by Star, Amy
Everything went into slow motion then, and even now as he thought about it, everything was a blur. Somehow they had pulled Kieran away from the monster, and Arthur had fired again and missed. They’d made it to the outboard and then he’d seen another person – a woman. She had screamed at the bear and then both of them had disappeared back into the woods.
Impossible, he wanted to blurt. In the other room, Kieran made another groaning sound.
“I’m going back to that island,” he repeated.
Kyle gave a curt nod. “Then I’m coming with you, Art… you’re not doing this alone. Sean can take the Pygmalion back on his own. And you’re going to need another gun, I think. But just what do you plan to do? You… you saw it, too… that kid, he was a bear.”
Arthur wasn’t prepared to give his friend his theory, not just yet. Not until he could confirm it with his own eyes and preferably at the end of his own rifle. Yes, the kid had been a bear. And, he suspected, the woman who had appeared on the beach probably was too. Shifters. The legends were almost impossible to believe, but… his eyes flashed.
What could be a better test of a hunter’s skill then to bring in something so rare, so exotic that it defied the imagination? He licked his lips and gave Kyle a stern look.
“Get your goddamn gun, then,” he said. “Five minutes. Time to take this fight to them.”
CHAPTER FIVE
Chris opened his eyes slowly and tried to speak, his lips were parched and was pleading for water, but no sound came. It took a few moments for him to remember where he was. He saw the rafters of the cabin’s roof, the smell of his own sheets and an animal sort of odor that hung about him like a wraith, the whispering boughs of cedar trees through the single-paned window. The island.
He grunted and tried to readjust his posture but was rewarded with the effort by a twisting, jagged pain that speared through his shoulder and radiated into his chest. He gasped, not daring to scream aloud, but wondering what sort of fire had taken over his muscles. He looked down and saw a thin white wrap criss-crossing his shoulder blade, the center darkened to an almost rust color. I’ve been shot, he remembered and laid his head back down on the pillow.
It all seemed like a horrible chapter in some dusty paperback. The island. He’d been here six months already, acting as a patron for Dylan who was undergoing his final rite of initiation as a bear. And Sarah, how could he forget the beautiful, kind, incipient Sarah? She was to be Dylan’s bride, although he imagined she was taking the role with somewhat less motivation than most maidens. Then he remembered the poachers.
He closed his eyes against the memory of pain and fire. They’d shot Dylan and he was naked and bleeding on the sand when Chris had found him. Rage had overpowered his good sense, and he’d charged the poachers, fully shifted into the mighty brown grizzly. He’d injured – perhaps, killed? – one of them in the heat of the moment. Another of the poachers had shot him.
It was all a blur after that except that he had forced himself to stay as a bear as long as he could, hoping that it would give him more time to heal. How did I get back, he wondered. Probably Dylan, he thought. This was not the sort of training he had had in mind for his young disciple. He wiped his eyes with the back of his hand and tried to speak again.
Before he could utter a word, the door opened slightly with a creak and he saw Sarah push it wide with her knee. Both of her slender pale arms were occupied with a tray and his eyes widened at the aroma of salmon and herbs. She had on her iconic green bandana, forest green, that pushed up on her forehead and caused her silky black hair to jut out behind in a flared tail.
“Breakfast is served,” she said, using the back of her bare leg to close the door again.
“Smells and looks amazing…” Chris said, struggling to a sitting position.
“How do you feel?” her voice changed, and although his attention was on the food, he knew she was scrutinizing the tight bandages on his shoulder. “You… you had a fever for a few days. I’ve never seen someone burn so hot… we were all really worried. Does… it still hurt?”
“Imagine it’ll hurt for awhile,” he said, trying to grin, while taking a bite out of a piece of toast, “but the bullet went clean through. Now it’s just a matter of knitting. What’s the situation?”
She seemed reluctant to speak. Chris saw something play across her expression but let it go. His first impression of Sarah had been very much like Dylan’s, he supposed. She was strong, stronger than she let on but she had a stubborn way of needing to prove it – sometimes even she overestimated how strong she was but he didn’t think it was his role to intervene.
“Dylan….is better. Still dizzy,” she said, referring to the bullet graze that had clipped his forehead, above his ear. “He’s taken to walking the trails, trying to make sure that the poachers don’t return. He…”
“He thinks they will,” Chris said. It wasn’t a question. The two of them had grown up together and in the time they’d spend on the island, Chris felt as if he’d come to understand his young friend in a decidedly intimate way. As patron, it was, after all, his duty to understand what Dylan was going to do before he did it.
Sarah merely nodded, her jaw stiffened as she sat down on the side of his bed and looked out the window. Chris fidgeted uncomfortably and tried to avoid the silence by picking at his salmon, but he knew there was too much not being said on both ends. She looked different this morning, although he found himself unable to localize what exactly had changed.
“What do you think?” he finally queried. His voice was barely a voice, it seemed to blend into the automatic sounds of everything around him, the shuffling of the sheets, the clink of the fork.
“I don’t know,” she said, pivoting on her torso. “They shot both of you. And… the other one…” Her chin was drawn tightly, and he noticed the small divot in her upper lip, just under her nose, and how it dimpled as she pursed her mouth. I’m missing something, he realized.
“It was a mistake,” he said at last, referring to the poacher he had wounded. “I let my instincts get the better of me.”
“If you hadn’t, Dylan would probably be dead,” she reminded.
That didn’t soften the blow or the implications of what he had done. He shuffled his back again, trying to remain in a sitting position. His massive chest heaved gently with each breath, like a sail of muscle catching wind. In his heart, he also believed they would return. They had started something by shooting Dylan, but he had kept it going by nearly killing one of theirs. They’ll be back, he mused, the thought hardening like cement in his mind, and stronger than ever.
He saw Sarah turn her head away again, as if trying to avoid eye contact, and his hand unconsciously went out and touched her own, which was propped on the sheets. She didn’t pull away, but her head snapped in his direction.
“You saved my life, too,” he whispered. “I won’t forget it.”
“This is such a mess,” she shook her head. His hand tightened over the small ball of her fist and she let out a single sob and turned her head away from him again. “Don’t look at me.”
He flinched but couldn’t help resisting a smile. Suzy often had done the same thing, as if not being able to see something negated its existence. Whether that meant hiding her face during a scary movie at the cinema, or turning away so that other people couldn’t identify the pain written on her face. He went rigid and removed his hand. Suzy. It’d been years since she’d died, and yet the specter of her memory still haunted him. Sweet Suzy, whom he’d met during his initiation.
This isn’t Suzy, he reminded himself shamefully. This is Sarah, Dylan’s mate, knock of your sentimentalism old man. He finished off the food on his plate and his stomach growled in response, grateful for the nutrients. The process of healing, especially for shifters, took a lot of energy, and he had been in a fever dream for nearly two days. He realized now that he was still ravenous.
“Give Dylan my compliments,” he said, trying to lighten the mood, and succee
ding, barely. “Listen, we’re all fine, okay? Look at me…” he touched her hand again until she looked at him with those deep cavernous eyes. “All alive, and hungry as a bear oughta be, right?”
She chuckled at his casual demeanor. “Fair enough. I’ll stop worrying… but I think we should try and figure out what we’re going to do, if they come back.”
Or when, he thought judiciously, but covered it with an assenting nod. “Agreed, we should-” he almost choked on his own spittle when he realized what they had overlooked. “The radio! The satellite radio!” Sarah was almost startled off the bed by his exclamation. She gaped at the man the way one might gape at a wild dog – unsure whether it will lick your hand or bite your throat. Chris coughed and tried to clear his throat. “Sorry… just, when you’ve been living without conveniences for such a long time, you tend to forget they even exist… there’s a satellite radio, in my closet. Use it to contact the mainland but only in an emergency.”
Sarah obediently went to the closet and pulled out the Army green plastic-shielded satellite phone. It was bulky and heavy, in the same way that Chris was, and she thought they made a suitable pair. “I think this qualifies as an emergency,” she said, and turned it on. “There’s… there’s no signal.”
He nodded. “Takes… awhile, sometimes, to get a signal.”
“Well, this is the first bit of good news we’ve had in awhile,” she said out loud.
*
Meanwhile, Dylan was busy patrolling the winding trails that led over the island. The island itself wasn’t huge but it was big enough that if you didn’t know the lay of the land you could end up getting lost quite easily. Tall groves of pale-trunked cedars littered the underbrush, reaching high into the sky with their lofty boughs, interspersed here and there with the smooth blood-colored trunks of arbutus that winded in precarious serpentine tessellations. Down by the shoreline the stronger, hardier straight-trunked sequoia stood like sentries, guarding the interior of the island like a windbreak.
Dylan knew all these trees by heart, but more importantly, he knew where they were localized. In the six months he’d spent training his body and his mind to better adapt to the shift from human to bear and back again, he’d come to know the island as well as he knew his own name. All he had to do was speak it, and the topography opened up to him. This morning, he skirted some of the watersheds, the small creeks and streams that speckled the island, many of them dark as well-steeped tea with the bled off tannins of trees. Although, recently, the streams were quite clear. Just wait for the next rain storm, he chuckled to himself.
Chris hated when the water turned a dark brown even though it was perfectly safe to drink (arguably even better, considering it was laced with minerals and vitamins), the older man had a hard time dealing with it. But Dylan had another purpose in tracing the water streams. Here and there, in the wetter patches of mud and lowland grass, grew a number of plants and herbs endemic to the west coast that could be used as a sort of medicine and antiseptic for Chris’ wounds.
In all likelihood, his patron was out of the woods in terms of the infection but he still worried. It took a lot to take a giant like Chris down. I guess a 30 aught 6 rifle would do it, he thought, trying not to recall the events of the two days past. He still had a nasty cut on his forehead covered with Sarah’s dressing. It would leave a deep and wide scar, even though she’d managed to sew it together.
The images in his mind turned from blood, pain and pressure to that fateful night, when he and Sarah had finally consummated their marriage-to-be and made love. He blushed in spite of himself, recalling the feel of her warm body sliding against his, the feel of her pulse through a breast or a thigh, or her own stunted breathing gasping into his ear. Maybe it was the stress that had driven them to it; maybe it was being trapped on an island. These were his excuses – his rationale – for avoiding the more obvious answer.
She’s fallen in love with me, he dared to think. And what about me? He searched his feelings, and while he could say with certainty that he felt strongly about her, he wasn’t sure what to call it. “Gah,” he moaned out loud, slipping on a stone and splashing up to his ankle in muddy water. He looked down and tried to peel off the grime on his hairy leg with his finger and threw it back in the small stream. And there, just upstream, he saw what he’d been looking for.
The mud forgotten, a smile drew on his broad lips and he pulled back the heavy black sheaf of hair that had started to grow shaggy and slide wave-like over his broad brow. His blue eyes centered on the spiny plant. He took out the knife from his waistband and began to saw at one of the pale stalks. Devil’s Club, an aptly named water-borne plant with fearsome nettles. He swore as his hand slipped and received a stinging reward for his efforts but it could be made into a tea and would help with Chris’ recovery. The dank heavy smell of it was pungent that he had to turn his nose away from it as he gripped a handful of the shoots and, satisfied with his bounty, started back toward the cabin.
His shirt was already wet with sweat, and clung to him uncomfortably, so he peeled it off and stuck it in the waistband of his pants next to the knife. Young full muscles rippled with promise. All the time spent clambering up hillsides, running, and climbing trees had given him a lithe and dexterous frame, no longer the boyish musculature that he had arrived on the island with. Now, there was something mature, something thick and hardened to him, a comfortableness with the flex and ease of tendons and the wiry flesh that concealed them.
He had taken to going barefoot on the island. It felt good to feel the earth under him and it gave him additional grip as well. He felt as if he was truly returning to his roots, so to speak. Bears had no need for hiking boots or sandals and he had begun to take a certain pride in the endurance of his feet; they had hardened, turning into thick callused pads, and he could easily run the rocky root-wracked trails without fear of cutting his feet, which he did now.
Autumn was fast approaching, and he could feel a small snap in the air, like the warning of what was to come. With the passing of the season, new smells began to unearth themselves, lacing the air with their own sweet aromas like calligraphy. He suspected that was why the training took so long. It was the initiation that every male shifter had to undergo and it wasn’t just about learning how to shift or get in touch with the inner bear that resided in his kind. It was a process that was designed to inform the novitiate about the cycle of things, the one restless constant that pervaded all existence – change.
I wonder if that’s what Chris is trying to teach me, he thought, a bit contemptuously. He had nothing but respect for his oldest friend in the world, but he was a bit frustrated with the protocol the elders had enforced. Not the least was the way in which they had had him select his mate: a small booklet with a profile list of different women of ideal mating age, who had been carefully chosen as appropriate candidates. Based on what criteria, he wanted to shout.
No, it wasn’t Chris’ fault. And neither was it Sarah’s. He had brought her to the island in the first place, and even though there had been a tepid connection between them, it had quickly turned on its heel. But it was he who had put her in the danger they were now facing, and he couldn’t escape that lingering fact. His pace quickened as he ran, barefoot and shirtless, fresh sweat slick on his back and forehead, as a frown overtook his clean-shaven cheeks.
Before he made it back to the cabin, he veered off one of the lesser used trails, already starting to overgrow with salal and ferns that hovered over top of it, creating a mini canopy that seemed to be trying to hide any evidence of human or bear. He smirked and bushwhacked through it, the speed of his sprint causing the ferns to shudder in his wake as though they’d been jostled. He knew that the trail edged over several high granite cliffs that gave a relatively good view of the bay to the northeast of the island. That’s where the poacher’s had come from, and if they tried to land on the island again, that would be the best place to run aground.
He slowed consciously as he neared the cliffs
. He could already see the grey-blue break of the ocean and horizon through the trees ahead and crouched low, going down on all fours, as he peered over the side, his face framed by the foliage. Nothing. That was good news, but in a way, the waiting and expectation, the constant threat of them possibly returning, was even worse. Part of him hoped he might see the small white mark of a boat ploughing the waves, something that would clarify the danger for him, bring it into a physical and real light, rather than this dancing around what-ifs and shadows.
When he got back to the cabin, Sarah was outside rooting through the small fenced off garden behind. She still had on her running shorts and tank-top. He watched her wipe at her brow with the back of her hand, smudging the top of her eyebrows with dirt. She almost didn’t hear him until he was right at the gate.
“Geezus!” she said, gasping and almost stepping on the tomato plants. “Don’t do that!”
“Sorry,” he held up both hands defensively. “Force of habit. When you’re in bear form long enough, you tend to want to walk like one. Real quiet. How’s Chris, is he awake?”
She nodded and squatted down, plucking several ripe tomatoes into the wicker basket beside her. He noticed with sly grin that she had started to follow his example, going bare foot at every opportunity. Already her toes and her soles were dark, like someone had penciled them in.
“I think he’s still weak… I don’t think he’ll be able to walk, much less run, should the occasion warrant it,” she said, and a look flashed between them. Both of them had started to think in terms of worst-case-scenario, which did little to improve the morale that loomed down on them like growing stalagmites. “But! He remembered about the radio…”
Dylan snapped his fingers and felt like hitting himself in the head. “I’m such an idiot,” he exclaimed. “I’d completely forgotten. Truth be told, I don’t even have the access code for it… another one of the elder’s rules. Thank goodness for Chris. Did you two get a signal out?”
