by Margaret Way
She heard him speak to the nurse at Reception. He had a compelling voice. It had a special quality to it. It exactly matched the man. She saw his aura. Her secret: She was able to see auras. Not of everyone. That would have been beyond anyone’s ability to cope with. But certain people. Good and bad. She saw Blaine’s now. The energy field that surrounded him was the familiar cobalt blue. She knew these auras were invisible to most people. She had no idea why she should see them, feel them, as heat waves. The gift, if it was one, hadn’t been developed over the years. It had just always been there.
Once, to her everlasting inner cringe, she had confided her secret to Blaine. She was around fourteen at the time. There he was, so handsome, already making his mark, home from university. She remembered exactly where they were, lazing in the sun, down by Moonglade’s lake. The moment she had stopped talking, he had propped himself up on his elbow, looking down at her with his extraordinary silver eyes.
“You’re having me on!”
“No, I swear.”
He had burst out laughing. “Listen, kid. I’m cool with all your tall tales and celestial travels, but we both know auras don’t exist.”
“They do. They do exist.”
Her rage and disappointment in him had known no bounds. She had entrusted him with her precious secret and he, her childhood idol, had laughed her to scorn. No wonder she had gone off like a firecracker.
“Don’t you dare call me a liar, Blaine Forrester. I see auras. I’ve seen your aura lots of times. Just because you can’t see them doesn’t mean they’re not there. You’re nothing but an insensitive, arrogant pig!”
He had made her so angry that even years later she still felt residual heat. She had wanted him to listen to her, to share. Instead he had ridiculed her. It might have been that very moment their easy, affectionate relationship underwent a dramatic sea change. Blaine, the friend she had so looked up to and trusted, had laughed at her. Called her a kid. She did see auras, some strong, some dim. It had something to do with her particular brain. One day science would prove the phenomenon. In the meantime she continued to see auras that lasted maybe half a minute before they faded. Blaine’s, the unbeliever’s aura was as she had told him all those years ago, a cobalt blue. Uncle Robert’s was a pale green with a pinkish area over his heart. She couldn’t see her own aura. She had seen her dying mother’s black aura. Recognised what it meant. She had seen that black aura a number of times since.
A moment more and Blaine was making his way to the waiting room. Mercifully this one was empty, although Mallory could hear farther along the corridor, a woman’s voice reading a familiar children’s story accompanied by children’s sweet laughter. How beautiful was the laughter of children, as musical as wind chimes.
As Blaine reached the doorway she found herself standing up. Why she did was beyond her. The pity of it was she felt the familiar involuntary flair of excitement. She was stuck with that, sadly. It would never go away. She extended her hand, hoping her face wasn’t flushed. Hugs and air-kisses were long since out of the question between them. Yet, as usual, all her senses were on point. “Blaine.”
“Mallory.” He gave her a measured look, his fingers curling around hers. With a flush on her beautiful skin she looked radiant. Not that he was about to tell her. Mallory had no use whatsoever for compliments.
The mocking note in his voice wasn’t lost on Mallory. She chose to ignore it. From long experience she was prepared for physical contact, yet as always she marvelled at the charge. It was pretty much like a mild electric shock. She had written it off as a case of static electricity. Physics. With his height, he made her willowy five feet eight seem petite. That gave him an extra advantage. His light grey eyes were in startling contrast to his hair and darkly tanned skin. Sculpted features, an air of sharp intelligence, and natural authority made for an indelible impression. From long experience she knew Blaine sent women into orbit. It made her almost wish she was one of them. She believed the intensity of his gaze owed much to the luminosity of his eyes. Eyes like that would give anyone a jolt.
He gestured towards one of the long upholstered benches as though telling her what to do. She hated that as well. It was like he always knew the best course of action. She realized her reactions were childish, bred from long years of resenting him and his high-handed, taken for granted, male superiority, but childish nevertheless. No one was perfect. He should have been kinder.
Blaine was fully aware of the war going on inside Mallory. He knew all about her anxieties, her complexities. He had first met her when she was seven, a pretty little girl with lovely manners. Mallory, the adult, was a woman to be reckoned with. Probably she would be formidable in old age. Right now, she was that odd combination of incredibly sexy and incredibly aloof. There was nothing even mildly flirtatious about her. Yet she possessed powers that he didn’t understand. He wondered what would happen if she ever let those powers fly.
She was wearing a very stylish yellow jacket and skirt. City gear. Not a lot of women could get away with the colour. Her luxuriant dark gold hair was pulled back into some sort of knot. Her olive skin was flawless, her velvet-brown eyes set at a faint tilt. Mallory James was a beautiful woman like her tragic mother before her. Brains and beauty had been bred into Mallory. Her academic brilliance had allowed her to take charge of her life. She had a PhD in child psychology. Close containment had become Mallory’s way of avoiding transient sexual relationships and deep emotional involvement. Mallory made it very plain she was captain of her own ship.
The aftershock of their handshake was still running up Mallory’s arm to her shoulder. She seized back control. She had spent years perfecting a cool façade. By now it was second nature. Only Blaine, to her disgust, had the power to disrupt her habitual poise. Yet there was something real between them; some deep empathy that inextricably tied them together. He to her, she to him. She was aware of the strange disconnect between their invariably charged conversations and a different communication she refused to investigate.
“I’m worried about Uncle Robert,” she said briskly. She supposed he could have interpreted it as accusatory. “You told me it was a mild heart attack, Blaine. I thought he would be home by now. Yet he’s still in hospital?”
“He’s in for observation, Mallory. No hurry.” Here we go again, he thought.
“Anything else I should know?” She studied him coolly. The handsomeness, the glowing energy, the splendid physique.
“Ted will fill you in.”
“So there’s nothing you can tell me?” Her highly sensitive antenna was signalling there was more to come.
“Not really.” His light eyes sparkled in the rays of sunlight that fell through the high windows.
“So why do I have this feeling you’re keeping something from me?”
Blaine nearly groaned aloud. As usual she was spot on, only he knew he had to work his way up to full disclosure. “Mallory, it’s essential to Robb’s recovery for you to be here, not in Brisbane. He’s slowed down of recent times, but he never said there was anything to worry about. It now appears he has a heart condition. Angina.”
“But he never told me.” She showed her shock and dismay.
“Nor me. Obviously he didn’t want it to be known.”
Without thinking, she clutched his arm as if he might have some idea of walking away from her. He was wearing a short-sleeved cotton shirt, a blue and white check with his jeans, so she met with suntanned warm skin and hard muscle. She should have thought of that. Blaine had such physicality it made her stomach contract. He further rattled her by putting his hand on top of hers.
“You believe I have a moral obligation to look out for my uncle as he looked after me?”
“I’m not here to judge you, Mallory,” he said smoothly.
“Never mind about that. I’m always under surveillance.” Blaine had established the habit of meeting up with her whenever he was in Brisbane on business, which was often. His lawyers, accountants, stock brokers amon
g others were all stationed in the state capital. He made sure she was always contactable. As a man he was even more highly esteemed by her uncle, for whom he clearly stood in.
His hand dropped away first. He had only just beaten her to it with his swifter reflexes. It had made her uncomfortable feeling the strength of his arm and the warmth of his skin, but she wasn’t about to waste time fretting about it.
“That’s in your head, Mallory. It’s not true. More like I’ve tried my hardest to be a good friend to you.” You difficult woman, you. He didn’t need to say it, Mallory heard it loud and clear.
“Anyway, you’re here now. You can give Robb your undivided attention for a few days.”
“Whatever you say, Blaine. You’re the boss.” Heat was spreading through her. In the old days she had let it control her. Not now. As Dr. Mallory James, she was used to being treated with respect. “Uncle Robert and I are in constant touch, as you well know. Anyway, he has you,” she tacked on sweetly. “Always ready to help. The figure of authority in the town.”
“Do I detect a lick of jealousy?”
“Jealousy!” She gasped in air. “That’s a charge and a half.”
“Okay, make it sibling rivalry, even if we aren’t siblings. You can’t rule it out. I’ve known Robb all my life. My parents loved him. He was always welcome at our home. I remember the first time you turned up. A perfectly sweet little girl in those days with long blonde hair tied back with a wide blue ribbon. My father said later, ‘Those two should be painted, Claudia and her beautiful little daughter.’”
“That never happened.” A flush had warmed Mallory’s skin. She wished she could dash it away.
“I noticed like everyone else how closely you resembled your mother,” Blaine said more gently.
“Ah, the fatal resemblance! It was extraordinary and it impacted on too many lives.” She broke off at the sound of approaching footsteps. Sister Arnold was returning with tea.
Blaine moved to take the tray from her. “Thank you, Sister.”
“Would you like a cup yourself, Mr. Forrester?”
How many times had Mallory heard just that worshipful tone? Nothing would ever be too much trouble for Blaine Forrester; tea, coffee, scones, maybe a freshly baked muffin?
“I’m fine, thank you, Sister.” He gave her a smile so attractive it could sell a woman into slavery.
“You could bring another cup, Sister, if you don’t mind,” said Mallory. There was really something about Blaine that was very dangerous to women.
“No trouble at all.” Sister Arnold gave Blaine a look that even a blind woman would interpret as non-professional.
“I don’t drink tea,” Blaine mentioned as she bustled away.
“At this point who cares? Sister likes bringing it. Makes her day.”
He ignored the jibe as too trivial to warrant comment. “You drove all this way?”
She nodded. “One stop. It would have been a whole lot quicker to fly but I don’t enjoy air travel, as you know.” She was borderline claustrophobic but halfway to conquering it.
“That’s your Mercedes out front?”
“It is.” She had worked long and hard to pay it off. “I love my car. Just like you men. You did assure me Uncle Robert was in no danger.”
“With care and the right medication Robb has many good years left in him.”
“I hope so.” Mallory released a fervent breath.
“Ah, here’s Sister back with my tea.”
“Don’t forget to give her your dazzling smile.”
“How odd you’ve noticed,” he said, his sparkling eyes full on hers.
An interlude followed filled with the usual ping-pong of chat, largely saturated with sarcasm, most of it, hers. Dr. Edward Moorehouse, looking like an Einstein incarnation with his white bush of hair and a walrus moustache, hurried into the waiting room. A highly regarded cardiac specialist, he possessed a sweetness of heart and an avuncular charm.
“Ah, Mallory, Blaine!” He saluted them, looking from one to the other with evident pleasure. His head was tilted to one side, much like a bird’s, his dark eyes bright with more than a hint of mischief. “How lovely to see you together. I hear such good things about you, Mallory.”
Mallory kissed him gently on both cheeks, feeling a sense of warmth and homecoming. “Dr. Sarah set my feet on my chosen path.”
“Bless her.”
Dr. Sarah Matthews had guided Mallory through her severe childhood traumas; her terrible grief over the violent, sudden death of her adored mother which she had witnessed, the later abandonment of her by her father, compounded by irrational feelings of guilt that she had lived when her beautiful mother had died.
“Wonderful woman, Sarah!” Moorehouse’s voice was tinged with sadness. Sarah Matthews had died of lung cancer a couple of years previously when she had never smoked a cigarette in her life. “We would always have a job for you if you ever come back to us, Mallory. No one has taken Sarah’s place with the same degree of success. There are always cases needing attention, even here in this paradise.”
She was aware of that. “Blaine tells me Uncle Robert has had a heart condition for some time. I didn’t know that.”
“Robb wouldn’t have wanted to worry you.” Moorehouse darted a glance at Blaine, then back to Mallory. “He has his medication. Robb is the most considerate man I know,” he said, in his soothing manner.
Mallory wasn’t sidetracked. “He should have told me. I needed to know.”
“Don’t agitate yourself, Mallory. With care and keeping on his meds, Robb has some good years left to him.”
“Some?” She had to weigh that answer very carefully.
“All being well.” Ted Moorehouse spoke with a doctor’s inbuilt caution. “You must be longing to see him. I’ll take you to his room.”
“I’ll stay here.” Blaine glanced at Mallory. “You’ll want to see Robert on your own.”
“I appreciate that, Blaine,” she said, gracefully. “Give us ten minutes and then come through.”
They found Robert James sitting up in bed, propped up by pillows. An ecstatic smile lit his still-handsome face the moment Mallory walked in the door. As a consequence, Mallory’s vision started to cloud. Outside his room she had steeled herself, concerned at how he might look after his heart attack. Now his appearance reassured her. She felt like a little girl again, a bereaved child. Uncle Robert was the one who had been there for her, taking her in. She couldn’t bear the thought of his leaving her.
The ones you love best, die.
She knew that better than anyone.
* * *
Robert James, gazing at the figure of his adored niece, felt wave after wave of joy bubbling up like a fountain inside his chest. She had come back to him. Claudia’s daughter. His niece. His brother’s child. His family. He was deeply conscious of how much he had missed Mallory these past years, although they kept in close touch. He had accepted her decision to flee the town where he had raised her. She had strong reasons, and he accepted them. Besides, clever young woman that she was, she had to find her place in the larger world. He was so proud of Mallory and her accomplishments. Proud he had been her mentor. His whole being, hitherto on a downward spiral, sparked up miraculously.
“Mallory, darling girl!” He held out his arms to gather her in. What he really felt like doing was getting out of bed and doing a little dance.
“Uncle Robert.” Mallory swallowed hard on the lump in her throat. She wasn’t about to cry in front of him, though she felt alarm at the lack of colour in his aura. Love for him consumed her. He looked on the gaunt side, but resplendent in stylish silk pyjamas. Robert James was elegant wherever he was, in hospital, in private. Like her father, he was a bit of a dandy. There were violet shadows under his eyes, hollows beneath his high cheekbones and at the base of his throat. But there was colour in his cheeks, even if it was most probably from excitement. He had lost much needed weight, along with strength and vitality, hence his diminished aura.
“You are fine, Robb.” Ted Moorehouse quietly intervened. He knew how much his friend loved his niece. Her presence would do him a power of good. “I’ll leave you two together. You can take Robb home around this time tomorrow, Mallory.” He half turned at the door. “I expect you’re staying for a day or two?”
Mallory tightened her hold on her uncle’s thin hand, meeting his eyes. “Actually I’ve taken extended leave.”
“Why that’s wonderful, Mallory.” Moorehouse beamed his approval. “Just what the doctor ordered.” He lifted a benedictory hand as he headed out the door.
“Extended leave! I feel on top of the world already.” Robert’s fine dark eyes were brimming with an invalid’s tears.
Mallory bowed her head humbly at her uncle’s intense look of gratitude. It was she who had every reason to be grateful. She pulled up a chair and sat down at the bedside. Her touch feather light, she smoothed his forehead with gentle fingertips, let them slide down over his thin cheek. “I’m so sorry if I’ve hurt you with my long absence, Uncle Robert. I know Blaine finds it so. He’s outside, by the way.”
“He’s always there when you need him.” Robert’s voice was full of the usual pride and affection. “To be honest, I don’t know what I would have done without him. He’s been splendid, a real chip off the old block. Not that D’Arcy ever got to grow old.”
Mallory bowed her head. She wasn’t the only one who had lost a beloved parent. Blaine too had suffered. D’Arcy Forrester had been killed leading a clean-up party after a severe cyclone. Too late to be spotted, he had trodden on fallen power lines that had been camouflaged by a pile of palm fronds. His passing had been greatly mourned in the town. The reins had been passed into Blaine’s capable hands.
Robert James’s hollowed-out gaze rested on his niece. “Does Nigel know about me?”
Mallory’s smile barely wavered. “I’ve left messages. I’m sure he’ll respond.”
