A Boy Like You (Like Us Book 1)

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by Ginger Scott


  He sort of chuckles out that last part, amused as he imagines an open and welcoming house. I hold my mouth firm and keep the painful laugh I want to respond with inside this time. “Yeah, he’s a good coach like that,” I say in an even tone.

  Truth is, other than Kyle, one of my dad’s players has never just dropped by for dinner. If someone did, though, I have no doubt they’d be treated like royalty, and nothing like family at all. If his players were like family, they’d feel like ghosts that drift around our house, only acknowledged when they really screw up. I wish he treated his family like his players.

  Slumping back in my seat, I resign myself to having concocted an amazingly lavish fantasy, and I go back to just thinking Wes Stokes is a hot new guy at school with an abrasive personality. And I’m almost convinced of it, until Mr. Coughlin reads through roll call for the day.

  “And what do you prefer to go by, Mr. Stokes? Wes or…”

  “Wes,” He interjects quickly, his shoulders suddenly stiff. “I go by Wes…”

  “Got it, so the other name…” he says, clicking through the list of students on his computer and eyeballing the rest of us.

  “Just Wes,” he repeats, his voice a little firmer, shoulders stiffer.

  “What about the other name?” I say quietly, barely under my breath, a whisper escaping. Wes turns his head a fraction to the side, and I know he heard me, but he leans forward instead, increasing the distance between my body and his. I bet he’s regretting his seating choice now.

  Taryn and TK both showed up at lunch, as I predicted. I caught him nibbling at her neck just outside the cafeteria as I was walking up. He headed out to the parking lot before I approached them, and I saw him jump into the back of the truck with his brothers.

  I picked at my fries throughout lunch while Taryn caught me up on all things TK—he likes football better than baseball, he’s a good kisser, and he’s taking her out this weekend. Those were the highlights. We usually hang out at Conner and Kyle’s on Saturday nights, so it’s looking like I’ll be walking there. They only live a few blocks away, and the slightly risky walk at night is still better than hanging out at my house and waiting for my dad to stumble in, or better yet, to call me and beg me for a ride. It’s cruel every time it happens—the only time I can drive his damn car is when I’m picking him up from puking on himself.

  I’m trying not to be snarky with Taryn over TK. She does this with guys, though—gets a crush, and it accelerates at a hundred miles per hour until she’s suddenly neck deep in a suffocating relationship with the guy in a matter of days. Guys just fall for her—hard. Taryn Rodriguez is beautiful. Her body curves, and her boobs are enormous. It’s one thing she’s always had that I envied. I’m jealous of her home life too—two older sisters in college and married parents who think she walks on water, even when we land our asses in trouble. Yeah, I’d trade my best features for her bra size and dinner at their family table any day.

  Taryn is still crushing on TK while we load the balls back in the bucket from hitting practice. She’s starting to repeat things, and normally I call her on it, but the boy standing next to my father three hundred yards away distracts me.

  Of course, my dad likes him. And he doesn’t just like him. He’s living vicariously through him, practically foaming at the mouth over the fact that Wes Stokes is his to coach and train. My dad was a pitcher in college until he hurt his arm. He and my mom had been dating for three years, and she married him right before they graduated. I think she had high hopes that he’d make a comeback and get drafted by a team. Instead, she wound up married to a high school PE teacher and coach who preferred to live in rural California and hated L.A.

  My mom loved the city. The compromise was Bakersfield, which is very much not a big city. My dad became a legend of a coach here, and he’ll die here. I know this much. My mom must have too.

  I’m careful how I watch Wes. Taryn’s already asked me if I have a thing for him, and I told her he was hot, but seemed like an asshole. A fair summation, I believe, even if I left out a few details, like my twisted theory that he’s literally my childhood hero.

  He’s working on grip technique with my dad now. I can tell by the way they’re trading the ball, practicing stances while Wes moves the ball in his hand behind his back. I smirk, because I’m so much like my father. Wes doesn’t hide his grip very well; it’s how I knew exactly what he was going to throw. My dad picked up on that right away and aims to fix it. I’m glad. I’m also sick because I’m like him.

  Maybe I’ll die in Bakersfield too.

  “Trying to get over the fact that he’s an asshole are you?” Taryn teases, throwing a ball toward me and bouncing it off my thigh. Shit. Caught.

  “No,” I sigh, glancing back at them a few times. “Just watching him with my dad. He really likes him.”

  My mouth falls into a tight line, and I busy myself with the balls and the tee, balancing one for my next hit. I check my feet and ready my swing, but before my bat moves, Taryn grabs the ball into her hands.

  “Taryn, don’t,” I protest. She’s reading into this the wrong way now.

  “You should talk to your dad, Joss. Tell him you miss how close you were. You know he misses you too. He’d love to get back to that time when you stood there with him like that,” she says, nodding toward Wes and my father.

  “We’ve had those conversations, Tar. They don’t work. You know they don’t work, because I come live with you for a week after every time,” I say, holding my hand out for the ball. She huffs and puts it on the tee for me, and I pull back and unleash a hard swing. I bend down and replace the ball with a new one, ready to swing again. “And I’m not jealous of my dad’s latest pet project. I’m just pissed that he’s telling him how to hide his pitches better. Now I won’t be able to read them so well.”

  I take another hack and load another ball, but Taryn pulls it away again.

  “I swear to god, Taryn, just stop…” I say, wiping the beads of sweat from my brow and letting my bat slump over my shoulder.

  My friend rolls the ball in her hands a few times, her lips parted and ready, but after a few seconds she closes her mouth and puts the ball back in place, then takes a few steps back so I can swing.

  “Fine, I’m wrong…I guess,” she says. I cut through the ball, sending it ricocheting off one of the poles holding the hitting net. “But…” Taryn starts again. I breathe harder, the heat and the hundreds of swings I’ve already taken starting to catch up to me. I’m too tired to argue with her anymore. I look at her, my lips pursed and my eyes wide—I’ll tolerate one more lecture.

  “You lied about one of those things, Joss, and I know it. And it’s okay, but you know you did,” she says. I shake my head in response, rolling my eyes. “Either you’re jealous of Wes Stokes or you’re into him. It might even be both, Joss, but it sure as hell ain’t neither.”

  I want to protest, but I also want to drop it, because Taryn’s right. She’s more right than I thought she would be too, because yeah…it’s both. But it also doesn’t matter.

  Coach Adams blows his whistle when the sun is starting to set, and I linger behind the rest of my team. I’ve always been a lone wolf out here, Taryn the only real teammate I care to hang out with off the field. The other girls are just different from me. They’re focused on the matching hair ribbons and bows for their cleats, while I’m focused on crushing the competition and the celebration after—with shots and maybe a few of those pills that make everything feel fuzzy and far away. They all also get to go home to bright and shiny families. I’m sure some of them have their own problems, but they’re nothing like mine—and they’re nothing like me.

  I pull the gate closed on the batting cage after putting the buckets of balls away. When I’m locking up, I notice Wes is sitting at the end of the bench in the dugout across from me, also alone. I chuckle to myself because as much as he’s my dad’s pet, he also can’t compete with the six o’clock happy hour at Pete’s that I have no doubt my fathe
r is already halfway on his way to.

  Wes is leaning forward on the bench, his hands moving near his feet, doing something to his cleats. I step to the end of the cage where the netting is thinner and I have a better view, but I stop shy of walking all the way into the open. After a closer look, I realize he’s wiping away the dust and dirt from his shoes, and the scene makes me suck in a breath and hold it.

  He drags the corner of his towel around the toes and sides of his shoes, then stuffs the cloth into his bag, lifting it up and rolling it behind him until he reaches the exit for the dugout.

  The infield dirt is loose, just like the farms a mile or two away, and there’s really no way to walk through it without making deep prints and leaving puffs of dust clouds in your wake. Wes pauses, lifting his bag by the straps up over his shoulder, then steps slowly along the edge, rounding the dugout to a small strip of concrete that runs to the main sidewalk near the locker rooms. I watch him the entire way; he never sees me.

  It’s been eight years since I’ve watched a boy walk along a balance beam in attempt to keep his favorite pair of shoes clean. And I know in my heart I’ve just seen that same boy do it again.

  Three

  Taryn and TK have defied the law of averages, and as much as they appear to be into each other, there also doesn’t seem to be a sign of them getting sick of one another. A week would actually be a record for a Taryn Rodriguez relationship, and dare I admit, I’m rooting for a new record.

  I’m looking forward to getting to know TK more. Taryn talked him into coming to Kyle and Connor’s tonight. I think the Marley boys like him too. Conner seems to like all three Stokes brothers, actually. But Kyle hasn’t said the nicest things about Wes since I’ve gotten to his house tonight. I think he’s just threatened by him. I only know what I’ve seen from my side-glances during practice this week, but even from far away I can tell that Wes is ten times the pitcher Kyle is.

  “Why do you like coming to my house so early, Joss? Hmmmm?” Kyle says, his mouth right over my shoulder as he passes behind me, two cases of beer in either hand.

  “Clearly, it’s because I’m secretly hot for you and can’t get enough, Kyle,” I say in my bored voice. He laughs hard once, then presses his lips down on my bare shoulder in a friendly peck before moving all the way into the kitchen.

  Kyle is me. I’m Kyle. As much as Taryn is my best friend, Kyle is the one I turn to when I need to be destructive, when I’m angry and I want to vent, when I need to show my ugly parts and talk truth. We grew up together, and we both played tee-ball for my dad as kids. Kyle was always my dad’s favorite. Though, my dad goes through his favorites like I do brands of cigarettes. Kyle fell out of favor the first time he got hauled in for drag racing with me in the car. My dad was too drunk to pick me up from the police station, so Mr. Marley took me home.

  My dad benched Kyle for two weeks, and as bad as I felt for my friend, it felt nice that my dad was upset over someone putting me at risk. Then I overheard him having a conversation with Kyle outside his coaching office. He told him he didn’t think I was a good influence on him and that I would ruin his chances at making it to the next level in baseball. Kyle told him he would never walk away from me, and then he called my father pathetic. He’s been last in the rotation ever since. He worked his way up to starting by the end of last season, but only because he throws hard. Wes throws harder; I don’t think he’ll have that luck again this year.

  “So what’s up with your girl and TK?” Kyle smirks, wiggling an eyebrow at me while he rips open one of the beer cases and begins loading his kitchen fridge.

  Kyle’s dad is a wildland firefighter, and his parents are divorced. His dad’s schedule leaves an empty house most weekends, so as long as we help him clean up on Sundays, he always hosts.

  “I don’t know, yo. My girl is pretty smitten with your new shortstop. He seems like a good guy,” I say, tapping my pack of cigarettes in my palm and offering one to Kyle. He shrugs it off.

  “I’m quitting,” he says, and I bunch my brow. Kyle’s the reason I smoke—what the hell? “What? I’m allowed to quit. That shit really is bad for you, and you should quit too.”

  I flip Kyle off and place my cigarette between my lips, standing up from my seat to feel for the lighter in my back pocket.

  “TK, though? Yeah…he’s a good guy. He’s fitting in with the team,” Kyle says, and I know he’s leaving something out.

  “How about Wes and Levi?” I ask, checking my front pockets as well as the floor beneath me for my lighter.

  “Yeah, they’re a’right. Wes is a little…I don’t know…quiet, I guess,” he says, swallowing in the middle of his speech. That’s a jealous swallow, but I give him this one, pretending I don’t notice.

  “Dude, have you seen my lighter?” I ask, both hands deep in my back pockets again as if that four-inch space against my ass cheeks is going to suddenly produce the Zippo it’s been hiding all along. The second I turn around, I’m face-to-face with Wes. I smile, cigarette still perched in my lips, and I feel like an asshole.

  “You probably forgot it. You’re always forgetting it,” Kyle says behind me.

  “Yeah,” I say, pulling the cigarette from my lips and sliding it back in the pack I’ve left on the counter.

  “You should quit anyway,” Wes says, moving into the seat next to the one I’d just left.

  “Probably,” I say, refusing to make eye contact with him again. “I’ve been hearing that a lot lately.”

  Kyle chuckles, and I hold up my middle finger against the other side of my face, which only makes him laugh harder.

  “Joss! I feel like I haven’t seen you since you lit my brother up on the mound,” Levi says, reaching around me for a hug. It surprises me; my hands awkwardly pat at his arms. I catch Kyle’s face over his back as he’s laughing at me so hard he’s squinting, and I scowl, which only pushes him into a gut-busting kind of laughter.

  “Joss lit you up?” Kyle finally asks, leaning over the other side of the counter, handing a beer to Wes. He takes it in his hand and pulls back the tab, which surprises me. I didn’t expect Rule Follower to drink. I also didn’t expect Kyle to be so hospitable to him. It’s a night full of surprises it seems.

  “She did,” Wes says, nodding before taking a long chug, which I swear he’s doing just to prove to me that he does, in fact, break rules. I watch his lips leave the can and the movement feels like it happens in slow motion. I look down after one side of his mouth lifts into a smile again. He’s grinning because he caught me watching him. I wince knowing everyone saw me looking at him, and I bet I looked all doe-eyed.

  “It’s because you don’t know how to hide your grip,” I shrug, daring to glance up at him as if looking at him is no big deal to me. His eyes meet mine instantly, and I inelegantly attempt to look away.

  “We’ve been working on that,” he says through a soft laugh that comes from his chest. It makes me turn my head to the side and glare at his chest, and the way his dark gray shirt hugs his muscles, and the thin chain that peeks out from under the collar of his T-shirt, and his neck, and the golden color of his skin. I get up and move to the other side of the counter next to Kyle so I stop looking at him, so others don’t make assumptions, and to check myself.

  “I knew my dad would like you,” I say softly, my eyes trained on the beer now cuddled between my hands on the counter. Kyle’s foot rests next to mine, and I know he’s telling me it’s okay, that Wes replaced him too.

  “Who wants to play I Never, bitches?” Taryn busts into the kitchen with TK’s arm around her, more beer in his other arm. He slides it on the counter and slaps hands with Kyle, pulling him in for a hug. He’s hugging me seconds later, and I can’t help but laugh out loud through the grin pressing into my cheeks. It’s as if TK has been in our circle since it was formed.

  I let go of him, letting him return his arm to Taryn, who snuggles in quickly. She’s fallen hard, but somehow, this time feels different. I notice Wes stand up nearby, crink
ling his can and moving around the counter toward Kyle, holding it and asking where to recycle. His can isn’t even empty yet. He looks anxious, and I see the subtleties in his eyes. He’s looking for some place to go, something to do. He’s hiding, even though it’s out in the open, and I realize—as much as Levi and TK are at home—Wes is an alien.

  I notice Conner, Kyle’s brother, in the living room, so I nod over my shoulder for Wes to follow me into the other room. I’m not sure he’s come with me until I feel his weight sink in next to me on the worn leather sofa.

  Conner is lining cups around the coffee table, and Wes tilts his head with a strange look. I recognize it, so I fill in the blanks for him.

  “They’re twins,” I say.

  “Ahhh, yeah. They’re like…identical,” Wes says, his eyes still stuck on Conner with the same amazement as he would have watching baby chicks hatch.

  “Yep, identical. That’s a thing,” I smile. He shakes his head slightly and looks to me with a lopsided grin. “They must not have any weird oddities like that in Nevada?”

  “Ha, yeah…they do. I just…I didn’t know there were two of them,” he says, gesturing to the kitchen where Kyle is still talking with Wes’s brothers.

  “We’re totally different, though,” Conner finally speaks, stepping around the table to shake Wes’s hand. He rarely speaks. Not that he can’t, he’s just not the social butterfly his brother is. Two carbon-copy blond hotties—though only Kyle has the surfer body—and green eyes, the Marley twins are meant to walk two diverging paths in life. Conner will probably be our class valedictorian, whereas Kyle will scrape by with a 2.0. However, Kyle can take a punch and throw an eighty-five-mile-per-hour fastball. Conner couldn’t break a window with a rock.

 

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