As he rubbed across it, Josh jerked, crying out. Every time he moved his fingers out, he made sure to touch and rub it, and within minutes he had three fingers moving in and out of Josh's hole. Matt continued to suck on Josh's dick, keeping it nice and tight, moaning at the taste of Josh's precome flooding his mouth.
When Matt was certain Josh was ready, he sat back and opened the condom wrapper then slowly rolled it down his dick. He grabbed the lube and poured some on then stroked his dick a couple of times to make sure he was completely covered.
Leaning over Josh, Matt slowly kissed him before asking, "Are you sure you want me to do this?"
Josh opened his eyes, and Matt stared into his blown pupils. Josh licked his lips, nodding slowly. Matt sat back and moved Josh's legs over his arms, lining his dick up with Josh's hole. Maintaining eye contact with Josh, Matt pushed in slowly.
"Push out, Josh. It'll make it easier for you."
Once he was past the muscle, he paused, gasping. He'd heard what it was like, what it felt like to be inside another man, but the descriptions fell short to actually experiencing it. He gripped the sheets in his hands, trying to maintain control. He was ready to come from this alone. After a few shaky breaths and a nod from Josh, he slowly pushed in, gritting his teeth, sweat breaking out over his skin. The feeling of Josh surrounding his dick was amazing.
When he was completely in, he slowly lowered himself onto Josh and held his face in the palm of his hands. "You okay?" Matt asked him.
Josh's eyes were closed, mouth open as he panted. He opened them and nodded. "Yeah, just don't move yet."
"I won't move until you tell me to."
A few seconds later, Josh nodded, and Matt slowly pulled out. He closed his eyes at the sensations he felt. Josh was so tight and hot, and Matt wasn't sure how long he would be able to last for. He moved slowly at first, giving Josh the chance to adjust, enjoying the sensation.
"I don't think I'm gonna last long," he muttered.
He felt Josh move his legs and wrap them around his waist and slowly Josh moved his hips up to meet his thrusts. Josh's arms wrapped around him and Matt leant down to kiss him. Matt could feel their bodies sliding against each other as sweat coated their skin. He tried to keep the pace slow and steady, but within minutes, he was moving faster and harder in Josh. His balls pulled up, and he reached a hand between them, fisting Josh's dick and stroking him in time with his thrusts.
Josh's hands gripped Matt's arse cheeks, and Matt watched as Josh threw his head back, seeing the tendons standing out in his neck. Josh cried out, his body stiffening and jerking under Matt. Matt squeezed his eyes tightly shut when Josh's hole clenched around him, but he thrust into him harder, trying to prolong Josh's pleasure, wanting Josh to enjoy his first time.
Within seconds, Matt was also coming, and he dropped his head onto Josh's shoulder, biting him hard as waves of pleasure rolled through him. He shuddered, his hips jerking, his orgasm rushing over him. It was so good. So good. When he'd finished, he lay on top of Josh, panting. Goosebumps appeared on his skin as the sweat on it cooled, and Matt shivered slightly. He felt Josh move beneath him and he raised his head to look down at him. He leant down, kissing him before he pulled back, grabbing the base of the condom.
As he pulled out slowly, he heard Josh gasp, and Matt glanced down at him. "Sorry."
"Not your fault."
Matt nodded, stood, and went to the bathroom to dispose of the condom and wet a washcloth to clean Josh.
When he returned, Josh sat up, leaning against the headboard. Matt cleaned his stomach and chest as Josh watched. He closed his eyes when Josh ran his fingers through his hair and opened them to look at him.
"Move in."
Matt opened and closed his mouth several times before he was able to answer. "I'm not sure..." He trailed off. He didn't want to upset Josh.
"Not yet. I'm not good yet, but I will be, and when I am, I want you here with me."
Matt tilted his head, and he watched Josh, thinking about his offer. "Give it few months. I'm not saying no, but –"
"I understand. I've hurt you. I fucked this up." Josh rubbed his face with his hand, the other still touching Matt. "You need to trust me, right?"
"Yeah. I'm not saying no, but let's give it some time. You've so much happening right now with work, and your parents, and being a dad. Then there's the counselling."
"I know, but you'll be there, won't you?"
"Course I will. There's nowhere else I want to be."
"I love you."
"I love you too, Josh."
"So, ya stayin'?" Josh smiled at him.
Matt smiled back and leaned forward, kissing him. "Always."
Epilogue
Six months later
"You could have picked a better time than now to move, Matt," Tom said as he carried a suitcase up the stairs to Josh's apartment. "You could've waited until you had a ground floor apartment, not a fourth floor one."
"Shut up, Tom."
"Fuck you, Josh."
"No thanks. I'd rather Matt did that."
"Like being bottom boy, d'ya?"
"Yep. Don't you? Seb can't be that bad in the sack."
Tom dropped the suitcase he'd been carrying, putting his hand on his hips. "Seb is fuckin' great. He does this thing with his tongue--"
"Please, will you just shut up. All I've heard all day is you two bickering." Seb told them as he carried the Christmas tree. "And stop discussing our sex life, Tom."
"Hey. Does this mean I get Matt's old room now?" Luke asked.
"My bed's not even cold yet, Luke." Matt stopped and stared at Luke.
Luke shrugged. "So?"
"Couldn't wait to be rid of me?" Matt asked, smiling at him.
Luke shrugged, stuck his tongue out, and pushed past him into the living room. Matt glanced at the others, seeing them laughing.
"Bastards," Matt muttered, flopping down next to Luke on the sofa.
"So, we decorating then?" Luke asked, glancing around the living room.
"After we've eaten," Seb informed them, dropping the tree on the floor.
"Take out then?"
"No. I've booked us into the Italian down the road and Geoff and Ben are joining us. So, let's finish bringing everything in, and then we can head over."
"You didn't have to–" Josh started to say.
"I know, but I did. So come on, let's get finished."
Twenty minutes later, everything had been brought in. As they walked to the restaurant, Seb turned to Matt and Josh.
"Christmas at mine? After we've been to see Nate?"
Josh looked at Matt before smiling at Seb. "No place we'd rather be."
The End
Thank You
Thanks for reading The Bonds Within. I hope you enjoyed it and fell in love with Matt, and eventually, Josh. I'd be grateful if you could leave a short review on Amazon. Your support really does make a difference and I read all the reviews personally so I can get your feedback and make this book even better.
The idea for this book came to me when listening to a song about a hidden love because the partner didn't want anyone to know he was gay.
I spoke with people who had been in this situation and used their experiences when writing The Bonds Within. I hope I did them justice.
Book Four, Luke's story, will be out in 2018.
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About the Author
Megs Pritchard lives in England and is a mother to two small boys. When she isn't working or being mummy, she is busy writing about complex characters that know the harsh realities of life but want a HEA.
A lover of M/M and M/F romances she believes everyone deserves to be happy, healthy and loved.
Growing up in a military family, Megs has travelled Europe and has a great deal of respect and gratitude for all the men and women who have and who still serve. Her dream job was to be a Bomb Disposal Expert and even had her own 'kit' when she was younger.
She is cu
rrently working on her first full length series called Second Chances.
Coming Soon
Breaking Free
Book Four in the Second Chances Series
Releasing Feb 2018
Books by Megs Pritchard
Valentine's Surprise - Standalone Novella
Crossing Desires Series:
Awakening
Struggle
Terrible Twos - Standalone Novel
Second Chances Series:
Take A Chance
New Beginnings
The Bonds Within
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