Zack brought the women down the aisle. She looked at me and frowned just like Ace and looked away, to look at Ace. I looked back at Zack and smiled at him, which he returned.
Zack handed the girls hand to Ace and came to stand near me. The piano is playing slowly. They both said their vows and exchanged the rings. The priest announced them as husband and wife and told them they can kiss each other. He stared at each other with so much love in their eyes and when their lips met, I can't stop the aww... that escaped my lips.
"I hope someone loves me like that and one I can get married to that man", I said while staring at them.
"You will Angel", I hear Zack say in my ear.
"Really?", I asked with so much hope.
"I promise", he said and kissed my cheek.
I looked at the couple again and saw the man carrying his bride in bridal style.
"Wait! What is her name?".
"Cara", Zack said.
"Ace and Cara. Wow, they are beautiful together".
"Yes, they are", Zack agreed.
-Later that evening-
Soon it's evening and Zack said there is a reception party for Ace and Cara's wedding. I am so excited to meet them both. I wore a black party dress, that reached my mid-thigh. But I have a problem with the zip. I tried to reach it, but I can't. I put my head out of the door to call Marta for help, but I can't see her. I then felt a hand pulling me back into the room and sucking on my neck from back.
"Zack", I moaned out.
I thought he went out of the room, when did he come in.
"Zack, we will be late, stop! I will call Marta for help", I said and was about to open the door, when Zack pulled me inside the room and made me stand in front of the mirror. He ran his hands on my back, sending shivers. He zipped up my dress and left a kiss at the top.
"I don't like the dress you are wearing", he said, still sucking on my neck.
"Why?!". I angled my head to the other side to give him more access and closed my eyes in pleasure.
"It's showing too much skin". I got to my senses and pushed him a little.
"Zack! Everyone wears this type of dresses and it is even has sleeves. I like it and I am wearing it. Now let me keep my ear rings!", I whined and tried to put my ear rings, all the while Zack kept sucking on my neck. Why is he doing that?! I looked in the mirror and saw a hickey. Ugh... Zack!
We both sat in the car and reached the place. It's a villa like Zack's, but beautiful of it's own.
We both walked in and there are so many people inside. Men are dressed in suits like Zack and the women, that came here are so elegant.
"Hey Ace", I hear Zack say and turn to look that way. There, they are standing, Ace and Cara. I can't control the excitement.
"You are so beautiful together", I said excitedly. Zack put a hand on waist.
"Angel, why don't you go talk to Cara while I chat here with my friend", Zack said and kissed my cheek.
"Okay". Cara and the other women named Siara, walked me to the drinks.
"So, what's your name?", Cara asked.
"Amelia".
We talked for a while. They asked how I and Zack met. I told them everything. I also told them how much of a devil he is!
They smiled and awed in the middle, when I was telling them. Why?! I don't understand! After a while Cara left saying that Ace needed her.
It's only Siara and me now.
"So, Amy, what's on your neck?". I almost forgot about it.
"Uh... that's... that's a hickey. I came when Zack kissed me before we came here", I said while looking down and blushing.
She laughed and after a while she left too. Now I am sitting alone drinking a cool drink. I felt a tap on my shoulder and looked up to see who it is. It's a man I have never seen before. He is handsome, but not as hot as Zack!
"Um... Hi!", I waved at him.
"Hi! So, why are you sitting alone?".
"Zack is busy talking with someone. So, I just sat here drinking it".
"Oh! Want to dance?", he asked giving me his hand.
"Definitely", I smiled and put my hand in his.
He took me to the dance floor and we kept dancing. I don't know how much time has passed, but he is fun. He didn't behave naughtily. He have manners. He said his name is Nick. He kept saying jokes and I can't stop laughing at them. The song changed to something romantic melody. We kept dancing. I have my hands on his shoulder and his hands are on my waist.
"It's so fun Nick".
"Yeah it is and you are beautiful".
We danced for a while. He said a joke and I laughed, when he twirled me around. Suddenly I am pulled away from Nick and a pair of lips is on mine. I know they are Zack's, cause I felt those sparks when he kisses me. He then pulled away and threw mw over his shoulder. He smacked my butt and walked out of the villa. I squealed when he threw mw over his shoulder.
I wiggled in his grip, but no use. I banged my fists on his back, still no use. He opened the car door and put me in. He quickly, pulled me into his lap and closed the partition wall, between un and the driver.
What is he doing?! He ran a hand through his hair. He looks so angry and I am for the first time scared of him.
"Zack are yo-".
"Don't talk Angel", he said not even looking at me. I can't control the tears, that are falling. I put my hands on either side of his face and made him look at me.
"Did I do something wrong?", I stared him through my blurry vision.
"Oh shit Angel! I am an idiot! I am so sorry. You didn't do anything! I am really sorry. Don't cry please", he wiped my tears and kissed my forehead.
Soon after we reached house. Zack carried me to our room and put me on the bed. He kissed me and I responded back. I don't know why, but I wanted more. Zack's hand travelled down and squeezed my left breast. I gasped at his touch. He kissed down my neck, travelling down.
He flipped me back and unzipped the dress. I put my hands up and helped him to remove it off me. I helped him to remove his shirt. I am only wearing a pair of black lacy bra and panties. He is wearing nothing inside. He attacked me with his lips and sucked on his hickey again.
"Zack", his name came out as a whisper.
"Yes Angel?".
"I don't know, but I am feeling something in my stomach", I said as he went down and pulled my bra off to kiss my breast. He is sucking on my breast and I arched my back, wanting more.
"It's good Angel. Remember this Angel. YOU. ARE. MINE. Only mine", he said and claimed my lips possessively. His! I am only his! It makes me happy to hear those words. A smile automatically formed on my lips. He again went down and sucked on my nipples. Hi tongue flicked on my nipples. His other hand kneaded my other breasts and his fingers are working their magic on the nipple.
"Zack, more", I moaned.
"Patience Angel", he smiled and stood up. He quickly removed his pants and is now standing in front of me only in his boxers. I blushed and looked down.
I covered my breasts with my hands while blushing.
"Oh no Angel! Don't do that. I have already pleasured them enough, but still the need to be pleasured. You are so beautiful you know that?! I am honoured to be your first", he said and kissed me passionately. I responded back. I kissed his chest too. His hands are on my waist. He gripped my hair and angled my head a side to kiss my neck.
This is it! It is happening! I am loosing my virginity today and I know I will not regret this ever and I realized a big thing now. I am in love with Zack! Yes I love him!
"You smell like chocolate Angel", he said while kissing me.
"I love you Zack", I said it out.
He stopped what he was doing and looked at me surprised. He just kept staring at me for sometime. He then pulled away. Why isn't he reacting in anyway?! He got out of the bed and stood up.
"Zack?". He pushed me on the bed gently and kissed my forehead. He put a blanket on me. He came to other side of the bed and pulled me to him.
"Sleep Angel. It's too late. You must be tired.
Good night", he said and kissed my neck, as my back is pressed to his chest.
How can I sleep, when you rejected me?! I can't stop the tears anymore. I don't know how much time I cried. After sometime in the mid-night I fell asleep.
Chapter-11
I woke up early cause I was not able to sleep good last night. When I woke up, Zack had held me tightly to his body. My upper half is completely naked, I was only having my panties. He was only in his boxers. I blushed and got out of his embrace, without him noticing that.
I went into the bathroom and felt embarrassed. What might Zack have thought?! I just confessed to him like that! I have never confessed like that to anyone. Not even Jack! I know I didn't love him, but I sure liked him. Should I have told it more romantically?! Or should I have never said it?! I don't know, but I feel so embarrassed right now! How am I going to face him again?! He rejected me!
I feel tears fall from my eyes. I looked at myself in the mirror and decided this morning that I will change. I will not be sweet and innocent anymore. It may not be easy, but I will try. I will wear clothes like every other girl. I will behave like every other girl. I don't want to be rejected my every man that come into my life. I wiped my tears and came out.
Right now, here I am, sitting in front of Zack, eating my breakfast. Now I should go to the office with him. I didn't talk to him or say anything. If he asks anything I just gave a nod or head shake or one word answers in reply. I totally avoided meeting his eyes. He didn't say anything he just sighed at my behavior.
"Okay Angel, let's go", he said as he took my hand and led me to the car. I want to shake his hand away, but I can't. I like it.
We both sat in the car and the driver drove the car. I just sat to the edge of the seat, leaning on the door and looked out of the window, completely ignoring Zack.
"Angel".
"Mmm", I responded, but didn't look up at him. I know I am being rude, but he has hurt me.
He reached out and tried to pull me into his lap. I just pushed his hands away.
"Don't touch me".
"Angel, why are you being like this. I know this is all about last night, but can we go back to being normal".
"This is normal Zack".
"No. It's not. You are my girl friend now remember", he said as he tried to pull me in his lap again.
"Whatever", I muttered and got out of the car, as it stopped in front of the country building. Zack is on his heels, coming along with me. Normally we would enter the building together. Him holding my hand, but I am not in the mood today.
"Angel wait!", he said as he came in the lift with me.
I just ignored him, looking around the plain lift.
"Angel, come on! Talk to me. Are you that angry?! Look at me", he said as he took my face in his hands and made me look at him.
The lift dinged and I got out. I walked straight into his office, cause that is where my desk is, in his office.
Then an idea occurred to me. I bumped into Zack as I turned around suddenly and he caught me. I tried to wiggle out of his grip, but he lifted me up and sat on the couch with me in his lap. I struggled to come out, but he held me tight. I gave up and sat there looking down at my hands.
Tears welled up in my eyes. He made me look at him.
"Angel. Please don't cry. I can't stand seeing your tears. I don-".
"Why did you reject me? Is it because I am childish? Or is it because I am not beautiful enough?", I asked in a calm voice.
"Angel I didn't reject you. I will never do that. God, how did you even think I will reject you! Not beautiful enough?! If you were not beautiful enough, then why would I call you Angel huh? It's just that you are so pure and... innocent. I don't wan-". I got off his lap angrily.
"I got it! You think I am so innocent! That's why you don't want me! I am so then, that I am so innocent!", I shouted and got out of the room to go to girls bathroom to have some privacy. I sobbed for a few minutes and cleaned my face later. I looked at myself in the mirror. I need my mother right now. I need my father. My brothers to take care of me.
I miss you all. I miss you mommy. I miss you daddy.
Another tear fell out of my eyes as I remembered them. But why are they so protective over me. I only have two friends now. Calvin and Ella. Sometimes Pauline, Zack's secretary. The bathroom door opened and in came Pauline. She looked at me and smiled.
"Hi Amelia! How... Wait! Were you crying?", she asked as she saw my sad face. She came near me. I leaned on to the sink and looked down.
"No", I whispered.
"Oh, come on. I can see that you are crying! What happened?”
I hesitated to tell her.
"Come on, you can tell me anything. I will solve it for you".
"Okay", I said and told her the whole story. How I proposed Zack and how he rejected me.
"That's why I hate men!” I hear her mutter.
"What?”
"Nothing. But Mr. Reynolds is a good man. I am sure he must have a reason to why he did that. Don't worry everything will be alright. This love is always painful". She said the looking somewhere.
"Pauline", I called out and she seemed to come out of her dram world. Did he love someone?
"Come on. You have to accept the consequences in love. You love him right? Then have trust in your love. Give him some time. Do you know that you changed him a lot. He never goes out with a girl. He just... you know... do them", she said waving her hands.
"What is meant by 'do them'?", I asked her giving her a confused look. She looked here and there and bit her lip.
"It's... uh... It's nothing. What I meant to say is, he has never been this close with anyone else, but you. He likes you so much okay? Just give him some time to realize, that he loves you", she said as she held my hand.
I nodded my head in understanding. She is right! Also if I really love him, I should not pressure on him to love me back. It's his wish.
"Let's go shopping today to make your mood bright", she said and I smiled brightly. Though I hate shopping, I would like to do it today.
"I will ask Zack to give us both a leave for today", I said and turned around. Suddenly the bathroom door burst open and Pauline and I gasped. It's Zack that burst the door.
"Angel! Why did you take so long to come back?! I wanted to run after you, but I wanted to give you some alone time. Come on now! Let's go to the cabin", he said as he took my hand.
"Zack, you can't come into... I mean burst the girls washroom door and come in like that".
"I don't care! This is my office!", he said and was about to take me out, but I stopped him.
"Zack I want a leave today. I want to go out for shopping with Pauline", I said pointing at her.
"Good morning Mr. Reynolds", she greeted him.
"Morning", he said firmly.
Why is he so... so mean to everyone?! He can say it with a smile!
"So? Can we go please", I gave him my puppy dog eyes and pouting lips. He looked at me and sighed.
"Okay, but double security. I wanted to talk with you about the whole kidnap thing, but we were busy. After you come home today, we should talk about it" he said strictly.
"Okay". Pauline got out of the door giving us some privacy.
"Here, take my credit card and buy anything that you want", he said while giving me a black credit card.
"No! I don't want this! I want my salary! I will only buy clothes with them!".
"Angel have this. This... this is for you. This is your salary", he said while kissing my cheek.
"Okay", I took it happily and came out. I didn't wait for him, I directly went into Pauline's cabin without knocking and called her. I am almost jumping with excitement. I never went out with a friend, except Calvin and Ella. I never went to shopping at least.
"Let's go Amelia", she said smiling. I told her to call me Amy, but she said Amelia is a cute name and she wants to call me like that.
We both soon reached the mall. There are six security guards on our toe. I don't like it!
It feels like I am back at home again! My parents also send security along with me wherever I go! I hate it! But I can't deny Zack. He played his boss card, saying that 'I am your boss'. Ugh...
Pauline and I went to almost every shop in the mall. We had a lot of fun. I laughed a lot, that even tears came out. I didn't buy more clothes, cause it's just two days back I shopped. Pauline shopped and I helped her. She mostly brought nighties. We both went to Victoria Secrets and she brought some bras and panties and some other inner wears. Most of them are lacy.
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