I brought my lips down and kissed one knee, moving to the next before sliding up further. With her pussy right in my face, I tapped on her clit, while still thrusting my fingers into her channel. Amber’s body arched back when I removed them and sucked them into my mouth, savoring the way she tasted. “God, I can’t get enough. I could eat you right now and cum all over myself while doing it.”
I kissed her there, right on her tender lower lips. A gentle moan escaped her as I moved my kissing up to her belly button, and then finally in between her breasts. I massaged both of them, traipsing my thumbs over her nipples as they hardened. Then I coursed my chin over one, allowing my stubble to tickle her ever so gently. Amber breathed in a lot of air and held her breath as I continued doing it. “It feels so good. Please don’t stop.”
I moved to the other side, teasing that nipple with my whiskers. Her fingers dug into my shoulders. I lifted my body up and pressed my lips over hers, sucking up her tongue and biting it with my teeth. When I let go she pulled away and teased me with it, making me reach to touch it again. She met my tongue outside of our mouths and our next kiss was ravenous, giving me a good idea of how hot is was about to get.
“Are you sure, baby, because I can wait. I really don’t want to, but I will for you.”
Amber nodded. “I’ve never been so sure, Jax. I want you to fuck me.”
I sat straight up, shocked she’d used that word. I shook my head. “I can’t. I won’t do that to you.”
She leaned up on her elbows. “What do you mean? I thought…”
“I won’t fuck you, not tonight. I promised to make love to you, and I’m going to do my best to make it happen. I’m going at it bareback, and I’m no good at taking my time, but I’ll be damned if I fuck you. You already mean to much to me for it to be that.”
She pulled me back down and wrapped her legs around my back. Our hands laced together at the same time we kissed. I closed my eyes and savored it, admiring how perfect this all felt. When I pulled away I stared into her open eyes. “Are you ready?”
She nodded, knowing she was wet enough that I wouldn’t have to use hands to find the right spot. I moved my body slowly until I felt her welcoming hole, and then it happened. Her warm pussy accepted me. There wasn’t a rubber between us, and nothing could have prepared me for how amazing it would feel. My swollen cock moved at a slow pace, becoming immediately difficult to not prematurely ejaculate. “Holy shit, this feels awesome.”
“Don’t stop, Jax.”
“Is it too tight? Does it hurt?”
“No.” She was probably too wet to be in pain. Her lubricated channel was sucking me in with little force. I was invading her pussy, and she was loving it. If I had it my way I’d do this forever. With her legs holding me close, and our hands intertwined, our connection was inconceivable. This was euphoria.
I couldn’t stop kissing her. Her lips were like my drug, and I had to have my fix as long as they were close. Being with Amber was like heaven, and I knew that whatever I was feeling was the real deal. Now I was sure she had me by the balls, and I was perfectly fine admitting it.
Chapter 31
Amber
Being with Jax intimately was like sleepwalking through thick fields of beautiful daisies where I felt completely free of pain and misery. I wasn’t drowning in sorrow over Meg, or the fact that my parents had pushed me out of their lives. Seven days was all it had taken me to fall for him. I was taken aback by his precision as he tenderly caressed every inch of my skin. I didn’t just want to be intimate with Jax. It wasn’t only about having someone support me through good and bad. My draw to him was so powerful that I couldn’t ignore it. This wasn’t about being a stripper, and him coming to see me. My boundaries didn’t include Jax, not after all he knew, yet still longed to be close to me. Gratitude wasn’t a strong enough word for what I felt for this man. Whether we were fire and gasoline, a mix of products bound to ignite and burn until there was nothing left, or something perfect after the brutal pain we’d both suffered. I didn’t care the reason he was lying beneath me, promising to make me happy. All that mattered was that I knew he meant it. I could feel his intention with every gentle embrace.
The only thing that scared me now were the powerful feelings I couldn’t deny. He’d only been inside of me for a few minutes, and I was already getting emotional. His hold on me was constricting, but I didn’t feel suffocated. He was worried about hurting me, when in fact it was the most exhilarating experience to date. I assumed he’d want to switch positions, or get a little freaky. Instead he took his time, moving at a leisurely pace. His actions were deliberate and adorning. His hands never left mine as our bodies rocked together in harmony. Hot tears fell from my eyes, but I refused to let go, not when I knew they were from happiness; something I hadn’t experienced in years.
Jax slowed his pace every couple minutes, trying his hardest to continue. I know he was nervous about not wearing a rubber, and maybe I should have been more cautious, but my careless decision was out of my desperate need to have all of him. I selfishly wanted what no other woman had ever had before. I wanted all of Jax, for as long as he was willing to be with me. Knowing that left me vulnerable about my future. In a few months time I’d be done with the first part of school. My family expected me to move home and continue medical school. Everything had suddenly become confusing.
Not to take away from our beautiful love-making, or what the both us considered it to be.
Jax took our hands and put them at my sides. Our eyes were fixed on one another, making it obvious that he was about to erupt. When sensations overcame every inch of me I knew I wanted to experience this with him. I locked my legs tighter and began rocking him hard, knowing he’d be unable to control himself.
His face scrunched up at the moment his body tightened beneath me. “Oh shit! Fuck it feels so good.”
I leaned down and kissed him, releasing our hands to touch both sides of his face. We were still connected, and Jax wasn’t complaining. He was too high on euphoria to think about anything else, and so was I. I’d just made passionate love with this sexy man, who in return had left me satiated beyond belief. His attempts to win me over had succeeded, and now I was ready to do whatever it took to make sure our relationship continued to grow. This night could only be the beginning of something great.
When he remained silent, I leaned forward and placed gentle kisses around his mouth. His hands came up around the cheeks of my ass, squeezing them. “Are you okay?”
“I’m fucking perfect, and you’re the reason. Holy fuck, woman. Just give me a couple minutes to recuperate, and we’ll go for round two. I’m not nearly done with you yet tonight.”
His words gave me butterflies. “It wasn’t too boring?”
“Hell no.” He kept holding my body over his, even though I could feel his release pouring out of me, as he went limp from exhaustion. “That was spectacular. You’re a witch aren’t you? You put me under a sex spell, and now I’m your slave.”
I snickered. “Maybe.”
“Make sure it doesn’t wear off, and if this is all a dream, don’t you dare fucking wake me up. I’m in heaven, and I ain’t leaving.”
Jax shocked me when he flipped us over, sending me on my back, and him hovering over me. He used one hand to turn me on my stomach. His hands gliding over my ass and up the small of my back. “That feels good.”
“Oh yeah, well how does this feel?” His lips kissed one of my butt cheeks.
I gasped. “Weird.”
“Close your eyes and just relax, baby. I need to make sure every inch of you is taken care of.” Strong hands began massaging me there, and it admittedly felt amazing. Jax was super quiet as he worked on my muscles, moving up to my lower back. I could sense his body over mine, but it was obvious he was keeping his weight from bearing down. He’d make little sounds, reminding me that we were both naked and highly attracted to one another. As Jax moved up I could feel his appendages rubbing against my skin. He massaged m
y shoulders, while I focused on other areas of him that had just given me so much pleasure. “You have the softest skin I’ve ever touched.”
I moaned. “Well you have the best hands I’ve ever felt.”
“I’m getting hard again.” He purposely rubbed himself over my ass.
“What do you want to do about it?” I teased.
He came down to speak into my ear. “The list is too long.”
Butterflies filled my stomach as his intent echoed into my ear. “Mmm, I give you free reign.”
Jax groaned. “That’s probably going to bite you in the ass.”
While his hands continued rubbing my shoulders and I tucked my arms closer to my body and smiled. “I’m not opposed to biting, Jax.”
He stopped moving, so I twisted my body around to be able to look him in the eyes. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
I leaned forward and took his bottom lip between my teeth, pulling it back. When I released it, I teased it with my tongue, hoping to lick the sting away. “I’m not afraid of you. You’re not Seth.” Saying his name didn’t make me cringe this time, because it was a complement for Jax. He needed to know that I was comfortable with him, and no one else. “I want whatever you have to offer me.”
He grumbled. “I’ve died and gone to heaven for sure. This has to be the best fucking wet dream of my life.”
“If this is just a dream I say we go at it like rabbits.”
Jax reached down and kissed me lightly. In a matter of seconds it became ravenous, fueled on hunger for something more. He lingered overtop of me, rubbing his hardening cock near my entrance. When he pulled away he looked down. With the tip of his hand he slapped my pussy three times in a row. I jumped, and licked my lips. “You like that?”
“Don’t stop. Be yourself. Show me what you like.” I was being brave, not knowing anything about Jax’s sexual preferences, but after the compassion it took to be with me the first time, I trusted he wouldn’t put me in harm’s way.
“Mmm, I’m not stopping; not until you’re properly fucked.”
Hearing him say that; while slapping his hand over my swollen clit, sent me into a frenzy. I was horny and losing control of myself, captivated by anything this man offered.
He took my legs and lifted them up, not knowing my flexibility. When he had them almost behind my head I swore he was going to pass out. “Are you okay, Jax?”
He looked down at my pussy, spread for him. “Why didn’t you tell me you could do this?”
“I’ve been in dancing since I was five, and gymnastics since seven. There’s a lot of things you don’t know about me.”
Jax brought his body up close. I watched as he took ahold of his erect shaft and began rubbing it over my wet lower lips. His cum was lubricating the tip as he played. “Fuck me Friday this is so hot.”
I reached down on either side and spread myself wider, while my legs remained up high. “Is this what you want? Is this what you waited to see?”
He was moving down lower, teasing my little ass entrance with his tip. I was so wet down there that he’d be able to penetrate me easily. This was unchartered waters for me, and as worried as I was, I knew I was letting him explore every inch of me. I needed to keep him interested, so I wouldn’t have to worry about losing him.
He circled over it some more, while using his thumb to rub over my clit. It felt so good I kept closing my eyes.
“Hold your legs up. Don’t let go.”
He slid inside of my pussy first, with hard thrusts. Our bodies slapped together, and in this position I could feel every inch of him. He leaned forward and kissed me chastely. “Tell me if you want me to stop.”
“It feels good. Keep going. Do it harder. Make me cum.”
When he pulled out of me I didn’t know what was happening. Then he snickered and applied pressure to my ass hole. I looked down and saw him holding his dick in his hand, shoving into a hole that had never been violated. My legs felt weak as he inched his way inside slowly, watching what he was doing the entire time. I could barely breathe as I felt it penetrating me. It pinched and felt uncomfortable for the first stroke, but before I could tell him I didn’t like it something happened. I relaxed and succumbed to utter delight he was providing me.
It was obvious Jax was enjoying himself, which only turned me on more. One look into his eyes gave him the motivation to keep at it. He peered down and shoved two fingers in my pussy, moving at a faster pace than he was going into my ass. This sent my body into euphoria. I completely lost it, screaming out and detonating. I could feel my own release soaking his hands. Jax was overwhelmed. He began pounding into my ass harder, while coursing his wet palm over my pussy some more. My nails dug in my legs, because I couldn’t take the amount of pleasure I was succumbing to.
When he pulled out of me, and released my hold on my legs, I watched his limp body falling on top of mine. He was out of breath, panting, while taking one of my hands into his. ? “I…need…a…minute.”
I laughed and nuzzled my nose against his. “So that’s what you like?”
He let go of my hand and rolled over on his back, rubbing his face while he let out an air-filled chuckle. “I never get that. I thought you’d tell me to stop.” He leaned up on his elbow and gently caressed the skin between my breasts with his fingertips. “I can’t even give you all of me, because you turn me on so much I can’t last. I can’t believe you let me do that.”
“I can’t believe I actually enjoyed it.” We both laughed. “That was…”
“Fucking terrific.” He pulled me closer, kissing the corner of my lips before running his tongue over both of them. “You’re full of surprises.”
My heart was beating so hard it felt as if it were going to fly out of my chest. I let my lips linger over his. “Do you still want more?”
“Baby, I want everything you have to give. I told you I’m in this.”
“I don’t like sharing, Jax. If you want me it’s just me. I can’t be one of many. My heart can’t take that.”
He ran his hand over my cheek. “You think I want to share you? My brother stole my girl from under me. I know what it’s like to hurt. You’re too precious to do that to. I knew after that first night we spent together that you are more than just a fuck. I like sex, I’m not going to sugar coat it. It is what it is, but I also appreciate a woman who can fulfill my every desire by just looking at me. I get hard when you smile sometimes. You’re that perfect. If this is a dream than I’m going to be sure to lay it all out for you. What I’m already feeling for you, I never felt for Reese. I’m a tough guy. I can handle rejection, but if you walked away from this, I’d fall apart.”
My lips trembled when I kissed him again and held my mouth over his. “Thank you.”
“For what? I sound like a pussy.”
“You sound like my hero, and it’s the reason why I’m so crazy about you, Jax. I feel the same way about you.”
He smiled and rubbed my chin with his thumbs. “You’re not going anywhere.” His nose rubbed over mine. “And neither am I.”
Chapter 32
Jax
We fucked a total of six times before checking out of that room. Since neither of us had the energy to dress, we ordered room service and ate two meals in the comfort of the bed. Whoever was responsible for changing those sheets was in for a surprise. They should probably just burn them. Hopefully they wore gloves. I’m pretty sure I’d lost ten pounds of semen.
The ride home was easier, especially after the night before. We talked about our visit to North Carolina, and how she was still adamant about us going. While we were still miles away from the ranch, I called my parents to figure out when was a good time to visit.
My dad answered on the first ring. “Hey, Jax. I was wondering if you forgot about us.”
I rolled my eyes and talked through the speaker in the car while Amber quietly listened. “Yeah, right. I’ve been busy.”
“Not according to your uncle. When I talked to him this morning he say
s you haven’t been home.”
“Yeah, well that’s kind of why I’m calling. I’m seeing someone.”
“Really?” My dad sounded surprised.
“Yeah.” I reached for Amber’s hand and smiled. “I’d like to bring her home with me.”
“We won’t be home this weekend coming up, but the next is good. So this girl, is it serious?”
I squeezed her hand. “Yeah, I think it might be.”
“As glad as I am to hear you’re moving on, I’m worried about what this means for football. You are still planning on coming home next month, right?”
This was hard for me to talk about in front of Amber. She was so determined, and giving up wasn’t an option. I couldn’t let her know that I was torn. “Don’t worry, dad. I know what my priorities are.” I only said it to appease my dad, hoping Amber understood.
“We’ll talk about it when you get here. I’ll tell your mom to make sure your sheets are clean. God knows what you and Reese did on that bed.”
Amber moved her hand away from mine. “Dad, your on speaker. Thanks for that announcement. I’ll probably have to sleep alone now.”
“I’m not mad,” she corrected. “It’s fine.” I could tell she was offended, even if she denied it. Women were funny like that.
“I’m sorry. I guess she thinks I’m a real asshole.” My dad was a witty guy, but nothing would correct his statement. It would always be there, lingering in the back of her mind.
“You are an asshole, but I’m sure she’ll be fine. She knows she’s my girl.” I patted Amber on the thigh and waited for her to return a smile to me.
“We’ll see you in two weeks, Jax. Do me a favor and call your coach. He stopped by the other day and asked about you.”
It was time to end the call. I was too high on life to worry about something that wasn’t going to happen. “Talk to you soon, dad.”
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