by Mia Ford
“This,” she said, gesturing to herself, “is about twenty hours and a couple grand. And it hurts like a motherfucker, so we typically space something out this big over the course of a month or two.”
“I have two weeks,” I said, reaching into my purse. I counted out twenty-one-hundred-dollar bills into a net stack on the counter. Her eyes grew wider with each bill. “I’d like to have it done within a week so it has time to heal.”
“Okay,” she said slowly, reaching for the stack of cash. “We can do as much as you can stand today, then tomorrow, then the next day.”
“That would be great,” I said.
She folded the bills in half and shoved them into her back pocket. “Anything else I can do for you?”
I looked down at her clothes.
“Yes. You can tell me where you buy your clothes.”
RICK
I watched her as I sauntered behind the bar and pulled a fresh beer from the cooler. I twisted off the cap and tossed it in the trash on my way to her end of the bar. She glanced up, saw me coming, then looked down. The closer I got, the more beautiful she was.
“Hi, there,” I said, holding up the beer. “Can I get you one of these to chase that with?”
She blinked at me for a moment, like I was speaking fucking French. She picked up the shot and said, “No, that’s okay. This is fine.”
“Okay, it was going to be on the house,” I said, bringing the icy bottle to my lips and taking a slow sip. My eyes went over her as I wiped my mouth on the back of my hand.
She had to be the best-looking woman ever to set foot in Dick’s. Fuck, she was the best-looking woman I’d seen in a long time outside of the place.
Up close, her hair was the color of a raven’s wings. She had on heavy black eyeliner and dark lipstick that did not hide her delicate features.
She wasn’t what the kids called “goth”.
She was just dark and mysterious, like the queen of a biker bar where they only let good-looking people in.
I wondered what she looked like without all that shit on her face. How would she look stepping naked from the shower with only drops of water clinging to her soft skin? For that matter, how would she look in the shower from behind, all soaped up and bent over with my hands digging into her hips and my cock slamming into her pussy?
I shook off the fantasy and let my eyes drift down from hers. She had a long neck and big milky tits with deep cleavage that made my mouth water. Her shoulders and upper arms were covered in flowers and butterflies and smiling skulls. She had a little diamond pierced into the right side of her nose.
If the rest of her, the part I couldn’t see because of the bar, was as hot as what I was looking at now, this was a woman I had to get to know.
“That’s a lot of ink,” I said, letting my eyes go around her shoulders. I leaned back against the bar and crossed my arms over my chest so she could see the tats going up my biceps into my black t-shirt. “Must have hurt like a motherfucker.”
“It was a little unpleasant,” she said. She picked up the tequila shot and brought it to her lips. She hesitated for a moment, then tilted her head back and tossed the bitter shot into her mouth. Her eyes widened for a second and filled with tears as the tequila burned its way down her throat. She started to gag a little. She covered her lips with her hand. For a second, I thought she was going to throw it back up on me.
I chuckled and held out the beer. “Here, chase it with this. Makes the burn go away.”
She shook her head for a moment, then reached for the beer and took a long, cooling pull from the bottle. I covered my smile with a hand and watched her recover.
“Jesus,” she said, tongue hanging out, panting like a dog. “That really burns.”
I couldn’t help but laugh when she tilted the bottle again and drained it dry. I stuck out my hand and gave her my best non-threatening smile.
“I’m Rick,” I said. “Welcome to my place.”
SANDY
When I slipped my hand in his, I expected to be filled with a sense of revulsion, like touching the claws of the monster that had slaughtered your family. I held my breath and forced a smile as his long fingers closed around mine and he gave my hand a gentle shake.
I swallowed the lump that had lodged in my throat.
I said, “Hi, Rick, I’m Sandy.”
“Nice to meet you, Sandy,” he said, letting go of my hand and picking up the empty shot glass. He wiggled it at me. “Do you want another shot or something a little less toxic?”
I held the smile as I stared into his eyes. They were gorgeous, deep blue, with dark irises and long lashes. Everything about him was gorgeous, from his warm smile to the Kennedy jawline to the thick muscles of his shoulders and chest. His brown hair was cut short on the sides and pushed back from his tanned forehead. He had several days’ worth of thick stubble on his cheeks and chin. When he grinned, I saw a mouthful of perfect teeth. There was no silver tooth shining back at me.
“I think I’ll take one of those beers,” I said. My eyes tracked him as he went to the other end of the bar to pull two bottles of Coors from the cooler. His broad back tapered into the narrow waist of his black jeans. His ass was tight and compact. His legs were incredibly long. He was 6’4, according to his dossier. Brent was just 5’9. I towered over him in heels. I had planned to get married wearing flats. If I was standing toe to toe with Rick Wright, he’d tower over me.
He was the hottest man I’d ever seen up close, but he was still a monster. He might not have pulled the trigger that killed Brent, but he was responsible still the same. It was his gang, his deal, his fault.
“So, Sandy, what brings you to the dark side of town tonight?” he asked as he placed a napkin on the bar and set the icy bottle of beer on top of it. He took a step back and brought his bottle to his lips. “Looking for someone or just slumming?”
I took a slow sip of the beer and licked my lips. I had never been a beer drinker, but it wasn’t too bad. I could get accustomed to the taste much quicker than I could tequila.
I let my eyes around the bar to avoid looking at him. There was something in his stare that made me uneasy, like being watched from the shadows by a wolf that intended to devour you the moment your back is turned.
I took another sip and asked, “Why would you think I was looking for someone?”
He shrugged. “Why else would you be here?”
“Maybe I just wanted a drink,” I said with a shrug. I held the bottle between my hands to keep them from shaking. I’d imagined this moment for weeks. I had told myself that I could handle the pressure of meeting him, that I could convince him of the lie, that I could kill him when the time came.
He gave me a knowing look and slowly shook his head. “Nobody comes in here just to drink, Sandy.”
“Why do people come in here then?”
His eyes bounced from my lips to my tits like a pinball. “People come in here to get away, to forget, to get laid, but never just to have a drink.” He held the bottle to his lips and narrowed his eyes at me. “So, which is it for you?”
“Which is what?” I asked, my teeth digging into my bottom lip. His eyes focused on my mouth.
“Are you here to get away, to forget, or to get laid?”
I stared into his eyes and summoned every ounce of courage I had left in my body. He had braced his palms on the bar and stood giving me the eye. The muscles in his thick arms flexed as he drummed his fingers on the bar. I briefly imagined his arms going around me, pulling me to him, holding me tight. Without blinking, I said, “Maybe I’m here for all three.”
A broad smile crossed his lips. He held out his bottle for me to toast.
“Well, Sandy,” he said, tapping his bottle to mine. “You have come to the right place.”
RICK
Sandy quickly drank five beers while we chatted at the bar. She seemed nervous at first; taking pensive little sips like she was trying to make each bottle last. But with each bottle, she drank a little fas
ter. And her lips got a little looser.
I grilled her easy, like a pro, and she answered every question without hesitation. If she was a cop or a mole sent in by the cops, I’d know it soon enough. Then I’d either toss her out on her sweet ass or let Eddie deal with her. Eddie hated rats; even ones as hot as this chick was.
She said her name was Sandra Duval, but she went by Sandy.
She was from here, born and raised.
She said she was engaged for a while, but it ended badly.
She lived by herself in a small apartment across town.
She had never traveled any place fun.
She had made a living cutting hair since high school but was tired of it now.
She liked the taste of beer.
Maybe she’d give bartending a try.
“Do you know anything about tending bar?” I asked.
“No,” she said, snorting. She nodded at Carl, who was standing at the other end of the bar watching a fight on TV. “But how hard can it be?”
“Not hard in a place like this that only serves shots and beers,” I said. I plucked the empty beer bottle from her hand and brought her another. I studied her eyes as I asked, “You interested in working here?”
The bottle popped from her lips. She wiped her mouth on her knuckle and gave me a dreamy look. “Here? Really? Do you need another bartender?”
“I don’t necessarily need another bartender,” I said, holding out my hands. “But old Carl would love the help. And if you worked here you would get to see me all the time.”
She shot me a wary glance as if she didn’t know that was a good thing or a bad thing.
I smiled. I’ve been told by more than one woman that I have a smile that would melt the panties off the Mona Lisa. It seemed to be working on her.
She blinked at me as she played with a lock of hair at her neck and asked, “Are you offering me a job?”
“Maybe. Are you looking for a job?”
“Maybe.”
She took a deep breath and let it out slowly. Her beautiful tits went up and down. I thought she was going to turn me down, but she stuck out her hand and gave me a cautious smile.
She said, “Then I accept.”
“Excellent,” I said, shaking her hand. Her hand was warm and soft and just a little damp from the icy bottle. I held it for a moment, warming it up. Warming me up. For some reason, I didn’t want to let her hand go.
SANDY
Holy crap…
What the heck was I thinking?
I didn’t want to work for Rick Wright.
I wanted to kill him.
But that would have to wait.
I had to pee.
“I need to pee,” I said. He smiled. My head bobbed. The words slurred from my lips.
“In the back,” Rick said with a nod. He wouldn’t stop smiling at me. Fuck, I wish he’d stop doing that. His smile was making it hard for me to hate him. He watched me slide off the stool. “Need help?”
“No, I’m good,” I said, holding up a hand as I waddled away.
Getting drunk with Rick Wright was not part of my plan, but it seemed to be doing the trick. I had gotten close to him. He seemed to like me. At least he liked my tits because he couldn’t stop looking at them.
I clutched the purse strap hanging over my shoulder and found a restroom in the back that had the word BITCHES painted in red across the door. I went inside, flipped on the light, and locked the door. I fell back on the door and took a minute to catch my breath.
I wasn’t used to drinking. I felt sick. I set my purse on the sink and squatted in front of the toilet, thinking that my stomach was about to send all that beer back up because it was so disgusted with me.
I pushed up the toilet seat and rested my hands on the cold porcelain rim and tried to breathe. Thankfully, the restroom wasn’t a total pig sty. It was ten times cleaner than the rest of the place.
A cold sweat washed over my forehead.
I could taste vomit on the back of my tongue.
I focused on breathing slowly in and out.
After a moment, the wave of nausea passed.
I didn’t know if I was nauseous because I was tipsy or because of my encounter with Rick. I glanced at my watch. We’d been talking for over an hour. It was like having a conversation with the devil. I was sickened by it now, but when it was happening, I was completely under the spell of his charms.
I turned around to undo my pants, then pushed them and my panties down to my knees. I sat down on the toilet and took a good, long pee. I found a tissue in my purse and dabbed the sweat from my forehead. When I looked down into the purse, I saw the dull silver of the Bulldog Snub-nosed .357. For just a second, I imagined myself coming out of the restroom with the gun in my hand. I would go to the bar to kill Rick first, then into the little room where his crew sat playing cards.
I would just point the gun at their heads and pull the trigger.
How hard would that be?
Eddie Wright made it look easy.
I shook the thought away and finished peeing. I pulled up my panties and wiggled the tight jeans over my round ass and zipped them up. I washed my hands and dried them on the dispenser as I checked my reflection in the mirror.
It took a moment for me to recognize the dark-haired woman staring back at me. Her eyes were red, rimmed with dark eyeliner and mascara. Her dark lipstick was smudged from the beer bottles. I blinked at her and she blinked back. I shook my head in disgust at her. She felt the same way about me.
“Okay,” I said to my reflection. “Let’s go home.”
When I opened the door I literally jumped a foot off the ground and screamed. Standing there with his arms propped on either side of the door was Eddie Wright; the younger, greasier, more threatening version of his older brother. He wasn’t as tall as Rick, but he was muscled up and had a dangerous look in his eye, like a stick of dynamite that might go off without a moment’s notice.
He glared at me and smacked his lips. “Hey, sweet thing, you having a good time with my brother?” he asked, looking me up and down. “Damn, don’t you look good enough to eat.”
His eyes settled on my tits and he smiled.
He had a silver tooth in the front.
“You’d have a better time with me,” he said, bringing his hands to his belt buckle. His right hand slid down to the bulge in the front of his jeans. “Rick’s better looking, but my cock’s bigger. Wanna see?”
I held my breath and slipped my hand inside the purse. My fingers closed around the rubber grip of the Bulldog. Pull it out, the little voice in my head whispered. Pull it out and point it at him and pull the trigger. Do the world a favor and blow this murdering piece of shit away.
“Hey, dipshit, leave the lady alone.”
Rick appeared behind his brother, standing with his arms crossed over his muscled chest. Eddie turned to him and held up his hands.
“Hey, big brother, you can’t blame a fella for trying.” He leered at me again and made a little growling noise in his throat. “Sweet piece of ass like that. There’s plenty to go around.”
“Go play cards before you get your ass kicked,” Rick said, nodding him away. Eddie stared at me for a moment, then smiled and sauntered away. The image of the silver tooth lingered in my mind, sending shivers up my spine.
Rick held out his hand. “You okay?”
“Yes, he just startled me,” I said, letting the pistol slide out of my hand inside the purse. “I’m okay now.”
“Come on,” Rick said, wiggling his fingers at me. “Let’s get you home. I think you’ve had enough of this shit hole for one night.”
* * *
I held onto Rick’s hand and let him lead me safely out of the bar. Every head turned to watch us pass. Lots of nods and whispers. Eddie stood in the door of the back room with a bottle of beer in his hand and a cigarette dangling from his lips, casually watching me like a bored predator tracking its easy prey. Rick ignored them in the way a mighty king might ignore h
is lowly subjects as he strolled by.
I breathed out a long sigh of relief as we stepped out onto the sidewalk. The night air was warm and moist. Little beads of sweat dotted my upper lip. I sucked in a few deep breaths to try to get my head to stop swimming.
“I have my car,” I said, pointing at the new black Cadillac CTS I’d bought a few days before. It was parked on the street half a block down; its high-gloss black paint shimmered under the moonlight. It seemed like a fitting ride for my new bad girl persona.
“You’re lucky that’s still in one piece,” Rick said, eyeing my car with his hands on his hips.
“What? Oh, I didn’t think…”
“There’s a private lot around back,” Rick said. “Park there from now on. Nobody will mess with it. Guaranteed.”
“Um, okay…” I started digging in my purse for my keys. I pulled them out and dangled them at him. I pressed the key fob and the Cadillac flashed its halogen headlights at us.
“Give me those,” he commanded, hand out, fingers crooked.
“I’m fine to drive, really…”
“I don’t think so,” Rick said, shaking his head. “Let me drive you home, then I’ll catch a ride back here.”
“No, really, that’s not necessary,” I said. I was both mortified and excited at the prospect of Rick Wright driving me home. And possibly coming inside to put me to bed. And climbing into bed with me…
It would be so much easier to kill him if we were alone, the little voice in my head whispered. Just lead him into the bedroom, have him strip off all his clothes, and kill him in the bed you shared with Brent.
In my drunken brain, there was a sort of ironic justice to the plan. I never thought of the million ways it could go wrong.
I dropped the keys into his hand.
“Okay, fine. Just don’t drive too fast or I might puke.”
“Deal,” he said, hitting the button to unlock the passenger door. He held the door open and took my hand. I slid into the seat and he closed the door.
I settled back in the plush leather seat and watched him come around the front of the car. God, he made walking look good…
