Don’t you dare shut me out, damn it! I know you’re thinking something.
Babe, it’s for the best.
I’ll come out there if you do.
Fine, but my thoughts are not going to be pretty.
We circled each other, waiting for one of us to jump first. I wasn’t going to let this coward get me.
“You’re not going to get out of here alive Danks.”
“Neither will you,” he threatened, lifting his shirt. He had a bomb strapped to his chest.
“Are you fucking nuts?”
“A little, but I’ve got nothing left.” It was then that I noticed the crazed look in his eyes. He wasn’t joking. He was willing to kill himself. The man was insane.
Babe, climb out the window to safety. He’s got a bomb.
I can’t leave you.
Don’t worry, I’ve got a plan. I didn’t have one, but I wasn’t going to let her in on that fact. She wouldn’t leave. I knew if the bomb went off, I wouldn’t have a long time, so I had to find a way to run as soon as I could. I circled so my back was to the nearest window. As I moved to it, I saw Carolyn outside on her phone.
“Danks, time is up. We’ve called for help. The sheriff is on his way.”
“Well then, he’ll only find our burnt bodies.” He hit the trigger in his hands as I broke through the window. The explosion ripped through our home, sending me flying to the edge of the forest. Thankfully Carolyn had been far enough away from the house, out by our truck. My body hurt like fucking hell right now and my head was fuzzy. Carolyn ran up to me, frantically searching for any injuries. I heard the sirens in the background as I lost consciousness.
It had been three of the scariest weeks of my life. Kane had been unconscious for over two days. I could sense his pain and his constant nightmares. Once he awoke, he’d begged me to forgive him for the bad dreams, but he had nothing to ask forgiveness for. I was just grateful that he didn’t leave me.
After the explosion, I had a world of explanation to do to my children who couldn’t understand how their daddy almost died. Our oldest was only five, so we just told her that there was a gas leak. I don’t know if that helped because we’d been staying with Arabella and she kept looking worriedly at the stove.
“Carolyn, don’t worry. It’s better than her thinking someone was there to kill you two. As the Alpha, Kane will have those that want his power. She will have more to fear by thinking someone came close to succeeding.” Arabella said.
“This is just so terrible. I feel like crying, but I need to remain strong for them and Kane. He’s just gone back to his office.”
“He’ll be fine. He’s worried about you. You’ve shut him out, haven’t you?”
“How do you know?” I asked, sipping my tea. This baby wasn’t giving me a hard time yet, but I was so sad lately. I missed Kane.
“He’s been asking me how you’re doing. Since you two can talk to each other, I can’t see how he wouldn’t already know,” she said accusingly.
She was right. I was keeping him out. “He’s got to recover physically and emotionally and my fears won’t help him.”
“I don’t think he can do it without you by his side, sharing your fear and pain.”
“I don’t know…” I wasn’t sure about her theory, but there was something he needed to know that I’d been masking this last week.
Kane
I heard his gasp. Caro. What is it, my love?
I’m sorry for being so evasive. Can you forgive me?
As soon as you let me in.
When will you be home tonight?
I’m on my way now.
You don’t have to rush.
Yes, I do. Yes... I do.
My heart was full. He missed me. I could feel his emotions pouring from him. It didn’t take more than ten minutes before he was walking through the door and into Arabella’s kitchen. He didn’t stop to say hi or to make small talk, just stalked to my side, gripped my face, and kissed me with angry pain. I melted into his arms. It had been three weeks since we made love and it was the first time where I’d let myself go. Once I dropped the wall, it was like a flood. Kane picked me up in his arms and carried me out into the warm night. We walked hand in hand without saying a word.
When we reached an alcove, there was a blanket out there with a little basket.
“You knew I would talk today?”
“No, I’ve had it prepared every day this week. I just want my wife back.”
“I’m sorry, Kane.”
“Don’t. Just explain to me what I did. What can I do to fix us?”
“You didn’t do anything. You’re perfect. What happened scared me. I watched our life blow up in front of my eyes.” He tried to respond, but I stopped him. “No, you have to listen.” I paced around, turning back to him I said, “I trivialized your fears and concern, and you were right. Our threats were still very much real. I should have agreed to keep the security we had, but I felt safe. I love you and you were so sad once you healed that I was worried about you and didn’t know what to do. I thought that if you knew how frightened I’d finally gotten that you would’ve lost it, and I didn’t want to add that pressure to your healing process.”
“Caro, you are my everything. When you shut me out like that, I felt lost. I’ve never felt fear as strong as I did when you pushed me away. My greatest fear is losing you, and I thought I was.” He slowly wrapped his big, strong arms around me. The warmth and love that I missed were going straight to my bones.
“I wouldn’t ever leave you. I need you so much. In six years, I’ve lived for our love. There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do to keep you with me.”
“Let’s have some wine, my love.” I paused because I couldn’t drink. I had to tell him something.
“Kane, I don’t want to drink.”
“Come on, love. It’s a special occasion.”
“Kane, I’m pregnant.” The look on his face was the one I feared. He doesn’t want the baby.
“What? How could you even think that? I love getting you knocked up. I’m just shocked.”
“Really?”
“Yes. The last time we had sex I knew we’d made another baby.”
I eyed every inch of his muscular form and wanted him. He felt my desire pouring out of me as he listened to my wicked thoughts. He slid the zipper of my dress down, pulled the straps off my shoulders and let it fall to the floor. My bra did little to support my breasts, but it was sexy as hell and Kane thought so, too.
Sexy, climb on. I jumped on his body, wrapping my legs around his waist and my hands around his neck. His lips attacked mine. He dropped to his knees and collapsed forward, lowering us to the ground without manhandling me. Knowing that I was carrying his babe turned my rough lover into a teddy bear. He cuddled and caressed me. Our loving was usually slow when I was pregnant, but tonight he wasn’t in the mood for slow.
You know it’s safe. I’m not some helpless woman. I’m the Alpha’s wife.
Then be prepared. My wolf has missed his mate and this man has missed the love of his life.
He pinned me to the blanket, his large hands holding my wrists above my head with a wicked glint in his eyes. I knew we were in for some fun tonight. The kids were not too far away, but thankfully their sense of hearing didn’t get stronger until they reach their teen years. I think it’s an evolutionary plus because mates rarely grow out of their mating heat before the first ten years and even if they slow their loving down it’s still, at least, four times a week. I love it. Those magazines that claim sex disappears from a marriage makes me feel bad for those women. My pussy was beaten and eaten up deliciously every night. If it weren't for my stubbornness, we would have been back to normal after his recovery was over.
He growled above me, letting me know he was in charge. I arched my brow, welcoming his domination. I loved it when he lost control and got aggressive. The kid gloves were tossed to the side and the big man was ready to tussle.
My body was shaking with ex
citement and I attacked first. Pulling my hands from his, I was clawing at his shirt, lifting it off his back. I needed to feel his flesh against mine. I was so hot with need that I could feel the sweat down my spine. His back was full of strength and it was all mine.
The man was a beast and his body was always so ripped. It was only natural for the Alpha, but I never got used to him being so anatomically perfect. I was still working his dress shirt off him, but he stopped me. I moaned as I felt his lips nip at mine in warning.
He shook his head. No babe, I’m controlling this shit. I’ve missed you too much to think straight. You’ve got a lot to make up for. My pussy pulsed and juiced at those words. They were promises of a night of bliss.
He sat up and pulled his shirt all the way off, taking his undershirt with him. I groaned because my kitty begged to get roughed up by the big bad wolf. I slid my hands up from his abs into his chest hair. He let a sexy moan rip from his lips as he worked to remove his belt. I read his thoughts and it made me part my lips. The look on his face and his wicked laugh only added to the heat between us.
You shouldn’t open your beautiful mouth like that, Caro. I loved when he called me that and he knew it. I was so wet and so close that the moment he touched me down there, I’d come.
I arched my pelvis, needing to feel his hard cock against my throbbing clit. Rubbing against him a few times worked and I came hard under him.
What a naughty girl. You didn’t wait for me. Now there’s another tick on your list of shit to pay for. I whimpered because I still ached even though I just finished coming.
He pulled off his belt and with an arched brow and sinister smile, he took my hands in his. Using the belt, he tied them together. My thighs were wet; my desire was too much again.
Damn, Caro. You need to calm down, my dick can’t handle it. I’ve been on the verge of coming this whole time. He gripped his hard cock through his pants and I felt for him. With my hands tied, I needed his help but he read my mind.
He stood up and slid off his clothes, his cock bobbing in the air. I licked my lips as he dropped back down, this time with his dick inches from my lips. He sighed before pushing his hips forward and his penis into my mouth. I licked the head tasting his pre-come, making my pussy tingle. With my hands tied over my head, I had no control and he had it all. Desire soared through us at the idea. He started to fuck my face and I felt his head hit my throat. His taste coated my mouth and I wanted more. Moaning, I silently begged for his cum.
“Damn it, Caro. I’m coming,” he grunted and moaned. I swallowed all his release, which only made me hornier and I felt my mate’s cock stiffen on my chest.
With a grin, he slid down my body. When he got to my bra, Kane pulled down the cups and sucked a nipple into his mouth. My pussy clenched and I arched my back, grinding my body into his.
Kane growled before kissing his way down my body. He parted my thighs to fit his giant shoulders and mouthed his appreciation of my pussy over panties, sucking on me through them. My man got a little impatient and tore them off, putting his mouth back on my clit, sucking it between his teeth. I shook again; my heart pounding as I came with a howl.
“I love to feel you come.” Before I calmed down from my decadent pleasure, he thrust into me.
“Ah,” I sighed. His length filled me up every time. I didn’t think there’d ever be a time that I didn’t feel stuffed. He began his movements lazily. I knew it was because he worried about breaking me, but that wouldn’t last long. Once he lost it, who knew how or where we’d end up.
“Mine, Mine, Mine,” he grunted with each stroke.
“It’s always been yours,” I reassured him, and that’s when I received a hard smack on my ass.
“No, not this past two weeks. The first week I’ll give you because of my recovery, but since then you’ve been hiding your pussy and your thoughts from me.” He thrust harder into me. I could tell he was still hurt by my rejection. “If it were mine, you wouldn’t have been able to keep it from me. I want all of you, forever. Tell me, Carolyn. Do you belong to me?”
“Yes, I do,” I cried out, gripping his thick forearms as he got me close again.
“Are you going to deny me what’s mine again?” he asked, driving hard into me.
“No. I promise, Kane.”
“Good, girl, but you’ve got a lot to make up for.” He pulled out of me and flipped me onto my belly. Helping me onto my knees, he positioned himself to take me from behind. I knew I was in for it now. Kane loved my ass, getting me from behind any chance he got. I wondered if he planned to take me there tonight.
I felt him dip his finger into my wet core then slide it back up, rubbing it around my backdoor. He pushed his finger in, twisting it around before shoving his cock into my pussy. He played with my ass as he fucked into my heat over and over. I could feel him getting really close.
Each thrust felt so good and deep, hitting my cervix and making moan. I could feel the sensation from both holes as he did it again. I was ready to come. Before I could, though, I felt him pull out. Using our combined cum and juices, he rubbed it up my crease then slipped two more fingers in my ass. I groaned out at the fullness but wanted my man inside me any way he wanted.
I felt him slide his fingers out and replace it with the head of his cock. I pushed back as he pressed into me. Before I knew it, he’d broken through the ring and was deep inside. I creamed some more. I loved his cock in my butthole, it felt so freaking wonderful. Our need was in overdrive. Kane started to pound into me, using his hand to grip my mound. His firm squeeze set me off and the pulsing of my body pushed him over as well. I could feel his cum hitting my walls. With one more smack to my ass, he pulled out.
“I’m so yours,” I huffed out, trying to catch my breath as I collapsed onto the blanket.
“Forever,” he declared before pulling me into his embrace.
The End
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