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by Raymond McDaniel


  Nothing has ever looked

  so beautiful.

  Nothing has ever sounded

  so beautiful.

  Because of the dead

  Hoichi cannot see.

  Playing to the dead

  Hoichi cannot hear.

  Claire Lenoir

  What happens in the short story “Claire Lenoir”

  is strange.

  Later adapted by its author, Villiers de L’Isle-Adam,

  into the novel Tribulat Bonhomet, the tale

  features the eponymous positivist who

  elects to visit his old friend Césaire Lenoir

  and his wife Claire.

  During the voyage (for in decadent fiction

  the plot often advances at the pace of transport

  characteristic of the era of decadent fiction)

  the positivist befriends a young lieutenant

  who discloses (with the alacrity of revelation

  characteristic of decadent fiction) that he,

  the lieutenant, has recently pursued a romance

  with a married woman whose description

  matches that of the wife of the positivist’s friend,

  Claire Lenoir.

  After this interlude the lieutenant ventures

  to his next post, somewhere in the South Seas,

  while the positivist proceeds to the estate

  of the Lenoirs.

  Before he arrives at their home he pauses

  to rest in a café and reads in a discarded paper

  an article that tells of how no less an authority

  than the L’Académie des Sciences du Paris

  has verified that in the eyes of animals

  butchered for our nourishment remains the image

  of the butcher’s stroke, that the last thing

  a mind sees before its extinction is the image

  of whatever effected that extinction. Via camera.

  What then follows at the Lenoir estate

  is also strange:

  a lengthy conversation between positivist,

  friend, and friend’s wife about death, the real,

  the soul, the beyond. Without warning

  Césaire Lenoir falls ill, but before he dies

  he learns of his wife’s infidelity and swears

  vengeance upon her lover, even if he must

  visit from the afterlife.

  One year later, Claire Lenoir herself

  is on the verge of death, hounded there

  by guilt and recurrent dreams of Césaire,

  dressed in blood on the shores of an unknown

  island. The positivist is shocked,

  for only days before did he learn of the fate

  of his acquaintance the lieutenant, beheaded

  by cannibals in Polynesia, for the opposite of the positivist

  is perforce “the savage” and “the unknown.”

  At this, Claire expires, and discerning in her eyes

  an indistinct image the positivist employs

  his ophthalmoscope and clarifies the vision,

  which he is horrified to discover is of a man

  who resembles Césaire holding the severed head

  of a man who resembles the deceased lieutenant.

  To understand the crisis this induces

  in the positivist is to appreciate how his acceptance

  of the natural fact of a photographic film

  of the cause of death peeled from the lenses

  of the dead means he must therefore accept

  that the immediate cause of Claire’s death

  is simply the sight of what she could not have seen,

  an event that itself seems to have been caused

  solely by the will of the dying Césaire.

  The strangeness of positivism is strange:

  it allows hatred and incomprehension

  even as it implores us to believe what we see and only

  what we can deduce therefrom but suggests

  that what occurs in the mind is imposed there

  by experience. Is it the horror of the decadent fiction

  that we can deduce a mind from the operation

  of a camera but cannot bear the thought of a mind

  that is not the camera that feeds it. Knowledge

  would destroy the positivist. Knowledge

  destroys anyone whose knowledge is that they knew it

  when they saw it, that they knew to know is to see.

  Mosaic Style

  For the mosaic portrait, your directions are these:

  first near, then far.

  If near is azure glass or white plaster,

  you are doing well

  and if far is the face of one of the great and good,

  you are doing well.

  If near is the face of those who go unpainted,

  a sheaf of cracks

  in the face of the glaze, a blue maiden broken

  in a blue mood,

  and far is nothing but blue, its affect and aura,

  a dim bloom

  swollen so that the white veins no longer course

  across the face

  of the great and good, if the face is now diffused

  to blue paint

  even though you know that paint is a portrait,

  all edges,

  not a liquid into which you could step

  but a wall

  that would resist your entrance and even

  cut you

  for your efforts. Near, no one can see what you see

  as you see it,

  and far, no one can know why you do not see

  what they see.

  Step back. Farther, farther, until even blue blurs out,

  no paint

  to paint faces with, no glass to find faces in,

  farther, by far.

  Castrovalva

  the hill and stones of the mountain

  close grained and dust colored by moonlight

  that whitens the silver planes of the clouds

  that float and recur over Castrovalva

  its gardens and squares gray going to green with the sun

  that rises and sets against the four-cornered walls

  goldenrod tides rising and falling

  against the walls and towers like the rain

  from the lake

  within & without

  above & below

  a window without glass

  a window that mirrors

  a city still if and as everyone in it knows every other

  we know every resident of the city-village of castle-valve

  every washerwoman also a tinsmith

  every tool of at least two purposes

  to be inside the walls of Castrovalva is to be atrial & sororal

  on either side of the courtyard’s doors is the courtyard

  Castrovalva curves Castrovalva cures

  Castrovalva has no queen Castrovalva has no king

  every book in the library of Castrovalva binds the same words

  every tapestry hung on the walls of Castrovalva depicts you

  in a stone chamber watching the tapestry’s tale

  single thread behind & through above the warp & below

  you cannot exit Castrovalva by means of entrances

  beneath the city of Castrovalva lies the castle-valve

  tunnels and sinks

  one’s city is one’s home

  the home of one’s home is also one’s home

  the valve of the castle opens upon the castle

  and so fall the twins of Castrovalva

  to be outside the walls of Castrovalva is to fall forever

  down the side of the mountain

  irregular roads

  steps sidereal

  for the lake as you approach becomes the sky above

  and you descend again into the city from which you fell

  Castrovalva turns Castrovalva returns

  the city t
he puzzled gear of its own rotation

  as are the sky and the lake

  between which hangs the castle-valve

  so on its walls and in its chambers hang

  the polished mirror-metals of Castrovalva

  you cannot see without

  without seeing within

  above as below

  doubled

  sororal

  you see yourself seeing

  one sister sees in her sister a seeing

  and says as they fall welcome

  if this city is not my city

  if my sister is not my sister

  if her city is not my city

  where then shall I go to make a home

  The Social Realism of Negative Space

  To focus only on this is childish,

  and God and the world need you

  to put away childish things.

  There were people, they paid

  or did not pay taxes, wars transpired,

  plastics accumulated massively,

  the shore acquired shit and algae,

  the window wouldn’t close and

  the mirror got sticky with condensate,

  the real sky and not the notional sky

  slowly filled with debris of martial

  and commercial origin and broadcast

  many very special episodes now in syndication

  watched by many people in jail

  and those the luckiest of the jailed

  but some are in solitary and none

  deserve that and most shouldn’t be

  anywhere but home though home

  too is often hellish and you cannot

  see celestial bodies from inside

  catacombs and cells or even

  within toxic houses even when

  they have holes in the roof just

  like you cannot check pretty

  books out of the library if you

  don’t know where it is or

  if it even is and even if it was

  you don’t have time because

  you are trying hard not to die.

  None of this happened in a dream.

  It happened in the murder capital

  of Florida. But you can see that

  the murder capital of Florida

  is epic with these dreams

  and dreams like these because

  they are how we endured

  the state of being awake, the art

  that was not for art’s sake, for

  fuck’s sake, but for the sake

  of somewhere to go to survive

  being here, of junk for the sake

  of junk because that was the yard

  you had and you worked

  with the world you had

  but sometimes: wonder.

  That which is perfect has not come.

  That which is in part continues.

  You think this mirrored, dim,

  but look at the shape between

  the face and the face it faces,

  know also as I am known.

  False Topographical Map of the Land of Grasses and Flowers

  Again, just turn upside down:

  the garden is water now, vapor and azure,

  blue duotint. The deckled edges are cumulus

  and towering cumulus, and cirrus is the wash

  of the marble from which the garden is made.

  On occasion a spiral of activity will twist upward,

  and on many more occasions the speed

  of the shifting ground, cloud against cloud,

  will snap in half and half again spindles of light.

  Sometimes the world will fall apart,

  a shuttle of unwoven rain. And sometimes

  after that the false blue of the night sky,

  absent stars you cannot distinguish,

  absent everything but the perpetual moon.

  Mise en abyme

  Even without the figural

  the figures exist: the image

  disappears into itself

  but only by being placed

  before itself or within

  itself by confusing

  upon and within

  themselves. My sister says

  He is looking at me funny

  and my mother says

  He always looks like that.

  It’s true: I make the face

  with my face. I only

  know what I look

  like when I look

  at myself, but I look

  mostly at what isn’t there.

  I know what is isn’t

  like this abyss but look,

  the hole in the shield

  is what makes the shield

  whole.

  Tricky

  Our paper arts allow us

  to render on the square, the mountain.

  Of lamina, make the valley and the sink.

  Night and day, black on one side, white the other.

  That it is flexible enough to take a crease,

  stiff enough to keep one. Bent into butterflies

  for brides, folded into cranes to teach flight.

  Siege

  Whatever was left of what was once the hothouse:

  six wide windows, not perfectly parallel to the shore,

  angled eastward so that the rising sun crosses upward,

  across the beams that separate the windows.

  Thin hems, barely perceptible.

  Six wide windows, two floors, the upper open

  to the lower, a single spiral staircase connecting them.

  Here I slept.

  On my back, head tipped to watch the world through the window

  that was the empty square where once the window was:

  abundant sky and churning seam of sea.

  Seen so, that seam looked like a fortress, its edge high on a cliff.

  The cliff, lilac-white stone, dim in darkness, illumined enough to climb.

  The face of the cliff was a pearlescent wall of clouds.

  The city was the sea.

  All possible because of the moon.

  Had I seen the moon it would have been a hole in the wall of the cliff.

  And I would think the sleeping city afloat on vertical leagues of silver.

  Seen properly, none of it would ever have been.

  To lay siege to the night’s city, sleep upside down,

  hung halfway between the walls of a box of glass.

  Let me tell you why the moon

  because once it was only yellow as dust

  or an icy isolated white

  only as round as its frayed edge

  a shape of a surface

  on which the oil of the eye

  a shape crimped to oblivion with a blink

  a scrim on which cast the lashes of the open eye

  imaginary weight that wrought the crest

  of all our never-ending floods

  watcher of water I wanted to seep into every fissure

  and shatter the castle

  presence that was a hole in my pending dark

  because it was only an idea I could not see

  I prayed to God to let me see

  I begged a god I could not see for sight

  and then

  rightly for the first time

  the moon

  Notes

  Agfa Lupe 8x: The phosphor bars of the Sony Trinitron hypnotized many nearsighted children of my generation, and Grover is the muppet who attempted to teach us the difference between near and far.

  Wait Until Dark: This poem refers to the 1967 film version directed by Terence Young based on the 1966 play by Frederick Knott.

  Landlords: The curses here are derived mainly from the book of Leviticus. The E. L. Mustee Durastall is real.

 

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