by Steve Alten
“Nessie? Nessie’s folklore. I’m speakin’ o’ a curse wrought by nature, a curse that’s haunted the Wallace men since the passin’ o’ Robert the Bruce.”
“I dinnae understand.”
Growing angry, he dragged me awkwardly to the edge of Aldourie Pier. “Look doon, laddie. Look doon intae the Loch an’ tell me whit ye see?”
I leaned out carefully over the edge, my heart pattering in my bony chest. “I dinnae see anythin’, the water’s too black.”
“Aye, but if yer eyes could penetrate the depths, ye’d see intae the dragon’s lair. The de’il lurks doon there, but it can sense oor presence, it can smell the fear in oor blood. By day the Loch’s ours, for the beast prefers the depths, but God help ye at night when she rises tae feed.”
“If the monster’s real, then I’ll rig a lure an’ bring her up.”
“Is that so? An’ who be ye? Wiser men have tried an’ failed, an’ looked foolish in their efforts, whilst a bigger price wis paid by those drowned who ventured out oot night.”
“Ye’re jist tryin’ tae scare me. I’m no’ feart o’ a myth.”
“Tough words. Very well, runt, show me how brave ye are. Dive in. Go on, laddie, go for a swim and let her get a good whiff o’ ye.”
He pushed me toward the edge and I gagged at his breath, but held tight to his belt buckle.
“Jist as I thought.”
Frightened, I pried myself loose and ran from the pier, the tears streaming down my cheeks.
“Ye think I’m hard on ye, laddie? Well, life’s hard, an’ I’m nothin’ compared tae that monster. Ye best pay attention, for the curse skips every other generation, which means ye’re marked. That dragon lurks in the shadow o’ yer soul, and one day ye’ll cross paths. Then what will ye dae? Will ye stand and fight like a warrior, like brave Sir William an’ his kin, or will ye cower an’ run, lettin’ the dragon haunt ye for the rest o’ yer days?”
* * *
Leaning out over the starboard rail, I searched for my reflection in the Sargasso’s glassy surface.
Seventeen years had passed since my father’s “dragon” lecture, seventeen long years since my mother had divorced him and moved us to New York. In that time I had lost my accent and learned that my father was right, that I was indeed haunted by a dragon, only his name was Angus Wallace.
Arriving in a foreign land is never easy for a boy, and the physical and psychological baggage I carried from my childhood left me fodder for the bullies of my new school. At least in Drumnadrochit I had allies like my pal, True MacDonald, but here I was all alone, a fish out of water, and there were many a dark day that I seriously considered ending my life.
And then I met Mr. Tkalec.
Joe Tkalec was our middle school’s science teacher, a kind Croatian man with rectangular glasses, a quick wit, and a love for poetry. Seeing that the “Scottish weirdo” was being picked on unmercifully, Mr. Tkalec took me under his wing, allowing me special classroom privileges like caring for his lab animals, small deeds that helped nurture my self-image. After school, I’d ride my bike over to Mr. Tkalec’s home, which contained a vast collection of books.
“Zachary, the human mind is the instrument that determines how far we’ll go in life. There’s only one way to develop the mind and that’s to read. My library’s yours, select any book and take it home, but return only after you’ve finished it.”
The first volume I chose was the oldest book in his collection, The Origins of an Evolutionist, my eyes drawn by the author’s name, Alfred Russel Wallace.
Born in 1823, Alfred Wallace was a brilliant British evolutionist, geographer, anthropologist, and theorist, often referred to as Charles Darwin’s right-hand man, though their ideas were not always in step. In his biography, Alfred mentioned that he too was a direct descendant of William Wallace, making us kin, and that he also suffered childhood scars brought about by an overbearing father.
The thought of being related to Alfred Wallace instantly changed the way I perceived myself, and his words regarding adaptation and survival put wind in my fallen sails.
“... we have here an acting cause to account for that balance so often observed in Nature—a deficiency in one set of organs always being compensated by an increased development of some others ...”
My own obstinate father, a man who had never finished grammar school, had labeled me weak, his incessant badgering (I need tae make ye a man, Zachary) fostering a negative self-image. Yet here was my great-uncle Alfred, a brilliant man of science, telling me that if my physique made me vulnerable, then another attribute could be trained to compensate.
That attribute would be my intellect.
My appetite for academics and the sciences became voracious. Within months I established myself as the top student in my class, by the end of the school year, I was offered the chance to skip the next grade. Mr. Tkalec continued feeding me information, while his roommate, a retired semipro football player named Troy, taught me to hone my body into something more formidable to my growing list of oppressors.
For the first time in my life, I felt a sense of pride. At Troy’s urging, I tried out for freshman football. Aided by my tutor’s coaching and a talent for alluding defenders (acquired, no doubt, on the pitch back in Drumnadrochit) I rose quickly through the ranks, and by the end of my sophomore year, I found myself the starting tailback for our varsity football team.
Born under the shadow of a Neanderthal, I had evolved into Homo sapiens, and I refused to look back.
Mr. Tkalec remained my mentor until I graduated, helping me secure an academic scholarship at Princeton. Respecting my privacy, he seldom broached subjects concerning my father, though he once told me that Angus’s dragon story was simply a metaphor for the challenges that each of us must face in life. “Let your anger go, Zack, you’re not hurting anyone but yourself.”
Gradually I did release my contempt for Angus, but unbeknownst to both Mr. Tkalec and myself, there was still a part of my childhood that remained buried in the shadows of my soul, something my subconscious mind refused to acknowledge.
Angus had labeled it a dragon.
If so, the Sargasso was about to set it free.
* * *
The afternoon haze seemed endless, the air lifeless, the Sargasso as calm as the Dead Sea. It was my third day aboard the Manhattanville, a 162-foot research vessel designed for deep-sea diving operations. The forward half of the boat, four decks high, held working laboratories and accommodations for a dozen crew members, six technicians, and twenty-four scientists. The aft deck, flat and open, was equipped with a twenty-one-ton A-frame PVS crane system, capable of launching and retrieving the boat’s small fleet of remotely operated vehicles (ROVs) and its primary piece of exploration equipment, the Massett-6, a vessel designed specifically for bathymetric and bottom profiling.
It was aboard the Massett-6 in this dreadful sea that I hoped to set my own reputation beside that of my great Uncle Alfred.
Our three-day voyage had delivered us to the approximate center of the Sargasso. Clumps of golden brown seaweed mixed with black tar balls washed gently against our boat, staining its gleaming white hull a chewing tobacco brown as we waited for sunset, our first scheduled dive.
Were there dragons waiting for me in the depths? Ancient mariners once swore as much. The Sargasso was considered treacherous, filled with sea serpents and killer weeds that could entwine a ship’s keel and drag it under. Superstition? No doubt, but as in all legend, there runs a vein of truth. Embellishments of eye-witnessed accounts become lore over time, and the myth surrounding the Sargasso was no different.
The real danger lies in the sea’s unusual weather. The area is almost devoid of wind, and many a sailor who once entered these waters in tall sailing ships never found their way out.
As our vessel was steel, powered by twin diesel engines and a 465- horsepower bow thruster, I had little reason to worry.
Ah, how the seeds of cockiness blossom when
soiled in ignorance.
While fate’s clouds gathered ominously on my horizon, all my metallic-blue eyes perceived were fair skies. Still young at twenty-five, I had already earned a bachelor’s and master’s degree from Princeton and a doctorate from the University of California at San Deigo, and three of my papers on cetacean communication had recently been published in Nature and Science. I had been invited to sit on the boards of several prominent oceanographic councils, and, while teaching at Florida Atlantic University, I had invented an underwater acoustics device—a device responsible for this very voyage of discovery, accompanied by a film crew shooting a documentary sponsored by none other than National Geographic Explorer.
By society’s definition, I was a success, always planning my work, working my plan, my career the only life I ever wanted. Was I happy? Admittedly, my emotional barometer may have been a bit off-kilter. I was pursuing my dreams, and that made me happy, yet it always seemed like there was a dark cloud hanging over head. My fiancée, Lisa, a “sunny” undergrad at FAU, claimed I had a “restless soul,” attributing my demeanor to being too tightly wound.
“Loosen up, Zack. You think way too much, it’s why you get so many migraines. Cut loose once in a while, get high on life instead of always analyzing it. All this left-brain thinking is a turnoff”
I tried “turning off,” but found myself too much of a control freak to let myself go.
One person whose left brain had stopped functioning long ago was David James Caldwell II. As I quickly learned, the head of FAU’s oceanography department was a self-promoting hack who had maneuvered his way into a position of tenure based solely on his ability to market the achievements of his staff Six years my superior, with four years less schooling, David nevertheless presented himself to our sponsors as if he were my mentor, me, his protégé. “Gentlemen, members of the board, with my help, Zachary Wallace could become this generation’s Jacques Cousteau.”
David had arranged our journey, but it was my invention that made it all possible—a cephalopod lure, designed to attract the ocean’s most elusive predator, Architeuthis dux, the giant squid.
Our first dive was scheduled for nine o’clock that night, still a good three hours away. The sun was just beginning to set as I stood alone in the bow, staring at endless sea, when my solitude was shattered by David, Cody Saults, our documentary’s director, his cameraman and wife, and the team’s sound person.
“There’s my boy,” David announced. “Hey, Zack, we’ve been looking all over the ship for you. Since we still have light, Cody and I thought we’d get some of the background stuff out of the way. Okay by you?”
Cody and I? Now he was executive producer?
“Whatever you’d like, Mr. Saults.”
The cameraman, a good-natured soul named Hank Griffeth, set up his tripod while his wife, Cindy, miked me for sound. Cindy wore a leopard bikini that accentuated her cleavage, and it was all I could do to keep from sneaking a peek.
Just using the right side of my brain, Lisa ...
Cody chirped on endlessly, forcing me to refocus. “... anyway, I’ll ask you and David a few questions off-camera. Back in the studio, our editors will dub in Patrick Stewart’s voice over mine. Got it?”
“I like Patrick Stewart. Will I get to meet him?”
“No, now pay attention. Viewers want to know what makes young Einsteins like you and David tick. So when I ask you about—”
“Please don’t call me that.”
Cody smiled his Hollywood grin. “Listen kid, humble’s great, but you and Dr. Caldwell are the reason we’re floating in this festering, godforsaken swamp. So if I tell you you’re a young Einstein, you’re a young Einstein, got it?”
David, a man sporting an IQ seventy points lower than the deceased Princeton professor, slapped me playfully across the shoulder blades. “Just roll with it, kid.”
“We’re ready here,” Hank announced, looking through his rubber eyepiece. “You’ve got about fifteen minutes of good light left.”
“Okay boys, keep looking out to sea, nice and casual ... and we’re rolling. So Zack, let’s start with you. Tell us what led you to invent this acoustic thingamajiggy.”
I focused on the horizon as instructed, the sun splashing gold on my tanned complexion. “Well, I’ve spent most of the last two years studying cetacean echolocation. Echolocation is created by an acoustic organ, unique in dolphins and whales, that provides them with an ultrasonic vision of their environment. For example, when a sperm whale clicks, or echolocates, the sound waves bounce off objects, sending back audio frequency pictures of the mammal’s surroundings.”
“Like sonar?”
“Yes, only far more advanced. For instance, when a dolphin echolocates a shark, it not only sees its environment, but it can actually peer into the shark’s belly to determine if it’s hungry. Sort of like having a built-in ultrasound. These clicks also function as a form of communication among other members of the cetacean species, who can tap into the audio transmission spectrum, using it as a form of language.
“Using underwater microphones, I’ve been able to create a library of echolocation clicks. By chance, I discovered that certain sperm whale recordings, taken during deep hunting dives, stimulated our resident squid population to feed.”
“That’s right,” David blurted out, interrupting me. “Squid, intelligent creatures in their own right, often feed on the scraps left behind by sperm whales. By using the sperm whales’ feeding frequency, we were able to entice squid to the microphone, creating, in essence, a cephalopod lure.”
“Amazing,” Cody replied. “But fellows, gaining the attention of a four-foot squid is one thing, how do you think this device will work in attracting a giant squid? I mean, you’re talking about a deep-sea creature, sixty feet in length, that’s never been seen alive.”
“They’re still cephalopods,” David answered, intent on taking over the interview. “While it’s true we’ve never seen a living specimen, we know from carcasses that have washed ashore and by remains found in the bellies of sperm whales that the animals’ anatomies are similar to those of their smaller cousins.”
“Fantastic. David, why don’t you give us a quick rundown of this first dive.”
I held my tongue, my wounded ego seething.
“Our cephalopod lure’s been attached to the retractable arm of the submersible. Our goal is to descend to thirty-three hundred feet, entice a giant squid up from the abyss, then capture it on film. Because Architeuthis prefers the very deep waters, deeper than our submersible can go, we’re waiting until dark to begin our expedition, hoping the creatures will ascend with nightfall, following the food chain’s nocturnal migration into the shallows.”
“Explain that last bit. What do you mean by nocturnal migration?”
“Why don’t I let Dr. Wallace take over,” David offered, bailing out before he had to tax his left brain.
I inhaled a few temper-reducing breaths. “Giant squids inhabit an area known as the mid-water realm, by definition, the largest continuous living space on Earth. While photosynthesis initiates food chains among the surface layers of the ocean, in the mid-water realm, the primary source of nutrients come from phytoplankton, microscopic plants. Mid-water creatures live in absolute darkness, but once the sun sets, they rise en masse to graze on the phytoplankton, a nightly event that’s been described as the largest single migration of living organisms on the planet.”
“Great stuff, great stuff. Hank, how’s the light?”
“Fifteen minutes, give or take.”
“Let’s keep moving, getting more into the personal. Zack, tell us about yourself. Dr. Caldwell tells me you’re an American citizen, originally from Scotland.”
“Yes. I grew up in the Scottish Highlands, in a small village called Drumnadrochit.”
“That’s at the head of Urquhart Bay, on Loch Ness,” David chimed in. “Really?”
“My mother’s American,” I said, the red flags waving i
n my brain. “My parents met while she was on holiday. We moved to New York when I was nine.”
With a brazen leer, David leaned forward, mimicking a Scots accent, “Dr. Wallace is neglecting the time he spent as a wee laddie, hangin’ oot wi’ visitin’ teams o’ Nessie hunters, aren’t ye, Dr. Wallace?”
I shot David a look that would boil flesh.
The director naturally jumped on his lead. “So it was actually the legend of the Loch Ness Monster that stoked your love of science. Fascinating.”
And there it was, the dreaded “M” word. Loch Ness was synonymous with Monster, and Monster meant Nessie, a cryptozoologist’s dream, a marine biologist’s nightmare. Nessie was “fringe” science, an industry of folklore, created by tourism and fast-talkers like my father.
Being associated with Nessie had destroyed many a scientist’s career, most notably Dr. Denys Tucker, of the British Museum of Natural History. Dr. Tucker had held his post for eleven years, and, at one time, had been considered the foremost authority on eels ... until he hinted to the press that he was interested in launching an investigation into the Loch Ness Monster.
A short time later he was dismissed, his career as a scientist all but over.
Being linked to Loch Ness on a National Geographic special could destroy my reputation as a serious scientist, but it was already too late. David had led me to the dogshit, and, as my mother would say, I had “stepped in it.” Now the goal was to keep from dragging it all over the carpet.
“Let me be clear here,” I proclaimed, my booming voice threatening Hank’s wife’s microphone, “I was never actually one of those `Nessie’ hunters.”
“Ah, but you’ve always had an interest in Loch Ness, haven’t you?” David crowed, still pushing the angle.
He was like a horny high school boy, refusing to give up after his date said she wasn’t in the mood. I turned to face him, catching the full rays of the setting sun square in my eyes—a fatal mistake for a migraine sufferer.
