If You Could Read My Mind

by Jeanie London

  “Thanks for telling me.” Charlotte snapped a glove on her hand with ceremony.

  “Then I’ll get home to planning the menu. You sure you don’t want your luncheon until Monday?”

  “Can’t think of a better way to start a week around here,” he said.

  Charlotte nodded. “Now there’s a truth.”

  “Just remember,” he told Widow Serafine as she swung her legs out of the chair and took his hand for a gentlemanly assist. “Go easy on that bridge until dinner. After that you can eat normally.”

  “You betcha, Dr. Michael. Thanks again.”

  “My pleasure.” He smiled as Widow Serafine disappeared down the hallway. Then he took his place in the dental chair.

  Charlotte prepared the cement, and the process of replacing his temporary with a new crown took all of five minutes. He tested the impression and declared his bite satisfactory.

  “You do good work.” He smiled widely, one of the cheesy smiles he coaxed out of his patients to capture on film and grace his office walls.

  “Of course I do,” Charlotte said. “Now get back to work before we wind up working straight through lunch.”

  But Michael hadn’t yet left the exam room to greet his next patient when Jillian showed up. He bit back a casual greeting—her serious expression told him everything he needed to know about her mood.

  Damn it. Was she ever going to let their argument go, or was she planning to hold a grudge forever?

  Or had she expected him to take her threats about their marriage seriously?

  Right.

  He eyed her chilly expression and settled on a noncommittal, “What’s up?”

  “Did you get your crown in?”

  “Good as new.”

  “I just wanted to thank you for squeezing in Widow Serafine this morning.”

  “No problem.” He glanced at his watch. “Should still have time to finish up, eat lunch and take a quick nap.”

  “I’m glad,” she said. “Wouldn’t want you to miss your beauty rest.”

  Michael glanced up, but Jillian had already turned and headed out the door.

  His beauty rest?

  He frowned at her retreating back. Widow Serafine might not technically have been his patient before today, but the woman had needed her bridge repaired. Had Jillian honestly expected him to turn her away?

  No, which meant she was still holding a major grudge about Camp Cavelier.

  Michael knew the drill. Because he’d run late for the interview and because of the things he’d said in the heat of the moment, so she’d decided to interpret his reservations about the camp to mean he didn’t want to be involved. He didn’t, of course, but he would never abandon her on one of her crusades.

  He’d apologized, but, unfortunately, it looked like an apology wasn’t going to do the trick. Jillian was too damned efficient and proud. She didn’t like needing help in the best of circumstances. In all the years he’d known her, he couldn’t ever remember hearing her admit she’d bitten off more than she could chew. And she had, a few times.

  His incredibly competent wife routinely faced challenges that would send most people running in the opposite direction. She always managed to buck up and keep her eyes on the goal, though. He knew the craziness would eventually pass, the pressure would be off and their days would return to normal.

  But life could get hairy in the process….

  On the rare occasions Michael had run afoul of her efforts, he’d found himself eliminated from the equation. Camp business, including Widow Serafine and her family, would now become Jillian’s exclusive domain.

  He frowned at the doorway.

  His beauty rest?

  Her pettiness surprised him. Until right now, he hadn’t even known she could be petty.

  While working on his next patient, Michael considered what he might do to ease his way back into her good graces. Not that he had any burning desire to squeeze more work into his already overbooked days. But Jillian’s mood was translating into every aspect of their lives. She was freezing him out, and he didn’t relish a summer with her ignoring him because she was mad.

  Should he send flowers? She loved gladioli, and he couldn’t remember the last time he’d brought her any. An anniversary maybe? But which one?

  What about candy? She had a sweet tooth, and a box of expensive chocolate—milk, not dark—might assuage her temper.

  Michael debated flowers versus chocolate as he wrapped up his morning, inhaled his lunch then settled into his office easy chair for a turbo nap.

  By the time he’d awakened, refreshed and ready to take on the afternoon, he’d decided on the flowers. Had Jillian mentioned watching her weight lately? He couldn’t remember, but didn’t want to seem unsupportive of her efforts if she was.

  Flowers would definitely be safer.

  But Jillian was angrier than he’d ever seen her. Maybe he should take her to dinner. Hmm. That idea had potential. Dinner would mean she wouldn’t have to cook. If he presented his invitation right, not only would he seem sensitive, but unselfish because he hated leaving the house once he’d settled in after a long day.

  Yeah, Jillian might really like dinner.

  So after he finished his last patient of the day, Michael planned his strategy. She’d driven her own car into work, so he arrived home behind her, moved quietly through the house and caught up with her in the bathroom as she stripped off her uniform.

  With the smock coming over her head, she didn’t see him sneak up behind her, but he got an eyeful. Strawberry-blond waves tumbled down her back as she deposited the shirt into the hamper. She wore a white cotton bra that looked so sexy.

  Trailing his gaze down to the curvy V of her waist, he imagined slipping his arms around her, unfastening the clasp and trying a few moves sure to coax out those soft sighs she made whenever he touched her.

  Maybe she’d be so taken by his thoughtfulness that he’d luck out and score. After a good meal, Michael would get a second wind. How long had it been since they’d made love anyway?

  “Hey, gorgeous.” He caught her around the waist.

  She let out a surprised yelp then went stiff in his arms.

  Not good.

  Twisting her around, he gazed down into her face. “Surprised to see me?”

  “I didn’t hear you come in.”

  “What do you say about dinner at Kevin’s tonight? Let me make up for being such an ass about the interview. We can discuss the camp. What do you say?”

  She said nothing at all, just eyed him through a narrowed gaze as if she wasn’t sure whether or not to believe him.

  It was enough to hurt a guy’s pride. “I don’t want you angry with me anymore. And I don’t want you thinking about not being married to me, either.” He nuzzled his cheek against the top of her head.

  “Finally got your attention, did I?”

  “Of course you got my attention.” He squelched a wave of irritation and forced his tone to remain conciliatory. “Let’s fix things. We don’t stay angry at each other. That’s what other couples do, not us.”

  She still didn’t reply, so he tried again.

  “Come on, Jilly.” He coaxed. “Kevin owes me for missing his last appointment. I’m sure he’ll give us a last-minute table. We love going to Kevin’s. It’s our special place.”

  Would she give him a chance to make peace so they could get past this or would she keep hanging on to her anger?

  She frowned, considering, but didn’t pull away. He considered that a good sign.

  He tried again. “I don’t want you to have to cook. Not even to reheat last night’s leftovers. You’ve had a busy day. I want you to relax and be waited on tonight.”

  “You don’t like going out after you get home from work.”

  Okay, she was talking to him. That was a step in the right direction.

  “Doesn’t matter what I like. I’m trying to apologize here.”

  His words hung in the air between them, and he could feel her in
decision in the way she’d started relaxing against him.

  He went in for the kill. “I’m groveling, Jilly. Come on. Let me fix this.”

  “You think dinner’s going to do that?”

  “It’s a start. We’ll discuss the camp. I’m sure we can come up with something. We always do.”

  He tightened his grip until she came up close against him, all her curves touching him in exactly the right places, sparking life signs just as she always did. “I want you to know how much I appreciate you and everything you do for me.”

  “I’m your wife and office manager. I’m doing my jobs.”

  “Which I don’t tell you often enough how much I appreciate.”

  “I know you do.”

  Tipping her head back, she gazed up into his face, the distance in her eyes beginning to melt away. She slipped her arms around his waist and rested her head on his shoulder.

  First base.

  “You don’t think it’s kind of late for dinner?” she asked.

  “If we get a move on, we could probably be seated by seven-thirty.”

  “It’ll be after eight by the time we’re served.”

  Michael knew what was happening here, and if he didn’t catch her quickly, she’d talk herself out of his thoughtful gesture. “I wanted to do something nice so you know how much I appreciate the way you handle my patients.”

  “Especially when you get behind?”

  “Most especially when I get behind.”

  “I owed you. For taking care of Widow Serafine.”

  She was testing him, mentioning the camp to see how he responded. He walked a razor-sharp line with his response and shot for the right mix of repentant and sincere. Any defense would only lose the ground he’d gained.

  “Widow Serafine is our caretaker. If we take good care of her, she’ll take good care of us, don’t you think?”

  Again, she peered at him as if deciding whether or not to take him seriously.

  “You know me, Jillian. Mr. Sweet Guy. That’s why you married me, remember? I’d never leave a lady without her teeth.”

  The second it was out of his mouth, Michael knew it had been exactly the right thing to say. He could feel the last of her resistance melt away as she relaxed against him.

  Second base.

  He didn’t pressure her with words, just rested his chin on the top of her head, inhaling the scent of her, always fresh and feminine, not perfumed but reminding him of the way the air smelled after a spring rain.

  He could see their reflections in the vanity mirror. Jillian looked sexy with so much bare skin revealed, her arms relaxed as she held him around the waist. He liked the way they looked together, right, the long lines of her body molding against him to create the perfect fit.

  “He wants sex.”

  “I always want sex with you.” He dropped his voice an octave into what Jillian always called his bedroom voice. “If you think it’s too late, we can always skip dinner and go straight for dessert.”

  That statement didn’t have quite the effect he’d expected.

  Jillian exhaled heavily. “At least it won’t be the kind of dessert that’ll put on any weight.”

  He’d made a good call on the chocolate. Crowding her against the wall, Michael gave in to the urge to remove her bra.

  “Michael, what are you—” Jillian broke off her words on a sigh when he filled his hands with her warm skin.

  He recognized the mixture of hesitation and yearning in her voice, a tone that always made his blood crash straight to his crotch. Her mind might be saying, “No, we really shouldn’t.” But her body was saying, “Take me, I’m yours.”

  He thumbed her nipples, a deep slow stroke, and was rewarded when the tips speared into tight peaks. She arched just enough to invite him to further exploration, and he found the sight of her reflection arousing in the extreme.

  His hands looked dark against her skin, and she was all beautiful curves as she leaned her head against the wall, exposing the graceful sweep of her neck. Michael couldn’t have resisted a taste if his life had depended on it.

  Lowering his mouth to the pulse beating low in her throat, he pressed an open-mouthed kiss there.

  Jillian shivered.

  He sucked gently, and was rewarded when she inhaled a long breath that whispered brokenly against his hair. He couldn’t resist dragging his hands down her ribs and anchoring her closer. He rode his growing erection against her belly. She rocked her hips, making him swell so hard his pants seam bit painfully into his skin, which dampened his enthusiasm for foreplay in the bathroom. Disentangling himself, he caught her around the waist and under her knees then lifted her into his arms.

  She draped her arms around his neck to hang on. “You’re going to hurt your back.”

  Michael only laughed, a sound that burst out harder than he’d intended and made her scowl knowingly.

  Okay, so he wasn’t as young as he’d once been… “I can still think of a few ways to show my appreciation, Jilly.”

  She turned to gaze in the mirror. “That’s not the problem. I’ve been watching what I eat, but I think my metabolism is slowing down now that I’m thirty.”

  Michael exhaled a snort of disbelief that managed not to sound as if he was gasping for air. Maneuvering her through the bathroom doorway, he deposited her on the side of the bed. He didn’t give her a chance to protest, or to get away. Catching her around the waist, he worked the jumble of uniform and cotton panties down her legs before tossing the whole thing onto the floor.

  He raked his gaze down the length of her, as gorgeous now as the first time he’d set eyes on her. He could still remember the day he’d been treated to seeing Jillian completely nude, after a good year’s worth of glimpsing tantalizing bits and pieces during some heavy make-out sessions.

  But the night they’d skinny-dipped in Lake Lily…

  Jillian peeled away her jeans and stood clad only in a flannel shirt that barely reached the tops of her thighs. She was all slim curves and long legs, and Michael knew she wasn’t wearing a bra because he’d copped a feel earlier. His heartbeat came to a crashing stop as she lifted her arms….

  He could see the barest hint of her heart-shaped bottom below the hem of the shirt…sleek thighs that would be soft to his touch. He wanted her so badly right then that his whole body became a furnace of need, every muscle so tight it ached, his skin so hot that by rights he should have melted.

  Then she lifted the shirt away. His heartbeat kicked in violently, thudding so hard it might explode out of his chest. Of course, he could only see her from behind, but he’d never seen a sight more beautiful in his life.

  Her skin gleamed pale in the moonlight that made her hair look almost silver. He drank in the sight of her, his own reaction raging so wildly out of control that he had to brace himself against a tree to keep standing.

  She hadn’t yet turned around, and he guessed she was feeling shy. He felt his nudity in a way he never had before, but didn’t have the brain cells to dwell on the feeling because his dick had gotten so hard he thought it might explode, too.

  To this day Jillian was the most beautiful woman Michael had ever seen. He liked the way she looked stretched across their bed, wearing only her tousled hair and white socks. Nowadays, she trimmed the curls between her thighs until there wasn’t much more than a hint of reddish-blond to tempt him. She claimed to be keeping neat for swimsuit season, but he guessed she could feel his mouth better when he went down on her.

  That thought drove him to his knees.

  Grabbing her ankles, he pulled her toward the edge of the bed. She laughed as her bottom scooted over the comforter, and her thighs fell apart in welcome.

  He settled in comfortably then lowered his face to her warm skin. She tasted familiar and inviting, her every sigh rushing him with the push of a tide.

  “Oh, Michael. You’ve got such a gift.”

  He chuckled at that, a burst of warm breath that made her thighs quiver.

  Det
ermined to wipe away the fallout from their dispute about the camp, Michael pulled out every trick in his arsenal. He wanted reality to disappear beneath the pleasure of sensation. He’d had the benefit of years to hone these skills. He knew how to arouse her.

  Easing his hands up the smooth expanse of her belly, he teased her breasts until she squirmed against him. She had always melted beneath his touch, her body responding so completely he knew they’d been made for each other.

  Her pleasure was his pleasure, and Michael knew no greater contentment than commanding her responses, no greater arousal. Those sighs tested his restraint every damn time.

  When she began rocking her hips, trying to knead her orgasm into breaking, she was all his. Redoubling his efforts, he took her apart in a way he hoped would soften her mood when she came back down to earth. When she came apart, she dissolved into a puddle of pulsing softness and quivering skin that made him ache.

  Resting his face against her thigh, he breathed deeply, managing the ache in his crotch that demanded equal time. But Jillian knew. She’d always been one to give as good as she got. Before he knew it, she was reaching for him, their hands and arms tangling as they divested him of his clothes.

  He finally sank onto the bed beside her. He went to pull her into his arms, but Jillian only laughed and dodged him. She slithered down the length of his body in a gut-tightening burst of warm skin and muscle, and burrowed herself between his legs.

  “One good turn and all that…”

  Michael wasn’t about to look a gift blow-job in the face, and enjoyed a moment of satisfaction for his own job well done.

  Jillian could have been a pin-up girl with her red-gold waves tumbling over his thighs, bare curves covering the terrain of the bed in a mouth-watering display. Michael relaxed into the pillows to savor the view, but relaxation didn’t last before Jillian zeroed in on her target.

  Slipping her warm fingers around his erection, she gave a light tug that brought him up off the bed. His body went from zero to sixty, his hot skin surging into her grip with an enthusiasm that made her smile. He had the absent thought that while his back might be showing the effects of age, his body still responded to her as it had when they’d been younger.