When wrong feels so right

by Mia Ford

  “Good, I’m glad you’ve managed to find a good girl. It inspired me to find one of my own!”

  The other big news in my life is my father and his new, unexpected girlfriend. That came out of nowhere and stunned me. Sure, she’s a little younger than him, but she’s fiery and she puts him in his place which is just what he needs. She also has her own money, probably more than him, so she definitely can’t be accused of being a gold digger. Seeing my dad care about something other than the business is wonderful. It makes him happier and me too. The fact that I helped him to see that falling in love isn’t something to be afraid of is awesome.

  He’s now been with her for six months, which means they might as well be married in my dad’s terms. It’s pretty much forever.

  “Well, that’s great. June is awesome… you just keep taking care of her.”

  I glance around the room once more, just confirming that everything is where I want it to be. I’ve hired out the entire Italian restaurant where I took her for our first proper date for calzones, and I’ve got it so there’s just one table in the middle of the room. A single candle sits in the middle of the table, flickering away beautifully, and I have a trail of rose petals leading to the table and fairy lights twinkling above us like stars. I have also brought in a couple of those cans of cider we drank while sitting on those rubber tires at ‘the dump’ in Lola’s home town. I kind of want it to be a homage to all the things we’ve been through together, while being a promise of things to come.

  “It looks good, son, stop worrying.”

  “Dad, I have to be honest. You’re the one who has me worrying,” I laugh awkwardly. “Now I’m second guessing everything. Maybe I shouldn’t have asked you to help me.”

  “You need me here. For so many reasons… oh!” He pulls his cell phone out of his pocket. “Yep, just like this one. I’ve just had a text, Lola is being brought here now.”

  “And she doesn’t know?” I’m still so desperate for this to be a secret. I’ve done so well at keeping it from her so far, despite the fact that I’ve been planning it for weeks. Usually I’m crap at keeping things from Lola so this has been hard. “She’s still not aware?”

  “No, the event guy just said he’s taking her to meet you and that you’re in a work meeting. You have nothing to worry about. It’s all going to plan.”

  I breath in deeply and nod, trying to believe my father. After all the hardship that Lola has endured in her life, I really want this to go perfectly. She deserves it after taking care of everyone else her whole life. She needs me to take care of her now.

  “Right.” Dad pats me on the back. “I’m going now. Leave you two kids to it. I have to pick up Lola’s dad from the airport then he’s coming to stay with me so we can all go out and celebrate tomorrow.”

  “Great, great, that will be a nice surprise. I guess I’ll see you then. I’ll message you to let you know what happens though.”

  Once my dad leaves, I’m alone and it all becomes very real. I have a ring in my pocket, all tucked away in a little box that I agonized over for absolutely ages, and the room is all set up. Much as I want this to happen, now it’s really happening. Now the moment is really here. My heart is racing, the butterflies in my stomach have turned into birds, my throat is completely dry with fear. I don’t know if I’m actually going to be able to speak once the moment arrives.

  “Hello? What the hell is going on?” All of a sudden, Lola’s voice breaks through the silence and I’m filled with a powerful warmth that can only come from her. “Brandon? Why are you having a meeting here? Isn’t this a little weird… oh!”

  All of a sudden she comes into view and her hand claps across her mouth in shock. She doesn’t fully look like herself at the moment with all her stage make up on and her fancy sequined dress. Personally, I prefer her all natural, but I adore her all the same.

  “There’s my super star.” I extend my arms out to hug her but she doesn’t immediately step into my embrace. She pauses where she is, looking a bit confused.

  “What’s going on here?” she asks desperately. “Is this for Valentine’s Day?”

  “It is,” I confirm. “Because you deserve to be spoiled.”

  Eventually she falls into my arms and I hold her close to me. With her head on my chest, I slide my eyes closed and I just feel her for a moment. She feels good against my body, I love holding her. She just feels so right against me.

  “Champagne?” Oh, I almost forgot about the waiter who will be dipping in and out, providing us with drinks and food throughout the evening. “Or would you prefer something else to drink?”

  “Ooh, that sounds lovely, thank you.” Lola takes her chair and smiles up at me. That smile that melts my heart and makes me so happy. “Are you having a drink too?”

  “Yes,” I rasp nervously. “Yes please.”

  “Are you okay?” Lola asks me curiously. “You don’t seem like yourself.”

  I nod rapidly, too rapidly. I was planning to do this at the end of the evening, but I don’t know if I can wait any longer. The pressure is getting too much. It’s building up powerfully inside of me, sending me insane. I need to get it out my system.

  I move over to Lola, I take one of her hands in mine and I bite the bullet. I drop to one knee and I stare up at her with love shining in my eyes.

  “Oh my God, what are you doing?” Lola asks me. “What is this?”

  I reach into my pocket and pull out the ring, just to make things really clear. “Lola Boots, you are absolutely everything. I have loved you I think from the very first moment when you were up on that stage, singing your heart out.” I can’t help licking my lips as I remember how sexy she was on that night. “You have crashed unexpectedly into my life and turned everything upside down. You’ve taught me how to be the best version of myself, you’ve made me see how I’m worth while and how I can do something with my life… basically you’ve made me a better person.”

  Lola wipes a stray tear from under her eye, but it seems to be a happy one, so I take a deep breath and I carry on with my proposal. I’ve been planning this for ages, I had every single word decided, but now I can hardly remember any of them. I’m just speaking from the heart. It seems to be working. I think… I hope.

  “I love you so much, more than I thought it was possible to love anyone. I want to love you in the best way possible, I want to spend the rest of my life making you happy. I want to share in your happiness, I want to be there to make the hard times easier, I want to take care of you when you’re sick and cook for you when you’re hungry… basically I want to make you as happy as you make me. I guess what I’m asking is if you’ll be my wife? Will you marry me?”

  “Yes,” Lola shoots back right away, immediately putting me out of my misery. “Of course I will. Oh my God, there isn’t anyone who can make me as happy as you do. I can’t wait to be your wife.”

  “Oh thank God,” I tease. “I thought you were going to say no then.”

  “No never.” She shakes her head rapidly at me. “I would never say no to you. Never.”

  I take her hand and slide the ring onto her finger before I bounce back into a standing positon. Then I wrap my arms around her and I kiss her deeply and passionately. It’s taken us such a long time to get here and we’ve been through so much, but it makes me see that we’re strong enough to get through anything together. I know we can weather hard times, and I know we do well when things are good too. Lola Boots completes me and I hope that I complete her too.

  I know we can have our happy ever after, I just can’t wait for that to finally get started.

  Tempt Me

  Blurb

  SECRETS need to be kept when so much is at stake!

  Will they still give in to the temptation?

  Evan Debroils

  He has it all…money, women and a successful business.

  He’s living the dream!

  At least, that’s what it seems to the outside world.

  But, in reality, his lif
e is on a very shaky foundation!

  Being a single dad to 6 years old Liam isn’t easy

  Especially when memories of losing Victoria before our wedding still seem so fresh!

  Katy Atwater

  She worked herself to the bone to become the partner in a law firm.

  She’s missed out on having any social life.

  Romance seemed an alien thing.

  But, none of that bothers her as long as she achieves her goal…

  At least, that’s what she thinks.

  When fate brings them to work together, neither expect sparks to fly.

  But, soon their feelings get stronger and…

  Its time, they decide if risking everything might be worth!

  Chapter One – Evan

  “I’m not negotiating with you,” I yell firmly down the phone. “I’ve given you my offer and that’s the end of it. I think you need to remember here that you need me way more than I need you.”

  My heart thunders in my chest, boiling hot blood shoots around my body at a million miles an hour. I twirl the phone chord around my finger in a way that probably appears anxious... but anxiety isn’t how I’m feeling at all. It’s anticipation, adrenaline, excitement. I love it when a deal comes together, especially when it’s in my favor which this one definitely seems to be. I know how to get what I want and how to wrangle the best out of everyone. It’s what has made me so damn successful. Tech start-ups are never easy, but I’ve damn well done it and I’m proud of that. DeBroils Enterprises is successful because of me and me alone.

  “Erm, yes, right, I see,” the weedy guy on the other end of the phone stammers like he’s crapping his pants purely because of my words. “I understand that, but my boss…”

  “Are you not in a position to make any sort of decision?” I mock. “Do they not let you have that sort of power? I thought I was speaking to you for a reason. Please tell me I’m not wasting my time talking to you. I really wouldn’t want to hear anything like that.”

  “No.” He sighs, I can hear the defeat in his tone. “Do you know what? Yes, that’s fine.”

  I bang my hand down on my desk with glee. “Brilliant, thank you very much.”

  Once I hang up the phone I cackle to myself. Maybe it isn’t the most ethical way to behave, railroading these weaker business owners, but to be honest they should know what they’re up against. I do have a reputation for putting myself and my company first, and I do know I’m not the worst. These people need to toughen the hell up. I sure don’t feel guilty. I had to learn the hard way too.

  I have stakes, I need my company to succeed. Nothing else will ever matter.

  “Knock. Knock.” The smile on my face only gets brighter when I hear the silky-smooth voice of my extremely well chosen personal assistant.

  Ally, pops her head around the door. “Can I come in?”

  I lean back in my chair and run my eyes all over her. Her heavily made up face excites me, because I know she does it just for me, especially those painted red lips, she knows I love them. They turn me on like crazy, no matter what.

  “Yes, please do. You know my door is always open for you.”

  I mean that as well. I hired Ally over many other more qualified candidates because of those stunning good looks of hers. That, and the fact that she instantly made it clear that she had the hots for me. I always like to have someone who’s up for it around me. Just in case. She’s good enough at what she does, I pretty much always know where I’m supposed to be and when. And the best thing I like about her are those sexy lips. When they are wrapped around me… well, there’s nothing better!

  “I’ve just come to let you know that Mr. Wong has cancelled your conference call this afternoon, citing family issues, so you have the whole afternoon free now.” She perches on the edge of my desk and leans forward so her cleavage pops out the top of her shirt. Her blonde hair falls forward, but luckily for me it doesn’t get in the way of the incredible view. The only thing distracting me is that awesome slit in her skirt. “So, you can do whatever it is that you want.”

  “Oh I can, can I?” I wiggle my eyebrows suggestively at her. “Hmmm what shall I do?”

  Ally flips her hair and pushes her breasts out even further at me. “I have a few ideas…”

  This is the best thing about Ally. She is always up for it, no matter where, no matter when. It can be right now in my office, when everyone else could hear us if they really wanted to, or when I’m on a business trip making it much less boring and painful, but she also doesn’t mind if I hook up with other people. She even encouraged me to hook up with that girl from accounts at the Christmas party. Actually, if I remember rightly she joined in… Ally doesn’t ever ask any questions, she doesn’t want to know about my life, she doesn’t want any commitment, which is perfect because I don’t want to give any of those things. I’m only in it for the fun side of things. Nothing serious, ever.

  Ally sway her hips as she struts over me, licking her lips as she does. Almost instantly my cock stands to attention in my pants, crying to be freed. The closer she gets to me, the more I tremble with excitement. Thank fuck Mr. Wong cancelled. Talking to him is a buzz kill compared to this.

  As Ally gets nearer to me I can see the thick lust in her eyes. She presses her hands onto my knees and drops to the floor in front of me, instinctively knowing what I want without me even having to ask. My hands work their way into her hair as I prepare myself for what’s about to come. My mouth waters with need, I didn’t realize how much I needed this until this very moment.

  “Oh fuck,” I murmur in anticipation as she fiddles with my zipper. This really is the life. I do have it all. A good business, awesome women around me… it’s amazing. If I focus on those incredible things then I don’t need to think about all the aspects that could do with being filled in. “Oh, Ally.”

  Eventually she pulls me free and she gasps out in delight as she does. I love the way she makes it obvious how much she adores my cock, it turns me on even more, and it reminds me what a powerful man I’ve become. Her hand runs up and down my length, making me shudder. Her wide brown eyes meet mine and she licks her lips again, somehow leaving a perfect redness behind just for me.

  “Stop messing around,” I gush as my hips take on a like of their own. They buck towards her needily. “Just take me in your mouth now, will you?”

  Luckily for me, Ally knows when I’m not in the mood for teasing and playing, which is one of those days today, so she does as I command. She puts her warm wetness right around me and slides me down to the back of her throat, opening herself up for me as she does. She can definitely handle more of me than she used to be able to, which is awesome. It feels fucking incredible to be balls deep inside her. Especially when she flickers her tongue everywhere, all over me like she wants to taste me everywhere. She probably does, the filthy woman that she is. God damn it, I love it.

  I fist her hair as I control the speed that she bobs her head up and down. I know that Ally doesn’t mind my control freak side, which is great because I don’t know how to reign it in. My thighs tense and I can feel myself trembling. I know that I’m close but somehow that doesn’t feel satisfying enough. I feel like I want more… so I tug her back rapidly.

  “Bend over my desk,” I command. “Spread your legs wide and place your palms on the desk.”

  Ally smirks and struts over there. She peers over her shoulder as she does and gives me the sexiest fucking look I’ve ever seen. Before parting her legs and placing her hands on the desk, she wiggles down her lace panties and kicks them across the room. I hope that she remembers to pick them up before she leaves because she doesn’t always… and it’s led to some awkward conversations.

  As I stand and I growl with lust, my trousers drop to the ground and I slide my boxers along with them. Then I reach into my desk and I grab a condom from there which I rip apart with my teeth and I slowly roll it down over my cock.

  “Oh, I love watching you do that,” Ally says with a seduct
ive ass wiggle. “It’s so fucking hot.”

  I don’t answer her. I just move closer to her and grip my hands next to hers on the desk, then I slide myself into her and I thrust hard and fast. Being with Ally is awesome, it’s so easy and familiar, I like it, but it’ll never be a long-term thing. We both know that. One day, she’ll fall in love and she’ll move on, and I’ll find someone else to fool around with. Simple.

  “Oh fuck,” I grunt as I bang her hips against the desk. “Fucking hell.”

  Ally pants too, so I reach around to her front and flick her clit to bring her to the edge harder and faster. I might not necessarily worry too much about her pleasure in all of this but I still want her to keep coming back for more, and this is just a part of that. This does the trick and soon she flicks her head back as the pleasure starts to claim her. Her breaths come out raggedly and she begins to cry out with bliss. This gives me the opportunity to let go myself. The tension floods from my body and I explode free inside of her, seeing stars as I come. God this feels so good, it feels so fucking freeing… I needed this more than I knew. Ally seems to understand me better than I do myself.

  Either that, or she’s just horny all the time. That might be just as much possible.

  Once we’re done, Ally sorts herself out as I do too. This part is always done alone without us even looking at one another, I don’t know why, it isn’t like I’m ashamed of my post coital body, it’s just the way we’ve always done things. Luckily, this is a habit that doesn’t feel like a rut.