It was the light that struck him first. He looked up, astonished to see there were so many windows.
But before he could register what other changes Mary had made, he saw two little boys go thundering up each of the lower staircases that rose to the gallery. When they got to their respective half landings, they flung themselves down on to what looked like little sleds.
‘Three,’ shouted a footman who was stationed at a midway point of the upper landing. ‘Two! One! Go!’
The boys launched themselves down their staircases with blood-curdling yells. Explaining what the odd clattering, rattling sound had been that he’d been able to hear from the stable yard.
Seconds after they landed on piles of what looked like bundled-up holland covers, money changed hands between his footman and a stranger in brown overalls. They’d clearly been taking bets on which boy would reach the ground first.
‘Strike me down, it’s ’is lordship,’ cried one of the boys—whose face looked vaguely familiar—struggling to free his legs from the swathes of material that had cushioned his landing. He rather thought it was Jem, although the pickpocket looked vastly different with a clean face and wearing the Durant livery.
He thought he recognised the other boy, too. He only had to imagine him coated in flour and he would swear it was the youngest Pargetter.
While he was eyeing the boys with something that felt very much like jealousy—because he’d never seen the grand staircases put to better use and only wished he’d thought of tea-tray races down them when he’d been their age—the footman sprang guiltily apart from the workman and came dashing forward, buttoning up his jacket.
‘May I take your hat, my lord?’ he said, red-faced and perspiring nervously. ‘Your coat?’
He handed them over.
‘Is my wife at home?’
‘Yes, my lord. In the ballroom.’
‘I will take you up myself, my lord,’ put in the butler, who just then came wheezing out of one of the reception rooms. He was swathed in an enormous sacking apron and had cobwebs in his hair. ‘I do apologise for not being here to admit you. I did not hear the door knocker over the noise....’
‘Didn’t use it, since I didn’t come in the front way,’ said Lord Havelock dryly. ‘And I think I can find the way to my own ballroom.’ Indeed, now that the boys weren’t making such a racket, he could hear the sound of piano music echoing down the stairs.
‘Will you be staying here?’ The butler regarded him anxiously.
What the devil was going on? Why shouldn’t he stay here?
‘Where the hell else would I stay?’
‘I beg your pardon, my lord. Only it is not usually your habit to... I mean, that is, not that I would question your movements. Only it won’t be easy to find a room that doesn’t have some kind of workman attending to it. As you can see...’ he waved his hand to encompass the workman in brown overalls ‘...her ladyship has us busy on various projects.’
He was damned if he would slink off, simply because it didn’t suit his wife to have him here.
‘Of course I am going to stay here. In the same room as my wife, if there really is nowhere else fit,’ he snapped.
Having staked his claim on his house, and his wife, he stepped over the holland covers and stalked up the stairs.
Only to come to a halt in the doorway to the ballroom. Or the rear half of the ballroom, anyway. Mary had left one section screened off by the huge double doors, which could be moved aside entirely to double the area of the dance floor.
There was an elderly woman he would swear he’d never seen before in his life sitting at the piano, playing a country dance tune with some gusto. Mary’s cousins were skipping up and down the room with two young men he’d also never seen before in his life. A stringy little man—no doubt a dance teacher—was shouting the figures as he capered alongside them to demonstrate how it should be done.
And Mary was sitting on a sofa, by a cheerfully crackling fire, the low table in front of her almost entirely hidden under mounds of various coloured materials, notebooks and charts. Her aunt Pargetter was sitting next to her. They had their heads bent over a length of stripy stuff, running it through their fingers and murmuring to each other.
The pain of her leaving was nothing compared to what struck him now. Here she was, cheerfully getting on with her life as though she hadn’t a care in the world. She didn’t need him. She wasn’t showing even the slightest sign of missing him. On the contrary, the atmosphere in here was positively festive.
Here he’d been, tying himself in knots trying to think how he could make it up to her, and she’d gone and got over him all by herself.
He must have made some sound, or movement, or something, because her head suddenly flew up and she saw him standing in the doorway.
For a moment her face lit up. She made as if to rise.
And the pain vanished. He wanted nothing more than to go to her, sweep her into his arms and tell her he couldn’t bear being apart from her one moment longer. But the room was full of people.
And anyway, her smile had faded now. She’d sat back in the seat, and lifted her chin.
‘This is a surprise,’ she flung at him.
‘Not you, as well,’ he growled, stalking across the room, snagging a chair on the way so he could sit down beside her. ‘I’ve already had Simmons complaining about me coming here without giving him fair warning.’ He sat down and folded his arms across his chest. ‘I don’t see why I should have to give an account of my movements to all and sundry.’
‘No. You wouldn’t,’ she responded tartly.
‘And what is that supposed to mean?’
‘Only that you don’t think about the work it takes to prepare a room, or order in extra food...’
‘You seem to have a house full of guests eating and drinking their heads off,’ he said, pointing to a table under the window that was littered with the remains of what looked like a substantial nuncheon. ‘One more isn’t going to make much difference. And as for preparing a room, what is wrong with us sharing? That won’t give the servants any extra work, will it, if that is what is bothering you?’
He’d barely coped with having her turn him away from her room at Mayfield, but he wasn’t going to let her think she could get away with coldly rebuffing him any longer. He hadn’t come all the way to London to...to...
Dammit—now he’d made her blush. He hadn’t meant to embarrass her. He’d meant to tell her he wanted to put an end to this nonsensical separation and try to find a way back to what they’d had those first few heady days of their marriage. But as usual, his temper had grabbed him by the throat and shaken out all the wrong words.
‘Girls!’ Mary’s aunt got to her feet and clapped her hands. ‘Come and pay your respects to his lordship.’
‘He’s here?’ The younger and more forward of the two whirled towards him, leaving her partner grasping for empty air after his own turn.
‘So soon?’ Lotty was making towards him as well, a huge smile on her face. ‘Why, that’s wonderful! Isn’t it, Mary?’
‘I...well, I... Yes, of course it is,’ she agreed, looking rather harassed.
His hackles rose. He’d seen girls in the throes of a conspiracy to manage their menfolk often enough to recognise something of the sort was in train.
‘What have you been plotting?’
‘Nothing,’ said Dotty with convincing indignation. At the same time as Lotty, unfortunately, admitted, ‘We were hoping you would throw a ball.’
‘And of course,’ put in the aunt smoothly, while Mary looked as if she wanted to slide under the heap of materials and vanish, ‘we could not even consider it while you were not here.’
‘Absolutely not,’ he said, wondering what they’d really been plotting. Mary couldn’t dissemble to save her life. And it was cle
ar that this was the very first she’d heard anything about a ball.
The other girls pouted, however, and started to complain.
‘Oh, but surely you want everyone to meet your wife. Isn’t that what people do when they get married in your set? Throw parties, and such?’
‘Not until she’s made her curtsy in the Queen’s drawing room,’ he said firmly. And then inspiration struck him. She might not think she needed him, but there was one sure way he could make it seem perfectly natural for them to spend time together. Which would give him time to win her round. Somehow.
‘That’s one of the reasons I’ve come up to town,’ he said airily. ‘Need to see to Mary’s presentation. Besides, it’s not the thing for a wife to come up to town alone, you know. At least not the first time. I shall have to squire you about a bit, Mary,’ he said, turning to her fully, so that he could gauge her reaction. ‘Introduce you to the right sort of people and warn you off the wrong ’uns.’
‘I’m sure I never meant to be so much bother,’ she said in a flat, subdued little voice. ‘You don’t need to...squire me about.’
She couldn’t have made it plainer she didn’t want him here.
‘It’s no bother,’ he insisted icily. ‘It’s just one of those things I should have remembered I’d have to do when I took a wife.’
Her shoulders slumped still further.
‘Think I’ll take myself off to my club until dinner,’ he said, getting to feet that were itching to get out of here.
‘Will you be dining here?’
She had no need to look as though he’d threatened her with a visit to the dentist.
‘Of course I d—dashed well will!’ He wasn’t going to fall at the first hurdle. He’d just wait till he could get her alone, so that they could thrash things out properly. Get her to see sense.
Although, he reflected moodily as he left the ballroom, perhaps what he really needed was for her not to have so much. Sense, that is. For no sensible woman would give him what he wanted.
Not when she’d already agreed to something very different.
Chapter Fifteen
Lord Havelock came to a dead halt on the threshold of the dining room. Every stick of furniture was shrouded in holland covers.
‘Excuse me, my lord,’ said Simmons, materialising at his elbow. ‘But her ladyship has requested that all meals be served in what used to be the morning room.’
‘Of course she has,’ he replied grimly. It was that kind of day. Nothing had gone as expected. Even at his club, the gossip had all been about Chepstow’s sudden, and startling, marriage to a girl nobody had ever heard of.
No wonder the ancient Greeks had decided to represent love by a mischievous little chap, shooting arrows at innocent passers-by. A chuckling, chubby child who struck at random. Mortally wounding his victims.
Havelock absent-mindedly rubbed at his chest, where there was a dull ache. An ache that only one thing—or rather person—could assuage.
Mary was sitting on a chair by the fire. She got to her feet, as though startled, when he walked in. Then looked pointedly at the table, which was set for two.
‘I’m sorry I kept you waiting,’ he said. ‘Went to the dining room first. Stupid thing to do, really.’
She frowned at him. Or rather, the frown she’d been wearing already grew deeper. Her lips thinned and she took a breath, as though to utter some tart remark.
‘You look lovely, by the way,’ he said to forestall her. ‘New gown?’ He pulled out a chair for her and, after a brief struggle with herself, she swept across to the table and sat down on the chair.
‘Yes,’ she said, with a toss of her head. ‘That is why I came up to town. To buy clothes.’
Yes, that was the excuse she’d made. He eyed the short string of pearls at her neck.
‘Jewels, too? I should be buying you those.’
‘You are,’ she said with a lift to her chin. ‘I’m having all the bills sent to your man of business, just as you said.’
‘Touché,’ he murmured as footmen started swarming round the table.
Though the atmosphere between them remained cool, the food at least was hot. Which was a vast improvement on how things had been in his father’s day.
In fact, in the short time she’d been here, Mary had transformed Durant House from a dark, repressive display of his forebear’s wealth, into the kind of place where boys could hold tea-tray races down stairs and a man could stretch out his legs before the fire while waiting for his dinner.
She’d turned it into a home.
‘It was a good idea of yours, to have meals served in here,’ he said, as the cloth was removed and a dish of nuts set at his left hand. ‘Walnut?’
She shook her head.
‘Not hungry?’ She hadn’t done justice to the delicious meal, merely pushing the food round her plate. And she looked a touch pale. ‘Are you unwell?’
She sat up straighter and gave a strange, nervous little laugh. ‘Whatever gives you that idea?’
‘Mary...’ He sighed, setting down the nutcrackers. ‘I can’t stand this.’
‘Stand...stand what?’ She looked at him with wide, wary eyes.
‘You being in London and me being in Mayfield. I know I said I’d let you lead your own life when you’d had enough of me and I wouldn’t cut up rough, but...’ He drew a deep breath. ‘I’m exhausted. I just can’t sleep without you in bed beside me.’
‘You were the one,’ she said tartly, ‘who moved into another bedroom.’
‘In other words, I started it?’ He smiled grimly. ‘That’s what I get for trying to be noble.’
‘Noble?’
‘Yes. All that day I’d been thinking of all the promises I’d made you. Promises I’d failed to keep. And I decided that at least I could keep the one I made you about you having your own room.’
‘I...I...I didn’t realise. I thought you were just bored with me.’
‘Bored? How could you possibly think I was bored when I couldn’t keep my hands off you?’
‘You’d started managing to keep your hands off me until night-time,’ she flashed back at him. ‘When at one time you’d pounce on me anywhere in the house, at any time of day.’
‘Well, that was before the servants came back. You got so upset when Brownlow almost caught us in the drawing room that I thought I’d better rein back a bit. I was trying,’ he said grimly, ‘to spare your blushes.’
‘Spare my blushes?’ She pressed her hands to her mouth. ‘You are saying it was my fault? My stupid fault for being so—’
‘Now stop right there,’ he said sternly. ‘I knew you were shy when I married you. I don’t mind only making love to you in a bedroom, if that’s where you feel most at ease. I’m only sorry I gave you the impression I was getting tired of you. I don’t think I ever could. These past weeks, with you gone...nothing has been right.’
‘B-but surely... I mean, you have Julia home now. That was the whole purpose of marrying me, wasn’t it? To give her a secure home.’
‘Funny, that. The moment she got to Mayfield I realised it was your home just as much as hers. And I didn’t want her making you unhappy, by throwing the kind of tantrums that had reduced Lady Peverell to the state she was in. You have no idea how hard I worked to bring her round, to improve her mood, to persuade her to try to make friends with you.’
‘You...you did? That was what you were doing with your sister all day and every day? I thought...I thought...’ Her face flamed. ‘I just thought you preferred her company to mine....’
‘Prefer her company? Are you mad?’ He looked at her pinched, wary expression and realised it was past time he came clean.
‘Mary, don’t you have any idea how lovely you are? How alluring? How much I...?’ He shifted uncomfortably in his seat.
What if he said the words and she took them as a breach of trust? What if she didn’t want anything but the cool, practical arrangement they’d agreed on? She was a cool, practical kind of woman, after all. But dammit, if he didn’t say anything at all, they’d be right back where they started.
‘To tell you the truth,’ he said, with a swooping sensation in the pit of his stomach as though he was about to jump a five-barred gate with a sheer drop on the other side, ‘it felt as though you’d cut out a part of me and taken it with you when you left.’
She looked confused. Pleased would have been his choice, but at least confused was better than affronted.
‘But you said...’ she began speaking hesitantly. ‘You said you’d only come up here because it was the right thing to do, on my first visit to London as your wife. That you’d come to arrange my Court presentation. To...’ she drew in a breath, and looked at him with huge, wounded eyes ‘...make sure I didn’t fall in with the wrong sort of people.’
‘Dash it, did it sound as bad as that?’ He got up, went round to her chair and dropped to his knees at her feet. ‘I warned you I don’t have a way with words. Whatever I mean to say always seems to come out wrong, around you. And I didn’t want to blurt out the truth with all those people there, anyway. And then I thought you were still angry with me. You didn’t seem a bit pleased to see me....’
‘I was. Very pleased. But then you looked so cross, too. And I couldn’t forget that horrid note I left. I was sure you must be mad as fire about that. And then you said all that about coming to make sure I wasn’t getting in a tangle, and I...’
‘Gave as good as you got.’ He sighed. ‘I know all about going off at half-cock, Mary. I’ve been doing it most of my life. It’s only of late that I’ve learned it’s better to count to ten or so before letting rip.’
‘I never even knew I had a temper, until I married you.’ She clapped her hand to her mouth. ‘Oh! I didn’t mean it like that....’
‘No, well...’ He shrugged and leaned back on his heels. ‘You have a lot to contend with, don’t you? You made that quite clear in that list you wrote.’
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