I cursed into the fire. After all I had endured today, I had no desire to spend the night with that beast. ‘Damn it. Well. I suppose I have no choice in the matter.’
‘You had a choice!’ Betty hissed, rounding on me. She kept her voice low, but there was a force to her words, even so. ‘I told you months ago! Go home! Honour your father’s wishes and join the Church. Become his heir again. Become his son again. All that good fortune and you threw it away. For what?’
I frowned at her. ‘For a life.’
‘A life that will kill you.’ She shook her head. ‘I’ve watched you, Mr Hawkins. You throw yourself at the world – so sure it will catch you every time. But one day you will fall.’
‘My father would adore you,’ I muttered, slapping on my hat. I crossed the room and wrapped my hand about her slim wrist. ‘This is my nature, Betty. I can’t be what I’m not.’
Her pulse thudded against my fingers. ‘Perhaps.’ She hesitated, then drew away. ‘But you could be so much more than you are.’
Back on Russell Street, my neighbours greeted my return with worried glances and sharp intakes of breath. The monster had returned. When I stepped into the chandler’s on the corner to purchase some fresh quills and paper, the mistress of the shop informed me – in a high, trembling voice – that my credit was revoked. I was no longer welcome. I found the same reception in the grocer’s.
As I trudged defeated towards home, a flat, nasal voice called out behind me. ‘Quite the leper, Mr Hawkins.’
Mr Felblade, the apothecary, matched his step with mine. He was a most peculiar old man – eccentric, to use the queen’s charitable term – and a very poor advertisement indeed for his various lotions and tinctures, with their promise of good health and prolonged youth. He was excessively lean, with a long, narrow face, made longer by a towering wig that rose in twin horns upon either side of his head. His clothes – unfashionable since Queen Anne’s day – hung from his bony frame as if embarrassed to be seen with him.
‘And do you have a cure for leprosy, Mr Felblade?’
He chuckled, then ran his tongue across his wooden dentures. They had a tendency to stick against the inside of his lips, and his mouth was in constant motion, licking and spitting to moisten them.
‘It’s not wise to walk with me, sir,’ I said, hoping he might leave me in peace. ‘Bad for business.’
‘What do I care if you killed Burden?’ he scoffed. ‘Couldn’t stand the man. No one could. Hypocrites!’ He wheeled about and waved his fist at the rest of the street.
He was not the most comfortable ally.
‘You’ll need a draught for your nerves,’ he declared, rummaging in his bag. ‘I have a packet.’
The thought of taking anything prepared by Felblade made my stomach turn. I wouldn’t use his powders to dust my wig. ‘I’m quite well, sir. But thank you.’
‘Sanguine nature,’ he said, crinkling his lips in disapproval. He halted outside Burden’s house, glancing at me in surprise when I joined him. ‘They won’t let you in the house, sir. Not in a thousand years.’
I tugged the Marshal’s order from my pocket. ‘Care to make a bet, Mr Felblade?’
Felblade’s eyes danced, anticipating trouble. He knocked on the door with his cane and shouted his name. After a long wait, Ned Weaver opened the door. When he saw me standing behind Felblade his jaw dropped.
‘Where is Miss Burden?’ Felblade elbowed his way into the hallway. ‘Lead me to her, sir.’
Ned hurried to close the door behind him. I stopped it with my foot and poked the note through the gap. ‘I’m ordered to speak with you, Ned.’
There was a short pause as he read the Marshal’s order, cursing as he began to understand its meaning.
‘Well, Ned?’ I’d given him quite enough time to read the order. ‘Let me in.’
He opened the door, the note dangling loose from his hand. But he didn’t move, and I couldn’t pass. He might as well be another door, he was so solid. ‘For pity’s sake. Judith and Stephen . . . we are all grieving, sir. Have the decency to leave us in peace at least until the morrow.’
I snatched the order from his hand, all patience gone. ‘I have just spent the day chained to a wall because of this damned family. I will speak with them now.’
Chapter Eleven
Ned refused to answer my questions, stamping down to his workshop and bolting the door behind him. There was a loud crash as a table was overturned, followed by something splintering hard against a wall. I left him to his rage and went in search of Burden’s children. Orphans, now. God forgive me, but I could not help but think they were better off. And wondered, indeed, if one of them had been harbouring the same thought.
The drawing room was empty, the grandfather clock tocking like a beating heart in one corner. It was a cheerless space with bare walls, lacking the trinkets and soft touches a wife might have brought to the home. The furniture was well made, but very plain – more suited to a Quakers’ meeting house than a family room. There was only one comfortable chair, matched with a plump footstool and drawn close to the hearth. I would have bet ten guineas this was Burden’s chair. I could just imagine the old sod stretched out by the fire with a pot of ale, while his children shivered together on the hard bench opposite, night after empty night.
And yet I was supposed to believe they were all in deep mourning. Deep shock, perhaps – I would grant them that much. But mourning? Stephen and Judith, trapped and bullied by their father all their lives; and Ned, betrayed after seven long years of service. Rebellious son, cowed daughter, and bitter apprentice. They all had good reason to plunge a knife in Burden’s heart.
A voice drifted through the ceiling, toneless as an old bagpipe. Felblade. As I ventured upstairs, my skin prickled with a kind of mournful dread. I had walked this floor only a few hours before, examining Burden’s corpse by candlelight while his family lay sleeping. I opened the door to Burden’s room and stepped inside. The curtains to the bed were drawn back, but the body had gone and the sheets had been stripped – burned, most likely. The mattress was propped against a wall, waiting to be thrown away. A dark stain had spread through it. Someone had endeavoured to clean the floor by the bed. Alice? If so, she had done a poor job of it, only half-finished. The blood had smeared into the grain of the wood, wiped carelessly. Burden’s heart blood.
Motes of dust danced in the late afternoon sun. I felt a moment’s pity for Burden, lumbering upstairs last night with no idea that he would never wake again. Then I remembered how he had forced himself upon Alice each night in that bed, and my pity vanished.
A hand touched my shoulder. I jumped back in alarm. ‘Damn it, boy!’ I snapped without thinking, to cover my surprise.
Stephen stood in the doorway, dressed in his father’s black coat. The cuffs covered his hands almost to his fingertips. It would have been comical at another time, but the boy’s face was marked with pain, eyes red and swollen. He was also holding a dagger: a six-inch steel blade with a gold and ivory handle. The same dagger I had seen a few hours ago, in Alice’s hand. The same dagger Sam had pushed back into Burden’s chest.
I took a careful step away from it. ‘Stephen. I’m glad to have found you. I have been asked to investigate your father’s death.’ I drew out the note and held it out to him.
He didn’t look at it. ‘Mr Burden.’
‘I’m sorry . . .?’
‘My father is dead. You must call me Mr Burden now.’ He squared his shoulders, puffing out his chest in a weak imitation of his father.
‘Of course.’ I smiled politely, eyeing the blade.
‘You will leave my house at once.’
I tilted my head in agreement. I doubted he had the nerve to use a dagger, but someone had thrust a blade in Burden’s chest last night. I had no desire to be gutted by a fifteen-year-old schoolboy. ‘Very well.’
Stephen was pleased with himself. He moved aside to let me pass, lowering the blade. A mistake. I launched into him, slamming him so hard
against the wall the air was punched from his lungs. It was easy enough; the boy was little more than clothes and bones. Before he could rally, I ripped the dagger from his hand and spun him around, pushing his face against the wall and dragging his arm behind his back. He yelped in pain – then fell silent as I placed the blade against his throat.
‘Did you kill your father?’
‘No!’
I twisted his arm higher.
‘No! I swear!’
‘You’ll inherit a fortune now he’s dead. Now he can’t marry Alice Dunn.’
‘I didn’t kill him,’ he sobbed into the wall. ‘Please, sir! Don’t hurt me.’ His narrow shoulders trembled beneath his father’s coat.
I sighed and stepped back. Damn it – what was wrong with me, torturing a grieving boy? And yes – despite expectation, I could see a deep and honest grief in Stephen’s eyes. But that did not preclude his guilt. ‘I’ve no wish to harm you, Stephen. I am not your father.’
He cringed, ducking his head away.
‘He beat you quite savagely, did he not?’
‘I deserved it,’ he whispered, miserable. He would not meet my eye.
‘That is not what I heard.’
Ned had told me the story the night before, over those two bowls of punch. So much had happened since then I had near forgotten it. He told me that Stephen had been desperate to leave Covent Garden. His father was building three houses near Grosvenor Square. Why not settle the family there? It was a fashionable and respectable part of town, and Burden was always grumbling about the decline of Russell Street: the brothels, the gin shops . . . the disreputable bookshops. There would be no need to lock and bar the house so early in a better neighbourhood. Judith would be able to walk the streets in safety.
Burden had refused – he claimed it was more Christian to stay in the Garden and work to restore its reputation. The Society for the Reformation of Manners relied upon decent citizens to live amidst all this vice, and inform on those breaking the law.
Stephen had persisted. He was a gentleman and this was not a gentleman’s address. His school friends mocked him for living amidst the lowest wretches on earth. They made lewd comments about his sister and the experience she must have gained just from looking out of her window each day. For the sake of the family’s reputation – could his father not see that they must leave?
Burden had grown angry. He would not be lectured to by a mewling child. He knew what was best for this family. He seized the terrified boy by the neck and pushed him downstairs into the workshop – threw him across the bench and ordered Ned to hold him down. Then he’d taken a leather belt and thrashed his son without mercy. When it was over, and Stephen crawled weeping across the floor, Burden grabbed him and pushed his face into a pile of sawdust.
‘This is what pays for your schooling,’ he snarled, as his son choked in the dust. ‘My hard sweat. All those years and what do they send back to me? A primping fop with porridge for brains. Well that’s an end to it. I shan’t pay another farthing. You will stay here and learn how to be a man, like Ned.’
That night Stephen had lain awake whimpering on his bed, battered and bruised, unable to sleep from the pain. And so he had been the first to hear Alice scream thief. The first to hobble out on to the landing. The first to enter his father’s room and discover Burden in bed with Alice. The hypocrisy. The injustice. No wonder he’d taken his revenge the next day in front of Gonson. ‘Are you sure I should tell them what I saw, Father? What I truly saw last night?’
And now I wondered: why had Joseph Burden been so determined to stay on Russell Street? There was something disproportionate in Stephen’s punishment – even for a father as stern as Burden. Ned had told me that Burden had never beaten his son so cruelly before. And for what? Asking for something perfectly natural – a decent home for himself and his sister. A chance for improvement.
Why had the thought of leaving Russell Street provoked such fury in Burden? Had he feared they would mock him – his new neighbours on Grosvenor Square? While his son had been transformed into a gentleman, Burden was still a craftsman, with battered hands and a rough demeanour. Was it that simple? Was he afraid of being humiliated by his betters? Here on Russell Street he was free to look down upon his neighbours. Out west they would look down upon him.
The story made me uneasy, even so – the old bear snapping and snarling and refusing to leave his cage. I wondered if he were concealing a darker truth – some pressing reason why the family had to stay on Russell Street. Perhaps the cage was locked.
I looked down at Stephen, weeping in his father’s clothes, and felt wretched for the boy. Wretched for myself too – there was no honour or decency in this. And I would gain no more from him now. I left him, crossing the landing to Judith’s room. I could hear Felblade speaking with an older woman: Mrs Jenkins, who ran the bakery across the street. Of course. She would have scurried here as soon as the news reached her, eager to offer comfort and lap up the drama. A foul-weather friend, Kitty called her.
I tapped lightly upon the door and entered unobserved save for Felblade, who offered me a dry, mirthless grin. Judith lay beneath the sheets, face to the wall. Mrs Jenkins sat beside her, murmuring the usual platitudes. Your father was a good man. He’s at peace now, my dear.
‘Twice a day, Mrs Jenkins,’ Felblade creaked, holding up a bottle filled with a viscous brown liquid. Opiates, I supposed, mixed with molasses. Or coal tar, knowing Felblade.
‘I must speak with Miss Burden before she drinks that,’ I said from the doorway.
Mrs Jenkins gasped as she saw me. ‘Oh! You devil! Have you come to murder us?’
It was only then that I realised I was still clutching the dagger. Unfortunate. I slipped it in my coat pocket. ‘No indeed, Mrs Jenkins.’
‘My heart! I shall die of shock!’ she declared, clutching her bosom and looking sturdy as a carthorse.
Judith sat up as if waking from a dream. Her dark hair hung lifeless about her face, falling into her soft grey eyes. She seemed shocked and frightened – just as she had the night Sam had stolen into the house. The night she’d discovered her father was sharing a bed with Alice.
I gave a short bow. ‘Miss Burden. My deepest condolences.’
Her brows furrowed. ‘You were arrested.’
‘A misunderstanding. I have been charged with investigating your father’s death.’
‘But you hated my father. No . . . no . . . do not deny it.’ A desolate look crossed her face. ‘I hated him too sometimes. There were times when . . . When I wished him dead.’ She began to shiver. ‘Wicked,’ she murmured under her breath. ‘Such a wicked girl.’
I sat down upon the bed, in the warm dent left by Mrs Jenkins. Judith cast me a timid look, pushing the hair from her face. Her left eye was bruised and swollen.
‘Who did this?’
She twisted the sheets beneath her hands. ‘It was my fault. I couldn’t stop crying. Stephen had to strike me, to calm me down . . .’
‘Stephen’s a good boy,’ Mrs Jenkins interrupted. ‘I’m sure he feared you might have another fit.’ She gave me a sharp look. ‘Judith is a delicate girl. We must all be very gentle.’
‘Unbalanced. Melancholic,’ Felblade agreed, packing away his bag. He slurped his tongue across his teeth. ‘A bleeding will restore her. I shall return tomorrow . . .’
‘No . . . no!’ Judith cried in alarm. ‘No more blood. No more blood.’ She closed her eyes and began to shake.
‘Shame on you, Mr Felblade,’ Mrs Jenkins tutted. ‘We will have no more talk of blood and knives, or corpses butchered like pigs in a market. We must not speak of such things! Murderers creeping about the place in the dead of night. Poor Mr Burden stabbed and stabbed again with a vicious blade. Murdered in his own bed while everyone slept! Where is your sensitivity, Mr Felblade? Miss Burden is not sick – she’s tired and frightened. And who can blame her after what she saw this morning? Oh! It makes me dizzy to think of all that blood . . . You’ve been very bra
ve, my dear,’ she called across to Judith. ‘I’m sure I should have fainted clean away if I had seen my father with a blade plunged in his heart. Warm broth and bed rest, that’s what’s needed.’
‘Quite right, Mrs Jenkins,’ I said. There had been quite enough blood spilt in this house.
Mrs Jenkins’ face scrunched. ‘I’m sure I don’t need his approval,’ she huffed, and began scolding Felblade over the price of his opiates.
‘I’m sorry I accused you before, sir,’ Judith whispered. ‘I was . . . not myself. I am quite certain that you are innocent.’
I smiled thinly. Easy enough to whisper my innocence in a private room. She had already shouted my guilt to the whole street. I leaned closer. ‘Miss Burden. Who do you think killed your father?’
Judith stared at me in surprise. ‘Alice Dunn, of course.’
‘I see . . . But . . . I believe your father planned to marry her?’
‘Never!’ she snapped. She sat up very straight, her eyes fierce and dark as storm clouds. ‘My father would never marry that filthy whore. It was a jest – a silly jest. Alice Dunn – mistress of this house? No, fie – not in a thousand years! She killed my father, I am quite certain. And may she burn in hell for it!’
Silence, as Felblade and Mrs Jenkins stared at each other in surprise, and then at me. Mrs Jenkins rubbed her palms together. ‘Warm broth,’ she trilled, in an anxious voice. ‘And rest.’
I rose from the bed, shocked by Judith’s outburst. For a moment I had seen pure rage burning beneath her dazed, dreamy surface. Had that rage erupted last night? Could Judith have murdered Burden?
‘Alice ran away, Mr Hawkins,’ Judith called as I left. ‘Did you not know? She left this morning. So she must be guilty, don’t you see? She must be.’
In the workshop, Ned was sanding a stool, running his fingers softly against the wood to check for imperfections. There was no sign of his earlier outburst, save for a broken chair propped in one corner. I stood in the doorway, studying the tools hung neatly upon the back wall. They reminded me of the implements of torture hanging in the Marshalsea gaol. My throat constricted and I felt the iron collar fastened about my neck, biting deep into my skin. I put my hand to the door frame to steady myself, forcing myself back to the present.
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