by Mz. Lady P
Chapter 22- Remy
I don’t know what the fuck is going on. I don’t have no fucking clue where the hell I am. I’m stuck in between two places and I’m being pulled in both directions. In one direction I could hear my wife crying and I was trying my best to get to her, but now her voice had completely faded. Not hearing her voice made things so dimmer for me. In the other direction the light was so bright and I could hear my father’s voice. I knew for a fact he was no longer with me so I knew I didn’t want to go in that direction. My father’s voice sounded so close. I could actually hear him talking to me in Spanish. I was so confused because I could hear Magdalena. There was no way her and my father should be in the same room. Everything around me was confusing me and making my mind go into overdrive. Not to mention I needed to hear Rose`s voice. At one point I could feel her but now I can’t feel her at all.
I had been struggling to open my eyes until they finally opened. It took a couple of minutes for my vision to become clear. I darted my eyes around the room trying to see something familiar, but I didn’t recognize anything. I tried to sit up but I was in so much pain. I felt something in my throat and it was keeping me from talking. I looked around and saw all of the IVs. I was getting frustrated as fuck. So, I started beating on the bed rail. Not long after Magdalena came into view and my eyes got wide as I saw my father standing behind her. I starting pulling out all the tubes trying to get the fuck away from this. I was about to crazy if I had checked the fuck out on my wife and kids.
“Calm down Mijo.” I saw several nurses come into the room and start removing all the machines off of me. The tube was down my throat so I still couldn’t talk. I pointed towards it, letting them know to remove this motherfucker. I had some shit to say and he had some fucking explaining to do.
“I’m going to pull the tube out now. Your throat is going to be a little sore. It should be better after a couple of days.” I coughed and gagged as the nurse pulled the tube from my throat. As the nurses continued to clean me up, my father was sitting in the corner and we were in an intense stare down. I could look in his eyes and tell he was about to be on good bullshit with me and I didn’t have time for it. I loved my father but right now I was trying to understand how he could fake his death. His death caused a domino effect of events that led to my mother’s death. There are days that I still can’t believe I killed my mother. There was a time when she was everything to me. I swear I wish I had never done the shit now, looking at his arrogant ass. I would have just cut my mother off for disrespecting my wife. Once the nurses were done feeding me soup they left the room. I was still staring my father down. What he failed to realize is that he had created a motherfucking monster.
“Where the fuck am I and where is my wife?”
“Watch your mouth son. As far as your wife goes, that marriage is over. I’ve already had papers drawn up and she has signed them. She couldn’t wait for you to check out. Right now she’s back in Chicago partying and acting like a common whore. If you don’t believe me here’s proof. He threw a folder on my lap and I opened it. There were several pictures of Rose` in a little ass dress shaking her ass. The next pictures were of her hugging a nigga and the rest were of him whispering in her ear. The divorce papers were also inside. I swear I had murder on my motherfucking mind right about now, but I wouldn’t let my father now. It’s obvious he’s getting a hard on about this shit. I was having a hard time believing any of this shit. Not my baby Rose`; she would never break bad on a nigga like this.
“Fuck that bullshit. Let’s get down to the real shit at hand. Why in the fuck are you sitting in front of me and not dead like you’re supposed to be? Do you have any idea what the fuck I’ve been through trying to run this empire in your absence?
“Respetarme hijo todavia soy tu padre!” (Respect me son I am still your father). “I did what the fuck I had to do in order to get away from your bitch of a mother and that snake Ortega. That bitch had paid the doctor to say that I had cancer. The bitch started poisoning me with arsenic to make me think I was dying from cancer. Not to mention pumping my body with large doses of morphine. I would not be here if it wasn’t for Magdalena. She told me what was going on so we staged my death. Your mother was so busy sucking on Ortega’s dick and scheming to take my money that she never in checked to see if I was breathing when Magdalena told her I had passed. By the way, I’m very proud of how you handled that situation. I taught you well.”
“Do you think it was easy killing the woman who birthed me? All this is a big game to you. You had it all planned out, didn’t you? Regardless to what you say Papa, I deserved to know the plans.” I winced in pain because my chest was starting to hurt. I had forgotten all about getting shot by the bitch Ava. I swear my life was a fucking movie.
“You need to rest Remy,” Magdalena said as she walked in room with pain medicine.
“Get out of here with that bullshit. You knew all along and played with my emotions as well. I can’t believe I was raised by you people. I have no idea who you all are. Fuck them pain pills. Go get me a fucking blunt right now.”
“Watch your mouth and respect my wife. She is no longer the help, she is your stepmother.” I looked at him and her like their asses were crazy. It was definitely time for me to get the fuck out of here.
“Well this shit just keeps getting better and better. Congratulations I guess. Let me book a flight back to Chicago. I need to get back to my family ASAP.” I was over this shit with my father.
“I’m sorry son, but you’re at home where you belong. Mexico is your rightful place. In case you forgot we had a deal and you broke it. Chicago was only temporary. You went out there and made shit permanent. I need you here in your rightful place running the Ramirez organization.” Growing up I always admired my father as a family man. We always came before his drug operation. I’m actually hurt that this man is standing before me basically saying fuck my wife and kids.
“With all due respect, my place is at home with my kids. This is your organization and now that you’re alive, you can have all that shit back. I no longer want to be a part of this organization. I just want to live a normal life and live prosperous with my family.” My father stared me down with his jaws clenched. Without warning, he slammed his fists down hard on my chest with so much force that the staples and stitches ripped open. I literally felt like I had just been shot all over again.
“Ahhhhhhh!” I yelled out in pain as I clinched my chest.
“You ungrateful motherfucker! I made you and now you want to turn on me. In case you forgot I am the motherfucking head of this family. You were born into this shit. Blood in and blood out. The choice is yours. Come Magdalena, let’s go! I’ll be in touch soon son. Choose wisely.” I looked up and he had fired up a Cuban cigar and smirked before leaving out of the room. Despite the pain in my chest, I felt pain in my heart. I was born to the worst parents in the world. At this point I know that I have to get the fuck out of here. Once the pain subsided I found a phone and hit up my niggas Peanut and Boo. I had them send one of my planes for me. I was getting up out this bitch. I made sure to tell them not to tell Rose` shit. I wanted to sneak up on her ass. I needed to know who this fuck nigga was that she was hugging all on. Everybody got me fucked up I see.
Chapter 23- Rose`
It had been a month since Remy had been gone and I had been missing him like crazy. I didn’t know if he was dead, alive or still in a coma. Either way he wasn’t here with his family and that shit hurts so fucking bed. Instead of sulking, I immersed myself in running his businesses and I was doing great at it. I’ve become so good at it that I decided to open up my own club along with Honey and Neicee. It was going to be the hottest club to go to for the ladies. That’s right; I was opening up a male strip club for a change. The guys always get to look at the females, why not let us women be able to do the same thing. We’re supposed to be comfortable with them looking at naked bitches, so why can’t we get in on the action and see some cock swinging?
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p; Club Stallion was about to be in full effect. Honey had knowledge of how to run the strippers, Neicee had the expertise with the drinks, food preparation, and just the overall functions of running the club. I had the money and I knew how to keep the books and how to manage the finances. We had already started on the construction of it. Yes, my girls and I were about to become entrepreneurs. Our husbands would be so proud that we’re taking a step to be more independent. Of course we’re not doing this under their noses. I couldn’t risk Boo and Peanut fucking up our plans. My husband isn’t here but Boo and Peanut are definitely acting in his place. They get on my fucking nerves acting all overprotective and shit.
Ever since the night at the club, Murda had been hitting me up on Facebook. We had been inboxing one another but it was innocent. He kept asking for my phone number but I kept turning him down. I knew that I wasn’t feeling him like that, so I definitely was not about to lead him on. He had even inboxed me pictures of his dick. I didn’t even comment. I just looked and kept it moving. I hate to admit it but that shit was so tempting. I haven’t had any dick in a minute so a bitch was horny as fuck, but not horny enough to cheat on Remy. I was now contemplating taking my ass to Mexico and find my husband. Yeah, that nigga was definitely worth a bullet. I had run it down to Boo and Peanut, but they shot that shit down quick.
It was Spring Break and I wanted to take the kids out for a little fun. I decided to take them to Dave and Busters for the day. I made the biggest mistake by posting photos and checking in. The nigga Murda was now standing in front of me as I was loading the kids’ play cards.
“Let me get that for you.” He pulled out a knot and started loading the money.
“What are you doing here?”
“This is the only way I can get close to you. I just want to spend time with you.” He looked so desperate. I just gave in and told him that he could join us. For the rest of the day the kids had a ball. They really enjoyed Murda playing games with them. I enjoyed myself a little too much and I didn’t like the way that he was starting to make me feel. Although we haven’t done anything, I feel like I’m cheating on Remy and that I shouldn’t have another man around our kids. After thanking him for treating us out to dinner, he walked me and the kids out to my car.
“Thank you so much for everything. The kids really enjoyed it.”
“No problem. Hopefully we can have a date one day soon.” He stroked my face softly. Before I could respond a big ass all black Cadillac Truck swerved in front of my car. Both of us tried to see the car but the damn lights were blinding us. I could hear the car door opening but I still couldn’t make out the hooded figure that was walking up.
“Take my motherfucking kids home right now!” I almost shitted on myself hearing Remy’s voice. I know this shit looks all bad on my part.
“It’s not what you think my nigga.”
“Give me a reason bitch ass nigga!” Remy was holding a gun under Murda chin. I have never seen that look in his eyes. I was so fucking scared.
“Please stop Remy. It’s not what it looks like.”
“Your ass still sitting here? I thought I told you to take my motherfucking kids home!” He yelled kicking the side of my car door. His booming voice and the impact of him kicking the car caused Lil’ Remy to start crying. I hurried up and pulled off. I hated to leave Murda but fuck that. He ain’t worth getting my ass whooped. Remy has never put his hands on me put I have a funny feeling he’s about to lay hands on my ass. I can honestly say that I don’t blame him because this shit looks real suspect on my part. Despite being scared shitless, I was so fucking happy my baby was here. I took the long route home. I was not in a rush to feel Remy’s wrath. I’m so fucking mad at myself right now. I never should have allowed him to join us while we were out. I’ve had a bad feeling about entertaining this nigga from the beginning. When I pulled into my driveway, the black Cadillac truck was parked on the damn grass. My heart started beating so fast. Remy loved a well-kept lawn, so yes, he was definitely about to dig in my ass. I sat in my car for a couple of minutes before I grabbed the kids and we all went inside. Remy was sitting on the steps that led upstairs.
“Daddy Daddy!” Heaven said as she took off running to him. I saw him wince in pain as she crashed into his body.
“Come here and give Daddy a hug Romeo.” He held his arms out and he slowly walked towards him and hugged them. Remy Jr. was on my hip sucking his fingers. Remy walked over and took him out of my arms. I tried to hug him, but instead he pushed me away. Not rough, just enough to let me know to get the fuck away from him. He walked up the stairs with all the kids, leaving me standing in the foyer looking dumb as hell. I could tell that this was about to be along night. I grabbed a bottle of Moscato from the fridge and I went upstairs to my room. I could hear him talking and playing with the kids. Just hearing their laughter warmed my heart. At this very moment it doesn’t even matter that he is pissed off at me. Hearing my children with their father trumps that shit. I’m just glad that he’s here now.
Chapter 24- Remy
I had been back in the Chi for a week and I had been watching my family from a distance. I didn’t want to believe that Rose` was even entertaining another nigga. She had always been trustworthy but after looking at the pictures and then seeing her actually out with the nigga and my seeds, that shit had me ready to body her and that nigga. Trust and believe me, had my kids not been with them it would have been a different outcome. I tore up the divorce papers that she had supposedly signed. I knew that shit was fake from the jump. That was not her signature on the paperwork. My father was just as ruthless as my mother. How could they not want their one and only son happy? That shit was really fucking a nigga up, not to mention this shit with Rose` got my head gone.
I was heated catching that nigga with my family. I made sure to give that nigga a leg shot. That was just a fucking warning. Next time he violates it will be in his fucking skull. That ain’t no motherfucking threat that’s a promise. The only thing that calmed me down was my seeds. Knowing that I had two sons and a daughter now had me feeling like a real bitch. I was crying and shit when I first laid eyes on all of them, when I touched back down in the Chi. I’ve been in touch with Peanut and Boo this entire time. Them my motherfucking niggas right there. They held shit down despite my father standing in their way. He has stopped all drug shipments to my clientele and took all of them. That shit is fine with me. I want nothing to do with this lifestyle anymore. He can have all of this shit. I would much rather go legit and live the rest of my life in peace and like a motherfucking boss. I am truly at a loss of words behind my father’s actions. Growing up my father was my hero and now he has waged war against me. I am now his enemy, simply because I chose my wife and kids over him. Last year I had to kill my mother and this year it may be me offing my father. This shit is so fucked up but I will off any motherfucker that comes for my head, blood and all.
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“Daddy, we missed you so much.” Heaven had been all over me from the moment she saw me.
“I missed you too Heaven. Have you been a good girl for your mommy?”
“Yes and I haven’t said any cursing words.”
“What’s up Romeo? I’m your father okay, and there is nothing I won’t do for you. No one will ever hurt you again. Now come give Daddy dap.” He walked over and we dapped each other up. It was amazing how he looked exactly like me. I had to pay extra attention to him. He was quiet as hell. I could just imagine what was going through his head. After all, he had been with a sadistic ass bitch. Then there was my baby boy…my fucking heart and soul. Tears welled up in my eyes just holding him in my arms.
“Hey Daddy’s baby. I love you.”
“Da Da!” he said as he grabbed my cheeks. I can’t believe he had called my name.
“Who taught you that lil’ nigga?”
“He always says that. Our prayers came true Daddy. Now I have two brothers. We need to go buy them a dog or something because they can’t have my pony.” I coul
dn’t do anything but laugh at this little girl. After playing with them for a little while longer, it was time to put them to bed. It was a good thing they were all tired out. They went to sleep instantly. I had to stand and watch them sleep for a while, especially, Remy Jr. Never in a million years did I ever think that he would be here with us in the flesh. I was glad to have Romeo as well. I was fucked up in the head knowing that he existed and I didn’t know. I’m going to do everything in my power to make it up to him. He’s probably wondering where his mother is. I’m just glad that Rose` has treated him as her own. I had every intention of going off on Rose`, but instead I just went downstairs to my man cave and knocked back a couple of shots. I just needed to relax and calm down. Not to mention I needed something to numb the pain in my chest. The shit was getting worse instead of better.
“Are you just going to ignore me?”
“I’m not ignoring you. I’m just not talking to your sneaky ass. Fuck outta here.”
“I know you’re mad at me right now but I didn’t fuck him if that’s what you’re thinking.” I jumped up from the seat I was in and charged towards her, just enough to make her back up against the wall. I got in her face as close as I could, to the point where our noses were damn near touching.
“It doesn’t matter if you fucked him or not. You were all in the club hugging on that nigga. Fuck is wrong with you Rose`? How could you have that man around my motherfucking seeds? Not to mention you and this bitch ass nigga inboxing one another. Let’s not forget he sending you pictures of his dick! What you was waiting for, a nigga to check the fuck out so you can be with that fuck nigga?”
“No, of course not! He’s just an old friend. Nothing has ever happened between us. I love you and I would never cheat on you. I’m sorry for having him around the kids. I didn’t even know that he was going to show up. You have to believe me.” Rose` was now crying and holding on to my shirt because I was trying to walk away from her.
