by Bobby Adair
“You first.”
“Of course.” He hauled his weight up the steps. “You still don’t trust me.”
“You did just attack me. I get why, but that kinda eroded the little trust I was building, so you first.”
Martin turned to look at me. “Why’d you stay out there and save me from the infected? You could have ran away and left me there.”
“Doesn’t matter, does it?” I looked around the room and scanned across all the windows for any movement outside. “Why don’t you just thank me and we’ll leave it at that.”
“Thank you.” Martin extended a hand to shake.
I looked at it for a moment but was unwilling to put my machete down. I grasped his hand awkwardly with my left. "You're welcome.” I pulled my hand back.
“You want me to fly you somewhere, don’t you? You believe me now that I’m a pilot, right?”
“No,” I looked up at the balcony, urging Martin to get moving. “I’m just tired of feeling shitty about things I’ve done. Leaving you out there to die without knowing you’re a lying bastard who’s trying to get me killed would have been one more of those things to keep me awake at night. So you don’t need to thank me. I didn’t save your ass for you. I did it for me. That’s it.”
"That's selfish.” Martin took the next step up. "I'm still alive, though. I appreciate it no matter why you did it."
At the top of the stairs, Martin said, “Walk softly on the balcony. It makes a lot of noise down below if you go stomping across, alright?”
I urged Martin toward the door. “Open it quietly and slowly. You go in first. Stay where I can see you.”
Martin crossed the balcony carefully, avoiding pieces of sheet metal that were extending corners and edges from out of their piles. He whispered, “Don’t want to hit any of those. They make a hell of a noise.”
I took his advice and stayed behind him.
He turned the handle on the door and swung it open.
“Inside,” I told him.
He gave me a last look and stepped into the dim light of the storeroom.
I followed, ready for the ambush I kept expecting.
Martin stopped in the center of a space the size of an average living room. All the shelves in the storage room had been scooted to one side, leaving about three-quarters of the room usable. Along one wall, beneath a small window, some chair cushions had been fashioned into a bed. Stacks of cans and cartons of food were piled by one wall. A dozen five-gallon plastic buckets, all previously opened, were stacked in a corner.
The place clearly had only a single occupant, and that had to be Martin. There was no gang of compatriots, no ambush. At every turn, Martin's story checked out.
I pointed at the buckets. “What are those for?”
“You know.” Martin looked embarrassed.
I shook my head, suspicious again.
“Guys told me the way the infected find hiding people is by the smell.”
“The smell?” I asked.
"You know. Stuff people don't think about. A family hiding in an attic might have a latrine dug in their backyard to sneak down to and take care of business. Some afraid to go outside might drop their business in a bucket and dump it out a window, so it doesn't stink up the hiding place. The infected smell it. They only have to be downwind, and a smelly latrine pit will give away a hiding place. They follow their noses. Then they search around and find the hiding place or they just wait behind a bush until somebody comes out to take a dump, and bam! They got you."
“So the buckets.” I sniffed the air, guessing what was inside them.
"They've got rubber seals, most of ‘em,” said Martin. "I pop a lid, do my business,” Martin walked over to a few rows of bleach bottles I hadn't noticed before. "I pour in a little bleach, and I seal it up. It's a temporary solution, you know. I'll run out of buckets at some point, and I'll have to dump them somewhere. I was thinking of waiting for a big rain and dumping them in a ditch nearby."
I nodded. “Good thinking. But you know the Whites, they’ll take a dump anywhere, right? Seems like I step in a pile of shit damn near every day.”
“But they spread it out, you know, wherever they happen to be.”
“Or when they hole up in a house somewhere, they leave it on the floor and stink up the place.”
Martin shrugged. "I guess the infected who are out hunting by smell find those guys, too.” Martin patted the top of a bucket. "At least, they don't find me."
He was right about that so far. I crossed the room and peeked out the window to see another hangar and a section of the tarmac. A long line of Whites was running that slalom path they run, crossing from right to left through a row of helicopters sitting unperturbed, seemingly ready for use. "Those all work?"
Martin nodded. “They all need fuel and some of the guns need ammunition.”
I stepped away from the window and relaxed, lowering my machete to hang at my side. I decided that Martin wasn’t a danger. I still needed to find Murphy, though. “Any ideas on where Murphy might be?”
Martin shook his head. "Instead of sneaking off to come from an unexpected direction, he should have just come straight over here."
“We didn’t know if we could trust you. Murphy did what he had to do.”
Martin pointed right. “A couple hangars that way for the Black Hawks.” He looked left. “Two more for the Chinooks down that road, spread over a mile or so.” He thumbed over his shoulder. “Way out across the runways a couple more hangars over there for the Apaches. Then it’s the yards for the tanks and Humvees and fuel trucks. By now, I suppose he could be anywhere.”
“He’s not anywhere.” I rubbed my hand over my forehead as though the act might do something to soothe a headache that was growing with my worry over Murphy. “He wouldn’t wander away. He’s not like that.”
“You guys been friends a long time?”
“Since the day it started. We helped each other out. We’ve been through some shit.”
Martin sat down on his makeshift bed. “What do you want to do?”
“That’s not what you’re asking,” I spat, my fatigue and my worry turning a hard edge on my tone. “You mean what do I want you to do?”
“You’ve got the machete.”
I glared at Martin and saw his right hand on the edge of one of his bed cushions, not resting, not taking the weight he was pretending to lean on it. “You’ve got a gun stashed under that cushion, don’t you?”
Martin’s face froze in a fake smile.
I measured the distance between us and figured if he went for the pistol, I could pounce across the room and remove his hand with my blade before he could bring the weapon up high enough to shoot.
From the look in Martin’s eyes, he was doing the same calculation.
“If you had a loaded gun here, why’d you go out with an empty one?”
Martin pursed his lips as he thought about his answer. “I used all the bullets.”
I laughed. "You're a shitty liar?” And that was a lie too. The only thing I was sure about was that Martin had not emptied his magazine shooting at Whites, or he'd be dead.
Martin looked at his feet. “I brought the empty gun with me in case I came across some ammunition. Then I wouldn’t be unarmed.”
“Tough luck on that.” I looked at Martin’s hand again, still poised. “Or that’s the lie.”
“Yeah,” Martin agreed. “Or that’s the lie.
Shit. Being honest with myself, I couldn’t tell. “Pull your gun out if you want.”
Martin looked at the nicked blade of my machete. He knew it earned every one of its metallic scars from killing people just like him—infected.
“I’m not going to kill you. I think you’ve been truthful with me. You’re not going to shoot me, are you?”
Martin grinned and rubbed a hand over his wrist. “After keeping me tied up all night, I might. But like you said, the gun must be empty.”
I rolled my eyes and went back to look out the w
indow, hoping I hadn’t just made a fatal mistake.
Chapter 10
After checking the chamber for a round, Martin laid the pistol in his lap and looked at me. He ejected the magazine and tossed it over. It was full. I looked at Martin and didn’t know what to say.
“Like I said, I used all my bullets in the other gun. I got trapped in the building, killed a bunch of infected, and then hid out where you guys found me. I’ve been there most of the day waiting until the middle of the night to come back here.”
I looked at the full magazine in my hand and tossed it back to Martin. “I guess that kind of establishes where we stand.”
“What do you mean?” Martin asked.
"I'm not going to kill you for no reason, and apparently you're not going to kill me. We're the good guys."
“Do I get a white hat?”
"You were talking about flying somewhere,” I said. "Do you have anywhere in mind?"
"Like I said, oil platforms, an island somewhere. Thing is, I don't have the range to get to any island in the Caribbean. I could make it to an oil platform, though. As safe as a place like that might be, I'm not in any kind of shape to handle a problem, you know. Suppose I land on a big platform and some infecteds are already there.” Martin looked himself up and down. "Gun or not. With this old body, I think I'd be taking a chance."
“So you were fishing for friends to tag along with you when you brought it up.”
“Couldn’t be any worse than wherever you’ve been.”
I shrugged. “Some places were better.”
“But they didn’t last, did they?”
"Wouldn't be here if they did.” I looked back out the window. The long helix of Whites out on the tarmac had finally passed by. I didn't have a count, but I guessed five hundred, maybe a thousand. "I've got to go find Murphy. You going to be here awhile?”
“I’ve got nowhere to go.”
“Is it cool if I come back?”
“You gonna tie me up again?”
I smiled and shook my head. I walked over and extended a hand—my right hand.
Martin shook and said, “Come back. Think about those oil platforms. They could be the ticket.”
“I think I know a place that’ll be better for us both if you’re game.” I crossed over to the door.
“Where?”
“I’ll tell you when I get back.”
“Don’t trust me yet?” Martin said with a chuckle. “I didn’t shoot you.”
“I know. But it’s one thing to gamble my life on trust. I’m not gambling other people’s lives on it.” I stepped through the door. “Mind if I use your gloves to slide down the support beam?”
“As long as you toss them back up so I can use them if you don’t make it back.”
“Will do.”
“Good luck.”
Chapter 11
I closed the door behind me. I carefully avoided the sheet metal leaning against the wall, scooted around a rail, and gripped the I-beam edges. I put one foot against the beam and stepped off the balcony. The gloves took all the heat from the friction and protected my hands as I slid down. My boots hit the ground softly enough. I peeled off the gloves and tossed them back up to the balcony and crossed the shop to a door that I guessed would lead me into the hangar's main bay.
Luckily, the double doors both had windows that gave me a view of most of the hangar. All I saw were helicopters—six of them—all in some state of disassembly, caught mid-repair when the world changed. No Whites, though. That long helix I'd spotted must have kept going on by. Neither did I see any of the Survivor Army knuckleheads—in fact, none alive since the battle a few days ago. I pushed through the swinging doors, silent and slow, then stopped to listen. I heard nothing but wind blowing through the open hangar door and swirling through metal joists high overhead.
I worked my way along the wall, keeping an eye out for anything that might be of use to me, mostly an M-16 or M-4, any military rifle that might have been dropped by somebody on their way to becoming dinner for a gang of hungry Whites. Unfortunately, the only guns I saw were those mounted in the door gunner positions on the helicopters—powerful and badass, the machine guns action movie heroes carry into the climax to shoot all the bad guys. Too unwieldy for me to remove and tote around.
When I reached the front of the hangar, I peaked out at the tarmac. More helicopters. One had crashed and burned, leaving a black skeleton of aluminum and a broad, burnt smudge on the sandy-gray concrete. The remains of plenty of corpses lay everywhere I looked, scattered bones and tattered remnants of the clothes they'd been wearing when their god had called them home.
Knowing the direction Murphy had gone when he’d left the night before, I decided to move toward the next Black Hawk hangar to my right in the half-mile long row. As soon as I turned to jog in that direction I spotted movement and froze. I dropped to a knee and pressed against the hangar’s door.
A helicopter was lying at an angle with broken rotor blades. It had landed hard. The concrete all around it was scarred with huge scrapes and spilled petroleum. Murphy stepped out from behind it, waved at me, and I saw his grin.
I didn’t know whether to smile or curse.
Murphy took a long scan across the empty spaces. Satisfied himself about the safety, and jogged toward me.
I slipped back inside the hangar and waited in the shadows, out of sight of any hidden Whites or Survivor Army assholes that might be lurking.
After a minute or two, Murphy rounded the corner into the hanger and stopped next to me. “Dude.”
"Dude?” I shook my head with my mouth hanging open in dramatic offense. It was a look my mother had used on me a thousand times when I'd come home late. I just didn't realize in that moment I was channeling the Harpy. "You disappear all night long. I think you're dead somewhere, and all I get is a ‘dude'?"
Murphy laughed and slapped my shoulder. Then he hushed and looked around.
“It’s cool,” I told him. “This place is empty.”
Murphy walked deeper into the hanger.
I followed, taking a last look outside. “What happened?”
"I think I need to make up some dramatic shit, or you're gonna act like a bitch about it."
“Whatever.”
“No, seriously.”
I stopped by one of the partially disassembled helicopters and positioned myself to see anything that might come through the open hangar doors. Murphy watched the doors to the shop and other storerooms at the back. I said, “I’m cool. I’m just tired and grouchy. I need to get on a regular sleep schedule.”
“I think maybe we need to make coffee a priority on our scrounge list.”
I rolled my eyes. “What happened? Why didn’t you come back? Did you run into trouble?”
“After I snuck out last night I went down to the far end of the row of hangars,” Murphy pointed, “thinking if that dude was—” Murphy cut himself off and looked around. “Where’s that dude?”
“In a storeroom over there.” I nodded toward the back of the hangar.
“Why’d you come over here?”
“Long story. Tell me what happened.”
"Like I said,” Murphy pointed again, "I was coming around way down by the other end and, well, there's nothing to tell. I was sneaking along, doing my thing. Lots of bodies down there, by the way. I was trying not to step in anything when I noticed a bunch of Whites coming in my direction. They didn't act like they saw me, being so dark and all, so I hid in a helicopter. I wasn't in the mood for running and shooting and shit so I thought I'd give them a little bit and after they passed by I'd go about my business."
“But?” I asked.
“They hung around and started scavenging the dead up there. You know those kind of Whites that’ll eat any dead guy.”
I nodded. “And?”
"Well I ended up sitting in that helicopter a long time, and I got comfortable. And like you said, neither of us have been getting enough sleep lately."
“Yo
u dozed off?”
Murphy’s expression turned sheepish. “Woke up a little while ago, just in time to see those Whites run off.”
He was probably talking about the same band I’d seen spiral by when I was looking out the window from Martin’s room a while ago.
“So what’s the deal with that dude?” Murphy asked.
“Martin. He’s up there in his hideout. It’s a storeroom above one of the machine shops just like he said. Looks like only he’s been up there. You know, one bed. Some supplies. Everything he’s told me checked out.”
“He could still be lying.”
“He’s got a gun.”
"He picked one up when you guys were coming over here?” Murphy asked, "With his hands tied?"
“I untied his hands.” It was my turn to look sheepish. “He had it hidden under his mattress.”
“He drew it on you?”
“He was acting squirrelly when he sat down on his bed. I figured he had something.”
“What’d you do?”
“I told him to pull it out. I pretty much trusted him by then, well you know, as much as I’m going to trust anybody like that, and I told him to take out his gun if he wanted to.”
“You two must have buddied right up overnight.”
“I had to smack him a time or two,” I admitted.
“A time or two?” Murphy laughed. “What’s that mean?”
“It’s a long story but he kinda got free and tried to wrestle my machete away.”
Murphy laughed some more. “And you trusted him with the gun?” His face changed. He was suspicious. “You’re fuckin’ with me, right?”
“No.” I felt embarrassed over the choice.
“You’re an idiot sometimes.”
“It worked out,” I countered.
"A lucky idiot."
Yeah, lucky me. I knew I’d taken a big risk, a stupid risk, but it was my risk to take.
“What’s the plan now?” Murphy patted a big palm on the drab green side of a Black Hawk. “Can Martin really fly one of these?”
I started walking toward the storeroom. “Seems like you’re already thinking the same thing I’m thinking.”
