shut her eyes, and though dread filled her at what she might see, she reached out with the Touch, gazing into Durge’s body. Now that she knew what to look for, she saw it immediately, an inch from his heart. The splinter was no bigger than the tip of her little finger, but it was cold, so terribly cold.

  She opened her eyes. “Oh, Durge, what did they do to you?”

  She could see it clearly, as if the memory had lingered in his flesh and she had glimpsed it like a ghost image on an X ray. Even his greatsword was not enough to keep so many feydrim away. They swarmed over the brave Embarran, dragging him down, knocking him unconscious. Only they did not kill him. Instead they fell back as a figure strode into the chamber, clad in a bloodred gown, a smile on her pale face. It was Lady Kyrene, who had been Grace’s first teacher as a witch, and who had traded her living heart for one of iron. Kyrene knelt, taking something small and dark, and pressing it deep into a wound in Durge’s left side. He cried out, a sound of despair and agony, only by the time his eyes opened, the others were gone. He couldn’t have known what they had done to him, why they let him survive.

  “They wanted to turn him into a traitor,” Grace said, and it felt like a splinter of metal had pierced her own heart. “Only they wanted to do it without us knowing.”

  “Yes,” the old woman said above her. “But his heart is far stronger than they believed. Evil always underestimates the power of good—that is its greatest weakness. All this while, he has resisted.”

  “Then he can keep resisting it,” Grace said, grasping for hope.

  The forest q
ueen shook her head. “He is mortal, daughter. Even a man so strong as he cannot resist forever. Soon now, the splinter will reach his heart.”

  Grace could barely speak the words. “What will happen when it does?”

  The old woman met her eyes. “His heart will turn to ice, and he will become the willing slave of the Lord of Winter—the one whom you call the Pale King.”

  A moan escaped Grace. “I have to get it out of him. I have to operate before it’s too late.”

  “It’s already too late, daughter. He should have perished that night. It is only the enchantment of the splinter that has kept him alive. If you remove it, he will die.”

  Grace couldn’t believe it. She wouldn’t. Except she had to. She wiped tears from her cheeks and looked up. “You do it, then. You can help him with your magic.”

  “I fear that is not so,” the forest queen said, sorrow on her wizened visage. “Iron is a thing whose touch none of us can bear. I have no power over it.”

  Anger boiled up in Grace, and she seized on it as she stood, because it was so much easier to endure than despair. “I came here to find Trifkin Mossberry and the Little People. I wanted to ask them for help in standing against the Pale King, and I found you. But you’re no help at all. You don’t even care. You ran away from the world to hide here in your forest, and now I can see why. Your magic is old and weak and useless.”

  For a moment, anger touched the old woman’s face, and her eyes blazed like the noonday sun. It was a terrible sight, but such was Grace’s own rage that she did not flinch.

  At last the forest queen shook her head, and her eyes dimmed. “Perhaps you are right, perhaps we have grown too distant from the world outside. Yet you are wrong if you think we do not care. Quellior is brash and foolish, but he was right—if you cannot stop the Lord of Winter from riding forth, summer will never come again. And while we cannot stand beside you in the way you hoped, perhaps I can help you discover a way to help yourself.” She met Grace’s eyes. “You seek a key, do you not, one that can aid you in the war you must fight? Sit in the chair that is forbidden to all others, and the key shall be revealed to you.”