small screws on the bottom of the box. When he had it open, he
held his hand out for the tumbler. I placed it gingerly in his palm,
and he expertly fitted it into the pedestal of the music box. Once he had it reassembled, he turned the figures at the
top of the box, and slowly they began to spin.
This time the melody that came from the box was the
tune that had been selected for our automatons at the ball. I
watched the figures turn, and imagined our dancers doing
the same in front of all the Amusementists. Profound pride
swelled within me until it inhibited my ability to speak. “It’s very thoughtful. Thank you.” I smiled, if only because
I knew he understood.
“Dance with me, Meg.” He gave me a courtly bow, then
held out his arms. “Just once more.”
I knew I oughtn’t. I knew I was practically skipping down
a very treacherous path, but his gift had been so thoughtful,
and his praise so sincere. I couldn’t deny him.
Stepping into his waiting arms, I placed my hand in his.
We started a turn.
“What is this?” A dark voice with a heavy Scottish brogue
spoke from the doorway.
Confused and terrified, I leapt away from David as if I’d
just been burned.
There in the doorway with his arms crossed and a wary
expression on his handsome face stood a certain Foundry worker. “Will!” I ran to him and threw myself into his arms, my
heart hammering with joy and fear all at once. I wanted to
kiss him until I had no breath, but his arms felt tense around
me. “I didn’t know the ship was here,” I confessed. “Clearly.” He kept his eye on David, who casually polished the edge of the music box with his thumb even as the
lilting song continued to play.
“MacDonald, how good to see you.” David gave Will his
slanting half smile. “How is Scotland this time of year?” “Strompton.” Will didn’t return the smile.
“David, please.” I turned to my fellow apprentice. “I’d
like a moment.”
“Very well.” He gave us a nod. “We can continue another
time.” He left the room without another word just as the
music began to fade.
“What are you doing here?” I asked Will, hoping to brush
past what had just happened with David.
“We were sent down to deliver orders for the ball. I
helped with the pieces for your drawing. I took extra care
with them.” He glanced at the naked automaton. Her chest
was open, exposing the inner workings. We only needed to
place the tumbler where her heart should be once we had it
recorded. “I was looking forward to seeing her dance.” “You’ll be at the ball?” I couldn’t believe it. I was thrilled
Will would be there to see the culmination of all the things
I had been struggling so much for, and yet his reserved
demeanor was giving me pause.
“MacTavish has chosen me to be part of the builders’
crew. That means I’m invited to attend.”
I wondered what it would be like to dance with Will at
a gilded ball, but then realized he probably wouldn’t know
how. It wasn’t as if he’d ever had the chance. “That would be
wonderful.”
He glanced down the hall. “I don’t have much time. I
wanted to see you again. I’ve missed you.” He entered the
room, inspecting the automaton and smoothing his hand over
a panel on the arm, as if testing the curve of the metal. He waited, as if expecting me to say something, but nothing would come out. Of course I had missed him. I wanted
to say it. But for the first time I didn’t feel empty or hollow
inside. I hadn’t even realized he was in London. I loved him,
but I had been busy, and to be honest I hadn’t thought about
it much.
It was awful of me.
His brow crinkled as his gaze swept to the table. He stiffened.
I followed his gaze to the music box sitting so elegantly
near my drawings. He looked at it with a deep longing as
he walked over and touched the flying skirt of the fine lady.
“This looks very expensive.”
“It’s only a music box,” I said. “It merely plays the tune
the automatons should dance to. It’s inspiration more than
anything.”
“He gave it to you, didn’t he?” Will’s voice cracked on the
last bit, and my heart broke at the sound. He was hurt, even if
he’d rather die than show it.
He clenched his jaw and dropped his gaze to the floor.
After a moment he looked up at me. The look in his eye
reminded me of a fierce wild thing caught in a trap. “Your
silence says too much.”
“It’s nothing, Will. Nothing.” Even as I said it, I thought of the dance and how I had longed to kiss David. I thought about how I had been eager to step into the circle of David’s arms just a moment before. It wasn’t nothing, but it wasn’t
something, either.
Whatever I felt for David, it wasn’t as real, as deep, or as
lasting as what I felt for Will, and so I couldn’t trust it. But
I didn’t know how I could explain what I did feel to Will
without making things worse. I didn’t wish to feel anything,
but I couldn’t help myself. If I truly loved Will, shouldn’t I
be blind to everyone else? I feared what I felt meant I didn’t
know how to love at all. What if all the love I had known was
nothing more than infatuation?
“Whatever is going on between you and Strompton
shouldn’t be nothing, that’s the problem.” He turned toward
the door. I grabbed him by the arm and held him.
“What do you mean by that?”
“You could be a countess, Meg. You could have wealth
and luxury, and anything you wanted. He could give that to
you. You are suited to him.” Will’s shoulders dropped as if
weary of the weight of his own thoughts. “I can’t give you any
of it. Not fortune, not prestige, not family, nothing.” I reached up and touched his face, turning his cheek so
he’d look at me again. “I want none of it.”
Will stood for a moment, thinking, as my hand lingered
on the edge of his tight jaw. He closed his eyes. “Tell me you
feel nothing for him, and I’ll believe you. Tell me you haven’t
considered him at all. That you haven’t thought of what it
would be like as his wife.”
I opened my mouth to speak, but my throat closed tight
and the words just wouldn’t come. I had thought of it. I had
thought of the fine manor, and the money, and the dresses. I
would have all the time in the world to work on my projects.
David and I together would be like a perfectly arranged marriage of royalty. How could I not consider it?
“That’s what I thought.” Will let out a long breath, then
strode for the door.
“Will, stop!” Lord, men could be so foolish. I didn’t love
David. David was a temptation, nothing more.
He paused and turned back to me. “I’ve battled dragons
for you,” he said, and I felt tears rushing to my eyes. “I’ve lifted
your wings and helped you fly. But it will never be enough.
You have always been destined for something greater.” And with those words he turn
ed and walked away. “It’s enough!” I shouted down the corridor as I watched
him turn the corner without looking back. “I love you.” I let
out a heavy breath. “Only you.”
As I said it, I knew it was true. I felt it, not like explosions
or lightning, or fire in my blood. I felt it like air, all around
and within me, quiet and unassuming and yet as powerful as
a storm.
Standing alone in the middle of the hall, the cold of the
stone walls closed in on me.
What had I done?
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
I couldn’t let things end this way. I couldn’t let Will leave for Scotland thinking I wanted to be with David instead of him. It wasn’t true. It simply wasn’t true.
And he had to know.
I broke into a run, bolting down the corridor, then rounding the corner, only to crash into Samuel. The force of it knocked us both down.
Scrambling to my feet, I held a hand out to Samuel to help him back up. “My apologies.”
He grabbed my wrist and squeezed painfully tight. “Your apologies aren’t good enough.”
He pulled me closer, looming over me with his broad frame.
“Let her go,” Manoj said directly behind me.
Samuel looked up and sneered. “And what if I don’t? Miss Whitlock knocked me over and she owes me, Punjab.”
Manoj pulled a curved blade from his belt. “My name is Manoj, and I said let her go.”
Michael came up next to him, followed by Noah. “If you want an apology, I’ve got one for you,” Michael said, casually rubbing his fist. “I’d be glad to knock you down first.”
“You’re outnumbered. Drop her,” Peter said from close behind us. As Samuel turned around, he loosened his grip enough for me to twist my arm up and break his hold.
I stumbled back toward the boys, and Noah caught me and drew me behind Manoj and Michael. Samuel turned around slowly and leered at Peter as he straightened his coat. Peter crossed his arms and glared back, his head held high.
Even though my heart was nearly beating through my chest, I felt such pride in my friends.
Samuel stomped off, muttering under his breath.
“Thank you,” I said to the others, my voice breathy. “Thank you for everything.”
Peter gave me a knowing grin. “Go find him.” I ran.
My feet flew, and I thanked the Lord I had shortened my hems for practicality and to remove the worst of the wine stains, and had been making do with a very thin petticoat the last few weeks because of the heat. I didn’t have to worry about tripping as the heels of my boots struck the stone over and over, echoing off the tight corridors.
As I entered the catacombs, I saw that the main corridor had been blocked by a group of Amusementists trying to maneuver a cart with a large engine up the ramps. When I tried to push past them, I overheard one say, “I’m glad this is the last of it.”
My hope plummeted. The ship would be leaving any moment.
About halfway to the underground dock, I had to catch my breath. I may have loosened my corset for comfort, but it still never allowed me to take too deep a breath. I leaned against the cold and slightly damp stone. The shouts of the men on the boat drifted through the thick air along with a blast from the whistle. The ship hadn’t left yet. I was almost there.
“Wait,” I gasped. “Wait.”
Finding my strength, I ran the down the final corridor. One more turn, and I’d be at the docks. Slowing down, I stayed focused on that last turn and the torch burning there as if encouraging me to chase toward its light. The open archways to the storage rooms on either side of me passed in dark shadow.
I was going to make it.
Something slammed into me from behind. An arm wrapped tight around my torso, and before I could scream, a sickly-sweet-smelling cloth pressed over my nose and mouth. It burned my lips and cheeks as I thrashed against my attacker. I couldn’t shake free. I couldn’t breathe.
“I have you now, my dear,” the man whispered into my ear. I fought and fought but the glowing torch at the end of the corridor began to loop around in large circles and turned fuzzy. The bell of the steamship clanged, the sound slow and watery as it pushed through the spinning haze. I could hear a soft ticking behind me from the gears embedded in the man’s face. “Let’s go on a little holiday, shall we?”
His words sounded stretched, like they had been shouted through a long dark tunnel. I closed my eyes as all my strength left me, and I remembered no more.
When I woke up, at first all I knew was that my body ached all over. I tried to open my eyes. Nothing. Darkness surrounded me. I tried to open them again. Panicked, I attempted to sit up, but I found myself on my back, my knees curled toward my chest, and my neck propped forward. I smacked my hands out, and they hit walls. I was closed in.
Terrified, I couldn’t scream. I imagined myself in my own coffin, trapped and helpless as men in long black coats lowered me into my grave. In my mind I could hear the thumps of shovelfuls of dirt hitting my casket, burying me, with no escape from death. Everyone already believed I was gone.
A high wail broke out, and only then did I realize I was the one screaming, and the thumps were the sounds of my arms hitting the wood surrounding me. This was no dream. I was caught, and if I couldn’t control my panic, I would die.
I tried to kick at the lid, but it wouldn’t give, and I didn’t have enough leverage. I only had enough room to move my arms.
My breath came in quick gasps. The air around me was choking. I was feeling ill and too hot. I had to escape. My eyes focused on a keyhole just to my right. I curled more tightly into a ball to try to peer out of it, but it was no use.
Pressing my hands into the sides of the rough wood surrounding me, I took as slow a breath as I could. I had to get out, and I had to think. I wasn’t in a coffin. Coffins didn’t have keyholes. It had to be a trunk, a large one.
I was being smuggled.
I wasn’t dead yet, and so long as I wasn’t, I had to fight. I needed to pick the lock. Wriggling my hand into my pocket, I prayed something in there would actually be of use. I pulled out a marble, then fumbled with a tin soldier tangled in a bit of twine with the damn spoon. Then I felt the goggles.
Thank you.
I pulled them out and did my best to strap them onto my head, but my neck was burning with pain, and I still couldn’t breathe. As I turned the switches, the goggles began to glow, illuminating the interior of the chest.
The planks surrounding me hadn’t been shaped or planed well, so there were small cracks and gaps between some of the boards. Swirling knots plagued the wood, and the chest smelled like salt water and mildew. The casing around the keyhole seemed sturdy enough, even though rust had taken hold along the edges. Hopefully the rust had weakened it. I tried to fit my finger into the keyhole but couldn’t. I needed something to prod around inside it. Digging deeper into my pocket, I felt a smooth wooden handle.
The awl.
It had poked a hole in the bottom of the pocket and nearly fallen through. I struggled to pull it out, but it was caught up in the folds of fabric, and I couldn’t push my elbow down far enough to remove it. Finally I managed to free it. I tried to fit the point into the keyhole, but with the angle, the point of the awl kept hitting the inside of the rusted casing. I tried again, twisting my wrist to angle the point down. The awl scratched against the inside of the lock casing but couldn’t reach the locking mechanism. It was no use. The awl was too strong and couldn’t bend to manipulate the pins inside the lock.
Panicked, I drew my breath short. I didn’t wish to imagine what would become of me if I couldn’t escape. I would surely end up dead, but that fear seemed the least of the sufferings I’d have to endure before I was murdered.
I gritted my teeth.
It’s not over yet.
There had to be another way to escape. I pulled my knees in as tight as I could to my chest and kicked out. M
y boots thudded against the planks of the trunk. I thrashed my shoulders, trying to sit up just a bit more, to somehow press the walls of my prison outward with the force of my will.
My foot curled and tightened painfully, drawing into itself until I wanted to scream with the agony of it. I had no way to stretch it out. I kicked again and felt a tear slide over my cheek. There had to be another way to get the lid off. I glanced to my left, and with the magnification of the goggles, I noticed a small triangle of burrs in the wood. They were nothing more than tiny breaks in the grain. A few splinters cracked away from the plank. I reached over and smoothed my finger along the wood. The skin on my finger caught on a sharp protrusion.
Nails.
Of course, they were the points of the nails that held the hinges. I fought with my skirt until I could stuff my hand back into the constricted pocket and feel around. After a moment I was tempted to rip the front of the pocket off and use that, but finally I touched the rough weave of the rag I had been using with the automaton. My elbow hit the wall three times before I could pull out the rag. I ignored the ache as I wrapped the rag over the end of the awl. After fitting the tip of the awl against the point on the nail, I slammed the heel of my hand into the fat wooden handle.
My hand felt as if it had shattered, but I swallowed the pain and hit it again with all the force I could manage in my awkward position. I heard the distinct tink of the short nail hitting the ground.
Thank you, dear Lord. I tried to take a deep breath. My arm ached, and I wasn’t sure if I had the strength to continue to strike. I didn’t have good leverage, and the nails near my knee would be even worse.
I couldn’t give up.
Just five more.
The second one came easier, but I feared I had broken a bone at the base of my thumb. My entire hand thrummed with pain and I had managed to gouge my palm. For the third I tried twisting the awl against the nail, and eventually it came out, but the effort left my shoulder aching.
My strength was running out. Somehow I manage to curl my body tighter to reach the other nails. Biting my lip to steal the pain from my hand, I pounded the heel of my palm against the blood-slicked awl. I had no other choice. Each time I curled to reach the nails, my corset constricted and I couldn’t breathe.
Finally with a gasp I slammed my fist into the awl a final time, thankful for the terrible wood and weak hinges of the trunk. Holding my breath, I pulled my body as tight as I could and kicked with all my force. The lid burst into the air, then clattered back down onto the trunk. I shielded my face with my arms, and a corner of it hit my shoulder. I shoved it away with my boot.
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