“For a lot of Christians, yes.”
“But, um, if you don’t believe Christ is divine, Mom, do you believe in heaven?”
“No. When you die, you’re gone.”
“So does DoubleAllC, or even just plain old Always Cooperate, really make sense for a Unitarian—for someone who doesn’t believe there’s a reward to be had in an afterlife? I mean, DoubleAllC and AllC can’t win unless they’re playing against people using the same strategy. And you obviously aren’t—not in the scenario described: you’ve been struck on one cheek first, so you know you’re playing against someone who defects at least part of the time. In what game-theory way does turning the other cheek make sense? I mean, presumably the other guy is just going to hit you again.”
Her mother lifted her eyebrows. “Ah, but see, you’re missing something. The easiest games to model are two-person games, but real life is an n-person game: it involves a large and variable number of players. You might lose a lot to one person, but gain more than you expected from someone else. Person A might be cruel to you, but person B, seeing that, might be even more kind to you because of it. And when you’re playing with a lot of people, the game goes on indefinitely—and that makes a huge difference. The examples in the Old Testament couldn’t be endlessly iterated: an eye for an eye can only go two rounds—after that, you’re out of eyes. Even a tooth for a tooth ends after a maximum of thirty-two rounds.”
Caitlin took a sip of milk, and her mother went on. “That’s the problem with two-person iterated games: they eventually come to an end. Sometimes they end because, like with the dollar auction, players just give up because it’s become ridiculous. And sometimes they end because the players run out of time.
“In fact, there was a famous case of a game theorist being brought in to IBM to do some management-training exercises. He divided the managers into teams and had them play games in which cooperating was the best strategy—which was the point he wanted them to learn.
“Everything worked fine until just before 4:00 p.m., when the seminar was scheduled to end. Suddenly, one of the teams turned on the other and kept defecting. That team won, but the first team felt so betrayed, IBM had to send its members off for therapy, and it was months before they’d work at all with members of the other team again.”
“Wow,” said Caitlin.
“But if you take the whole of humanity as the field of players, then your interaction doesn’t end even if any one specific player drops out. That’s why reputation is so important, see? You’ve bought things on eBay, right? Well, that’s a perfect example: how you’ve treated other people shows up in your Feedback rating. The world knows if you defect. We’re all interconnected in a…”
“…a worldwide web?” said Caitlin.
Her mom smiled. “Exactly.” She gobbled the last of her sandwich. “Speaking of which, we should get back upstairs…”
“All right,” said Tony Moretti, pacing down one side of the control room at WATCH. “Reports. Shel, you first.”
Shelton Halleck was leaning forward in his chair, his arms crossed in front of him on the workstation, the one with the snake tattoo on top. He was plainly exhausted. “We’ve been through everything Caitlin Decter has written with a fine-toothed comb,” he said. “And everything Malcolm and Barbara Decter and Kuroda have written, too, but there’s nothing about how Exponential actually works—nothing that contradicts what Decter told the CSIS agents, but nothing that confirms it, either.”
“All right,” said Tony. “Aiesha, what have you got?”
She looked more awake than Shel, but her voice was raw. “Maybe something, maybe nothing,” she said. “Caitlin set up a webcam chat with an Internet cartographer at the Technion a while ago: Anna Bloom is her name.” A dossier came up on the middle of the three big screens, showing a picture of an elderly gray-haired woman. “We weren’t monitoring Caitlin’s traffic back then, so we don’t have a recording of the video chat—but I can’t think of any reason for a girl in Canada to talk to a Web scientist in Israel except to discuss the structure of Exponential.”
“We could get the Mossad to speak to this Bloom,” said Tony. “The Technion is in Jerusalem?”
“No, Haifa,” Aiesha said. She turned and looked at the series of digital clocks on the back wall. “It’s almost 11:00 p.m. there.”
“There’s no time to waste,” Colonel Hume said. “Let me call her directly—one computer expert to another. It’s time to cut through all the bull.”
Caitlin’s instant messenger bleeped and the words Mind-Over-Matter is now available popped up. She felt her heart racing.
Hi, she typed.
Hey! Matt replied. How was your day?
Fine, ty.
I’ve got the stuff from your locker, he replied. OK if I come by?
Caitlin was surprised to find her heart pounding. She paused, trying to think of something suitably witty or sexy to say, but then she mentally kicked herself for hesitating, because poor Matt must have been on tenterhooks. Sure! she wrote, and then, to take the sting out of her delay, she added a trio of smiley faces.
W00t! he wrote. ’Bout half an hour, OK?
This time she replied immediately: Yes.
Heading out. *poof*
Caitlin crossed the hall to speak to her mother, who was typing away with Webmind in her study.
“A friend’s coming over,” Caitlin said.
Her mother looked up from her keyboard. “Who is it?”
Caitlin found herself slightly embarrassed. “They were in my math class.”
But the pronoun obfuscation did not get past her mom. “It’s a boy,” she said at once.
“Um, yes.”
“Is it Trevor?”
“No! Don’t worry, Mom. He won’t be back.”
“Well, okay,” she said, and—
And there it was, that look she’d seen before: her mother trying to suppress a grin. “But, sweetheart,” she added, “you might want to clean yourself up a bit.”
Cripes! She’d been so intent on Webmind that she hadn’t brushed her hair today, and she looked down now and saw that she was wearing just about the rattiest T-shirt she owned. And—gak!—she hadn’t showered for two days. She hurried down the hall to the bathroom.
thirty-five
The doorbell rang, and Caitlin found herself running to it. She was now wearing a silky blue shirt—one her mother said was too low-cut for school. But she was not going to school anymore; she was pleased with her impeccable logic. Her shoulder-length brown hair was still wet, but at least she’d brushed it.
She opened the door. “Hi, Matt!”
And—wow!—boy’s eyes really did do that. She’d read about it, but hadn’t yet seen it: straight to the boobs, and only apparently with an effort of will coming up to the face.
His voice cracked. It was so cute! “Hi, Caitlin!”
He had a—a sack, or something in his right hand. “Here’s your stuff,” he said, setting it down on the tiled floor.
“Thanks!”
In his left hand, he was holding something large and rectangular. He held it out.
“What’s that?” she asked.
“A card—everyone in math class signed it. They were all sorry to hear you’re leaving school.”
She took it. It was quite large, and clearly handmade: a big piece of Bristol board folded in half, with a color print-out pasted to the front. She looked at the image. “Who’s that?”
He seemed surprised for a second, then: “Lisa Simpson.”
“Oh!” She’d never have guessed she looked like that! She opened the card. The caption, written in thick block letters, was easy to read: “Brainy Girls Rule!” And surrounding it were things, in various colors of ink, that must have been the students’ signatures, but she couldn’t read them; she had almost no visual experience with cursive writing. “Which one’s yours?”
He pointed.
“Do you do that on purpose?” she said. He’d printed his name in capitals,
but the two Ts touched, looking like the letter pi, which she knew because it was also the Perimeter Institute’s logo.
“Not normally,” he said. “But I thought you’d like it.” There was an awkward silence for a moment, then: “Umm, would you like to go for a walk? Timmy’s isn’t that far…”
Her parents had forbidden her going out on her own while there might still be Federal agents waiting to abduct her, and she suspected they wouldn’t think Matt was buff enough to be a bodyguard; in fact, Caitlin thought she’d have no trouble taking him herself. “I can’t,” she said.
That same look Bashira had made: crestfallen. “Oh.” He took a half step backward, as if preparing to leave.
“But you can come in for bit,” Caitlin blurted out.
He smiled that lopsided smile of his.
Screw symmetry, Caitlin thought, and she moved aside to let him enter.
They could head up to her bedroom, she supposed, but she’d never had a boy in her room in this house, and, besides, her mother was right across the hall and would hear everything they said.
Or they could stay on the ground floor, in the kitchen, or the living room, but—
No, just as with Bashira, the basement was the place to go: private, and no way her mother could hear.
She led the way down. The two black office chairs were side by side, tucked under the worktable. Matt took the one on the right, which meant he’d be on her blind side. This time she did speak up about it. “I can’t see out of my right eye, Matt.”
“Oh, um, actually, I know that.”
She was startled—but, well, it was public knowledge; video of the press conference was online, and there’d been a lot of news coverage about Dr. Kuroda’s miracle.
And then she had a sudden thought: he knew she couldn’t see him when he was on her right, and yet he’d chosen twice now to position himself there. Maybe he was self-conscious about his appearance; living in a world of Bashiras could do that to a person, Caitlin supposed.
He switched chairs, and Caitlin took the other one, and she opened the big card and placed it on the table in front of them. “Read what people wrote to me,” she said.
“Well, that’s mine, like I said. I wrote, ‘Math students never die—they just cease to function.’”
“Hah! Cute.”
“And that one’s Bashira’s.” He pointed to some bold writing in red ink. “She wrote, ‘See if you can get me sprung, too!’”
She laughed.
“Most of the others just say, ‘Best wishes,’ or ‘Good luck.’ Mr. Heidegger wrote, ‘Sorry to see my star pupil go!’”
“Awww!”
“And that one’s Sunshine’s—see how she makes the dot above the i look like the sun?”
“Holy crap,” Caitlin said.
“She wrote, ‘To my fellow American: keep the invasion plans on the DL, Cait—these Canadian fools don’t suspect a thing.’”
Caitlin smiled; that was more clever than she’d expected from Sunshine. She was feeling twinges of sadness. She’d still see Bashira, but she was going to miss some of the others, and—
“Um, where’s Trevor’s?” she asked.
Matt looked away. “He didn’t want to sign.”
“Oh.”
“So, what do you think about Webmind?” Matt asked.
Caitlin’s heart jumped. Her first thought was that he knew—knew that she was the one who had brought Webmind forth, knew that it was through her eye that Webmind focused his attention, knew that at this very moment Webmind was looking at him while she did the same thing.
But no, no. Surely all he wanted to do was get away from talking about another boy—and who could blame him?
“Well,” she said, closing the card, “I’m convinced.”
“You believe it’s what it says it is?”
She bit her tongue and didn’t correct him on the choice of pronouns—even with three occurrences of it in an eight-word sentence. “Yes. Why, what do you think?”
He frowned, considering—and Caitlin was surprised at how tense she became waiting for his verdict. “I buy it,” he said at last. “I mean, what else could it be? A promo for something? Puh-leeze. A scam?” He shook his head. “My dad doesn’t believe it, though. He says Marcello Truzzi used to say, ‘Extraordinary claims require extraordinary proof.’”
“Who’s that?”
“My male parent; my mother’s husband.”
She laughed and whapped him on the arm. “Not your dad, silly. Marcello whoever.”
Matt grinned—he clearly liked her touching him. “He was one of the founders of the Committee for the Scientific Investigation of Claims of the Paranormal. My dad says Truzzi originally said that about things like UFOs, and he thinks it applies here, too.”
“Ah.”
“But, thing is,” said Matt, “I don’t think this is an extraordinary claim. It’s something that should have happened by now. In fact, if anything, it’s overdue.”
“What do you mean?”
“Have you ever read Vernor Vinge?” Matt asked.
“Is that how you say it? ‘Vin-jee’? I always thought it rhymed with hinge.”
“No, it’s vin-jee. Anyway, so you’ve read him?”
“No,” said Caitlin. “I keep seeing his name on the list of Hugo winners; I know I should read him, but…”
“Oh, he’s great,” said Matt. “But you should really read this essay he wrote called—wait for it—‘The Coming Technological Singularity: How to Survive in the Post-Human Era.’ Just google on ‘Vinge’ and ‘singularity’; you’ll find it.”
“Okay.”
“He wrote that in, um, 1993, I think,” Matt said.
Caitlin frowned. She had a hard time believing that anything written before she’d been born could have a bearing on what was going down right now.
Matt went on. “He said in it that the creation of intelligence greater than our own would occur sometime between 2005 and 2030—and I’ve always been expecting it to be at the earlier end.”
They sat in silence for a few moments. The headlong rush of Webmind’s progress had made Caitlin think things didn’t have to take a long time to unfold. But there was more to it than that. She was no longer going to see Matt every day at school. If she didn’t make an impression, he’d lose interest, or move on to someone else. Yes, yes, yes, she knew what Bashira said about his looks, but she couldn’t be the only one who saw his good qualities: his kindness, his gentleness, his brilliance, his wit. She had to impress him now, while she had the opportunity, and—
And she knew one way that would work for sure. “Can you keep a secret?” she said.
His blond eyebrows went up. “Yes.”
Of course, everybody answered that question the same way; she’d never once met anyone who’d replied, “No, not at all; I blab things all over the place.” Still, she thought Matt was telling the truth.
“Webmind?” she said.
Matt replied, “What about it?” but the word hadn’t been addressed to him. Rather, it was an invitation for Webmind to stop her before she went further. What sailed across her vision in a series of Braille dots was, I am guided by your judgment.
“Okay,” Caitlin said, now to Matt, “but you have to promise not to tell anyone.”
“That’s what keeping a secret means,” Matt said, smiling.
“Promise,” Caitlin said earnestly. “Promise it.”
“Okay, yes. I promise.”
He’s telling the truth, Webmind supplied.
“Well,” she said at last, “that was me.”
“What was you?” Matt asked.
“Bringing forth Webmind. Bringing him into full consciousness. Helping him interact with the real world.”
Matt was making that deer-caught-in-headlights face.
“You don’t believe me,” Caitlin said.
“Wellll,” said Matt, “I mean, what are the two most amazing news stories of the last month? Sure, ‘World Wide Web Claims to be Conscious�
� has got to be number one. But a good contender for number two must be, ‘Blind Girl Gains Sight.’ What are the chances that both of them would involve the same person?”
Caitlin smiled. If he was going to doubt her word, at least he was doing it based on statistics. “That would be a remarkable coincidence,” she said, “if they were unrelated events. But they’re not. See, when Dr. Kuroda—that’s the guy who gave me sight—when he wired this thing up” (she pulled the eyePod/BlackBerry combo out of her pocket so Matt could see it) “he made a mistake. When I’m getting data uploaded to it over the Web, it gets fed into my optic nerve, as well—and when that’s happening, I visualize the structure of the World Wide Web; my brain co-opted its visual centers to do that while I was blind. And, well, it was through this websight—that’s what we call it; websight, s-i-g-h-t—that I first detected what was going on in the background of the Web.”
She waited for his reply. If he did reject what she was saying again, well—she’d have to kick him in the shin!
But what he said was perfect. “I think I’d come out of hiding to be with you, too.”
“You can’t tell anyone,” Caitlin said again.
“Of course not. Who does know that you’re involved?”
“My parents. Dr. Kuroda.”
“Ah.”
“The Canadian government. The American government.”
“God.”
“The Japanese government, too.”
“Wow.”
“And who knows who else? But so far, no one has said anything about me publicly.”
“Aren’t you afraid, you know, that somebody’s going to try to do something to you?”
“That’s why I’m not going outside just now—although I think my parents are overreacting. After all, I’m being watched.”
He lowered his voice. “By who?”
“By him,” she said. “By Webmind.” She pointed to her left eye.
Matt made what must have been a perplexed frown.
“He sees what I see,” Caitlin said. “There’s a little implant behind this eye that picks up the signals my retina is putting out. Those signals get copied to him.”
“Him?”
“Him. After all, if he were a girl, his name would be Webminda.”
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