Following the work was a map, and it was this which Tirielle studied now. A key showed the direction of the suns, and an opening, a natural cave leading to the bowels of the volcano. She thought she could find the entrance. It looked simple enough, although from what she knew of ice – in Lianthre it was a rarity, even in winter – it grew with time. The mountains north of Lianthre were often peaked with snow and there were lakes of ice in the crevasses and on the plateaus. It shifted. She had studied geography, and knew from the maps that the landscape changed over hundreds of years. In a land of ice structures could be torn down, shifted and even rock could crumble.
But she knew where to look. At the thought of finding the wizard, her heart tripped. It was not to be as joyous an occasion as she had hoped, but fearful and uncertain.
But what choice?
She did not feel sleepy in the slightest. Beside her the Seer slept soundly. Even Roth was tired from their flight. But there was so much to worry over. The end of the journey was looking no more attractive than the beginning.
She looked at the map again. Now she knew what to expect, where to find the mountain, and how to enter it.
All that remained was to travel thousands of miles before they were captured, tortured and killed.
She smiled at last. The whole thing was folly. But she watched j’ark’s frowning features as he slept, and she felt unreasonable happiness, if only for a moment. She put her head on the hard earth, head turned to one side to look at the warrior. Eventually her eyes closed, her mind shut down, and left worry behind for tomorrow.
*
Chapter Sixty-Eight
Morning broke, and Tirielle at last found a moment to catch Roth before it ran on ahead, scouting before them for patrols or any other unwanted company. Soon, they would be at Arram.
“Roth, we must talk a moment,” she said urgently before it could leave.
“I have but a moment, Tirielle. I must scout, and I hunger. I need to eat.”
Tirielle felt somewhat embarrassed at the thought of the giant rahken hunting, and did not wish to know what it ate.
“I won’t keep you but a moment. The scroll tells of a joining of the rahken nation and the last wizard, of a time before, and age passed when man and rahken were allies…I must know what you know, Roth. The time for secrets is ended. To piece together the story, to know what lies in store for all of us, I must know what came before.
“I would have you tell me what your mother told you.”
“I cannot tell!”
“You must!” she said with fervour. “We stumble blindly, and you know something…”
“Some secrets must be kept.”
“Not between friends.”
Roth sighed, shrugging its massive shoulders and somehow looking sheepish – or at least like the wolf that had eaten the sheep.
“There is much I cannot tell. It is an archaic tale, handed down through time. It is our history, but much is forgotten, even among the rahken nation. I do not know the long of it, but once, long ago, the rahkens and one known as the red wizard joined their magic and banished the old ones, the Sun Destroyers. How it was achieved, or even if it is true or just a myth, I do not know.
“Once, man and rahken were allies, and then the Hierarchy rose to power. How they took the mantle of power I do not know, either, but somewhere in time man lost the ability to weave the threads of magic. That is not rahken history. We keep no record of the history of man, aside from that which joins with the tapestry of our own.”
“I read much during my time in the library. Poetry and myths, histories dry and ancient. Some of the language is redolent of a gentler time. Under the surface though, the language evokes a feeling of despair. There is no comedy. There is no romance. And yet many times I read passionate works, and they were of a time when the rahkens walked among men. What came to pass to break that friendship? I saw a statue in Beheth, a monument to a rahken. It is long forgotten, the gifts your race gave to mine. What caused the breaking?”
Roth looked away.
“You must tell me, Roth.”
“I am ashamed to admit, lady, that I do not know.”
Tirielle huffed in frustration. It was impossible to tell if Roth was telling the truth. There was so much that lived under the surface when it came to her fearsome friend, and while she was not afraid of it, she did not want to press too hard.
“Now, I must go. But remember this, Tiri; Not all sacrifices are to the death.”
“What does that mean?”
Roth seemed sad, but merely shook its head. Then, before she had time to question further, was a blur among the trees.
She mounted, feeling that there was some pattern, some secret at the heart of their quest, that she must fathom, or they would all fail.
Quintal looked at her with a question on his face.
“I am ready,” she said briskly, and urged her horse into a fast canter. The danger of the Protectorate was ever present in her mind.
“Where to?” she asked the leader of the paladins.
“North, for now. The Seer tells us this is where we must go, and she is our eyes. Tonight, we will commune with Drun Sard. Perhaps he can guide us further.”
“I hope so. I am tired of fleeing.”
“The time will come soon when we will turn and bite back, lady. I feel this, and I always trust my feelings. The end draws near. And with it, a new beginning.”
“One we should fear,” said Tirielle too quietly to be overheard.
*
Chapter Sixty-Nine
Reih entered the chamber, fewer seats were occupied. Fewer councillors. It was weak. She was trying desperately to concentrate on the conversion. They were making her sick, squabbling blindly while ignoring the point. Did they even realise they were under attack? Kalea was thumping his chair and being incendiary.
“But it’s our law! Not theirs!”
Reih reluctantly pushed herself from her chair. “No, Councillor Kalea. It is not our law. Nor is it theirs. Until we understand the law belongs to no-one, we shouldn’t even be allowed to speak of it. The law is its own. And so should it be. It is because of our tampering, our attempts at possession, that it is sick. It is sick because of us.“
“But Lianthre will descend into chaos without it!”
“Nonsense. Chaos is nothing to be afraid of. It is only change. It is to good what order is to evil. One only exist because of the other – the symbiosis is evident in all life – you truly think human law itself is outside of nature’s laws, not part of it?“
She thought about her meeting with Gurt, a builder! She wondered how many of the Councillors haranguing her were sending letters, too. She heard some of the gossip spreading (the Kuh’taenium heard far more that she ever would). If she was caught she would become part of that gossip – just like Tirielle. This was no place for idle banter. The Hierarchy could hear it – the Protectorate already had.
She turned back to the assembly in Kuh’taenium’s great interior. She looked at them bickering while the Kuh’taenium hung in the balance and she strove to keep her grasp on hope. How long now before the sickening took its effect on her? The memories of her home were already becoming warped in place. A small change, at first, but the personality could not but suffer the ailments of the body, and the Kuh’taenium’s body was more…demonstrative…than humans, with all their frailty sickness usually killed them before sickness reached the mind. The Kuh’taenium, in all its vastness, would die insane. Because of their linking she too would experience all its terrible agony and confusion as it journeyed on to death’s hall (how big they must be to fit the Kuh’taenium!).
Desperation makes odd bedfellows, she thought. Folly, perhaps, but, ah, desperation. To save the Kuh’taenium and herself she had just entrusted her life to some street brawler she had never met before.
The pointless debate rolled on. All the time she was thinking about the builders. They still existed. The Kuh’taenium was right, as always. While its power might be
diminished, its memory was not.
*
Chapter Seventy
Before sunset the Sard made camp. j’ark sat silently, his sword beside him, his legs crossed and eyes closed. He emptied his mind but thoughts of Unthor intruded. He could not break his concentration though. Without their ninth fellow, the communion was more difficult. He sensed the feeling of loss among the Sard, sadness welling as their feelings were knitted together in concentration.
Thankfully, it was not long before Drun’s ethereal figure materialised before them, becoming more solid, more real with each passing second. He opened his eyes as soon as he felt the priest’s presence, and at once felt calmer. It was always surprising to him, the depth of peace that Drun Sard radiated.
“Brothers. I feel your loss. I too, am bereft.”
“We know loss as we knew our brother,” replied Quintal sadly. “It is our destiny to lose one another, until we are no more. But then, that is every man’s burden, and we deserve no less, no more, than any other mortal.”
Drun bowed to each of them in turn.
“As we lose each other, our spirits join. Join with Unthor’s spirit now, and as you knew him as a man take strength from his passing. Now, feel!”
And suddenly strength suffused j’ark’s aching muscles, the strength of Unthor. He felt none of Unthor’s fears or failings, just his purity, his power. His blood pounded in his temples, his muscles twitched and became engorged, as though he was feeding on his friend’s blood. But he knew that was not the case. It was Unthor’s last gift to them, the gift of the fallen, to share their essence with their brothers. Each time one fell, he would do the same for his brothers. They would not pass the gates until the last of them fell. Only then would their spirits pass into eternity, and finally know rest.
The power was amazing, even though j’ark knew it was only a portion of his brother’s spirit that had been invested in him.
Slowly, the pounding subsided, and he felt his heart rate return to mortal levels. Drun seemed to be smiling at him, even though he had not felt what he felt, he understood. It was not for Drun, this sharing of the spirit, for he was not a warrior. The feeling would taint him.
But he understood.
“Now, brothers, to matters at hand.”
“We have found the entrance to the resting place of the wizard. He is in a volcano, deep beneath the earth. There is a mountain range that splits the frozen lands, and the fire mountain is the largest.
“The Protectorate already hunt there. It is there that you must go.”
“How do you propose we travel?”
“There is a portal there.”
j’ark could feel apprehension rising.
“And the other end of the tunnel?”
“In Arram.”
As Drun explained, j’ark felt his apprehension growing. He did not think it was fear, but he knew more would fall in the halls of the enemy. He would leave the planning to better men – Typraille and Cenphalph, and Quintal.
His would be the sword that would grant them passage. He saw it in his head. He also noticed Drun looking at them all with kindness in his eyes, as he asked them to do the unthinkable. To Arram. His heart pounded once more, and he prepared himself. His finger crept to his sword. He wanted to feel its comfort, its heft, but to touch a weapon during communion would break the circle. Instead, he watched, and listened, as the Sard planned, and prayed, if his was the next death to be shared, that he would be brave.
He wondered if Tirielle would mourn him, should he fall.
He closed his eyes as Drun left the circle, and the last rays of sunlight drifted slowly onto his face.
This time, he was the last to rise, the last to leave the circle, but as always, he took his sword, and felt at peace.
*
Chapter Seventy-One
The snow drifted against the side of the tent, laying thick on the canvass. Inside, four men slept deeply. In their sleep Bourninund and Wen snored mountainous, growling snores. Drun’s face was serene, as though his inner peace extended to his dream life. The worries of the last day were behind him. His loss, which had drawn his face long and made his eyes, usually warm and kind, seem harsh as the winter sun, bleached of warmth, bringing light but little life.
Shorn tossed and turned in his sleep, his energy abundant even in the grip of whatever dream plagued him. His face was drawn into a snarl, lips pulled back to bare his gums, his breath coming in short gasps.
But Renir, lost in sleep, looked puzzled. Occasionally, he spoke, as though holding one side of a conversation. More often, he held both sides of the conversation himself. To Shorn, who knew him better, perhaps, than any other, it would seem as though Renir was holding a conversation with himself.
“Who are you?” Renir’s voice, somewhat muffled where his bedroll was bunched against his face.
“You already know. Perhaps, yet, you are not ready to accept.” His voice was pitched slightly higher than usual, the tone, the intonation, all wrong…a woman’s tone, chiding but laced with kindness.
“Who are you!” he shouted this time.
Drun awoke in the middle of the conversation, and pulled himself into a sitting position, legs crossed, elbows resting on his knees.
The warriors slept, the priest watched, and Renir slept on, talking in his sleep, sometimes answering himself, wretched face pulled tight.
Drun would not step into the man’s dreams. Every man’s dreams were a journey, sometimes taken with friends, sometimes alone. But the destination could not be changed.
Drun listened, though. And Renir, obliging his audience, spoke long into the night.
*
Chapter Seventy-Two
His feet, knees, and hands were frozen to the ice. He leant over the ice, peering into the depths below.
He wanted to hammer on the ice, smash it with his axe, but in these dreams he was but a passenger. A pupil. His teacher lay beneath the ice, frozen but somehow speaking. Her lips moved, and he listened, but he could not understand the lesson.
“When you are ready, you will know me. Are you ready, Renir?”
“You are a witch.”
“I am. I always have been. You have come a long way. Are you ready?”
“I don’t know! How can I know?”
“You can’t spend your life not knowing, Renir. Do you think you chose your path?”
“Are you saying my journey chose me? I made my own decision.”
“Fate is a strange creature. It pulls men – and women – into its wake. Sometimes it has to drag them, sometimes they swim to the surface. Look to where you are, Renir.”
Renir thought hard – in his dreams he was always on the surface, looking down. Was he floating? Was this fate, this dream? Every time, the same dream, the same…was it always so?
A little light dawned on him. He found the ice melting under his feet. His hands were warmer. Water now pooled around him.
“I am on top! I am swimming!”
“You are…now. Are you ready to relinquish a little control? Are you ready to know?”
“I am swimming on top of fate! It is just a sea!” he giggled to himself, not listening to her, his guardian under the sea.
“The sea is a harsh mistress, Renir. Sometimes it pulls you under, no matter how hard you swim. It can change in an instant…listen to me!”
The power of her voice drew Renir back from his fascination with the melting seas.
“I am listening. I understand, now. You were swallowed by fate, you held me above its currents, pushed me from the undertow…” Understanding was dawning on Renir. He strove to push it away, but the witch pushed him harder.
“It pulled me under, Renir. I would not have it do the same to you.”
“Then I will pull you free. Just show me your face.”
“It is for you to see.”
“Very well,” he said. He felt his stomach cramp with fear – strange in a dream, perhaps, but the chill (no longer freezing) he felt from the melting ic
e was real, his apprehension no less chilling than the snow falling atop the frozen sea…no less frightening than the face beneath the ice.
“Will I still be able to swim when I come below?”
“Do you want to?”
“Very much. I am afraid to come down there.”
“It is just a matter of release. Men are often pulled below. Some men can make it to the surface again. I surrendered long ago, from birth. If you would, see me, know the past…understand your future.”
His stomach gripped him with bands of iron. What was it worth? Freedom from fate, or understanding the grand design, for surely there was a purpose…he had always lacked purpose, but would he be able to surface again, to breathe sweet air, to float?
Fear could pull a man under in the sea, he knew. It could leech strength from muscles, tighten a man’s chest.
Would he be ruled by fear? He never had. Now he knew.
And the sea was suddenly fluid again. He took a deep breath and plunged below.
He took her in his arms, her face swimming in the currents. He felt the tug of the water, pulling him deeper, but he kicked out with all his strength. It tried, he could feel it. It was like hands grasping at his shins, dragging, immensely powerful. But he was waking…waking…
And as his eyes opened, he was smiling. He had brought her smile with him, into the waking world.
“I take it this dream was a good one?” said Drun, watchful eyes boring into Renir’s.
“I think it was,” said Renir. “I have brought a friend back…”
Drun smiled, and then the world shifted with a terrible crack. The ground shook wildly, and Renir plunged through the sudden rend in the ice with a scream. The tent fell away into the crevasse, tumbling down the drop of forty feet, and the other men were taken five feet away on the other side. Renir held on, over the gap. His toes sought for purchase, his fingertips gripping the sharp edge with rapidly failing strength.
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