After an hour of looking and the rest of the bottle of wine, Brad leaves, but not before one last parting shot. “Figure out what you really want and go get it. If it’s a man, you’ve gotta get out there. But if it’s the baby, just get yourself some baby batter and call it done.”
I know he’s right, but I’m not really sure which of those options is what I want. Instead, I crawl into bed, not even bothering to clean up the dishes or brush my teeth.
It can wait.
Rose
“Psst!”
I look up from my laptop to see Hillary Youngman, one of my youngest customers even if she’s normally just in for costume jewelry, giving me huge eyes.
“Yeah, Hillary?” I ask, minimizing my browser where I’m shopping for some new dresses to stock. “Why are you whispering?”
“Is that . . . you know?” she says, tilting her head slightly to her left. I glance over to the tall, leggy raven-haired woman who’s currently looking through racks of coats. “From Westworld?”
I nod. “She’s staying up at the resort,” I comment. “Just taking a break from filming.”
“You mean,” Hillary says, her eyes going wild, “she talked to you?”
My celebrity customer glances over at Hillary, whose voice went up a bit too high at the last comment, and smirks. I get it. I’ve had enough celebrity customers in the boutique over the past six months that I’ve gotten used to it. Some want to live the celebrity lifestyle. They want their asses kissed, but only in the ways they want them kissed.
Thankfully, most of those avoid my boutique. I get the others, who are either normal people who work a rather unique job, or better yet, those who understand that their public persona means people might go nuts like Hillary is and are happy to interact with fans.
In this case, my customer is the best kind. “Excuse me,” she says in that lilting British accent that I find charming, “I could use some help.”
“I’d be happy to,” I reply, but I see her shake her head slightly. I get the message. “But . . . Hillary, would you mind helping me out? I think you might understand what she needs more than I do.”
Hillary goes over, and I know I should be excited. She’s going to have a great story to tell, and probably a little bit of gossip to share later. Win-win for the boutique. Instead, my brain has swirled on Brad’s parting words last night over and over, and I’ve been perusing the sperm donor site every time there’s a lull in the shop. Thank God for multiple tabs in a browser.
I’ve been looking at it so much that I’m actually starting to think it might be a good idea.
God help me.
I’ve picked out a couple, but one is really the front-runner. The guy that Brad and I both agreed looked like Superman just keeps popping up in my mind, and I checked the website. They’ll deliver nationwide. During lunch today, I even went down the rabbit hole of a few recipient forums where they talk about the whole process.
“Hey, Rose?” Hillary calls, submerging herself fully into her role as ‘assistant’. “What’s the price on this one? The tag fell off.”
I glance over to see her holding up a faux leather jacket that I think is way too thin for when we get into deep winter, but right now, it should look chic and sexy up at the resort in the evenings. “Hundred and seventy-five, but it’s faux leather.”
“Perfect for me. I’ll take it. And that should be all for now.”
Hillary brings up the jacket, and I ring up the total—nine hundred dollars. I offered to give a discount because she volunteered to take a selfie with me and Hillary to post on her Instagram and Facebook pages, but she wasn’t having it.
After they leave, I go back to my browsing, biting my bottom lip. Time to fish or cut bait, I think.
Closing my eyes as I take a big breath, I make my choice. I’m doing this. I’m really going to do this. Tick-tock away, you bastard clock. I’m taking the bull by the horns, controlling my own destiny, and fate had better watch the fuck out because I’m in charge.
I go to the front door of the boutique, flipping a sign to say Back in Ten Minutes and grab my phone, dialing my doctor. “Dr. Eldrich’s office,” the nurse, Melina, greets me. “How can I help you?”
“Melina, it’s Rose Samuelson. How’re you doing?”
“Oh, it’s a good day, Rose. How’s the boutique? Got anything especially cute in?”
“Check my Facebook later and you’ll see a great selfie I just took,” I reply. “But in the meantime, think Dr. Eldrich can fit me in for a checkup?”
“Just a checkup?” Melina asks, and I feel a flutter of nervousness. Dammit, Melina, it’s not your business! If I want to do a checkup because I want to do mail-order baby making, that’s my business.
I swallow back my biting reply, knowing she’s just doing her job. “Yeah, if you don’t mind.”
Melina hums, and I tap my foot impatiently. A few seconds later, though, she comes back. “Okay, Rose. I looked through Dr. Eldrich’s schedule, but he’s going on vacation next week, so for just a checkup, it might be a little bit. But we’ll see you soon and I can call you if he has any cancellations.”
“That’s fine,” I reply, knowing that I could sweet talk Brad into covering for me last-minute if they do get a cancellation. “I’ll see you in a few weeks, and if I get a cute outfit in that I think you’ll like, I’ll show you some pics.”
I hang up, feeling a new lightness. Step one of Project Have My Baby complete.
This calls for a celebration. To hell with it. The Mountain Rose is closing a bit early today.
Knowing that Brad and Trey are probably going to be busy making up for their missed date last night, I decide to celebrate on my own. A toast, if you will, to single motherhood.
Grabbing one of my just-in sexy new dresses off the rack—and enjoying the hell out the employee discount—I slip into the dressing room and change. A glance in the mirror tells me all I need to know. My spun-silk hair hangs sleekly down my back, my not too bad curves are banging in this slim-fitting dress, and my eyes are alight with joy. Sure, I might look a little better with some of Brad’s makeup artistry on my face, but I think I could turn a head or two tonight.
Grabbing my purse from under the counter, I’m ready to celebrate. I head out to my car, and twenty minutes later, I pull up in front of the Mountain Spirit Resort Hotel, the biggest key in the success of my boutique. Really, I didn’t plan the similarities in our names, and the management here is totally cool with it, especially considering I’d been here for a couple of years before they even laid the resort’s foundation.
A single woman walking into the bar at the local resort would usually seem like the start to a tasteless joke, but this place is really a gathering spot for locals and tourists alike. Besides, it’s got the best views of the whole valley and great music. While the old Grand Waterways south of us might have a better spread of buffet food, I’m not looking to stuff my face. I’m here to celebrate.
I perch on a barstool near the wall, ordering a Michelada with an extra twist of lime. Sure, beer and bloody Mary mix might be weird to some people, but it’s good shit and it’s my ‘thing’. When the bartender delivers, I lift it up slightly, closing my eyes momentarily in a silent toast to my future.
Relaxing as the spicy goodness creeps down my throat, I sigh happily. The music’s just right, real bluesy rock that isn’t quite roadhouse but certainly isn’t pop-rock. Just right for getting my damn groove on, and after finishing off half my drink, I wonder which should come first, dancing or food.
My question is quickly answered a moment later as a guy approaches and pulls out the stool beside me, resting on the edge of it but facing me.
“Hey, gorgeous, how’re you doing tonight?” he asks, all swagger and cockiness in his designer jeans and shirt that’s a clear Ralph Lauren knock-off. He’s not too bad, but all of my switches are saying nope.
“Doing okay,” I reply politely, trying to say with body language that I’m not interested.
“So . . . you lookin’ for some company? Because I gotta tell you, I would love to see if our companies could merge for the night.”
Ugh. Really? That’s like nerdy and creepy at the same time. Still, I shake my head and don’t throw my glass at his chest. “Sorry, I’m here to celebrate myself tonight. But thanks for the offer.”
Luckily, he takes the hint and meanders off, leaving me to enjoy the rest of my drink.
I’m debating whether to get a second glass when I see a man among men walk around me toward the bar. Tall, dark, and handsome . . . check to the check. He turns, glancing to the side, and I nearly have a heart attack when I see that he’s got a jawline that makes Mr. Superman Sperm Donor look like a total softie.
He’s been sitting a bit behind me, in my blind spot, so I hadn’t noticed him, but I’m sure noticing him now. I surreptitiously try to look him over more thoroughly, but it’s difficult in the ‘mood lighting’ of the bar. Dark waves flop down over his light olive complexion, just in line with my eyesight, so I can’t even see much more than his fine aquiline nose. But I can see his broad shoulders and a swell to his chest that nearly leaps off his torso in thick slabs of muscle. He’s gotta be ripped as tight as that waistline looks. I can even see the ripple of muscle under his thermal shirt.
He must feel my eyes on him because he drops his hand after ordering a drink and turns, his eyes meeting mine as soon as he turns. They widen just slightly, and I get to see his face completely.
He’s even got piercing eyes, a dramatic golden hazel that glimmers in the light. I smile at him, a little flirty but not too forward, and I’m rewarded by a flash of white teeth and a set of dimples deep enough to swim in. I watch, enthralled as he picks up his beer and a yellow tablet from the bar and strides toward me.
I follow him with my eyes until he’s standing right beside me. His deep voice is smooth as silk as he asks, “Mind if I sit down?”
My tongue feels thick in my mouth and I’m not sure I can speak just yet, so I make an offering motion with my open hand, my smile growing wider. To hell with it. Celebrating by myself is lame. I can certainly celebrate with a fine looking man like this without any problems.
He offers a hand, and as soon as I take it, I feel a spark shoot from my hand through my whole body. “I’m Nicolas Broadmoor, Nic for short. And you are . . .?”
“Rose,” I say, my heart hammering in my chest. I feel like I’ve just dropped into a movie where there should be music playing in the background to tell everyone watching, ‘Hey, big shit’s going down!’ “Rose Samuelson.”
Nic smiles and sits down. “I would love to say ‘a beautiful name for a beautiful lady’ but I know that sounds like a pretty lame pickup line. It’s not. It’s just the truth.”
He shrugs as if I’ll never believe him, but he wanted to say it anyway. I laugh a little, caught off-guard that this gorgeous man could possibly be calling me beautiful.
I mean, I’m pretty enough, I guess. I even thought that about myself when I put on this dress back at the boutique. But it’s not something I hear from a man often, if at all, especially not one like this fine specimen here. Something about the way he calls me beautiful feels like the best compliment I’ll ever receive.
I decide right here and now to order another drink and see where this goes. “Well, Nic, I suppose everyone’s allowed one bit of corn in a first conversation,” I reply. “So, what brings you to the resort?”
“Work and pleasure,” Nic admits. “I’m a Vice President of Sales for ADRENALIN Sports.”
“ADRENALIN?” I ask. They’re not the biggest sporting goods name in our part of the country, but they’re up there, and I’ve checked out their site a time or two. “Thinking of opening a store in town?”
“No. I handle direct sales,” Nic says. “We don’t have too many traditional stores. They’re a remnant of a merger we did a while back. The resort’s looking at stocking some stuff they’d rent to guests.”
I nod, impressed. “You must be into sports yourself.”
Nic grins, looking boyish as well as handsome as hell. “I’ve done outdoor sports for a long time. Hiking, mountain biking, skiing, kayaking, ATVs. Hell, if I could do it outside, I’ve done it. Of course, they don’t make a lot of college scholarships for being able to do Spartan Races, so I got my MBA and turned my passion into my job. So far, it’s worked out. How about you? What do you do?”
I blush. I hate trying to talk about myself, but I know it’s part of the dance. “I have a boutique in town. It’s a small place, but I get to be my own boss, which is nice.”
“That’s very true,” Nic admits. “Except you don’t have anyone to bitch to when the boss makes you work overtime.”
I laugh, nodding. “I haven’t really thought about it that way.”
Nic laughs. “So what do you like to do besides work?”
“I wouldn’t know,” I admit with a laugh. “I mean, years ago, I liked doing outdoor stuff, but I’ve been spending almost all of my time indoors. I’m just glad the local gym downtown is open until midnight and has a good set of rowing machines.”
Nic hums, looking me over again and making my skin tingle. “I’d say your gym deserves credit then. You too.”
I feel my heart start hammering again. The way he’s looking at me makes me feel like I haven’t felt in a very long time. “So, how did the meeting go?”
Nic chuckles ruefully and sips his drink. “Not as good as I’d hoped. Let’s just say that I need to talk with the head office to make sure this isn’t just a great tax write-off trip.”
I laugh. He’s not cocky but confident. “So, drowning your sorrows?”
“Nope, not that kind of guy,” Nic admits. “I’m going to step back, reformulate my plans, and meet again with the general manager tomorrow afternoon. This time, I’m not going to walk out without a handshake at the least.”
His go-getter attitude and willingness to use his brain impress me. He’s the kind who knows what he’s going after and is going to get it. “Sounds like a good plan.”
“Do you do business with the resort here?” he asks.
“I offer dress rentals, but they’ve got their own shop,” I admit. “When they need something new and hot, they check in with me. To be honest, though, it’s after work, and I promised myself this would be a relax and let loose night. How long are you going to be in town?”
Nic smiles. He catches the point, but a hint of regret touches his sparkling eyes. “If you’d asked me this morning, I’d have said until tomorrow and been glad about it. Now . . . well, regretfully, tomorrow.”
His answer disappoints me. I just met him and he’s leaving town in just twenty-four hours? Just my fucking luck. I meet the first guy in a long time who’s not only hot as hell but he clicks with me. “I’m sorry to hear that.”
He reaches out, laying a fingertip on the back of my hand, moving it in little circles that leaves me biting my lip. I can easily imagine him circling my clit the same way, and by the look in his eye, that’s exactly what he’s thinking. “You know,” he says in a deep, commanding voice, “there’s nothing wrong with making the most of every moment.”
Inside, I’m mentally telling myself to go for it. Do it, the little devil who sounds remarkably like Brad on my shoulder says. Fuck him. Suck that huge cock you know he’s got and get him begging to fuck you. Why the hell not?
I’ve never had a one-night stand before.
And? Everyone’s got a first time for everything. Maybe I’ll mark ‘do something crazy’ off my to-do list after all.
Before I can answer, Nic leans forward, taking the decision out of my hands. There’s a half-second of anticipation as he hesitates a breath’s width away before our lips meet, and I know exactly what’s going to happen.
The blood rushes in my ears as Nic’s lips caress mine. Damn, he’s an awesome kisser. I wonder what else he’s good at. Hell, I’m going to find out, one way or another.
Maybe a little different than planned, but I’
m celebrating big tonight. One last hurrah before I happily tie myself down with a baby from Donor X377A.
Nicolas
I feel half-hypnotized following Rose down the hallway to my room. My mind is focused on the sway of her ass in front of me, teasing me along like the Pied Piper of booty. I know I should be focused on how logically, this makes no damn sense, and I should be doing anything but bringing her to my room. But I can’t deny that I want her, and I can’t deny this amazing, almost instant connection we have.
When I left the General Manager’s office here at the resort, I certainly hadn’t planned on meeting anyone tonight. I’d gone back up to my room, changed out of my suit and into some exercise clothes, and ran a four-mile trail run just because I needed to get my damn head right to think of my next strategy. Nothing gets my brain working better than the smell of fresh pine, and by the time I got back and showered up, I threw on a t-shirt and jeans to work in the bar over a few relaxing drinks.
I mean, what’s wrong with a nice highball before dinner? I never thought I’d meet a fucking angel in a dress that sends my hormones into overdrive and my brain into spasms of laughter.
But Rose has kept me engaged, laughing, and enjoying myself as we talked through work and life and nothing at all. It’s like talking to her has been as soothing as a long, hot shower and as exciting as white water kayaking. She’s smart and funny with a quick, warm laugh that sends tingles down my spine.
Still, regardless of how perfect she is, I never dreamed of getting laid. I’m not going to be in town past tomorrow afternoon. As it is, I’m going to have to squeeze in the meeting with the GM before catching the redeye back home. One-night stands? Totally not my style. Whether I’ve been in a relationship at the time or not, I’m not the sort to take ‘road comfort’. I get the feeling it’s not hers either, so what the fuck is it about tonight that’s making both of us go a little wild?
Maybe it’s a full moon? I remember seeing the moon just crest over the mountains as I ran, but I can’t remember if it was full. All I can remember right now is the flush on Rose’s cheeks.
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