by JB Duvane
When Josh reaches thirty, that’s when I stop counting completely. Not because I don’t want to, but because I’m so lost in the way everything feels that the number doesn’t matter anymore. I’m not aware of anything except for the intensity that is building up inside me. An intensity that is punctuated every few seconds by the smack of the paddle. The rhythm is hypnotic and seems to be keeping time with the music that has faded almost completely into the background.
I don’t know how much more time I have but it doesn’t matter because my orgasm rips through me while I’m practically hanging by my wrists. I can’t move my arms or my legs. I can’t see a thing, and now I can’t even think. All I can do is feel.
The sounds that come out of me are more like sobs than anything, and for a moment I don’t understand where they’re coming from. When Josh takes me down and removes my blindfold he practically has to carry me off the stage.
“Are you okay,” he asks as he sits me down in a chair and hands me a blanket.
I smile up at him and nod, but I’m too exhausted to say a word. I’m so grateful to have an hour to recover before the next event because that really took a lot out of me. It’s not even the pain from the paddle that exhaust me so much, though. It’s the intensity of the emotions that are stirred up. Emotions that now have a lot to do with Graham.
In the next event, we crawl back and forth on the floor picking up dildos. We’re instructed to use any method to move them, other than our hands or our mouths. It’s silly and fun and we all wind up laughing in the end. Everyone except the girls that are eliminated, that is.
I’m surprised when the exercise bike event starts and there are only three of us on the stage. It’s been a long day and a lot of girls have been eliminated and I really just want to get everything over with. But when I look around, I realize that this is the event that is going to decide the two winners. Graham said that I was already one of them. So it’s really between the other two girls on stage, even though they don’t realize it.
The music starts up and we all get on our bikes. At first I think it’s just the song X is Gon Give it To Ya by DMX playing over the speakers, but suddenly Call Me, Maybe gets mixed in and it sounds fabulous. When the chorus explodes with the two songs together, I can’t stop myself from laughing. I can feel the vibrations intensify inside me and I’m pedaling like crazy and the music is back to being loud again and it feels incredible. I look around and the other two girls are laughing too, and it seems like we all realize that it’s one of those moments in life where we know there’s not another person on the planet who will ever experience anything like this but the three of us.
I know I don’t need to win, but something inside me pushes me to go faster, and as the crazy mashup song peaks again, I’m pedaling harder than I ever have in my life.
Graham
Even though I am worried about him, I’m actually glad that Kyle is not in the room when I watch Aubrey in the paddling event. It’s just about the most intensely erotic thing I’ve ever watched in my life, the way she squirms and pulls at the cuffs around her wrists. The way her body jumps and the way she screams at each crack of the paddle. And that orgasm, good lord that was the most intense thing I’ve ever seen in my life.
I feel like a pig jerking off to her like the thousands of viewers are most likely doing at this very second, but I can’t look away. And if I’m looking at her, so perfect and beautiful in those cuffs and with that hot, red ass of hers, it is impossible for me not to come.
I’ve been hard all morning thinking about what she said last night. How confident she is and how kinky she is and, as much as I hate to admit it, what she said about being shared.
I’m back down to reality quickly when the next girl walks on stage. I couldn’t care less what she or any of the remaining contestants look like while they’re tied up. And when I see fake tits and hear fake moans it just reinforces everything.
The next two events surprise the hell out of me. All of the girls, including Aubrey, seem like they’re actually having a lot of fun. It’s awesome to watch the three remaining girls laughing while they’re racing on the exercise bikes, all naked and covered in sweat. I cannot even believe that Kyle has put this hilarious mashup in the playlist. It’s so like him.
Of course, since he’s not here, I nixed the bj event. I know the guy’s will be disappointed, but none of us knew some of the girls would pulling the glory hole act in the confessional room, so I’m sure they all got plenty of what was coming to them. And there is just no way I’m giving Aubrey’s mouth away to any other dude.
The longer I watch the girls laughing and biking as hard as they can to the music, the more I realize that Kyle was right. Evidently, they all want to be here or they wouldn’t be. And it sure as hell looks like they’re enjoying themselves, so who am I to assume this entire contest is degrading for any of them.
It also reinforces what I’ve known all along. Aubrey is the winner, and always has been. She’s the only one I will ever want. And not just as a sub for this contest. I want Aubrey for keeps.
But right now I’d also like to know where the hell Kyle is. He’s texted me twice since last night, but he hasn’t responded to me at all. I stare at my phone for a long time, my thumb hovering over his name, when suddenly it rings.
“Where the hell are you?” I ask. “Jesus Christ, I thought you were dead.”
“You don’t have much faith in me, do you? I’m fine. I’m just sitting here with Peterson right now. We’re having a little chat.”
“So what’s going on?”
“Do me a favor. Pull up the contestant named Zoe Beck.”
I go over to the monitor with the list of girls and find her name, then get her number and pull up her profile. “Yeah, I’ve got her. She’s the one you were kinda into, right?”
“Yeah, she’s the one.”
“What does she have to do with anything?”
“Well, it seems that Peterson had a reason for shutting down our website.”
“A reason? You gotta be kidding. Other than the fact that he’s a complete dick? Come on, Kyle, tell me what’s going on.”
“Apparently, Zoe Beck is Evan Peterson’s sister and he doesn’t want her in the contest.”
“Sister? I don’t remember him ever mentioning a sister.”
“Well, from what he tells me, she’s his stepsister. And he wants us to pull her and all of her footage.”
“Wait a minute, she’s the only one left besides Aubrey. The other girls have all been eliminated. They’re all gone.”
“Yeah, I saw that last event with the bikes. Man, that was so freaking awesome! We are so using that one again.”
“Kyle, we’re not … Jesus, what the hell does it even matter what he wants? Unless … is he willing to make a deal? Is that what this is about?”
“Yep. If we pull her out of the contest and don’t go to the cops, he is willing to give us half of the money back.”
“Does he have a gun on you or something? He grabbed that gun you brought with you, didn’t he? He’s got your gun, and is holding you captive in his living room. I knew something like this was gonna happen!”
“Dude, no! He doesn’t have a gun on me. I’ve got my gun. I haven’t had to use it … yet. I mean, we had a bit of a scuffle, But we’ve come to an understanding, haven’t we, Peterson?”
I hear a muffled voice in the background and Kyle laughing. “What’s that? What’s going on there, Kyle?”
“Look, Peterson is willing to work with us. And I don’t know about you, but I’d rather have the money then any kind of justice. Even though this is totally going to fuck up the contest, we don’t have a choice.”
“How do we know he’s really going to give us the money? Or that he’s not just going to turn around and try something else?”
“He says if we pull Zoe out of the contest and delete all of her footage out of the archives, he’ll transfer the money into any account we want. But I’m not leaving here until he
does, so you’re going to have to find all the footage, give her her shit back, put her in a cab and send her over here. We’re also going to have to figure out where to put the money.”
“Well, I can’t open an account with no money up front. I’ll have to have Peterson do the transfer into one of my own accounts since he doesn’t have access to any of them, then as soon as I can open a new account I’ll transfer it there.”
“Okay, sounds good, but that all has to happen, like, now. Get Aubrey to help you with the video stuff.”
Aubrey, Zoe, and Josh are all in the gym when I open the door to the room. Josh looks surprised to see me without a mask, but I don’t give a shit about the contest anymore, I just want this whole thing to be over with.
“What’s going on?” He asks.
“Kyle found Peterson. He’s with him right now.” I look over at Zoe. “And this is his sister.”
“Seriously? Did you know she was his sister?”
“No. Neither did Kyle. Basically, he wants her out of the contest and is willing to give us a huge chunk of the money back if we remove her.”
“No way,” Zoe says. “I won. The two of us won. That’s not fair that my dipshit brother is trying to—“
“Look, Zoe,” I say. “I know this sucks, but there’s more to it than you realize. We’re fully prepared to give you the five-hundred-thousand you won, but we have to pull you out.”
“I can’t believe him,” Zoe yells. “I can’t believe he’s doing this to me … again!”
“I’m really sorry.” I say, then turn to Aubrey. “I need your help again. I need to find any footage with Zoe in it and delete it off the server, and I don’t have any idea how to do that.”
“Sure, no problem,” Aubrey says. She looks back at Zoe and seems really concerned. “Hey, I’m sorry about all this. But that’s great that you’ll still get the money.”
“Yeah, I’m glad about that, but my stupid step brother is always doing this to me. He’s always trying to control my life. I just want to get the hell out of here and never see him again.”
“Well, he wants us to send you to where he is. It’s part of the arrangement.”
“Arrangement? What the fuck? Am I just a piece of meat to all you guys?” Zoe storms out of the gym and leaves us all in silence.
“Can you go after her and make sure she gets her stuff together? And I’m gonna need you to drive her over to where Evan is. I don’t trust her in a cab. And you can tell the rest of the guys to head out. We can deal with this place in a few days after things have calmed down.”
“Sure thing. So I should just head home after? You two are gonna take care of the last event?” Josh asks.
“Yeah, we’ll be fine. I’ll give you a call in a day or two, when we have the money and Evan is out of our hair.”
“No problem. I trust you,” he says with a smile, then turns to Aubrey. “Congrats, Aubrey.” Josh gives me a handshake and heads out after Zoe.
“So, there’s just me left.” Aubrey says when we’re alone in my office.
“Yeah.”
“And two of you.”
“Yeah, two of us.” I know what she’s thinking, because I’m thinking the exact same thing. And I’d be lying if I said I’d only been sharing her since Aubrey brought it up last night. I’ve thought about it since the audition. I’ve gone back and forth between wondering if that’s what Kyle really wanted and wondering if I could actually go through with it. I knew I didn’t want to share her with any of the thousands of guys who’d been paying to look at her for the last few days, but Kyle is different. He always has been. We have a connection that I can’t put into words, and have never tried. Neither of us has. We just take it for what it is. Best friends who occasionally fuck the same woman at the same time. “Is that what you want, Aubrey? You don’t ever have to do anything you don’t want—“
“I know that. I appreciate you telling me that, but I can feel it. You’re not that type of guy.”
“What type?”
“The type that’s only out to get off. Only interested in having his own needs met. You’re not that kind of guy, Graham.”
I smile because I know that’s not the entire truth. But it is for her. “Not where you’re concerned, I’m not.”
“I want to do it.”
“Both of us at the same time? You’re sure?”
“I’m totally sure,” she says with a smile. “It’s kind of scary, but pretty much everything has been since I’ve been here. And it’s all been worth it.”
“Where is everyone?” Kyle asks as he walks in my office. “I looked in the gym and it’s empty.”
“I sent all the guys home,” I say. “I figured they didn’t need to be here for this. So everything went smoothly, I take it?”
Kyle takes off his jacket and throws it on the couch. “Yeah, Zoe showed up right before I left. You moved the money?”
“Yep. Almost three hundred million is back in our possession. I seriously can’t believe we got it back.”
“Well, it’s not all of it—“
“But it’s more that I dreamed we’d get back. It’s a hell of a lot more than zero. I seriously can’t thank you enough, Kyle. It wouldn’t have happened without you. None of this would have.”
“Thanks, man, but I couldn’t have done any of it without you,” Kyle says. “I might have awesome ideas, but you help make them actually happen. You always do. So, what, you want me to film the two of you?”
“No,” I say. “We can just set up the camera and let it go. I think it should be fine.” I pause a moment and watch Kyle’s face because I can’t wait to see the change that is about to take place. He has no idea what I’m about to let him do. “Besides, you’re gonna be way too busy to run the camera.”
“Dude, you’re not serious.” He stares at me in disbelief for almost a minute. “Really? You’re gonna let me … with the two of you … the three of us on camera? Together?” Kyle’s face lights up with a huge smile. I know how much he wants this and it’s worth giving up a little bit of control to see him so happy. “You’re okay with this?”
“Yeah, I’m okay with it.”
“Damn, I thought you were totally pissed at me just for looking at her earlier.”
“Well, I was. But, I don’t know, it was just bullshit jealousy. I don’t own her and this is something she wants. It’s something that both of you want. And I don’t want to stand in anyone’s way.”
“Look, we both know this is just about sex,” Kyle says. “I totally understand how you feel about her, and I want you to know that I won’t ever get in the way of that.”
“Yeah, I know,” I say. “Let’s just take this first step for now. Then we’ll see how it goes.”
“You got it,” Kyle says. “So do I get front or back?”
“What do you think?” I say.
“I’m totally cool with the back door, dude. So when are we doing this?” Kyle asks, rubbing his hands together.
“Right now.”
“All right! Let’s get this show on the road!” Kyle heads out the door and I follow him into the gym.
Aubrey
I’m standing in the middle of the stage and the spotlight is shining right on me. I know this because I can feel the heat of the lamp on my skin. I can also see the bright light through the holes in the black mask when my eyes are open, but right now they’re closed. I know they’re both in the room, Kyle and Graham, and I know that they are about to do something to me that I’ve never had done before. They’re going to fill me up, fuller than I ever have been in my life.
I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t scared. I don’t know if it’s going to hurt and I don’t know if I’m going to change my mind halfway through. I know they wouldn’t mind if I did—if I had to stop. But I would mind. I want this to happen and I want it to be as amazing as it has been in my fantasies.
A Panjabi MC song starts, and the sexy rhythm makes me want to move my body, but I don’t. I wait for Kyle and Graham t
o come to me.
I open my eyes because I can feel a presence near me. When I look up, Graham is standing in front of me. He’s looking down at me with those amazing eyes of his and suddenly I realize he doesn’t have the mask on. He’s completely naked with his back to the camera, and when he moves closer to me so that his skin is touching mine, I reach up. “You’re not wearing the—“
“It’s okay. Kyle is setting up the camera so that our heads are going to be out of the shot. Are you ready?”
I take a deep breath and nod my head and the knot in my stomach melts when Graham smiles and dips down to kiss me. His naked body presses into mine and for a long moment it feels like we are the only two beings that exist on the planet.
But then I feel another set of hands on me and I suck my breath in. Kyle grips both of my ass cheeks, then slowly moves his hands up to my waist. I can feel his breath on my neck and I let myself fall back against his chest.
“Are you ready for this?” he asks, his deep voice melting into my ear exactly the way I imagined it would.
“Yes,” I say, as I still lean back on his body for support. That’s the way this feels, like my small body is being fully supported, taken care of by these two strong men. It’s not degrading or humiliating. It feels amazing.
Kyle turns us so that the three of us are lined up in the shot. “You first,” I hear him say to Graham.”
They both lift me up in the air and I wrap my legs around Graham’s waist. I’m holding onto his shoulders and I’m looking down at him and I feel the head of his cock move to my entrance. My lips part as I slide down and I feel the entire length of his enormous cock fill me. I lower my head to his and wrap my hands around Graham’s neck while my body sinks a little lower. I realize that my face is level with his, so I rip off the mask. I honestly don’t even know if I care if anyone sees my face at this point anyway. It feels so good to take it off and have nothing between us at all.
I can feel Kyle behind me again. He’s moving the slicked-up head of his cock back and forth over my asshole to get me ready. Then he’s right there—the head of his cock his pushing into me.