I made myself anyway, following Salt until we stood in another plain wooden hallway. It smelled very faintly of the ghost of tobacco from the cigars that had doubtless been rolled here so many years ago when the building was a factory.
“Here we are,” Berkley said, pushing the door closed behind us. “Now—we have several private areas as well as an auditorium for public punishments.”
“Public punishments?” Salt raised an eyebrow at him.
“Sometimes a Babygirl is so bad, a private punishment won’t do.” Berkley fixed his gaze on me. “Sometimes she needs the humiliation of having all the other Bigs and Littles watching her while she is spanked or paddled to really learn her lesson.”
Was he serious? I could hardly believe it but I knew better than to say anything. I simply stared back at him until he motioned to both of us.
“Come, I’ll show you the private areas first. Now, all of these doors on the left side are spanking rooms.”
He opened one of the wooden doors and exposed an array of equipment. Flipping on the switch, he illuminated the room and stepped inside.
“What is all this?” Salt asked, looking around.
I wanted to ask the same thing. Hanging against the walls were rows of whips, paddles, canes, and some things with multiple, long leather strands I was pretty sure were called ‘floggers.’ The center of the room was taken up by a long padded bench that was about waist-high. There were handcuffs dangling from it on one side.
“These are instruments of punishment, Mr. Saltanov,” Berkley said matter-of-factly. This is the spanking bench.” He patted the padded bench in the center of the room. “You can bend your Little over the bench and cuff her hands here…” He pointed to the cuffs. “So she cannot escape her just desserts.”
“But all of this…” Salt pointed along the row of whips and canes. “Usually when I spank my mishka I only use my hand. She is too small and delicate for rough treatment.”
“I think you’d be surprised what your Little can bear,” Berkley said. “A gentle spanking does no good. You have to really redden those buttocks to get your point across sometimes. And don’t stop until your Babygirl is truly contrite.”
The way Berkley was looking at me made me want to either shoot him or pistol whip him into submission. My fingers itched for my gun and I wished there was any place to hide it on the flouncy little girl costume I was wearing. How dare he suggest that I needed this kind of punishment just for speaking up? Because clearly that was what he was saying. He was telling Salt that he was too soft on me. As if he owned me or had the right to punish me in any way! I was my own woman, damn it! I’d been on my own from an early age and I could take care of myself.
I could have taken care of Berkley, too, if I’d only had my gun.
Salt must have felt the tension flowing through my body because he simply nodded to Berkley.
“I will take your advice under consideration. In the meantime, what other areas are here?”
“Well…” Berkley turned off the lights in the spanking room and led us down the hallway to another door. “Here we have the medical suites. Now this is where you’ll want to come when you need to change your Little’s plug.”
“Excuse me? Plug?” Salt asked politely.
Berkley raised one salt and pepper eyebrow at him.
“My, you really are new to the scene, aren’t you?”
“I have been interested for a long time but only decided to pursue when I found my little mishka,” Salt said apologetically. “So please explain.”
From the time spent in Vice, I thought I knew what Berkley was going to say but I sincerely hoped I was wrong.
“Why, her bottom plug, of course,” he said, confirming my suspicion. “Every Babygirl at the Institute gets one. It’s necessary to get her ready to take her Daddy’s cock deep inside her back passage.”
I felt cold all over and looked up at Salt with wide eyes.
“Papa?” My voice was a croak.
“This will not be necessary for us,” he said quickly, speaking to Berkley. “I do not…take my little mishka in this way.”
Berkley frowned. “I’m afraid it’s one of the rules here at the Institute. Your Little must have a plug. But don’t worry if you don’t have one—we have a full selection along with plenty of lube and other accessories. And all our medical suites are fully equipped for the procedure. Here, see for yourself…”
He opened one of the wooden doors. I expected to see another room full of strange and kinky equipment and I wasn’t disappointed. There was an exam table in the middle of the room with stirrups attached to one end and a lot of weird equipment on a rolling metal tray beside it. But the room was already occupied.
“Oh!” The noise of surprise was made by a girl who looked to be in her mid-twenties. She had long, curly red hair and was kneeling on the exam table on her hands and knees. Her short skirt was flipped up to show she wasn’t wearing any underwear. Her bare buttocks were bright red, as though she’d just gotten a harsh spanking. Behind her stood a middle aged man in a gray suit and glasses and beside him, stood a stern looking woman wearing an old fashioned white nurse’s uniform, complete with a little white cap pinned to her hair.
“Excuse us, Nurse Nancy,” Berkley said. “I was just giving our new Daddy and his Little a tour of the facilities. I didn’t realize this room was occupied.”
He started to shut the door but the nurse stopped him.
“No, that’s all right, Director Berkley,” she said. “Actually, I think it’s quite a good thing you opened the door when you did. Little Patty here has been acting up outrageously. It will be good for her to have the humiliation of letting strangers see her shame—it will help her learn her lesson. Don’t you think so, Daddy Thomas?”
“Indeed, I do.” The middle aged man nodded his head vigorously. Nobody asked the girl but then, I supposed she didn’t have any say in the matter.
“Well, well—and what seems to be the problem?” Berkley motioned us inside and though I really didn’t want to go, Salt had me firmly by the hand and I had to follow him into the room.
“Little Patty here, has been throwing a tantrum because her Daddy told her it was time to move up to the next sized plug.”
The stern nurse held up a device about three inches long from its rounded tip to its flat base. In between was a rounded bulge which tapered sharply before reaching the base. Perhaps the weirdest thing about it was the fact that it was bright, Barbie doll pink and there appeared to be rhinestones winking from the base. All in all it was considerably bigger than anything I would ever want put up my butt. Then again, I didn’t want anything up there. From the tears in the girl’s eyes, she felt the same way.
“Please, Daddy,” she whispered, talking to the man who was clearly her Big in a soft, pleading tone. “Please, it’s too big.”
“But it’s not as big as my cock, kitten.” The man the nurse had called Daddy Thomas stroked the girl’s cheeks lovingly. “Don’t you want to be able to please your Daddy and take his big hard cock all the way up that tight little ass of yours?”
“Well…yes…” The girl nodded. “But I’m afraid it might hurt.”
“Not if you relax and open up for Daddy, kitten.” He stroked her reddened ass cheeks soothingly. “And afterwards, Daddy will make you feel so good. Remember, good girls get special kisses between their legs.”
I could feel my cheeks getting hot at his implication. In addition to not wanting anything up my rear, I was also very reluctant to let a man put his face between
my thighs. It made me feel too vulnerable somehow…too open. I didn’t like that feeling—didn’t like it one bit.
But clearly, this wasn’t how the red-haired girl felt.
“Oh, yes, Daddy,” she said eagerly. “I love when you give me special kisses!”
“Well then, you have to open up and take your new plug like a big girl, kitten,” he said. “Please don’t make me paddle you again. You’re little ass is already rosy red—I know it must hurt.”
“It does…” Two fat tears slipped down the girl’s flushed cheeks. “I don’t want another spanking, Daddy. Not now, anyway.”
“Well then, spread your legs for Daddy.” He held out his hand and the nurse coated the tip of the bright pink plug liberally in lube and handed it to him.
“Okay, Daddy.” The girl had started crying again but she wasn’t trying to fight him. Instead, she spread her legs wider, showing us the tight bud of her anus as well as the soft, pink folds of her bare pussy. I couldn’t help noticing that she was clean shaven down there—completely smooth. I supposed that was how this sick fuck pretending to be her Daddy liked her.
The Daddy in question pressed the tip of the plug to the girl’s tight rosebud. She wiggled a little and let out a cry as he began to push it in.
Once more I wished helplessly for my gun but even if I’d had it with me, there wasn’t much I could have done. If I tried to stop the scene in front of me, I would have blown our cover for sure. Still, I didn’t want to just stand by and watch the girl get anally violated.
I started to step forward but Salt stopped me with a hand on my arm. He pulled me backwards, away from the action so that we could speak privately in the back corner of the room.
“Let go,” I muttered to him, under my breath. “We can’t just stand here and watch this happen without doing anything about it!”
“Look at her, Andi,” he murmured back, speaking directly into my ear.
“I see her,” I snapped back. “She’s crying because she’s being anally raped!”
“I do not think it is rape,” he said softly. “And I do not think she is unwilling. Look at her—she is aroused.”
“What are you talking about?” I demanded. “How can something like this arouse her?”
“I don’t know.” He shrugged. “Maybe because she enjoys submitting? But look at her pussy—she is wet, Andi. So wet and open.”
Reluctantly, I looked at the girl on the table again. To my chagrin, I saw that Salt was right. The girl’s pussy was swollen and spread as though begging for attention. And she was so wet her juices were coating the insides of her thighs. This seemed to catch the attention of her Daddy too.
“Look at you, kitten,” he muttered, his voice thick with lust. “Look at how hot and wet your little cunny is getting for Daddy.”
“Yes, Daddy,” the girl gasped breathlessly. “Please Daddy, touch me while you do this. Touch me while you fill up my little hole.”
“Of course I will, kitten.” As he continued to insert the plug with one hand, he slipped his other between her legs and began rubbing her swollen pussy. The girl moaned and ground herself against his fingers, gasping and crying as he slipped the thick plug deeper and deeper into her back passage.
“Oh, Daddy,” she gasped, writhing against him. “Oh, Daddy, I think…I think I’m going to come! Please, Daddy—can I come?”
“As soon as I get your new plug all the way inside you, kitten,” he told her. “Then you have Daddy’s permission to come all over his fingers.”
“Yes, Daddy…please, Daddy!” she moaned, pressing back against him.
Though I would have sworn earlier that this whole scene was completely nonconsensual, I saw now that Salt was right. It was just some kind of a show the two of them were putting on and it seemed like the girl really got off on having an audience. Probably that was the whole point of having the nurse in the room in the first place—so she could “witness” the operation. And now we had gotten roped in to watching too.
The whole thing was sick but I found I couldn’t drag my eyes away. As the bright pink plug finally slid home inside her, the girl threw back her head and moaned like a wild animal.
“Daddy!” she gasped, pressing back hard against his fingers. “Oh, Daddy I’m coming! Coming so hard just for you.”
“That’s right, kitten,” he growled, rubbing her slick pussy harder and faster. “That’s right, come for me. Come for Daddy. Come nice and hard.”
God, were they for real? Did this weird fetish really turn them on that much?
More to the point, was it turning me on? Because my nipples were tight and tender and the V between my legs seemed to be pulsing in time to my heartbeat. I felt wet and swollen there. But why would watching such a sick display do that to me?
Suddenly, as we watched the intimate scene, I realized Salt and I were still holding hands. I tore my eyes away from the sight on the exam table and looked up at him, expecting to see him with his gaze glued to the erotic sight before us.
Instead, his ice-blue eyes were fixed on me. For a moment—just a moment—I imagined letting him do that to me. Imagined letting him open me like that and fill me.
Then I gave a little gasp and yanked my hand out of his.
“Andi,” he began in a low voice but I was already out of the room, running down the hallway to the black double doors. I bolted through them and clattered down the steps as fast as I could. The damn patent leather shoes pinched me horribly but I didn’t care. I just wanted to get away from the weird scene we’d witnessed and the strange, disturbing feelings it raised in me.
Chapter Four
“Mishka! Mishka, no—please stop!” Salt caught me before I could get to the front door. Caught me in his arms and held me though I tried to get loose.
“Let me go, Salt!” I beat against his chest uselessly. “Let me go, I don’t want to stay here. I don’t want that done to me! I don’t want you to do it!”
“Of course not. Of course not, my darling.” He stroked my hair soothingly, still holding me close.
After a moment, I stopped fighting him and clung to him instead, burying my face in his broad chest. Why had we come to this horrible place and how in the hell were we going to get out of it? It occurred to me that I was acting like a frightened child, but I couldn’t seem to stop.
What I had seen had really shaken me up for some reason. I didn’t know if it was the abject submission the girl had shown or the way she kept shouting out “Daddy” when she came, but for whatever reason, I felt completely freaked out. And let me tell you, that’s not easy to do. I’ve been with the PD for a long time and not much ruffles my feathers. But this did. So much that I felt like I needed to scrub my eyeballs out with soap. Or maybe my brain so I could get rid of the weird, sexual images that were now playing on a loop that wouldn’t stop.
“Mr. Saltanov?” I heard Director Berkley say, coming down the stairs after us. “Is everything all right?”
“Fine,” Salt said, still holding me close. “Everything will be fine.”
“I don’t think so,” Berkley said.
I looked up from the shelter of my partner’s broad chest and saw that the Director was staring disapprovingly at both of us.
“Look, Mr. Saltanov, I’m truly sorry but I’m afraid your Little may be too…er, high strung for life here at the Institute.”
“She is simply frightened—because you frightened her,” Salt growled angrily. “I told you she is new to this scene and then I told you I do not use her back passage in this way. And what do you do? You say it is rule that all Littles must have plugs and show her a scene to frighten any little girl to death! What is wrong with you?”
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�I…I’m sorry.” Director Berkley seemed somewhat taken aback at Salt’s vehement attack. “I didn’t know she was quite so new as all that.”
“I have paid good money to be here and I wish to stay,” Salt said, still glaring at the other man. “But I do not wish to have my little girl frightened in this way. She is virgin here.” One big hand drifted down to cup my trembling ass. “I do not even put my fingers or my tongue inside her there—not yet.”
Fingers and tongue? Not yet? I looked up at Salt but Berkley was already talking again.
“Very well.” The Director looked disgruntled. “We can delay the placing of the plug for a little while at least. But I must insist that you and your Little have a session with our staff psychologist, Dr. Newhouse, while you are here. In fact, the sooner the better. I think the two of you should meet with her tomorrow at her earliest convenience.”
“All right.” Salt drew himself up to his full height. “This we can do as long as this doctor promises to keep his hands to himself. Mishka is mine and I do not allow anyone else to play with her.”
“Dr. Lucy Newhouse is a female and a consummate professional,” Berkley said stiffly. “I wouldn’t have chosen her for my staff, otherwise.”
“Thank you. Then we will stay. And we will speak with this Dr. Newhouse tomorrow.” Salt nodded his head regally as though he was doing the other man a favor.
“Fine.” Berkley still didn’t look happy about it. “Then if your Little can control her emotions, I do believe it’s time for supper.”
“You have shown us where dining room is—we will meet you there,” Salt said firmly. “First I must talk to my mishka.”
“Very well.” The director strode off, the set of his shoulders under his expensive suit looking very angry indeed.
The moment he was gone, Salt pulled me close and leaned down to whisper in my ear.
“Andi, are you all right?”
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